That's it

Guo Yi listened to the songs that Zhao Wenyuan sang to him repeatedly on his way home from get off work every day.The red light was on, and he hoped that the red light would last a little longer, so that he could immerse himself in the process of missing him wholeheartedly.Zhao Wenyuan's singing is not good, especially when he drinks a lot, it is even more difficult to hear and makes himself feel embarrassed.He is very aware of how bad his singing is, so he never opens his voice in front of strangers, sometimes just as a kind of spiritual catharsis.But this voice is the most touching voice in Guo Yi's ears, coupled with the deeply rooted lyrics in the love song.Zhao Wenyuan's world seemed to be lit up, and he tasted the feeling of being surrounded by happiness.Even the anxious whistle sound became cheerful.

Song Yating has a strong personality and strong work ability. Even if Guo Yi is very docile during the relationship, she will deliberately restrain her temper.After having a child, Song Yating's temper gradually showed in front of Guo Yi.After all, people don't like to be oppressed. After four years of marriage, they live in separate bureaus. The main reason for separation is that the sex life between husband and wife gradually lacks passion.It also depends on Guo Yi's desire for the same sex being gradually affirmed by himself.

After dinner, when everything is tidied up.Guo Yi hid in his hut and surfed the Internet as usual.Hearing Song Yating's footsteps approaching, he quickly closed all web pages and QQ.

"What are you looking at?" Song Yating said affectionately behind Guo Yi, putting her arms around his neck.

"It's nothing, haven't figured out what to do yet?"

"Husband." Song Yating was in a good mood, obviously bored.

"Huh?" Although Guo Yi put his hand on his wife's, his state was a little cold.

"Seeing that you are in a good mood recently, you have something good to hide from me."

"What good things can I do? It's not like you don't know about my unit, there is no sentimentality at all, and there has never been a surprise."

"I'm going to sleep with you tonight."

"Pull it down. What if the girl wakes up?"

"No. She's awake every night, just like you. Besides, she's that old."

Guo Yi calculated that he hadn't had sex with his wife for a month.afterwards.Song Yating leaned on Guo Yi's body, stroking his firm chest muscles.Even though the pair of breasts are separated by clothes, many people in the chat group often make fun of these pair of breasts. They are the fruits of his persistent exercise.

"Why don't you go back to sleep. I'm afraid that the girl won't be able to see you when she wakes up." Guo Yi said warmly, stroking Song Yating's long hair.

After Song Yating went back to her and her daughter's room, Guo Yi immediately picked up his phone to check if there was any news about Zhao Wenyuan, but there was none.He comforted himself that Zhao Wenyuan was always so busy and entertained so much, and took advantage of the situation to worry about Zhao Wenyuan's bad health caused by long-term drinking.Then habitually go to the group to see what everyone is talking about.The chat content in the group is as peaceful as the life of ordinary people, it is a group composed of ordinary people.The topic of sex is always the hottest topic in the group, and they tease each other in almost the same way every day, which is very boring, but for some people here, there are few things more attractive than here.Besides, where else can the empty hearts go?Discrimination and contempt are everywhere.

Zhao Wenyuan passes by his boyfriend's house every day to and from get off work.Recently, his mood in the car is always heavy.The car stopped along the small road next to Huang Liqun's residential area.After a few minutes of thinking, I dialed the phone.

"Are you off work?" Zhao Wenyuan said.

"Well. I'm at home, why do you suddenly feel like calling me?"

"So I shouldn't be calling you."

"Are you in a bad mood?"

"No. It's my cheap disease."

There was a moment of silence on the phone.

"I miss you." Zhao Wenyuan said in a deep voice.

"I miss you too. I've been a little busy at work recently, and someone from above always comes to check."

"We haven't seen each other for over a month."

"Yeah. I miss you so much."

"Don't you want to see me?"

"What's the matter with you? Is something wrong?"

"Don't you know what the hell happened to me?"

Zhao Wenyuan couldn't control his emotions, and the depression caused by more than a month of indifference made him unable to calm down.They have been in love for six years, and the enthusiasm and passion they used to have had long faded. The experience of these six years has given each other a feeling of family affection other than love.

"Calm down. Does that sound like your quality?"

"If you lose your dignity, what quality do you need? Am I disgusting you already?"

"What are you talking about? When will you be able to think maturely."

The phone was empty for another moment.Zhao Wenyuan waited indifferently for a while without saying anything, then hung up the phone.Start the car and get out of here.The phone rang on the seat, but he didn't even look at it, adjusting his breathing stiffly.Because every time he comes home his face must be bright.

six years ago.If it weren't for Huang Liqun, Zhao Wenyuan would probably be in prison or sentenced to death now.Zhao Wenyuan started his first relationship when he was a sophomore.The man was eight years older than him.At first, she cared for him in every possible way.Everyone is easy to get involved in their first relationship, confused by love, Ai Wu and Wu Shi are brave and desperate.Zhao Wenyuan followed him wholeheartedly.Living together, cooking and doing housework for him is always beautiful in my heart.It was only slowly that I discovered this person's bad behavior, doing nothing all day long, and often taking some people home to drink.The viciousness is gradually exposed, and Zhao Wenyuan doesn't even shy away from taking drugs.Zhao Wenyuan's pure bottom line was torn away little by little.Finally painfully decided to leave him.However, the breakup didn't go as expected, the other party refused him to leave his life, several breakups were unsuccessful, and he almost couldn't even study.Zhao Wenyuan despaired of his threat.Simple thinking leads to criminal thoughts.During this period, Zhao Wenyuan met Huang Liqun, and Huang Liqun became the object of his confidance of pain and witnessed his process of despair.Finally one day Zhao Wenyuan prepared a knife and planned to kill him in the school where he was often threatened.Huang Liqun's unexpected appearance prevented the tragedy from happening and settled the opponent's threat.At that time, they didn't start dating. It wasn't until Zhao Wenyuan started working and their lives became stable that the two began to confirm their relationship.

Huang Liqun is 11 years older than Zhao Wenyuan and married.Has a mature middle-aged temperament, rationality, and a job that everyone admires that Zhao Wenyuan admires.After Feng Jiang's feelings were dredged by Huang Liqun, Zhao Wenyuan boldly came out to his single father.The father who travels around all year round and does business has naturally seen homosexuality, but he never thought that his son was actually gay.The father and son had a big quarrel, and Zhao Wenyuan's persistence made his father cut off the father-son relationship with him in a fit of anger.The father is a stubborn person who follows the concept of sticking out a filial son.And that time he didn't do anything, sitting on the stool pale and trembling with anger.

Zhao Wenyuan even left his job without saying goodbye when he was distraught.He disappeared for a few days and felt pain in the residence provided by Huang Liqun.A week later he returned home to pick up his groceries.

Zhao Wenyuan opened the door carefully, the house was unusually quiet, he thought his father was not there.Then he walked into his room and prepared to pack his luggage.

"Where are you going?" Father asked weakly, standing haggard at the door.

The unguarded voice made Zhao Wenyuan tremble a few times in fright.Looking back at his father, tears welled up in his eyes.

"Where can you go? The class is closed, what are you going to do?" the father said hoarsely.

Zhao Wenyuan was 25 years old this year.He turned his face away and sobbed.

"I don't care about your affairs in the future, no matter how messy you are outside, but you must be honest with me. As long as you can give me a grandson, I can ignore other things. You can do it yourself."

Zhao Wenyuan believed that the hopeless father-son relationship was dispelled after these words.He stared at his father's haggard face with tears in his eyes.The convulsions became more violent.

"dad……"

Zhao Wenyuan's wife is well-educated and reasonable. She is 30 years old and still has a childlike personality. She is very cheerful. Zhao Wenyuan got married just because he felt that being with her would make him feel relaxed.She listened to Zhao Wenyuan very much.He is a Latin dance teacher for teenagers. His hometown is in Shandong. After graduating from university, he stayed in Harbin to work.It took less than a year to get married under the leadership of Zhao Wenyuan.

Before entering the house, Zhao Wenyuan stood at the door and adjusted his mood again.During this nearly one year of husband and wife life, he has been working hard to run the business meticulously.Every day, a hearty breakfast is prepared for the daughter-in-law, and if there is no social dinner, it is almost always Zhao Wenyuan who cooks it.Elaborate gifts are prepared every festival, and there are even pampers like daughters.Open the door and you can see the dining table directly.The sumptuous meals on the table made him feel guilty immediately, fearing that today was some kind of holiday and he forgot to buy gifts.

"Dong dong dong dong! These are my husband's favorite dishes. How is it? The color and fragrance are all five stars, is there any reason?" Liu Xiaodan stood at the dining table and showed her dishes brilliantly.

"What's wrong with my daughter-in-law today? Is it a major festival?" Zhao Wenyuan asked in surprise.

"Hey! You cook every day. I came back early today to reward my big baby." Liu Xiaodan said while peeling off his coat.

"You prodigal daughter-in-law, the price is so expensive now, it's too extravagant, the two of you cook so many dishes, and you don't have any wine." He gently pinched Liu Xiaodan's face with both hands and said.

"Don't say it, don't say it quickly, it must be praised."

"I haven't eaten yet, let's talk about it after I eat."

"Hurry up and wash your hands, let's open a bottle of red wine." Liu Xiaodan patted Zhao Wenyuan's buttocks and said.Her vitality is natural and always so brilliant.

Although the two are about the same age, Zhao Wenyuan feels like an uncle.Under Liu Xiaodan's influence, it would be much easier for him to pretend his depression.But he was getting more and more tired, and he didn't know how long he could pretend.There is still a big difference from the married life I thought before.Nor are they as enthusiastic every day as they are today.In fact, Liu Xiaodan is not unable to see the melancholy hidden in his heart.What she did today was to please Zhao Wenyuan and relieve what she thought was his pressure.She didn't know what to do to make him feel at ease.Shortly after Zhao Wenyuan got married, he told Liu Xiaodan that his sexual ability was not good. Liu Xiaodan comforted him and said he didn't mind.Two people sleep on the same bed every day, and most of the time they will be somewhat restrained and unfamiliar.Whenever Zhao Wenyuan felt guilty in his heart, they barely happened once.

Liu Xiaodan's kind and innocent nature made Zhao Wenyuan feel more and more guilty. His daughter-in-law didn't know what kind of person she was, her past experience, and all his thoughts.He can only make himself pay more in material and life to heal the guilt in his heart.Zhao Wenyuan's father has always witnessed the close relationship between the two.