That's it

After a visit.Zhao Wenyuan's father left their house satisfied, and Zhao Wenyuan drove his father home as usual.When I went downstairs, my father walked in front.

"Wenyuan!" Father said earnestly.

"Well. What's the matter?"

"Be nice to Xiaodan."

"We're fine."

"I know. I mean, pay more attention to her, what a good daughter-in-law, it's our family's blessing that you married her."

"Okay, dad. Don't worry about the two of us. You and my aunt can live a good life."

"No matter what. It's been a year, it's time to have a baby, and you should think more about the old man."

"It's not that you can have it if you want it, don't worry, it will come naturally when you should have it."

"Don't worry! Can I fucking hurry? If I don't rush you, have you thought about it? Don't just live for yourself. If someone marries you, you can't be a DINK with you forever."

"You see you're hot again. Planning."

After seeing off his father, he drove around aimlessly by himself, and the mention of the child made him feel exhausted, and he was not prepared for anything, let alone thought about it.Marriage has already made me feel tired, and I don't know what life will be like with one more child.The phone rang on the co-pilot.Seeing Huang Liqun's caller showed a trace of joy on the corner of his mouth.

"Where is it?" Huang Liqun asked kindly.

"What about driving?"

"Let's find a place to drink! I haven't seen you for many days."

"Fuck! You're a drunkard and don't care about the bar!"

"You boy."

"I've eaten. I'm a little tired today. I want to go back and rest. Can I have another day?"

"I want to see you, I really miss you." Huang Liqun said more gently.

"Every time I want to see you, you always have a bunch of reasons. You said that every time you wanted to see me, I refused you. No matter what happened, I was forced to come to you."

"So today is no exception?"

Every time I am used to entering and leaving the hotel first.On the way home from the hotel, Zhao Wenyuan lost a lot of distracting thoughts and concerns, and felt a brief sense of relief every time.Happy on the road.Liu Xiaodan called.

"Husband. When will you come back? It's almost eleven o'clock."

"I'll be home soon. I just sent my dad home and ran into a colleague. He is in a bad mood. Let's chat with him for a while."

"Oh. Hurry up, I'm a little scared."

"Okay baby, five minutes."

A few days later.Zhao Wenyuan happened to see Huang Liqun walking intimately with a man when he walked out of the unit.He dialed the phone calmly.

"Could you stay away from me if you are a fool in the future."

"Can you be more civilized. I'm at work. What's wrong with you?"

"Is it your fucking unit or my unit? Do you think I'm an idiot?"

"Can't you get excited? Speak well."

"Let me tell you something awesome. His mother is not so good at showing off. Tolerate you once or twice, you are endless, you better get sick, we will all die." Zhao Wenyuan was so angry that he was about to explode.Angrily got in the car and went to work.

This is not the first time this has happened.And in this circle, this trip is not uncommon, everyone is assimilated by commonplace behavior, and some people are not unforgivable for such behavior.

At first, Zhao Wenyuan really had a good impression of Guo Yi, and he used more ways to satisfy Guo Yi to fill the emptiness in his heart.Like his frequent drinking, it is a kind of sustenance and venting.Just like his unreasonable habit of getting angry at Huang Liqun, it was more a kind of sustenance and venting.Also, he is just like Xiang Ping who racked his brains to make a fuss after getting acquainted, it is still a kind of sustenance and venting.However, all methods could not give him peace of mind.What he ultimately desires is that everything goes well, but everything he wants is blocked by reality, and the partition wall builds a maze in his heart, and he is trapped inside and cannot find an exit.And none of the people he chooses to overthrow fully understands his vast desires.

The trip agreed by Guo Yi and Zhao Wenyuan finally arrived as scheduled.

Guo Yi has been looking forward to it for a long time.Zhao Wenyuan is also looking forward to it. He hopes that he can forget the backlog of troubles during the journey and let himself relax.But Zhao Wenyuan only knew that they liked each other, it was as simple as that.Guo Yi and Zhao Wenyuan made up a reason, so the two families sat at the same dinner table for dinner.The hotel is also pre-booked in the same place.

If the desire is strong enough, they will try their best to create time for private chats.They told their wives that they were going out for a walk, and Zhao Wenyuan deliberately drove the car to a secluded place.Guo Yi is very nervous, this is his first meeting with netizens.While driving, the two of them didn't know what to talk about. Many things had already been talked about on the Internet before, and when they really faced the reality, they were not so comfortable with it.

The car was parked on a relatively quiet small road. After the lights were turned off, the sweet smile of the other party could be vaguely seen in the light of the street lights.Zhao Wenyuan put his hand on Guo Yi's leg decisively.

"You look nervous."

"No, there's nothing nervous about it. Hehe. It's fine. The weather is fine tonight, and the temperature is quite comfortable." Guo Yi shook his body first, pretending to be relaxed.The right hand is still pulling the upper handle, and the left hand is on the straddle.

"I don't feel comfortable touching you." Zhao Wenyuan's eyes kept teasing.

Guo Yi was very nervous, but he couldn't bear to let him grope.I strongly hope that I can relax, and soon my muscles will be hardened.

"Hehe. Do you usually exercise?" Guo Yiqiang squeezed out a sentence.

"Does masturbation count?" After speaking, Zhao Wenyuan looked at the embarrassed Guo Yi withdrew his hand and smiled faintly.

"You're so funny." Guo Yi's face had already turned red, his heart was beating fast, and his brain couldn't be controlled by himself.Desire violently tore at the bottom line.

"Have you really never done it?" Zhao Wenyuan asked seriously.

"No."

"Think about it?"

"Yes. But I dare not."

"Never touched it?"

"No."

"Then you touch me. I can let you experience it."

"Huh? Hehehe."

Under Zhao Wenyuan's influence, Guo Yi's heart was beating wildly.It was only after a while that Zhao Wenyuan's calm state became more comfortable.Zhao Wenyuan looked into Guo Yi's eyes affectionately and warmly, and the two pairs of eyes slowly approached.When the lips of two people touched together, all restraint and bottom line were shattered at this moment.Souls are sublimated by each other.

No matter how exciting it was, limited to being in the car, the two of them only tasted the passion but not the carnival.Sexual behavior is not conservative in this circle.Later, when Xiang Ping asked Guo Yi how he felt after the kiss, he said a lot and couldn't describe the beauty.Xiang Ping asked again what is the difference from kissing his wife in the first place?He said it was exciting.Xiang Ping asked Zhao Wenyuan how he felt after the kiss. He said that he was not good at oral sex and had no experience.At that time, they had just started, and Xiang Ping had already predicted that the ending of the two of them would not be optimistic.I didn't expect it to come so soon.

After that meeting, nothing about Guo Yi could replace the satisfaction he got from chatting with Zhao Wenyuan.When Guo Yi couldn't find him, he would often tell Xiang Ping the happiness of falling in love with Zhao Wenyuan.He had already determined that it was true love that he had never had before, not just liking.And Xiang Ping already knew Zhao Wenyuan's attitude towards him.Zhao Wenyuan was very frank with Xiang Ping on this matter. Zhao Wenyuan gave many people a sincere feeling. He seemed to be unreserved when telling his own story, but he hid his true self.A person who is used to self-soothing is better at hiding himself.A person who is used to hiding himself will not easily let anyone see his complete self.Zhao Wenyuan expected Xiang Ping to help him comfort Guo Yi. He had already anticipated Guo Yi's end, and just wanted to make it easier for him to go through this wrong experience.

Zhifan: Are you there?

Xiang Ping was surfing the Internet almost every night, even if he was drunk, he still had to log on to QQ to check, maybe he was hoping that someone would miss him, and he was afraid of missing it.However, due to the fact that some people have a good impression of him, but he doesn't feel it, the last way is to become invisible.Xiang Ping doesn't want to chat with those who are not interested, and he never refuses people directly. He is worried that one day he will be lonely, and there will be no one to satisfy his vanity.Maintenance without vanity will make him lonelier.But after a long time, no one took the initiative to contact him anymore, but Xiang Ping just kept expecting that someone would take the initiative to care about him.

Balu: Is he not there?

Zhifan: Well, how do you know?

Balu: Guess.

Balu: How could you find me if he was here.

Zhifan: Hehe.I think about him all the time now.Do you think I fell in love with him?

Balu: Take it easy, you've gone too far, think about what you said before.Don't let him affect your normal life.

Zhifan: No way.I just miss him when I have nothing to do.

Balu: You are very similar to me back then, so I still want to advise you not to go too far.You get in the way of reality.

Zhifan: Everyone’s life and experiences are different, and we cannot be exactly the same.

Balu: Experiences are different, but the essence of emotion is similar.The first time you invest in it, you are more immersed in the fantasy of the other party. In fact, you and Ben don't know him well, so you think about everything about him.Any longer you go on it will affect your life.I'm just reminding you, I hope you put it down and be realistic.

Zhifan: I'm different from you. Actually, I know it. After all, I'm almost forty.

Balu: It has nothing to do with age. In terms of relationship, you are still in the bud in my eyes, and you have too little experience.spinster.

Zhifan: I admit that I have little experience.But I will not let myself live, let alone affect my life, and I will not lose my family because of him.

Balu: You don't know him well.

Zhifan: I think two people don't need to know too much when they are together, the most important thing is to feel good.

Balu: He has friends.

Zhifan: How do you know?

Balu: He told me everything, I still know a lot, but there is no need to tell you, just to let you not be too imaginative, for fear that you will go wrong if you continue.You expect too much from him and he can't satisfy you.

Zhifan: I didn't ask him anything.

Balu: That's because you haven't realized it yet.

Zhifan: Tell me about it.I want to know him.

Balu: If you have a feeling, ask yourself.

Zhifan: Actually, I know that he has friends, and many people in the group know that.But he didn't tell me, and I don't know how to ask.

Balu: You don't even dare to ask, what are you afraid of?

Balu: Afraid of losing.

Zhifan: Maybe?I don't know what to ask.In fact, if we are not together, I don't need to interfere in his life. Besides, we all have families and it is impossible to be together.I think the relationship like brothers is also very good, as long as they have each other, as long as they are happy.

Balu: If you don't know, you probably don't want him to have it.

Zhifan: I feel that he has been avoiding me recently and doesn't want to talk to me.

Zhifan: In fact, he is quite pitiful. He has undertaken a lot of things by himself, and he has to carry everything by himself.

Balu: Maybe you know only a small part.When you like someone, you will tolerate the bad things about the other person, even if the bad side gradually expands, you will back down your bottom line, because you are willing.

Balu: Money can't buy your willingness.

Zhifan: There is nothing to back down, I just hope he can be better.

Balu: I can't comfort you, nor can I persuade you.Do it yourself.Again, don't overdo it.You are not suitable, I am sleeping.

Balu: There are more.What would you think if I made love to him?

Zhifan: As long as he is willing, I don't care.

Balu: Sick.

Balu: But it is really possible for us to happen.

Zhifan: It’s still the same sentence, as long as he is willing.I do not mind.

Zhifan: Good night.

Balu: Hey!Pitiful.

When Xiang Ping and Zhao Wenyuan first met, they treated each other with sincerity and expressed their hearts to each other.After a long time, both of them feel that they seem to be able to be ordinary friends who can have sex.This kind of thinking sometimes feels embarrassing to Xiang Ping, because of Guo Yi.In the closed and narrow circle of friends, the desire for sex is reluctant to give up this possibility.Zhao Wenyuan knew that he and Xiang Ping had confessed all the messy behavior, and also knew that there would be no possibility of love between the two, so he would always say some ambiguous words driven by sexual desire.If these two people are conservative, their actual behavior cannot prove that they are conservative, but compared to some people in this circle, they are people who can control their desires.Although the gay circle is small and hidden, it is extremely easy for Xiang Ping and Zhao Wenyuan to be satisfied.So, how to use the word conservative?