That's it

Foreword: An ordinary day when Xiang Ping met Guo Yi, a 36-year-old who was in pain after first falling in love.Xiang Ping remembers the scene before meeting, and tells his mental journey as a comrade with disordered thinking.A process of finding freedom for a person who values ​​freedom more than life.In ordinary life, hypocrisy is used to cover up cowardice.It is a pity that the preface is negative and painful. It is the psychological and realistic state of the entire LGDP group as we know it, struggling, suffering, helpless, and numb.The initial simple Xiangping gradually deteriorated in this sub-healthy living environment.Main text: The process of knowing one's own sexual orientation, understanding gays and finally accepting one's own sexual orientation has taken many years and has been suffering. Some people have been stuck in the painful struggle for a longer time, and some have endured it all their lives.Everyone wants to be free, luckily I know how to set myself free.Everyone is afraid of being alone, so I have to overcome cowardice.Everyone wants to love and be loved, and so do I.So I want my family members who love me the most to understand this issue as correctly as I do.Those who don’t want to be hypocritical even loathe themselves, and those who are cowardly despise themselves.Coming out is lonely.Loneliness is not betrayed by the whole world, but betrayed by the whole world, but faith will resist loneliness.As a comrade, or alone, the life of widowhood and loneliness is not terrible, what is terrible is losing the most fundamental yearning of human nature.What we want in the end is happiness, and only we know how to be happy.The so-called responsibility is not a compromise of ideas and helplessness. Tolerance has infinite energy. Yes, it will be recognized sooner or later, because the world is full of love.I stripped myself naked, presented the ugliest side, and restored the truest essence of human nature.Understanding desire can be at ease with oneself.There is no reason to reject the truth, facing is the best way.This is the book I wrote for my family to come out of the closet.It is my real experience and contact with life, personal subjective understanding, and what I said does not represent the LGDP group.Keywords: Truth, Hypocrisy, Cowardice, Freedom, Xiangping