Did Chief Jae successfully finish the script today?

What is it like to raise a baby slaughterhouse?

Overall, it's actually not that difficult.

Juveniles are easy to raise and are not picky eaters. If you can feed them Chinese food, you will get a polite thank you.There are no special requirements for clothing. Even if they can't prepare the same expensive and exquisite handmade kimonos for each other for the time being, the young Zaizai will put them on indifferently, and will not make any excessive demands. What trouble.

It can be said that apart from still working hard to die, he can be said to be a very well-behaved child.

However, it was this bad habit that made both of them very helpless. If it hadn't been for Odasaku's stop, I'm afraid that the current juvenile Zai would be beaten underground by the leader Zhongye - anyway, he couldn't be beaten to death with skills.

Of course, the only thing that dissuaded the leader from this idea was Oda Tsukuru's hindrance, and that was the too weak and innocent appearance of the young Zai Zai.After all, Zhongyuan Zhong, who is the conscience of Hong Kong gangsters, still can't beat the underage. After all, he is already an adult in terms of mental age, so he can only grit his teeth and watch the juvenile slaughter.

In the past, Odasaku was in charge of guarding, and the leader was also in charge of "accompanying", but now the shift is changed by two people, which can also calm the leader who is about to run out of patience.

Compared with the leader Chuya, Oda Saku is not only used to Dazai's death, but also accepts it well because of his straightforward and calm style.Anyway, with him around, it is not easy for the young boy to die, not to mention... Out of intuition, he felt that the current young boy is very serious about committing suicide, but the same...

'I'm asking for help, this kid. '

Odasaku's eyes were gentle and tolerant, he once again fished out the young Zai Zai who tried to drown himself in the bathtub, thinking of the Butei Zai who was always looking for something on the edge of life and death, he couldn't help shaking his head.

He always felt that these two people were indeed similar to some extent, but they were not exactly the same.

"Ahem, thank you, Odasaku-san."

"Ah, there's nothing to be thankful for, it's just... Ah Zhi, why are you committing suicide now?"

Oda Saku couldn't hold back his question at last, he patted the young Zai's back, skillfully took out a big towel to wipe the wet seaweed head, and opened his mouth softly.

"You already know, right? This is not a dream."

"Well, I know very well."

The sequelae of choking on water made Xiuzhi cough twice, and with the help of Odasaku, he finally straightened out his breath.It was impossible for him to tell the truth, but it was not easy to ignore Oda Saku who cared about him, so he just cut the beginning and the end, and then explained briefly.

"I just thought I should do it, maybe to prove something."

"Prove anything?"

When Odasaku heard this, he couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

Is it to prove that he is still alive?Or justify a reason to live?Or do you want to prove your true opinion?There are too many possibilities for such ambiguous words, and he has no way to judge them. Obviously, the young boy has no desire to say more, so he will naturally not force the other party.

After a long while, he looked at the young Zai with clear eyes, and suddenly felt that this good opportunity to find out the other party's mood should not be wasted, so he continued to ask, "Azhi, do you have any wishes?"

"desire?"

"Yes, anything is fine. There should be something, right? Anything you want to do."

"...Actually, I don't have anything in particular that I want to do. If I really want to say, probably study hard, get a good grade, and then go to a good university?"

After Xiu Zhi froze for a moment, he still shook his head and said the most common and ordinary words.

"What a dream!" Odasaku nodded, affirming, "If it's Aji, I think it will be possible."

"Ah, yes, it's okay." Xiu Zhi turned his head a little embarrassed, and whispered, "Actually, this is just a very ordinary thing that should be done, it's not really a 'dream'."

"So, as expected, there is one! An ideal that can be called a [dream]."

Oda Saku caught the key words in it very keenly. He looked at the young Zai with peaceful eyes, and did not look away.He didn't want to force his friend, but in this situation, if he didn't be a little tougher, the other party might bury everything in his heart.

Well, now it's called a friendly exchange between best friends, and it's not a coercion.

He continued to stare at the young Zai with his Chen Ken eyes, until Xiuzhi felt uncomfortable all over, then he slowly moved his eyes away, and said in a low voice: "My dream is to become a novelist."

"Mr. Odasaku, do you want to be a writer?" Shuzhi's attention was suddenly attracted, and he couldn't help but sigh, "This is not an easy road!"

Before you become famous, you can only be called a "freelancer" with an unstable income, right?That was hard work.

"That's true." Oda Saku sighed, he was not going to tell the too complicated and dark story to Young Zai, so he simply said, "This is the result of my failure to cross the line, and I haven't made any achievements. "

"That... good works need time to accumulate, Mr. Odasaku, don't be too sad."

Xiuzhi didn't know what to say for a while, but since the other party shared his dream and followed the principle of equivalent exchange, it always felt a bit unfair if he didn't say it, and Mr. Odasaku was indeed sincere!

But, is he going to talk about a templated public dream, or is he speaking from his heart?Years of experience told him that at this time, he should follow the trend and hide his true thoughts, but...

Xiuzhi hesitated for a while, and finally, under the blue sincere eyes of the red-haired man, he blushed and whispered: "Then, if I said my dream, Mr. Odasaku can't laugh at me!"

"Well, I promise."

"I...want to become a 'Xia Zhe'."

"???"

"That is to say, I want to stand on the side of helping people and become a messenger of justice! If I can make the people around me happy, that would be great..."

Realizing that he subconsciously spoke Chinese, Xiu Zhi changed his way of expressing his thoughts, but at this moment he lowered his head, not to let the other party see his flushed cheeks, after all, he really said such words like lines , It's really shameful.

"If you want to laugh, just laugh!"

Anyway, he has been laughed at countless times because of this "dream".

Maybe it was influenced by those chivalrous heroes at first, maybe it was because of reading those kingly cartoons, but it is undeniable that in these works, he did have "wanting to help others" and "wanting others to reveal happy smile”, “want to be the side of justice”.

When he wrote his ideas into the composition, although he was praised for his literary talents, behind it was the earnest advice from reality, and he was hinted that he was too deeply influenced by "miscellaneous books".

Xiu Zhi is very clear, because he is still young and in a special puberty, so the people around him think this is normal and don't pay much attention to it.Because of this, no one knows how seriously he has considered this "dream".

Of course, the conclusions drawn are also very realistic. It is almost impossible, and it is only natural to be laughed at. Whether it is being laughed at for having a second disease attack, or being despised as a Virgin Mary, he has also encountered it.

It seems that to put such a well-intentioned thought in the light of day is a rare, shameful, stupid unspeakable dream.

Yet the desire to help others is real.

Therefore, when he saw the girl falling into the water, he did not hesitate to go into the water to save her, and he didn't even think about the consequences of failure.

Up to now, he doesn't really regret his act of saving people, but regrets that he is not good enough to save people.Moreover, he was not thoughtful at the time, and he didn't even call 110 or 119 to explain the situation in advance. He was really not calm.

Xiu Zhi, who was ready to be hit again, suddenly felt a big rough hand caressing the top of his head.He looked up and saw Odasaku's soft and gentle expression, and eyes full of encouragement.

"I really didn't expect you to think so, but this is really a very good ideal! Azhi, I believe that if it is you, there is nothing that cannot be achieved."

"!!!"

Xiuzhi, who was positively affirmed for the first time, was in a daze at the first moment, and even suspected that the other party was talking ironically.However, after careful observation, Mr. Odasaku actually agrees with him so sincerely?

Should it be that Mr. Odasaku himself is so innocent that he agrees with his dream that even a child knows is impossible, or is it... is that how the other party recognizes his ability?

No matter which one it is, it makes people feel that it is difficult to continue the topic, which is too embarrassing.

The young Zai who had been washed went straight into the bed, wrapped the quilt tightly, closed his eyes tightly to indicate that he was asleep, and tried his best to bury his face in the quilt so as not to show his blushing face.

"Azhi, I won't peek at you, but why don't you show your face now? Don't suffocate yourself."

Oda Saku looked helplessly at the shy Young Zai, tried his best to pull him out of the bed, and then backed away a certain distance to show that he kept his word, which cooled the young Zai's reddened face a little.

If you really want to say, Wu Zhenzai, who is now "on the side of saving people", has realized his childhood dream, right?

I really don't know, it turns out that Dazai thought so in his heart!

Odasaku sighed, as expected of Dazai, such a difficult man.He thought that he had already touched the depths of the other party's heart, but he didn't expect that the other party was like an onion, peeling off one layer after another, it is really not easy to see the other party's heart!

Looking at the young boy who was sleeping with his back turned to him, only his small head was exposed, Oda Sakunosuke took out his mobile phone, and couldn't bear the impulse in his heart to say something to Butei Zai.However, if you make a phone call now, it will be too loud, right?

After thinking about it, Odasaku still entered the text message on the phone.

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TO Dazai:

Dazai, it's great to be able to realize your dream now!

FromOdasaku

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On the other side, Butanzai tilted his head in doubt after receiving the inexplicable short message.He just discussed with Mr. Ranpo about the murderer's possible ambush arrangement and subsequent plans. He missed a little bit of daily wiretapping, and what seemed to happen?Now, though, his dream has indeed come true.

Being able to see the living Oda Saku, and go to Lupin for a drink with his best friend, is really something that he would dream about countless times in his dreams, and it almost made him doubt whether he was in a dream from time to time.

After thinking about it, Wu Zhenzai felt that he still had to affirm the sudden emotion of his best friend.

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To Odasaku,

Yes, thanks to your presence by my side, my dream has come true.

From Dazai

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After receiving the reply, Odasaku smiled knowingly. Indeed, if it weren't for what he said, Dazai might not have the opportunity to enter the world of light, right?Thinking about it this way, I did say the most correct words.He felt that he knew Osamu Dazai better again, and their relationship seemed to be closer!

Chickens talk to ducks, and the reputation is distorted...

Of course, the two parties didn't realize this at all, but tacitly felt that their best friends knew themselves very well!

Taking advantage of the fact that "Osamu Dazai" was young and spoke out the other party's innermost feelings, Odasaku who was in a very happy mood closed his eyes and fell into a dreamland, thinking that he would definitely have a good dream tonight, but in the end...he dreamed of "myself" .

He also adopted a child, but he did not join Hong Kong gangsters, but joined the Armed Detective Agency by a "coincidence"—professional ability, high salary, human touch, no need to kill, and he can take care of children... When it comes to danger, it can also save the day in various ways.

Seeing his luck and bad luck passing by, he subconsciously understood why he lived such a "happy and smooth" life-even though he became an enemy with the port mafia, and because of Akutagawa's relationship with Hong Kong The black leader Osamu Dazai misunderstood deeply, but the other party has been silently watching and protecting 'him'.

He wanted to move, but the self in the dream still stubbornly raised his gun and pointed it at the young man with iris eyes.

'Don't call me Odasaku, there is no reason for the enemy to call me that. '

He heard the cold words uttered from his mouth, and for a moment, a sense of sadness arose spontaneously, and he realized more clearly the reason why the leader Zai didn't want to call him by his nickname.

Although I have read this paragraph in my memory, the feeling of the third-person perspective and the No.1 perspective are completely different experiences.At this moment, he actually had the urge to knock his head off—the leader Zai's eyes already said it all!Why is this "self" completely unaware?

Perhaps, it's not that he didn't realize it, it's just because of "hatred" that he blinded his own eyes and intuition.

He could do nothing about everything in the dream, and he could only watch helplessly as the young man arranged everything. The other party arranged the most suitable and happiest path for everyone, but he was the only one who missed himself.

No, in fact, there is no omission. The other party just regards death as his only destination, so he jumped down from the Hong Kong and Hei Building.

!!!

Oda Tsukuru, who woke up from the dream, immediately went to check the position of the young boy, and he was relieved when he saw that the other party was really asleep and his breathing was stable, and tucked the young boy in the quilt.

——You are still you, the one who wants to save others and help others smile.

——It’s just that you forgot yourself.

Fortunately, there is still a chance to redeem everything.

……

At the same time, in Yokohama, the same red-haired man woke up from a dream.

Just now, he experienced the life of "Sakunosuke Oda, a bottom-level Hong Kong black man" from No.1's visual experience.Although he didn't know why this happened, there was no doubt that the real emotions contained in this experience made him unable to regard it as a simple dream.

"... Osamu Dazai, the boss of Hong Kong gangsters? The think tank of the Armed Detective Agency?"

That man was a bit too difficult to understand.