That's it

The cold winter in the north is going away as scheduled, slowly, and I can't stay if I want to. I hope that spring will come soon but it won't come immediately.

In the cold wind exuding warmth, Guo Yi had already put on spring clothes and waited for spring, but his heart remained in the cold and desperate winter.He walked through the cold wind, rushed into the cold car, and quickly started the engine and the whirring air conditioner.The wind from the air conditioner was naturally cold for a short time, which made him irritable and disappointed.The music in the car was completely new, it was all sad, lost.It doesn't matter how long the red light is, because after the red light is still disappointing.After a few months, his condition seemed to be stable and cold.

Guo Yi still doesn't know what type Zhao Wenyuan likes.The appearance and pure personality that everyone touts once made him think that he was an advantage, but it seemed worthless in Zhao Wenyuan's eyes.The worst thing is to be as unrestrained and crazy as Xiang Ping, at least relaxed.The night they got together was still fresh in my memory, how could I not know that I was out of tune with them?yes.I even blush when I hear their jokes, and I can't drink too much, how can I fit in?It felt so good to be drunk that night.Alcohol numbs disturbed thoughts, wandering, dizzy.Say what you want to say, do what you want to do.

Meals are ready.Guo Yi naturally went to get the cup by himself, and filled it with brewed tonic wine, which was the best Liuershang shochu and various tonics.It used to be just a decoration at home, but now he is always worried that it won't last long, the wine in the jar drops rapidly, and the good memories are lost little by little.Time allows repeated actions to become habits.He was no longer afraid of Song Yating's opposition, and Song Yating was too lazy to talk about his drinking.The atmosphere at the dinner table gradually changed from hot to cold over the alcoholism controversy.Always leave him alone to drink his memories slowly.Drunk, numbly put the tableware in the kitchen and went back to the bedroom, looking for a place to vent his confusion on the phone.When everyone said he had changed, he finally admitted that he had really changed.Become a clown who makes himself feel strange and angry.I don't even know what Zhao Wenyuan counts as his.I don't even know whether the love I have been determined by myself is still love.

Every day after dinner.Guo Yi goes out to exercise every day as before, but the difference is that his purpose has changed, and he feels better when he goes for a walk.Drunken and confused, I wandered the night streets of the neighborhood, thinking about him and the few friends I could contact, and couldn't think of anything to say, so I kept thinking and walking.He would often meet someone who was exercising in the community every day like him, and they would laugh at each other when they met for a long time.The man's gaze was very understanding. He was about the same height as him, about 1.8 meters tall, a bit stronger than him, and his appearance was also the type that Guo Yi liked, especially his indifferent smile.Every time I see it, I feel like spring breeze.

"Hey! It's a coincidence to meet you again." The man greeted Guo Yi brilliantly.

"Oh. What a coincidence." Guo Yi responded with his awakening feeling.He only wanted to lust, but he never thought that he would take the initiative to talk to himself.

"Do you persevere every day? I see you often." The man stopped to chat with Guo Yi intentionally.

"Almost. You too?" Guo Yi looked very shy.

"If nothing happens, I will basically come out for a walk."

"Hehe. Me too." Guo Yi was more restrained by his masculine and honest voice, and he didn't dare to look directly into the other person's eyes for a long time, for fear that he would see something different.

"What building is your house?"

"Oh. 23, just turn around the entrance of the parking lot." Guo Yi said, pointing in the direction of his house.

"I'm in District [-], Building [-]."

You introduce yourself in a word.Guo Yi originally wanted to ask his age, but he seemed to be a few years older than himself, so why would he ask someone's age?After the separation, Guo Yi's mood improved a lot. He seemed to see possibility in his eyes, and he even planned to go to Blued (gay dating software) to see if he could be found.The freshness didn't last long, and soon he would fall into a state of confusion.

The crazy work did not make Zhao Wenyuan's efforts in vain.At the celebration party.Xiao Zhicheng, Zhao Wenyuan's young subordinate, was downcast, and had no interest in rewarding his own achievements.Under the leadership of Zhao Wenyuan, this young team created a record high in the company's sales.Everyone knew that Xiao Zhicheng was broken in love.

Zhao Wenyuan walked to him in the corner with his glass in hand.

"Brother Zhao." Xiao Zhicheng looked at the leader dejectedly, as if he had the urge to confide.

"It's okay to be uncomfortable for a few days, it proves that you have loved. It's not a big deal if you think about it carefully." Zhao Wenyuan patted him on the shoulder and said very relaxedly.

Xiao Zhicheng looked at it, then lowered his head.

The celebration is not over yet.Huang Liqun's wife called.

"Little Zhao. Are you busy?"

"Sister-in-law, what's the matter?"

"I really want to trouble you with something."

"You said."

"Could you pick up your eldest nephew for me? He won't be picked up after his tutoring. I'm a little worried that he will take a taxi back. Your brother is on a business trip, and my colleagues and I can't leave even if we're having dinner."

"Okay. What time?"

"There's still half an hour left. You sent it off when your brother drank. Do you still remember there? Why is it so noisy over there?"

"It's okay. I know that. I'm eating too. It's not far from me. I'm almost done."

In fact, the relationship between Zhao Wenyuan and Huang Liqun's family has always been very good, just like their own family.Zhao Wenyuan's father once asked him jokingly, "Who is he close to?"

People who are constantly troubled by the cycle of life are negative.Zhao Wenyuan sat in the office, as usual, and couldn't see any difference.Look at the sky outside the window to find the difference. Today is cloudy, and suddenly I feel more depressed.He tiredly closed his eyes and leaned back in the armchair.

"Hey! What are you thinking?" Zhou Yu patted him on the arm abruptly.

Zhao Wenyuan sensed that someone was coming, and judged from the voice that it was Zhou Yu, pretending not to know.He also knew what would happen to Zhou Yu, so he was not surprised.He slowly opened his eyes and looked up and said clearly: "I want to take a trip as soon as I say it."

"What the hell are you talking about?" Zhou Yu said while leaning on his desk.

"Really." Zhao Wenyuan stared at Zhou Yu with wide eyes and said firmly.

"Crazy?"

"I want to go crazy once." After speaking, he quickly got up, patted his leg that was obstructing the keyboard and said, "Get up, get down."

"What are you going to do?"

Zhao Wenyuan quickly booked the fastest bus ticket to Xi'an without saying anything.After ordering, he turned back to Zhou Yu with a relaxed smile and said, "Did you see it?"

"Who did you order it for?" Zhou Yu looked puzzled.

"Didn't you see it's my name? It's still... three hours and 25 minutes before the departure time."

"show off."

Zhao Wenyuan's state gave Zhou Yu no reason to stop him.Out of understanding, let him vent!

"Can you ask for leave for me?" Zhao Wenyuan said as if he was getting up and ready to leave.

"in spite of."

"Don't worry. I'm leaving. I have to go home and clean up. It's too late." Zhao Wenyuan was in a state of blood.

"Aren't you sick? Are you crazy?" Zhou Yu asked inexplicably.

Zhao Wenyuan seldom laughed so presumptuously, as if he was really crazy.Excitedly, he stepped back and looked at Zhou Yu, then left.

The way home is very relaxed, and I am delighted to be crazy, so there are still things that can make me happy.He had to do a lot of things at the same time, when he got off the car, he remembered to inform Xiang Ping.

"Eight roads."

Xiang Ping looked at the TV display and immediately walked out of the store.I don't know why it's an irregular time to call again.

"Are you having sex? What are you wheezing for? What's wrong?" Xiang Ping said in the same tone as before.

"I'm climbing stairs. Alas! I'm exhausted. I'm going to Xi'an soon." Zhao Wenyuan said in an unprecedented relaxed tone.

"Huh? It's easy."

"I've always been like this."

"Oh. Finally decided to go on a trip?"

"No. It was a sudden decision."

"Sudden decision? Go with your wife?"

"Myself. She doesn't know yet."

"what's the situation?"

"It's okay. I have to clean up. I haven't packed it yet. I won't be in a hurry. It seems that I can only park the car at the train station."

"Are you crazy?" Xiang Ping was not surprised and asked jokingly.

"Yes. I'm crazy."

"Hey! Then go crazy! Don't worry, be careful on the road."

"Okay, I won't tell you anymore."

"Slow down! Take it easy."

"Moji." After saying that, Zhao Wenyuan hung up the phone and didn't care about anything, he just wanted to catch the car.

Run all the way into the car.The car started slowly, and his heart slowly calmed down.He wanted to calm down again, and then deal with the sudden funeral, asking for leave, daughter-in-law and a series of things could not be tolerated without even an explanation.Can't wait to post a talk first.

Fusheng: Either travel or study.Body and soul must have one on the way!

Lan Feng replied to Fu Sheng: Either come to Fuzhou or stay at home.Home and Fuzhou, there must be a choice.

Zhifan replied to Floating Life: Traveling...

Return to Xiangping's real life.

The bus where Xiang Ping was in drove into the urban area, and the construction and complicated world made Xiang Ping out of memory.He felt a headache, and the earphones kept ringing in his ears, and he felt pain in his ears.I pulled out the earphones and rubbed my ears, looking at the passengers around me. The rhythm of approaching the end turned boring into impetuous, and even a few of them were ready to get off the bus.Nothing has changed.He checked his watch, and arrived as expected.Just wait to get off the car and find a place to wait for Guo Yi.

Xiang Ping found a coffee shop and visited once.In my memory, there are few customers during working hours here, and the coffee is not bad.He was alone in the attic.After arriving at the cafe, he was not disappointed, he was still alone in the attic.He sent the location to Guo Yi via WeChat.I looked at the time, plus the time it took to get here by taxi, it would take about an hour.He needs to prepare how to persuade Guo Yi who is still in pain.What should I say?Tell me about the process you have loved the most?Otherwise what to say?Then you need to remember the past well.