moan when sick

"Well, you don't know, don't you?" There was a slight pause.

"It seems like we've been together for a long time?" His hands tightened unconsciously, he was a little flustered, he didn't know what he was afraid of, he was afraid that Wei Jingjue's relationship had been sincere, and he was afraid that it would end before it even started.

"Well... he's a nice guy. If, if it's okay, I might take it home after graduation." Wei Jingjue stared at the medicine on the coffee table.

Raising his head suddenly, his heart hurts like being pricked by fine needles, but he still has to force himself to control it, don't panic!Song Vatican!Don't panic!

"You... like her?" It was very difficult to ask.

"...It's okay." Wei Jingjue looked up and looked at Song Fange who was in a daze. He felt as if his nose was blocked and he couldn't breathe. He stepped on the ground with one foot and wanted to stand up and hug him.

But no!With one foot stiff, he sat on the couch, he couldn't.

Wei Jingjue thought he was going crazy. Seeing Song Vatican working so hard, he felt that he was going crazy too. Seeing Song Vatican cooking porridge and wiping his sweat for him, he was also going crazy. How much he wanted to grab Song Vatican's collar Whoa, you fucking win, you win!We are together!

But he can't, once some words are spoken, everything is over.

"Then... I'll go back first." Song Fange turned around and said in a hoarse voice, his back was indescribably lonely, which made people feel sad.

Wei Jingjue felt that he might have a fever that burned his brain out and his reason.Because when he saw Song Vatican turning around again, he panicked a lot, as if he would never come back after leaving, so almost instinctively, he rushed out and grabbed him. Song Vatican's shoulder pressed hard and pressed the person on the sofa.

He lowered his head and closed his eyes and kissed his longing lips. The tip of his tongue delicately felt every lip line on Song Vatican's lips. His hands wandered around Song Vatican's waist and back, carrying the longing he had accumulated for many years.

Song Vatican was only stunned for a moment, the touch of lips and teeth made him eagerly respond to the kiss, Wei Jingjue's hands walking on him seemed to have a fire-like heat, which quickly set Song Vatican's lower abdomen on fire, and then his whole body It burned like a fire.

He opened his mouth and let Wei Jingjue's tongue enter his mouth, he entangled his tongue, sucked and swallowed, and then returned to Wei Jingjue's mouth, brushing past his teeth, causing some tremors.

One hand went around the back of Wei Jingjue's neck, pressing him towards himself, and the other hand slipped in from the hem of Wei Jingjue's pajamas. With the delicate skin, he could feel the man's strong and tight muscles. Song Vatican Barely able to control himself, he didn't have time to think about what was going on, he was completely absorbed in this kiss.

When Song Vatican's hand reached into Wei Jingjue's pajama pants, Wei Jingjue's sanity finally came back, he jumped away and stood by the coffee table, frowning in frustration, damn it!What am I doing? !Wei Jingjue, are you fucking crazy? !You've put up with it all these years, what the fuck are you doing now? !

"I……"

Wei Jingjue swallowed his saliva, looked at Song Fange who was half-undressed on the sofa, and didn't know what to say.

"I am sick……"

"I know." Song Vatican sat up, his lips were frighteningly red, and his clothes were hanging on his body in a mess.

"So, so, I'm burnt out, don't take it to heart!" Wei Jingjue's heart was beating like thunder, his eyes flicked around but he didn't dare to look at Song Vatican.

"But I already remember." Song Fange stood up, took a few steps towards Wei Jingjue, and glanced down, "You have feelings for me too, don't you?" His eyes were fixed on him.

"No! I didn't!" Wei Jingjue suddenly stared at Song Vatican and yelled, "Why should I have feelings for you? Just because you kissed me? Or did I kiss you?!"

"Song Fange! Are you fucking insane? What's the point of liking a man?!" Wei Jingjue's eyes widened, and he was about to collapse.

"...Let's stop here, we are still brothers." Wei Jingjue lowered his shoulders and softened his tone.

Song Vatican was really shaken for a moment. Seeing Wei Jingjue was so sad, he really thought that it would be like this. They lived on their own, got married and started their own careers. He didn't bother him anymore. They continued to be good brothers. I've endured it too, in the future... it's okay, right?

But just thinking about it this way, he felt his heart ached so badly that he wanted to cry so much, he felt that all the strength in his whole body was taken away again, and this powerlessness made him unable to say a word.

"I...I'll go first." He just wanted to escape, not willing to face this problem.

Without going home, Song Vatican walked aimlessly on the street, his mind was in a mess, he didn't know if he was really wrong.

Maybe he should have refrained from telling Wei Jingjue at the beginning, and he wouldn't be like now, he didn't want to look at Wei Jingjue in a difficult situation. If he was the only one in this relationship, wouldn't it be time to let go?

Song Fange, who was thinking about something, accidentally bumped into the person who was walking towards him, "I'm sorry."

"Linzi?"

Song Fange looked up and saw a tall, strong, handsome boy looking at him in surprise, "It's really you!"

It looked a little familiar, but Song Fange thought about it in memory, but he didn't have the slightest impression.

"It's me! Xu Yi!"

Song Fange's eyes widened, and he looked at him carefully up and down. His eyes did indeed look similar to Xu Yi's, but this body shape...

"It's really me! I've lost weight since high school." Xu Yi looked very happy, and then looked behind Song Vatican, "Huh? Where's Lord Wei? Why didn't you come with me?"

Hearing Wei Jingjue's name, Song Fange's joy of reuniting with old friends was diluted a little, and he smiled, "He has a fever and is lying at home."

"Let's go, let's go for a walk."

Song Fange and Xu Yi sat down at a KFC.

"Where have you been all these years?"

Xu Yi's feelings are very different from the idler and drunken person in his memory, and now he looks more like a student than he did then.

"Oh, I transferred to City D. My dad invested there, so I went there together." Xu Yi said it very flatly, as if it was a very ordinary thing.

"Well... is it related to that incident?" Song Fange thought of the blood-stained collar again.

"It's okay, the man was hospitalized and my dad paid a sum of medical expenses, so there was no trouble in their family. My dad thought I was too wild, so he took me with him so that I wouldn't cause any trouble again."

"Oh, it's so rare to meet again. Don't talk about those things, tell me about you? Are you and Lord Wei still together?" Xu Yi seemed to remember something, and asked with a smirk.

"Us? It's still the same. He's in University H and I'm in University B." Song Fange didn't really want to tell about his relationship with Wei Jingjue, so he just said something simple.

But Xu Yi seemed very surprised, "I thought you two would pass the exam together. At the beginning, the young master swore that he would go to the same school as you."

"I also thought that we would get into the same school. Those were my thoughts when I was young, and everyone will change." Song Fange smiled slightly.

"Impossible! Did something happen between you and him?" Xu Yi recalled Wei Jingjue's firm expression back then. He knew Wei Jingjue, he must be a person who walks the talk.

"Huh? What can happen to us." Song Fange chuckled.

Xu Yi knew from Song Vatican's appearance that the layer of paper between him and Wei Jingjue was either torn or translucent, so he thought about it and felt that there were some things that Song Vatican needed to know.

"Do you know why Wei Jingjue liked fighting so much?"

"A little boy's competitive spirit." Song Vatican thought for a while.

"Do you still remember the first time you fought with him?" Xu Yi continued without waiting for Song Vatican to answer, "The Sir told me later that he wanted to protect you, I thought it was strange, but Sir Alex said that he doesn't like to see you hurt, so he thinks that only when he is strong can others dare not bully you, which is naive."

Song Vatican was stunned, he never knew.

"By the way, is Sir Alex still in love?" Xu Yi stared at Song Vatican's somewhat absent-minded face, and asked again.

Nod.

"Sigh, I don't know when he will send this first kiss." He sighed deliberately and said, Xu Yi carefully observed Song Fange's expression.

"I don't know... um? First kiss?" Song Vatican subconsciously wanted to answer again, but soon came to his senses, frowning, "What first kiss?"

"Huh? You don't know?" He asked deliberately in surprise.

"Know... what?" Song Fange frowned, he felt that Wei Jingjue seemed to be hiding a lot from him.

"He never kissed those girls."

Song Fange was stunned again, some things flashed through his mind, some couldn't believe it.

Xu Yi saw that the fire was almost ready, so he said directly to Song Vatican, "Didn't he tell you? His thoughts? I thought he should have told you after he endured it for so long."

The words are so obvious, what else do you not understand?

Song Fange jumped up suddenly, gritted his teeth and cursed, "What the hell! He didn't say anything!" Frowning, "I'm leaving first, I'll contact you when I'm free!" After speaking, he turned around and left rushed out.

He ran to the door of Wei Jingjue's house in one breath and slammed the door, "Wei Jingjue! Open the door for me!"

As soon as Wei Jingjue opened the door, Song Fange rushed in, slammed the door and pressed Wei Jingjue against the wall, staring at him fiercely with bloodshot eyes, "I met Xu Yi just now, and he said that you never talk to girls kiss."

He almost gritted his teeth and asked, "You tell me why? Why don't you ever kiss girls?"

Wei Jingjue blinked, he didn't expect that Song Vatican would suddenly know about it, and wanted to avoid Song Vatican's sight.But Song Vatican clamped his chin, "Look at me!"

"You like me, don't you?" Finally Song Vatican asked.

Wei Jingjue froze, he knew that as long as he said he didn't like it, all this would be over, so he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say the word "dislike".

"You like me, don't you?" Sensing Wei Jingjue's stiffness, Song Fange asked, his tone becoming firm.

"So what if you like it?!" Wei Jingjue pushed Song Fange away. "So what if I like you too?"

He didn't want to bear it any longer, he couldn't hide this secret any longer.

Wei Jingjue's expression was unprecedentedly hopeless, he stared at Song Vatican, and said very dullly, "Even if I like you, what can we do? We can't be together, we can't be together... Why are you forcing me to say it?" ? We can still be good brothers if we don’t say it!”

"Yes! We can do it!" Song Vatican took a step forward.

"No! If we are together, what will you ask my aunt and uncle to do? What will you ask my parents to do? What will you ask them to do? Lin Zi, we can't be so selfish." Wei Jingjue frowned.

"Then what do you want me to do?" Song Vatican asked in a hoarse voice with his head lowered, "I don't know how to turn back." Why didn't he know this, he knew this from the beginning, this In the past year, he forced himself not to think about it, and comforted himself that he could just stay by his side, but looking at all kinds of girls around Wei Jingjue, his heart was so distressed that he was about to bleed, but he didn't even have an excuse to say .

He knew that what Wei Jingjue said was right. He couldn't be so selfish. Dad Wei suffered from high blood pressure in recent years and couldn't bear such stimulation. The parents of the two families were old, so he hoped that the two of them could start a family and start a career, rationally. Tell him, listen to him.

but……

"I don't want..." Song Fange walked over, reached out to touch Wei Jingjue's face, and looked at him intently, "How can I give up on you?"

"We have missed it for four years, can we not miss it again in the future?" Song Fange looked into Wei Jingjue's eyes, so gentle that water dripped out.

I can't say no, I really can't say no, but I have to say it.

Wei Jingjue hugged him forward, closed his eyes and stayed quietly for a while, then withdrew from his embrace, moved his lips, "... go back."

"Okay, there will always be a way." Knowing that Wei Jingjue also likes him, Song Fange is not in a hurry. He knows that if these problems are not resolved, he and Wei Jingjue will never be able to be together, but it doesn't matter, there will always be love between them Have time.