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Song Vatican and Wei Jingjue confronted each other silently in the dark for a long time, and in the end it was Song Vatican who compromised first and turned to leave Wei's house.

But after Song Vatican left, Wei Jingjue felt irritable, and he had already gone down from the drink just now, so he simply sat up and went to the small balcony to smoke.

Leaning halfway against the wall of the balcony, he took a deep breath and exhaled a beautiful smoke ring. Wei Jingjue squinted at the smoke rings that gradually drifted away. It is sad to find that most of these pictures have Song Vatican's figure.

With someone like Song Vatican beside him, it seems that falling in love with others has become an unbelievable thing, so it shouldn't be surprising that he likes Song Vatican, right?

So he fell in love with him so naturally, when he didn't know it, he could still remember the panic when he found out that he liked Song Vatican,

He didn't understand why Song Vage, who had been restrained since he was a child, would be so impulsive in this matter. If he didn't say it, they, they must still be good brothers.

Putting the cigarette to his mouth, he accidentally caused a sharp pain in the corner of his mouth. Wei Jingjue froze for a moment, and then thought, that bastard Song Vage bit his mouth again.

Thinking about it, Wei Jingjue remembered his first kiss with Song Fange again. It was reckless and youthful, and it was so powerful that he remembered it now. His back was aching. This was really a failed kiss, without any skill, completely It was an instinctive move, but this kiss was enough to make Wei Jingjue unforgettable for life.

Because that kiss was also Wei Jingjue's first kiss.

Yes, Wei Jingjue, who has been in love since the sixth grade of elementary school and has to change girlfriends every two months, saved his first kiss for high school graduation. If it wasn't for that accident, he doesn't know how long he would have kept it.

In the face of those girls who are like flying around in his life, many of them have become blurred in his memory. He has never paid attention to them, not because he doesn't want to, but because he seems to be resisting something in his heart, unwilling to Just falling in love with someone else, this feeling is especially obvious every time he sees Song Vatican.

The time Wei Jingjue was bumped into by Song Vatica in high school was the first time Wei Jingjue made up his mind to try to kiss a girl, but in the end, the appearance of Song Vatican suddenly appeared in his mind, which made him stop abruptly, and there was a feeling in his heart. The strong call made him look up, so he saw Song Vatican...and the girl beside him.

He thought sadly that Song Vage, who had been with him since he was a child, would finally belong to someone else, so he pretended to be angry and smiled strangely.

Sure enough, Song Vatican walked in front of him with that girl with a cold face.

When he was lost in thought, he suddenly heard the sound of the door opening next to him, Wei Jingjue came back to his senses, and Song Fange just came out in his pajamas, their eyes met, both of them were stunned.

"Give me one." Song Fange's eyes fell on Wei Jingjue's fingertip cigarette and opened his mouth.

"Huh? Let's forget it. Smoking is bad for your health." Wei Jingjue shook his head, but Song Fange insisted, there was no way, Wei Jingjue took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.It was placed in a small wooden box tied with two ropes between the two balconies.

This teleportation box was made when Song Vatican was in primary school. At that time, the two of them shared homework in order to have more time to play after school. You wrote Chinese and I wrote mathematics. .You copy mine, I copy yours.

Later, after entering junior high school, the homework was different when the two of them were not in the same class, and this wooden box was used less, but for so many years, neither of the two of them thought about dismantling it.

Song Vatican pulled one of the ropes, and the small wooden box was brought to him. He took out the cigarettes inside, and Song Vatican lit one, put it to his lips, and took a deep puff.

It tasted very bitter, not so choking, but it wasn't pleasant either. Song Fange frowned and felt a little dizzy.

Wei Jingjue glanced at him and frowned, "First time smoking?" He still remembered that when he smoked for the first time, he smoked too hard, his mind was foggy, and he could tell by Song Vatican's appearance It was the first time for him, and he said again, "Forget it, don't smoke."

"What about you?" Song Fange held the cigarette between his fingers, let it burn, and turned to Wei Jingjue.

"What?" Wei Jingjue was taken aback.

"Can you quit smoking?"

"It's been so many years, I won't be able to quit a long time ago." Wei Jingjue smiled naughtily.

"Then why do you smoke?" Song Fange looked over and asked.

Why do you smoke?Wei Jingjue's expression froze, his fingers curled up.

Because it is too uncomfortable, because I am afraid that I will not be able to restrain myself, because I want it too much but dare not get it.

"Seeing other people smoke again, so I followed suit." Soon, Wei Jingjue woke up from his memories, flicked the cigarette butt, and laughed heartlessly.

"You lied to me." Song Fange stared at him and said with certainty, "Do you know that every time you lie to someone, you like to laugh, just like you do now."

Wei Jingjue's smile froze on his face.

Song Fange looked up through the buildings in all directions and saw the pitch-black night sky. He suddenly turned his head and smiled faintly, and asked naturally, "Ah Jing, when can we be together? Almost four years , the war of resistance is already over half..."

Wei Jingjue's expression became flustered, and he wanted to take a puff of cigarettes to hide his panic, but found that the cigarettes had been burned out at some point, and wanted to take out another one, only to remember that he had handed the whole pack of cigarettes to Song Vatican just now .

Helplessly, he extinguished the cigarette butt with a wry smile, then flicked it out, turned to look at Song Vatican, and said seriously, "There won't be such a day."

He took a deep breath and felt that it was necessary to clarify this issue with Song Vatican.Otherwise, it would never be possible for them to get along with each other forever.

"Vatican, you just haven't met the girl you like. When you meet, you will know that you don't like me. You just fell out of love for a while and took our friendship as love."

Wei Jingjue clasped the edge of the railing tightly with his hand where Song Vatican could not see, and then let himself say these words as if nothing had happened.

It is cruel to deny that the person you love loves you wrong.

Everyone said that Song Vatican was much more mature than Wei Jingjue. When he was still crying over a piece of candy, Song Vatican had learned to restrain his emotions. When he could fight for someone else's words , Song Vatican has learned to take it lightly. When he was still clubbing and playing games all night, Song Vatican had already started thinking about the future and taking action.

It seems that Song Vatican always seems to be more mature than Wei Jingjue, but it is not the case. At least in terms of feelings, Wei Jingjue is much more mature than Song Vatican. He is in the sixth grade of elementary school. During the night of fear, nervousness, and insomnia, he thought a lot and seemed to grow up overnight.

For the future of Song Vatican, for the parents of the two families, and for the lifelong friendship between them, Wei Jingjue, who had always been happy and angry, forcibly buried this feeling in his heart.

But at this time, even if Song Fange liked him, he still had only one choice, and that was to continue to bury this secret deeply.

"Vatican, I...I have always regarded you as a brother." Wei Jingjue spoke with difficulty, deliberating every word.

"I don't believe it." With three light words, Song Vatican looked at him, "You didn't reject me just now, did you?"