That's it

Xiang Ping's father hurriedly walked into the gate, with a grim expression on his face, and went straight to Xiang Ping who was sitting on the balcony feeling the pain.

"What did you tell her? You've fucked me up! If you want to die, die as soon as possible! How the hell can I raise such a thing like you. Fuck!" Xiang Ping roared like he was going crazy.Everyone in the yard was petrified.

Xiang Ping frowned and lowered his head a little annoyed, and didn't want to resist.

"What are you doing? Are you crazy?" Xiang Ping's mother asked cautiously.

"Go to your mother's land!" Xiang Ping's father shouted at Xiang Ping's mother.

Xiang Nan, Xiang Dan and Pan Feng all stood motionless.He widened his eyes and pricked up his ears to listen.The atmosphere in the entire courtyard was frozen by those roars.Aunt Xiang Ping also cautiously came over to persuade: "What are you doing! If you have something to say, please speak up! This stinking problem can't be changed in a lifetime. Sticking to the fire will burn."

Xiang Ping stood up and said confidently: "I told you not to embarrass everyone in the end, did you listen?"

"I'm listening to your mother. Get out of here! I've done my duty in raising you for more than 20 years, so I'll treat you as if I never raised you." Xiang Ping's father trembled with anger, his voice still high-pitched.

Xiang Ping didn't dare to do anything about such a level of seizure, he just showed disdain.The atmosphere was deadlocked for a moment, no one dared to look at Papa Ping's fiery eyes.Xiang Ping's attitude annoyed Xiang Ping's father even more, Xiang Ping's father walked over quickly with a trembling atmosphere, and his posture was about to tear Xiang Ping apart.Suddenly, the frozen atmosphere suddenly collapsed, and everyone gathered towards Xiang Ping at a faster speed than Xiang Ping's father, to stop Xiang Ping's father's impulse.

"Dad!" Xiang Nan shouted in panic.

"Dad!" cried Dan tremblingly, and she was on the verge of tears.

"What are you doing!" Xiang Ping's mother shouted.

After Xiang Ping's mother gave a hand, everyone cautiously surrounded Xiang Ping's father, and Xiang Ping resisted silently outside the protective circle.Suddenly Dad Xiangping was impulsive again, his fists were pumped up in the air, but his footsteps were surrounded by everyone and he did not struggle to struggle towards Xiangping, and the women screamed in fright.Xiang Ping's father had fought countless times in his life. If he didn't need to hold back so much horsepower with outsiders, he would have vented it out. Every time he fought with Xiang Ping, his internal energy was finally released on himself. He was so angry that Xiang Ping lost his mind countless times, but not once. Really beat Xiangping.

Everyone stopped Xiang Ping's father with one word and one word, and the scene was chaotic.Xiang Ping's father pointed at Xiang Ping and yelled, "Get out of here! This is my home. Take all your things away, and don't let me see you in the future. Get out!"

Xiang Ping stood quietly the whole time, then turned and walked out the door angrily.He was called back by Xiang Ping's father. "Come back to me! Take all your things away, and don't let me go on Yang Avenue."

Xiang Ping rushed into the house as fast as he could, and the door was ripped open heavily.He quickly took out a pile of clothes and ran towards the gate, throwing them all on the road, and then angrily walked towards the intersection station.

The women panicked and started crying.Xiang Dan ran after Xiang Ping while crying.Normally, if she didn't change a few sets of clothes, she wouldn't go out of the house, but now she was crying badly, wearing slippers and following Xiang Ping regardless of anything.Xiang Pingtou didn't return either.

"Brother! Don't go, what are you going to do? Dad said something angry." Xiang Dan's tears were like two waterfalls, and his lips were trembling rapidly.

"You go back!" Xiang Ping said sadly, his voice was very low.

"No. Come home with me, or let's go to the second sister's house. Brother, don't go." Xiang Dan cried and begged while running after him.

"Go back and comfort Dad! I'm fine. I'll come back when Dad calms down." Xiang Ping said calmly and sadly.

"Then where are you going?"

"do not know."

"Don't leave, go back and confess to Dad." Xiang Dan cried more and more sadly.

"Am I wrong?" Xiang Ping said excitedly, with tears rolling in his eyes as if he had been greatly wronged.

"No, come home with me."

"I'm really not impulsive, you go back! I also want to go out and calm down."

"Do you have any money? You don't bring any clothes." Xiang Dan took out all the money in his pocket and handed it to Xiang Ping.Not much money, just over 100.She added: "Why don't you go back and get some later, or go to the elder sister's. Where can you go if you don't have any money in your pocket?"

"Well. I'll go to Eldest Sister's. That's all right, you can go back. Comfort Dad."

along the way.The steady rhythm of the car calmed Xiangping down.Numbly thinking about his sad situation, it was not because Xiang Ping's father kicked him out of the house that he was sad. He knew his father too well, and he would regret his impulse within a few hours.What he thinks about is his life, he has no direction, and he doesn't know how to choose whether it is relationship or career.

When he arrived in Harbin, he didn't go directly to Xiang Hong, but locked himself up in a small hotel and continued to think about his sad situation.When I left, I didn't bring my phone with me. I was worried that I couldn't get in touch with my family, so I decided to go to my eldest sister.Xiang Hong is already working, still single, and teaching at a university.Xiang Ping waited for a long time at the door of the eldest sister's teaching staff dormitory.There is a relaxed voice on the campus radio, which is elegant and optimistic, and the whole school exudes a positive rhythm.Looking at the bustling students, the years and environment have made Xiang Ping significantly different from these students.Xiang Ping looked at them enviously, this is the life he should have, but now he is getting confused.Desperation gave him no reason to regret his decision to drop out of school.

Xiang Hong and a few teaching staff walked over with a smile, and said goodbye with a smile.When Xiang Ping saw the eldest sister for the first time, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"Why didn't you come to see me yesterday? My sister heard about it. Dad can't even get up in bed now, he doesn't talk to anyone, and he doesn't eat. He regrets it." Xiang Hong looked at Pingliu Tears, the tone is very warm.

"I told my lady that I'll go back when he calms down."

"Don't take it to heart, it's not like you don't know Dad's temper."

"I know. You don't have to say that."

night.They walked slowly on campus.The tranquility of the campus can calm the impetuous heart a little.Xianghong's school is full of woods, all kinds of trees.The street lights are soft and the air is fresh.

"What do you plan to do?" Xiang Hong asked.

"I don't know either." Xiang Ping thought for a while before saying.

"You can't wait forever, people will become more and more confused. Why don't you find a job here."

"I don't want to stay either, I just don't know what to do."

"It just so happened that my sister just bought a house, and my sister didn't go to live in the dormitory. Or you can stay and find a job, and you have a place to live. If you have time, I will cook you a delicious meal. I still have a place to go. That's great. Dad, don't worry, it will be fine after a few days of coaxing everyone to calm down, and he doesn't want you to stay at home. What's more, everyone can rest assured that you are by my side, and we take care of each other. I think it's perfect No. You must not stay in the countryside for the rest of your life."

Xiang Ping soon worked as a broker in a second-hand housing agency.It was the era when housing prices were soaring, everyone was full of energy and happy every day, and the atmosphere here was very good.But Xiang Ping couldn't integrate into them no matter what. In this newly formed small team, people were united and positive.This made Xiang Ping even more lonely, just blindly envious of their efforts, and he couldn't do it no matter what.Especially the oldest female agent, 40 years old.It is also one of the most optimistic.One day, two people were on duty, and one person looked at a computer in the inner and outer rooms.Xiang Ping rarely communicates with everyone.

Sunflower: Hello!handsome guy.What are you doing?

Didn't think about it: Ha ha.Why do you still use QQ to talk.

Sunflower: What a great feeling.Although there is a wall between us, it feels very close, but without this wall, we might be far away.

I didn't think about it: Is sister Meng okay?

Sunflower: There are no customers, so we can't chat.Why are you so bored.

Didn't think about it: Ha ha.I'm not very good at chatting.

Sunflower: It's okay.I'm good at.

Sunflower: Why are you so negative every day?If I were your age, I would definitely play crazy, how could I have time to be melancholy.I look at you anxiously and feel sorry for you.What's more, you are so handsome, you don't even like little girls, what do you think?

I didn't think about it: everyone's situation is different, and their experiences and aspirations are also different.

Sunflower: The little brat talked to me about my experiences.Come here quickly, I want to have a good chat with you.

Didn't think about it: Ha ha.Isn't it good to talk like this?

"Come here! Come here! Come here! I'm really going to be mad at you. What are you thinking at such a good age?" Meng Fanchu stood at the door angrily and called him.

Then the two filled the water and sat down quietly.Xiang Ping listened to her talk about her experience.

"My child was divorced when he was two years old. At that time, I suspected that he was cheating. No one could persuade me, and I have lived with the child by myself until now. I have never asked him for child support. But you don't know a How difficult it is for a woman to take care of children, but fortunately my daughter is very obedient. Sometimes I ask her why don’t you leave when other children run away from home, so that I can be alone, and she says I don’t, who am I to leave? Give me food. I was very confused after the divorce, and suddenly I had nothing to rely on. I was very dependent on my ex-husband. I spent a day by the river, from the time the sun hadn’t risen to the time the sun had set, I kept thinking about it. It doesn’t make sense. An old man was afraid that something might happen to me, so he kept looking at me from the other side. But I feel that life is very good now. Why do people make themselves unhappy? If you think about it carefully, you will find that there is no reason.”

"I feel like life is tiring."

"tired?"

"Ah."

"I knew it from the day you came here. You live too comfortably, and you don't even know what survival is."

"It is true that my family dotes on me very much. But I can't explain my tiredness, I have no direction, and I am in a desperate situation."

"You and Ben don't know what a desperate situation is. I have only admired my father in my life. When he passed away, I stayed in the crematorium for a whole day."

"I heard you say it."

"But none of you know why I admire him. Including the store manager, we have known each other for many years. I will tell you his story, I hope you can cheer up. He is blind, blind from birth. Died just after birth. He took me alone when I was a baby in swaddling. A blind man, have you ever thought how hard it is? He earns money from blind massage, can do all the housework, cooking , washing clothes, including sewing quilts, can you imagine a blind person doing these things? When I grew up, he told me that he couldn’t do anything on the first day when it was just the two of us, and I was so hungry that I kept crying and crying. He was so anxious that there was nothing he could do. Later, he went to the cafeteria to line up to get porridge, and when he came back, he filled me with rice soup. The first day was passed. After that, he went around begging for milk. A blind man went all over the world to beg for milk for me. I am I grew up like this and was raised by a blind man. I said it easily, but you can't imagine how difficult it is. Look at you again, with a healthy body and a harmonious family. What qualifications do you have to say that you are confused. You know how much I envy you What? I envy you for being young, envious of your ideas, and envious of your handsome looks. If I were you, I would date girls every day, so I wouldn’t have time to be in a daze. Remember! People always live in the moment, after today, today No more, no more. If you don’t live a good life now, one day you will regret it when you look back at the present. Just like me now, I hate myself for not having fun in the past. It’s too late now. But I have my current life now, and every day passes too fast, and a lot of things I want to do pass by without doing. People really have a lot of things to do in life, so that life can be fulfilled and meaningful. Not every day Just by thinking, you will get caught up in your greedy thoughts, and you will get deeper and deeper. Whenever I feel tired, I think about my dad. Whenever I feel bored, I go to the crematorium. Here we go I saw the real death there with my own eyes, and a person’s life is completely over there, and then there is really nothing. When I couldn’t think about it before, every time I came out of the crematorium, I thought about everything. Have life, have so much, youth is capital, what right do you have not to live well."

Xiang Ping was deeply attracted by her words, and it could be seen from his expression that he was greatly touched.I don't know what to say, and I don't know how I feel.I had no choice but to respond with a serious attitude, nodding my head frequently.

"It's been so many days since you've been here, and you've never mentioned anything about your relationship, and you don't see any desire to have a girlfriend. May I ask, is your sexual orientation still purely of the opposite sex?" Meng Fanchu asked cautiously.

"Of course. I'm sure." Xiang Ping raised his head and said without hesitation.

Xiang Ping was deeply moved by her words, as well as her strong and optimistic aura.I am moved not only by her story, but most importantly by her brilliance from the heart, her attitude towards life, and her willingness to help others.A person with positive energy will bring an upward force and infect those around him.

After parting.Lying alone in an empty room, Xiang Ping reflected on her story, and finally, the question about sexual orientation cheered him up more than the whole story.The soul is disturbed when he cheats on someone so trusted.A person who is guarded against everything, locks himself in a place where no one else can find him, longs for companionship and talk, and finally finds that the only companion is loneliness, and the only person he can talk to is himself.Xiang Pinduo longed to get rid of this loneliness.