why don't you laugh

Xiao Zhi kicked the chair away and stood up, looking at him: "Why are you here?"

Chen Bing's vision was blurred, and he took a breath with his nose flaring, but the tears continued to roll down.

Xiao Zhi was startled, he was still as if nothing had happened, and the corner of his lips inexplicably picked up a smile: "Why are you crying?"

When he approached, his breath brushed by his side, he grabbed Chen Bing's wrist and clenched it tightly, checking Chen Bing's expression.Chen Bing's thin chin was hidden in the stand-up collar of his coat, his eyelashes drooped, and he cried like he was about to collapse.

The last smile in Xiao Zhi's eyes turned into anxiety, and the distance between him and Chen Bing was shortened to a very short distance: "Ah, what's wrong?"

In fact, he could guess why.

But I didn't expect Chen Bing to be so sad.

Xiao Zhi happened to turn off his phone after playing the game in the park. At that time, he thought it was fine like this. He temporarily lost contact with other people, as if there was no such person in the world. people know.

But he didn't expect Chen Bing to find him.

Xiao Zhi's life is careless, with tens of dollars in his pocket, he wants to find a random place to stay for one night, and pretend that nothing happened tomorrow.Because he doesn't want to cause trouble for others, and he doesn't want anyone to sympathize with him.

But he forgot that there are still people in this world who love him more than him.

Chen Bing frowned, stood in the middle of the aisle and wiped tears with the back of his hand, the boss next to him was startled holding a basin: "What's the matter?"

Xiao Zhi tilted his head: "It's okay, you are busy with your work."

He pulled Chen Bing's wrist: "Let's sit down and talk."

Chen Bing remained motionless.

Xiao Zhi hugged his shoulders, lowered his eyes to look into Chen Bing's eyes, and was thrown away when he was about to hold hands.

Xiao Zhi didn't continue.

Chen Bing stood there persistently for a few seconds, and after confirming that Xiao Zhi would not touch him again, he pulled out the chair and sat across from him.

Angry.

Xiao Zhi stared at him for a while, then pushed away the mobile phone on the table, with a deliberate smile on his lips: "What's the matter? I was eating dumplings here by myself, and you cried when you came here suddenly."

Chen Bing was almost recovered, but when he heard these words, tears welled up in his eyes.

"Xiao Zhi!" Chen Bing clenched his fingers hard, feeling pain in his heart.

Xiao Zhi turned to apologize, and the smile on his face faded a lot: "Okay, I apologize to you, I shouldn't have eaten out alone without telling you."

Chen Bing's breath slowly calmed down, and he glanced at him: "What else?"

Xiao Zhi sat in the chair, put his arm on the wooden armrest of the back of the chair, thought for a while and said in a reporting tone: "Aunt Wang's house has guests, and her son brought his girlfriend back for the New Year. What I'm thinking about is where is my face going?" In the blink of an eye, it may affect the stability of the relationship between their boyfriend and girlfriend, after all, Xiao Zeng's conditions are really mediocre."

He ran the train with his mouth full, and Chen Bing listened quietly with his eyes downcast, without speaking.

"It's not good for me to stay at your house for dinner. During the Chinese New Year, don't you want your family to be reunited? I..." Xiao Zhi moved back, scratched his hair with his slender fingers, and covered it in a low voice , I can't hear you clearly.

"I'm in the way."

Chen Bing's nose was sour, and his eyes were inexplicably hot.

Xiao Zhi looked at the empty restaurant: "I can just eat dumplings by myself, I... like to be alone."

His words sounded a bit like a soliloquy.

Chen Bing raised his hand and wiped his eyes: "You don't want to be alone in the future."

Xiao Zhi tilted his head, sitting in a carefree posture, looking at him.

"Every new year in the future, I will have dinner with you."

Chen Bing didn't know the weight of this sentence, but he had to say: "I will give you... a home, no matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side and face it with you."

Xiao Zhi didn't speak for a while after listening.

He was sitting in a chair, and the restaurant owner next to him was watching a video at the counter, waiting for the last guest to pack up for the New Year.The sound of firecrackers sounded in the street, the snow killed the sound, and the whole world was silent.

Xiao Zhi smiled, stopped, and when he smiled again, his dark eyes melted, mixed with surprise and joy, and the ending tune was slightly protracted: "What are you doing?"

Not very serious.

Chen Bing looked up at him.

Xiao Zhi pulled away the chair, leaned close to Chen Bing, his Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was slightly smiling: "Is this a confession?"

In an instant, a cool wind blew across the forehead.

For the first time, Chen Bing took the initiative to reach out and grab Xiao Zhi's wrist, and gradually tightened it: "Yes."

This is a confession and a promise.

Chen Bing closed his eyes and said, "I want to give you a home."

It is the courage that illuminates his way forward.

Having been in love for so long, Chen Bing never thought that he would break his defenses in this matter. It wasn't because of romance, nor because of deep affection, but because he didn't want Xiao Zhi to be alone in this world again.

He really wanted to be a shoulder he could rely on.

It took a while for Chen Bing to regain his composure.

During this period, Xiao Zhi has been helping to pass the paper, looking at it like a child. As Chen Bing's mentality improved, the smile on his lips became more and more obvious.

After a while, Xiao Zhi said, "The dumplings seem to be cold."

Chen Bing didn't make things difficult for him anymore: "Then you eat."

Xiao Zhi picked up one with chopsticks: "It's really cold."

"Order another one?" Chen Bing looked at him.

"Forget it," Xiao Zhi said, "It's not too cold. After eating early, the boss went home to celebrate the New Year, and his table was turned off."

Xiao Zhi inserted one chopstick into the plate, dipped it in the oil dish, and ate one at a time.

Chen Bing saw that he was eating deliciously,

He had no appetite at all when eating in the hotel, but now he felt hungry after watching Xiao Zhi eat, and said, "I want to eat too."

Xiao Zhi handed over a pair of chopsticks: "Eat it if you don't think it's cold."

After handing it over, Xiao Zhi remembered: "Can pork and leeks be eaten? I put green onion, ginger and garlic, so I think it's better not to eat it. I happen to have a few pork and corn stuffing, I'll pick them out for you."

Chen Bing had no objection: "Yes."

Xiao Zhi moved the tip of his chopsticks back and forth on the plate, picked out three pieces, and put them on the plate in front of Chen Bing: "Take a bite first to see what the stuffing is, don't make a mistake."

Chen Bing: "Yes."

Chen Bing ate the dumplings slowly.

The skin is cold, but the stuffing is still warm. I can't eat a few ice creams and I don't want to eat any more.

When checking out, Xiao Zhi took out 30 yuan. He didn't have much cash on him, so he chatted with the boss at the counter.

Chen Bing stood waiting for him at the door, his ears and neck were cold by the cold wind, and he put his fingers in the pocket of his coat.

"Thank you, then I'll go first. Happy New Year." Xiao Zhi said goodbye to the boss from behind.

Chen Bing turned his head and bumped into Xiao Zhi's body with a "bang", almost losing his footing.

Xiao Zhi grabbed his arm and asked, "Have you recovered yet?"

Refers to the matter of crying and breaking down just now.

Chen Bing ignored his meaning, shook his head, went down the stairs and left the shop.

There is a creaking sound when the snow is stepped on, the streets are sparsely populated, and even the wind is deserted.

Xiao Zhi called him: "Bing Bing Bing."

Chen Bing: "Huh?"

"You just said you would give me a home, what kind of home would you give me?"

Chen Bing's ear tips hidden in his hair moved: "Then what do you like?"

"Me? Let me think about it." Xiao Zhi walked under the tree, stepping on the snow in the tile frame, "neighbors should be quiet, and don't quarrel in the middle of the night so that people can't sleep. Install a small balcony outside the living room. Time to get another dog."

Chen Bing couldn't hold back his snort: "That's it?"

Xiao Zhi smiled, and listened attentively: "The young master seems to have other requirements."

"..." Speaking of this, Chen Bing was silent for a while, thinking, "It seems that there is nothing else. As long as you are here, there will be a home."

Xiao Zhi smiled, and slowly squeezed his fingers into the palm of his hand.

"Well, just raise me."

Chen Bing glanced at him sideways: "Well, I will support you."

"Well," Xiao Zhi joked, "Mr. Chen, I'm in good health."

"..." The smile on the corners of Chen Bing's lips widened, "What's the use of your good health?"

"I wash your clothes, cook and feed your dog every day, kiss you goodbye in the morning and send you off to work, serve you tea and water when you come home in the afternoon, warm your bed at night and ignite your body, and get whatever you want. Such heavy physical labor, how can you do if you are not in good health? ?”

"..."

Chen Bing's ears were hot, and he turned his head to look at the street: "The more you talk, the more boundless it becomes."

"Really, especially the night service, it hurts the body."

Chen Bing glanced at him, a little anxious, but also fucking funny: "If you talk nonsense again, I will arrest you."

Xiao Zhi's dark eyes were slightly bright, he did not refute, but said lightly: "Okay, grab it."

He paused, "We lock up together."

Chen Bing had a premonition that he was going to show off, so he watched him show off.

Xiao Zhi's smile didn't diminish: "You will be my bed girl."

Chen Bing: "..."

Chen Bing was not happy, Xiao Zhi changed his words, but the meaning in the words did not change at all: "Or, I will be your pawn."

Chen Bing pushed him away with a smile: "Go away, I'm an independent."

For some reason, Chen Bing felt happy listening to his nonsense.

Xiao Zhi was pushed away by him and walked two steps away, then came back and sighed: "But I can't."

After a pause, he said, "Without Bingbing, I can hardly walk upright. I really like Bingbing."

Chen Bing pursed his lower lip. He thought it was an idiot's speech, but he couldn't stop his smile.

"I like it so much," Xiao Zhi turned his head and looked at him again.

In the ice and snow, the neon lights behind Xiao Zhi flickered, his brows and eyes were smeared with shadows, making it difficult to see clearly, but his voice was deep and seductive, clear to the ear.

Like a helpless sigh.

"Love, miserable, gone."

Because of the wind blowing out, Chen Bing had a low-grade fever for a few days after returning to the hospital, but he was fine, but the doctor reminded him more seriously - don't go out casually, pay attention to physical maintenance.

There are only seven days of winter vacation in the third year of high school, and school resumes on the fifth night of the Lunar New Year, and Xiao Zhi returns to school.Chen Bing is still in the hospital, and I don't know how long he will have to recuperate.

Lu Weimin was worried that Chen Bing's courses would fall behind, so he specially arranged a schedule for him, requiring him to clock in for class, and tried his best to make Chen Bing keep up with the pace of learning.

Chen Bing had just been discharged from the hospital at the end of February. Because of the cold spring and a fever, the cook at home didn’t pay attention to cooking, and put a little too much salt. After eating, Chen Bing began to swell, his blood pressure soared, and he went to the hospital for a few days.

It was around the beginning of April that Chen Bing returned to school.

The [-]-day oath of the college entrance examination has passed, and there are two months left before the college entrance examination. When Chen Bing got off the car, the sun was shining, and the spring breeze was warm and pleasant. He was wearing a white shirt under his denim jacket, and unexpectedly felt a little hot.

Xu Rong was completely worried, so she rented a house outside the school gate and asked someone to take care of his daily food. After it was delivered to the school gate, she wanted to send it to the classroom: "Do you want my mother to accompany you in?"

In front of everyone, Chen Bing was embarrassed: "Mom, go back."

"Okay, if you have any questions, you can talk to Mr. Lu at any time, we have already said hello." Xu Rong looked at him nervously, "Be obedient, don't exercise strenuously, don't eat indiscriminately."

Chen Bing hummed.

He bought a bottle of water, but when he got to the classroom, he found no one but two girls.

When they saw Chen Bing, they cried out in surprise: "God of learning!!!"

I haven't seen you for two or three months.

Chen Bing asked, "Why is there no one in the classroom?"

"This is PE class! My God, my God! You're back!"

Girls are very excited.

For a while, all the students in the class thought that they might not see Chen Bing until before the college entrance examination.

At the beginning, that evening came too eagerly. One moment Chen Bing was still sitting in the classroom, and the next moment he had already gone to the hospital. I don’t know if there is a chance to see him again.

Chen Bing said: "Okay." Grabbing the mineral water, he walked to the playground.

There are several classes in physical education.

Sunlight leaked from among the leaves, imprinted on the playground and burned fine shadows, and the orange light floated.

"Run and run!" the physical education teacher with his hips on his hips was blowing his whistle towards the track, "Run and run! Just two laps will kill you!"

"Are you going to die of exhaustion?!"

"You high school seniors, look! What your body has degenerated into!"

"..."

The runway is sparsely populated by Class 4 people.

Chen Bing was not wearing a school uniform, a light-colored denim jacket, dark-colored trousers, and a pair of snow-white sneakers. Standing by the side of the runway and watching, it was particularly eye-catching.

Everyone in the class next to him turned to look at him.

After a long while, the group of lifeless corpses in Class 4 finally recognized him, and a commotion broke out suddenly.

"Bing Bing Ice God!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

"You're back, you're back!!!"

"Ahhhhhhhhhh our Chen Bing is back!!"

"..."

The roar was too chaotic, Chen Bing couldn't hear clearly, and could only distinguish Xiao Zhi's figure from the crowd.

He also runs quite slack, but the handsome guys all have their own filters, with broad shoulders and long legs, and a particularly neat and tall body frame, which can be seen at a glance.

At the same time, Chen Bing saw an arrow flying out of the figure: "Bing Bing! Bing Bing! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhss.

Chen Bing turned his head to the side, and the overwhelming figure on the opposite side, just Chen Bing's current sick body, probably could directly knock himself to pieces, and his internal organs were damaged again.

"..."

Chen Bing retreated subconsciously and wanted to avoid him. Xiao Zhi, who was originally lazy next to him, caught a glimpse of Wen Wei's movement, his eyebrows and eyes changed slightly, and he suddenly ran towards this side.

His agility and speed are so shocking to the physical education teacher.

Chen Bing retreated to the railing, and subconsciously raised his hand to protect his flank, which had started to ache earlier.He saw Xiao Zhi chasing Wen Wei, gnashing his teeth: "Fuck!!! Stop it!"

Xiao Zhi abruptly chased Wen Wei one meter away, grabbed him by the collar and yanked him to the side: "Damn it, can you stop!"

Wen Wei rushed forward a few steps due to inertia, and almost jumped, turning around in a daze: "What's wrong?"

Xiao Zhi was panting, and didn't even want to talk about him: "Your heart is too fucking big! Chen Bing is not in good health, he can't bear it if you bump into him."

Boys are really big-hearted, and sometimes they do things out of line without knowing it.Wen Wei's face turned pale, and he quickly apologized: "Fuck, is there such a thing? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I apologize for my rudeness."

It didn't matter if he didn't bump into Chen Bing: "Small problem."

A smile appeared on Wen Wei's face, and he patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, I'm back."

The other students in the class looked at this side with a smile.

Chen Bing was watched, feeling inexplicably embarrassed.In fact, I don't have a deep friendship with my classmates, but before the college entrance examination, they are now partners in the same boat, unknowingly they have a friendship under the same roof.

Chen Bing pulled Xiao Zhi's clothes and asked, "Why are you all looking at me?"

Zhu Xiao said, "Welcome back to Class 4!"

Words like welcome sounded sparsely.Chen Bing couldn't hold back and tugged at Xiao Zhi's school uniform: "You tell them to stop talking."

"..."

——Autistic children must have a boyfriend to send a message.

Anyway, the run was over, and there were almost free activities left in the physical education class. Xiao Zhi took him back to the classroom: "Let's go, let the sun shine."

Chen Bing was indeed visibly thinner than when he was just carried away from the school gate. When they left, Wen Wei said to the whole class with all his might: "Let's be careful, take care of the sick, don't chase and fight in front of him. It would be annoying if I was accidentally bumped into the hospital by Bingbing."

Everyone: "Okay, okay, received."

Somehow, everyone is happy.

In high school, the whole school knows about some shit, not to mention that Chen Bing is good at studying, and can become a man of the hour by keeping a low profile.He returned to school from the hospital, and the whole grade knew about it after class, and some girls came to the window to watch.

"..." Chen Bing glanced wordlessly, and tried to sit beside Xiao Zhi, "What are you doing?"

"It depends on you."

Chen Bing lowered his eyelids, feeling indifferent: "What's so interesting about me?"

Xiao Zhi took out a large book from his desk and was sorting it out.

If I knew he was coming, I would have tidied up the desk, and now I am tidying up the test papers and homework given out during his hospitalization.I don't know if I don't look at it, but I was shocked when I saw it, it was almost piled up into a mountain.

Chen Bing has never been afraid of doing homework. Seeing this pile of ups and downs, it was the first time that he felt a little tricky.

Only then did Chen Bing remember: "Have you passed the second examination?"

Xiao Zhi: "I took the exam early."

Chen Bing raised his eyebrows: "How many points do you have?"

"684."

The corners of Chen Bing's lips twitched: "It's kind of rubbish."

Zhu Xiao, who was just about to ask a question from behind: "..."

He passed 523 in the second examination.

Xiao Zhiwei rubbed his teeth indiscriminately, and laughed angrily: "Well, rubbish, I can't compare with you with more than 700 points."

Chen Bing bit his lip and smiled, his wrist was lazily resting on the window sill, his shoes were on and off, and he kicked Xiao Zhi's calf: "I'm not here for a while, how does it feel to be No.1?"

Xiao Zhi folded the test papers, and leveled them on the table: "It feels good, and I even hope that you will stay in the hospital for a few more days."

"..."

Chen Bing looked sideways and tugged at his clothes: "Say something human."

"Who didn't speak human words just now?"

Inexplicable gunpowder smell.

Chen Bing was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled: "Yes, you want to challenge me now."

Xiao Zhi: "?"

Chen Bing said: "Then wait and see the next test results, who will do well in the test."

"..."

The man's damned desire to win.

Xiao Zhi put away the test papers and stuffed them all into his desk, and put them into small labels by category, then raised his head and scratched his hair, not paying much attention: "Got it, little patient."

Chen Bing: "..."

The little patient's hair was slightly messed up, his knuckles were intertwined quickly and tidied up, and his face was expressionless: "Don't touch your feet."

Xiao Zhi finally collected the test papers for him, and said: "The college entrance examination is only two months away, and you have been lying in the hospital for three months. Now think about how to make up for the time, and still have the heart to compete with me?"

Chen Bing glanced at him: "You are teaching me how to do things."

"..." Fuck, fuck.

Even the arrogant look is so cute.

Xiao Zhi watched his lips move slightly, and the emotion in his eyes deepened, but he didn't speak in the end.

Little cuties can do whatever they want.

Xiao Zhi couldn't help rubbing his hair again: "You fucking..." He thought for a long time, how do you have the strength to support me?Why are you so hateful?But the words came true—

Why are you so cute.

I'm so annoying.

Love brain drops wisdom stone hammer.

There was a sound of footsteps outside the door.

Lu Weimin ran over, sweating profusely. He was fat again, and he looked old, and the white hair on his sideburns was more obvious than before.

He was very happy: "Our class is finally complete again."

Complete again.

The soldiers are ready to feed the horses, just waiting for the college entrance examination.

Chen Bing responded, and finally freed his white hands from under the school uniform, picked up a ballpoint pen, and pushed the cap of the pen away with his fingertips.

A crisp sound.

In the classroom, this sound is especially suitable.

Seems like he's finally found where he should be.

The countdown on the wall was torn page by page. The mood in the class could not be considered tense. On the contrary, because the school was too poor and the college entrance examination was approaching, several students left the school one after another.

There are still some girls in the class who are more nervous, and more and more people are immersed in writing questions after class.

More and more people cried in a low voice inexplicably in the evening self-study.

Exams became more and more frequent. From weekly exams to class, the teacher handed out test papers for the subordinates to do. In the middle of the month, I also experienced a large-scale exam.

Everyone can clearly feel that time is getting tighter and the weight on their shoulders is getting more and more obvious.

After the monthly exam, he came out of the classroom, Chen Bing put down his pencil case, and Xiao Zhi came in through the door: "How did you do?"

Chen Bing pulled his lower lip: "It's okay."

"Has the feeling recovered?"

Chen Bing: "Ninety-nine percent."

Xiao Zhi smiled, raised his hand and gently stroked his forehead hair: "Go home for dinner?"

Chen Bing is now so miserable that he dare not even eat in restaurants. He cooks three meals a day in a house outside the school gate for fear of getting sick.

Chen Bing said, "Let's go together?"

"Forget it," Xiao Zhi said deliberately, showing complete reluctance, "The food you eat is tasteless and not tasty."

"..."

Chen Bing grabbed his wrist, relentlessly.

Touching his fingertips, Xiao Zhi changed his words nonchalantly: "Okay, okay, together."

She looked like she was being pestered by her boyfriend to no avail.

There are many plays.

Chen Bing didn't even want to talk to him.

The house outside the school gate was found by someone. Although it was near No. [-] Middle School, the duplex structure with three bedrooms and one living room was beautifully decorated.A babysitter was hired, and Xu Rong wasn't there every day. Chen Bing went in and took off his shoes. The food was all on the table, and it was just hot.

The nanny cleans upstairs.

There are plenty of dishes on the table, but the taste is generally very vegetarian. A plate of small green vegetables is fried with a grassy taste, and the soup often feels bland as if no salt is added.But this is in line with Chen Bing's daily salt intake, if there is too much, he may have a serious illness.

There is chili sauce on the side, if you can't eat it so light, you can add it to the bowl, anyway, it must not pollute the dishes Chen Bing wants to eat.

—— Xu Rong couldn't hold on to this kind of life.

Chen Bing picked up a vegetable, Xiao Zhi grabbed his wrist and weighed it, and then pinched his jaw: "I don't feel as thin as before, and I feel a lot stronger."

"..." Chen Bing turned his head to hide, "Don't interfere with my meal."

Xiao Zhi looked at him with his hands propped up, and pulled down the neckline of his T-shirt with the other hand because of the heat, staring at Chen Bing for a long time, his eyes thoughtful: "You said that you can't take physical education class, and you can't run for exercise. What is the bottom line when the doctor says you can't exercise vigorously?"

Chen Bing: "?"

He didn't think about it, and said, "Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

Xiao Zhi scoffed, staring at him straight: "What do you think?"

Chen Bing: "??"

Xiao Zhi took out the calendar on his phone and handed it to Chen Bing: "You will be 18 soon."

Chen Bing: "..."

Xiao Zhi had a lot of meaning, and then said: "I just want to know if this means not to exercise vigorously, does it include that?"

The author has something to say:

Bingbing: Is this what you think about when you eat?

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Bingbing is going to be 18, hey, it's a happy part.