That's it

Zhou Yu woke up and found that Zhao Wenyuan had left, sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette and recalling what happened last night, which made his face a little sad.His presumptuous behavior made him a little embarrassed to face Zhao Wenyuan.

"Did you call?" Zhao Wenyuan asked nonchalantly.

"Oh. Um. Who are you calling?"

"My mistress."

"Get out. What time did you leave?"

"It's around six o'clock. Have you had breakfast? I feel sick to my stomach after drinking too much. Eat something." Zhao Wenyuan's relaxed and normal attitude made the embarrassment between them a lot less.

"What you eat?"

"I'll eat downstairs when I get home. Let's not talk to you, how about I drive?"

"Ah."

From the tone of his voice, Zhao Wenyuan could hear that Zhou Yu's mood had changed.Sober may be worse than him, completely subverting the image.From that day on, the two kept estranged from each other invisibly, and tried to avoid touching each other at work. The estrangement lasted only a few days.Every time you skip the moment, you can feel that each other cares about each other.Soon, Zhou Yu was gentler to Zhao Wenyuan than before. Gentleness is rare in him, which undoubtedly made Zhao Wenyuan feel more uneasy.

Zhao Wenyuan sat at his desk and read Zhou Yu's WeChat.

Zhou Yu: The leader may come to you in the afternoon and ask you to clean up Xiao Liu's mess.Don't worry about it, there's a lot going on here.

Tianyou: I have already agreed.Thank you for reminding me.

Zhou Yu: You are stupid!

Zhou Yu's recent excessive concern made Zhao Wenyuan feel pressured, and he could see the different concern in his eyes from before.

Fusheng: Eight ways.

Balu: Arrived.

Fusheng: Xiaobai is very concerned about me now, always calls me when nothing happens, but I don't know what to say.I couldn't even look him in the eye when we met.

Balu: something happened to Sao.Are you sure he's straight?Maybe he entered the circle earlier than you?

Fusheng: Impossible.

Balu: How do you know it's impossible.

Fu Sheng: I feel that he has been in a bad mood since that day, as if he wanted to say something to me but he was too embarrassed to say it.I sometimes avoid him on purpose.

Balu: If he really doesn't understand, it's best not to bring him into the circle, that would be too wicked.

Fusheng: I know.

Balu: Even if he is, don't let him know that you are because of you, or you may feel guilty in the future.

Fu Sheng: Maybe he has this tendency, so I'm scared and dare not approach him.

Balu: Don't think too much, maybe you are sensitive.

Fusheng: It's not that I'm sensitive, you know that there is a sense.

Balu: I don't know what to say.Better not let him know you are.

Fusheng: I am more cautious than you, you don't understand the state of my life.Everyone thought I was very positive and optimistic.

Balu: How do you know I'm not careful.I live a more fake life than you, but I am more optimistic than you, and my feelings are not as chaotic as yours.You're getting depressed.

Fusheng: I'm already depressed.

Balu: What is depression like?

Fusheng: Nothing.

Balu: I think of the time when I was depressed.I was in Harbin at that time, young and beautiful.I chatted with a netizen on the Internet, he is a bar owner, and I mustered up the courage to go to his place for a drink.I said I was depressed.He asked me what kind of depression?I said that I think about how to die every day.He asked me have I died?I said no.He rolled up his sleeves to show me the scar on his wrist, and told me that he was in the middle of this bar ten years ago.I immediately felt very ashamed, and I felt that it was not depressed to die once without seriousness.The look in his eyes is still fresh in my memory, very lonely and cold.There is no expression at all.

Balu: Now I often tell people that I have been depressed. I think it is a great experience because I have come out.

Zhao Wenyuan was not in the mood to listen to what he said. He sat on a chair thinking about what to do, and it was hard to figure out what to do.

Balu: The difference lies in how you think, what you have or what you don’t have, whether it’s positive or negative.Don't put too much pressure on yourself. If you want to be good to others, you must first be strong enough, and it's useless to be anxious.You are obviously a finished product, but you think you are very powerful, but the sad thing is that there are still many people who miss it.If you can't do it, it's hard for people to be satisfied with others. No matter how well you do, it depends on how the other party understands.You have an understanding daughter-in-law, at least she treats you well.Having a stable job is at least superior to many people's conditions.With regular friends, at least he can rely on him in his heart.There are so many people who like you, at least it proves that you are excellent.And me, you know someone like me.

Fusheng: Thank you, Balu.I have written so much with my heart that I am sleepy.

Fu Sheng: Typing is really tiring, you should take a rest too.

Balu: Negativity is not not facing life correctly, but not facing oneself correctly.

Balu: You think you are a good person and have a sense of responsibility to the people you care about, which catalyzes your self-motivation, and self-motivation is just desire.You will feel tired when you are not satisfied with your desires, and you will be tired and overdrawn if you have too many desires, and then you will be confused.Don't give up your desire when you are confused, because that is the meaning of your life until you collapse.

Balu: You have to let yourself let go of the future burden, which is full of assumptions, and assumptions can easily become outdated.For example, you are enjoying many previous ideas now, but you don't care anymore.Everything you have now is what you have worked hard to get. Have you stopped to enjoy it?Don't think that the good things are in the future, stop baby, in fact, we all have a lot, and there will always be someone who will envy what we have, no matter where you are.I sent you a video of Nick Huzhe. He was born without limbs. Don’t you admire his mentality?

Balu: Are you asleep?

Fusheng: I have taken on a lot of jobs recently, working hard, getting up at four o'clock in the morning, and sometimes not returning home until twelve o'clock in the evening.I have heart failure, and sometimes I can't breathe.

Balu: Why bother?What are you running from?

Fusheng: I don't want to go home now, I'm too tired.It's better to go home and sleep when you're tired to a certain extent.

Balu: Is she too kind to you?

Fusheng: Yes.She pampered me so much.She almost never got angry with me, and she listened to everything I said.Now I go home every day so tired that I don't want to say anything. She wants to treat me well, but she doesn't know how to do it right.

Balu: You!

Fusheng: I did something.

Balu: Yes.

It was light.It stands to reason that there is no need for Zhao Wenyuan to go to work so early. Recently, he just wants to push himself to the maximum and use work to get rid of his inner troubles.He gently prepared Liu Xiaodan's breakfast and closed the door gently.The autumn morning was cool and did not wake his tiredness.When I went downstairs, I felt tightness in my chest and a slight cramping pain.After getting in the car, he immediately fell into longing for Mu Yang and disappointment with Huang Liqun.His chest became more and more dull. He opened the car window completely, and his body began to tremble weakly. The trembling became more and more intense, and he lost all his strength.He pulls over the side of the road and leans over the wheel feeling like he's going to die, and it gets worse after a while.

Zhao Wenyuan called Zhou Yu.

"Hello!" Zhou Yu was still awake.

"I'm dying. Can you come here?" Zhao Wenyuan made a cry for help before dying.

"Ah! What's the matter? Where are you?"

Zhou Yu put on his clothes faster than soldiers trained.I can't hear my wife's questioning.He hurriedly opened the car door and closed it hard, ran to the side of the road, and continued to run to the place where he thought it would be easier to get a taxi. He never stopped, pacing up and down in one place.When he saw Zhao Wenyuan, Zhao Wenyuan lay weakly on the steering wheel and twitched slowly and rhythmically, his face pale.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Yu tried hard not to panic, looking helpless.He tentatively went to help Zhao Wenyuan.

Zhao Wenyuan struggled to open his eyes and fainted after seeing him.

Desperately beating the horn made Zhao Wenyuan wake up from his coma.

"You slow down. It's okay."

Zhou Yu held the steering wheel firmly, and his hatred expression showed that he wanted the car to fly.

"Slow down. Run the lights."

"Don't talk, don't talk. Don't worry. It'll be there in a while. Just hold on."

Liu Xiaodan sat quietly by the bed.With dead eyes, he looked at Zhao Wenyuan who was sleeping, and his face was stiff with tears.Her body lost the arrogance that belonged to a dancer, and her body was limp like a withered grass.From time to time, I look up to see how long the medicine in the hanging bottle can last.Her brain was blanked by the sudden impact, and Zhao Wenyuan's collapse also made her collapse.

Xiang Ping was very surprised that Zhao Wenyuan hadn't contacted him for a few days.When he was free, sitting at the bar would be inexplicably worried about what happened to him.The premonition is getting stronger.

Balu: Disappeared?

Fu Sheng: I'm in the hospital.

Balu: Why are you going to the hospital?

Fusheng: hospitalized.

Hearing the news, Xiang Ping felt that the text was too slow, and he didn't know if it was convenient for him to answer the phone.Immediately walked out of the store and called.

"Is it convenient?"

"Well. Just me." Zhao Wenyuan's voice was deeper than before.

"what's the situation?"

"It's okay. I'm too tired. Take a few days off."

"what's the situation?"

"Driving to work at five in the morning, it didn't feel right to drive. I parked the car and called Xiaobai, who took me to the hospital. The doctor said I was overtired. It's okay, just rest for a few days and I'll be fine."

"What did I think? Now you're satisfied!"

"Satisfied with what?"

"Crash, what an honor! I'm exhausted from work."

"Can't you say something comforting?"

"There will be many people who will comfort you, but I won't."

"Every time I call you, it doesn't sound good, and I always want to call you. Why am I so cheap?"

"What's Xiaobai's reaction?"

"He came here in a hurry, rushed me to the hospital, and ran through two lights. It's a fucking thing, and it's not safe at all."

"It means he cares about you."

"Hmm. He's nervous."

"Hey! It's bad luck for him! I know you."

"I really never had anything to him, never mentioned anything about it."

"Hehe. I know. If he is, it's not because you will have this process, so you are unlucky. But I still feel guilty for breaking people."

"When I was about to die this morning, I thought of him for the first time, and felt that he could save me. I kind of regret looking for him."

"Don't burden yourself."

"After waking up, I called my friend and said that I was hospitalized. He said he came to see me after work. I said don't come, it's the same with you or without you. I told Mu Yang that I was hospitalized, and when he heard me say It's okay, I said I'll come back after playing mahjong. I really feel a sense of frustration, I don't know what I have done to them?"

"Where's your wife?"

"I just went out for a while and went shopping. She saw me crying. I said why are you crying! She didn't speak, she just kept crying."

"I love you. I love you too. How happy you are."

"Then come and see me!"

"Wait until you die!"

"Fuck you sir."

Liu Xiaodan gently opened the door with a sad face, dejected like a sick old bird.

"Why did you come back so soon? I'm fine, what are you in a hurry for?"

"It's not fast to buy things, who is calling?" Liu Xiaodan tried to be strong and said.

"Colleague. Ask how I am?"

"Well. I'm fine, don't worry." He told Xiang Ping in a very polite tone.

"Well. Hang up."

"Troubleshooting."

Liu Xiaodan put the bought snacks on the bedside table, sat beside Zhao Wenyuan, and looked at Zhao Wenyuan intently.

"I feel sorry for me." Zhao Wenyuan said with a tired fake smile.

Liu Xiaodan didn't speak, and naturally avoided his hypocritical warm smile.His eyes were placed on Zhao Wenyuan's abdomen, his expression was dull, a faint smile could be seen on the surface of the skin, but the muscles under the skin did not have any vitality.She danced sadly on Zhao Wenyuan's belly with her slender and white ten and middle fingers, and her loneliness and melancholy could be seen in her steps.

"Itchy." Zhao Wenyuan said with a coquettish smile.

Liu Xiaodan's expression didn't change at all, and he continued to dance with a cold and dull expression.Zhao Wenyuan pinched her waist a few times before she showed a faint smile, her dead eyes still staring at the dancing steps of her fingers.The cheerfulness and childishness of the past disappeared without a trace.Affected by her state, Zhao Wenyuan stopped laughing and stroked Liu Xiaodan's thigh with his hand, letting her dance on her belly.He looked at Liu Xiaodan intently, watching her tears quietly run across her frozen smiling face.A drop fell on the white quilt.Finger Dance continued to tell her confusion.

"What's wrong with you daughter-in-law?" Zhao Wenyuan said in a hoarse voice.The two thick lips collided quickly, and tears flowed down.He got up and hugged the withered Liu Xiaodan, his trembling body drove Liu Xiaodan to shake slightly.Liu Xiaodan gently raised his arms to the center of his back, and his fingers danced from his back again.There was no cold smile on Liu Xiaodan's face anymore, his whole face was like a pool of stagnant water, with tears pouring out from the old well.

In the middle of the night, Zhao Wenyuan widened his eyes and thought about the past of the day.He angrily told Huang Liqun not to come, but Huang Liqun really didn't come.Mu Yang was in his usual state, carrying a fruit basket, joking around and leaving.A lot of people came here during the day, most of them were colleagues from the unit. He could only see the pain from his heart in the expressions of his wife and Zhou Yu.