That's it

Late summer of 20410.

Xiang Ping accidentally saw Su Ran in a friend recommendation.Su Ran was his deskmate in middle school. In his memory, she was gentle, innocent, and kind. Although her appearance was plain, Xiang Ping still remembered her slender figure, especially her weak personality could always arouse his desire to protect Su Ran.But Su Ran said that Xiang Ping could bully her the most.

After a long absence, we talked until late.Xiang Ping even forgot about the chat room that made him addicted.Knowing that Su Ran has just graduated from university and is not doing well in Wenzhou, Xiang Ping has a strong heart for her with her weak nature.Although he knew that Su Ran already had a boyfriend, he also knew that Su Ran seemed a little at a loss about her love, and couldn't bear to break up because her boyfriend was too kind to her.Su Ran, who was extremely wronged, was very happy to meet Xiang Ping. She was as innocent as before, and she had nothing to say to Xiang Ping.Depressed Xiang Ping has a passion for one thing since Su Ran's appearance, and he likes to comfort Su Ran.When Su Ran was comforted by him, he would be in a particularly good mood.Spend a lot of time every day thinking about how to get Su Ran out of the sea of ​​suffering.Before the dream, it became simpler. Su Ran in the video grew up, more beautiful than before, still simple and real.Su Ran is the only one Xiang Ping knows who can't lie.

Xiang Ping finally looked forward to her coming home.Su Ran's home is in the next village, not far away.After meeting several times, he would unconsciously want to see her more and more often.When interacting with his previous girlfriends, he didn't have much desire to take the initiative to contact, and every girlfriend was sulking because of his passivity.After Su Ran came back, Xiang Ping was fascinated by her smile the first time he saw her.Every time she was free, Su Ran's smile appeared in her mind, and her smile rippling in her heart drove Xiang Ping to laugh too.Driven by a good mood, there will be an urge to contact or meet.When you can't wait, find a reason.

Xiang Ping brought a few of the best books he had ever read, and drove in the direction of Su Ran's house without giving himself a chance to get entangled.

Xiang Ping's car stops at the door of Su Ran's house.Then call her.

"Where is it?" Xiang Ping asked.

"At home."

"Come out. I'm at your door."

"real or fake?"

"Have I lied to you?"

"Uh...it seems not."

"Don't you know when you come out and read it? I'll bring you a few books and read them when you're bored at home. They're all very good."

"What book?"

"Can you come out? I'm at your door."

"Oh. Oh. Oh. Okay, now."

Su Ran was wearing a casual attire at home, denim shorts exposed her two slender and straight legs, and a black thin cotton cardigan hung outside the close-fitting white cotton suspenders, highlighting her attractive and firm chest.The hair can see the traces of simple tidying, and the state is a little lazy.Surprised.

"Why didn't you call in advance? Come down. Come in and sit down." Su Ran said with a shy smile.

"No more. I just brought you a book."

"I'm alone at home, come down and chat for a while."

"Well...you get in the car. I'll take you to a good place. I'll be awkward at your house in case your parents come back."

It was hot at noon.Xiang Ping drove the car to a secluded road with few pedestrians and cars, and two rows of mature and dense poplar forests on both sides of the road.It's cool and quiet here.They always have a lot to talk about together.While laughing, Xiang Ping would occasionally peek at her slender legs kicking on the workbench and her chest leaning on the backrest.Every glance is very short, which makes Xiang Ping feel guilty.Xiang Ping always feels heart-wrenching and uncomfortable because she is sad for others.Su Ran is an only child, and she vaguely regards Xiang Ping as her older brother in her relationship.

The sunny day in early autumn is still very hot, and the wind under the shade of the trees is refreshing.Good feelings are naturally built on a good mood.They all adjusted the backrest of the seat to a 45-degree angle, lying on it and enjoying the beauty of the breeze.Before I knew it, more than an hour was burned in the tepid conversation.

"I seem to be in a bad mood these days after I came back. The comfort at home makes me feel uneasy. I don't know what I can do when I go out to work." Su Ran's two big toes were making out on the workbench, teasing , The inner entanglements and contradictions are staged between the toes.

"Are they dating?" Xiang Ping asked, looking at her feet.

"Huh? Where?" Su Ran slowly sat up and looked around outside the window and asked curiously.

"I said it two."

"Oh. Hehe. Maybe I was fighting with Xiao Dong?" Su Ran said with a sweet smile.

"Does your personality also fight?"

"Yes! I'm amazing. I lose my temper with him every now and then. He's always bullied by me. I'm really spoiled by him. But he has a big temper with others."

"You always say he's nice to you, so why don't you like him?"

"Hey! I don't know. Sometimes he is like a child, thinking about playing all day long, and not thinking about what he can do in the future? It's not like you are thinking about how to make money every day."

"It's hard to find someone who is sincere to you. Several girlfriends in my previous relationship said that I don't care about people. I feel that they are sulking every day. I don't know what to do to satisfy them. In fact, they also It didn’t completely satisfy me, maybe it’s inappropriate. Listen to what you said about you before, and to be honest, if you give up on him, you may regret it in the future. There will always be periods of rejection in love, so don’t give up easily.”

"I really envy you. You can do whatever you want, and you are very free and easy. Xiao Dong is always hesitant, and I feel anxious when I look at it."

Xiang Ping casually picked a black spot on the carport with his fingers, not knowing why he wanted to persuade her to like someone else.Is it because you are gay?Or was he afraid that he would not be able to treat her as well as Xiao Dong?When I think of difficulties, I want to smoke a cigarette. I forget to bring a cigarette when I go out in a hurry, and I have already committed a cigarette addiction.I can't bear to leave here.

"Let's talk about something else! Take care of your own affairs. Tell me what you like to eat! Treat you to dinner. I'm too anxious to go out, so I'd better bring two bottles of water."

"I like to eat potato chips, isn't it naive?" Su Ran said with a shy smile.

"I'm talking about vegetables. Do you dare to drink with me? I'm also depressed."

"Drink! I can't, I haven't drunk too much. I've had a sip of white wine, it's too bad." Su Ran said in surprise.

"Not drunk?"

"No."

"Then you drink well!"

"Oh! No, it's because I drank less, just a little."

"Sometimes you drink too much, but your mind is clear. That feeling is very good. In the world of emptiness, you will know the answer when you are struggling, without any adulteration. What you are thinking at that time, you will know what is going on in your heart." Where do you want to go. Really. Do you want to try?"

"Well... how about another day. Let me think about it."

"It's over. If you don't dare to get drunk, then it must be very difficult for you to decide."

"How do you know? I seem to have a decision block. But I really want to try the feeling of being drunk." Su Ran looked uncertain and longing.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Su Ran was drunk.There is no traffic police to catch drunk driving on the night roads in the countryside.Xiang Ping helped her stumble into the car, and the road to send Su Ran back to the village was dark and lonely.Su Ran was still in excitement, Xiang Ping couldn't be happy seeing him drunk, and his heart was aching.

"My face is hard, I'm unconscious, I'm dizzy. This feeling is really fun. It's the first time I've drank so much wine. So it's like this when I'm drunk? It's fun." Su Ran's movements were a little messy, Thoughts are also broken.

Xiang Ping didn't say anything, worried that she would be bumped into, so he stopped the car and fastened her seat belt.This made Su Ran a little stunned for a moment, she shrank her neck and put her stomach away, not daring to move, thinking what Xiang Ping was going to do.Pulling out the seat belt with Ping Lengmu's expression, he didn't say anything.Only then did Su Ran regain her excitement. She tried her best to express her current happiness, completely relaxed, and couldn't find a way to describe her mood.

"Eh? Why did you arrive so soon? Is this my home?" Su Ran asked.

"Yes."

"Oh, I'm going home then."

"I send you."

Su Ran got out of the car and almost fell down, so she smiled embarrassedly.He clumsily stopped Xiang Ping from helping her, and felt that he was out of control.Xiang Ping followed her into the yard.

"No, you go back! Look, my mother hasn't slept, and the lights haven't been turned off. She's waiting for me. I think she's crazy to see me like this. Don't worry about it." Su Ran kept laughing, indulgent and relaxed.

"Keep your voice down. Don't quarrel with her. What should I say? I don't want to see her."

"What's the matter? It's okay. She got mad because she was waiting for you to leave."

"You are so simple."

"I think I'm stupid too, and my mother said the same thing."

they have reached the door

"Okay. Go yourself. I'm going back.

You hold on to the wall, if it doesn't work, call mom. " Xiang Ping said in a very small voice, like a thief.

"Well. It's okay, you go back! Drive slowly."

Su Ran also had the same thief-like voice and tone as him.

Su Ran vomited all night after returning home, and didn't get up all day the next day.She never said drinking was fun.Tell Xiang Ping her pain by text message, Xiang Ping feels extremely guilty for this.