so what if you don't love me

The two looked at each other, silent for a long time, Baiming put down the coffee in his hand, put his hands on Xu Jiaoniang's shoulders, and looked at him tenderly, "What are you afraid of? Since the day we had sex, you It seems very disturbing, Liangliang, Ling Xiaoya is Ling Xiaoya, you are you, you are completely different from him, you don't have to worry that you will repeat his mistakes."

"I'm different from him." Xu Jiaoniang patted a hand on his shoulder with a stern expression, "You are very accommodating to me now, you will learn to cook for me, and you will serve me tea and water. He will give me all kinds of gifts to make me happy, he will carry me up the stairs because of my jokes, and even because of a little noise, I will kick you out of bed in a temper and won’t let you enter the room to sleep, and take the bed at the door Waiting for my forgiveness all night, Bai Ming, you may not have done these things for Ling Xiaoya, but I always feel that one day you will not be able to stand me. Working hard alone..."

"Time hasn't proved it yet, so how do you know that I don't want to." Bai Ming looked deeply at Xu Jiaoniang, speaking extremely seriously, as if he had made up his mind a long time ago, making people unconsciously want to choose believe.

Xu Jiaoniang quickly shook her head, escaped from the swamp that had almost fallen into Bai Ming's tenderness, and still refused to let it go, saying: "It's meaningless to say what you swear now, what about Ling Xiaoya?" Xu Jiaoniang stretched out He poked Bai Ming's chest mercilessly with his fingers, and said while poking, "What did he do wrong, why do you fire him, he is so serious about working here, just because of your unfounded guess, which has not even been confirmed , Just fire him without saying a word, you are a great boss, the boss can fire anyone at will, you are a villain who doesn't know what is right and what is wrong."

Bai Ming grabbed Xu Jiaoniang's finger, put it to his lips and kissed, "Is it my fault, I will apologize to him, if he is willing to come back, I will always welcome him here."

Xu Jiaoniang withdrew her hand, and let out a yell, "Everyone is kicked out by you and you still want them to come back, you have a good idea, Baiming, if you fall in love with others again in the future, will you repeat the trick again? I was also fired. Let me tell you, there is no way to fire me. If I want to leave, I will go upright. By the way, I will not let you go if the breakup fee is hundreds of millions. You better have Mentally prepare for a hemorrhage."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Bai Ming stepped forward to hug Xu Jiaoniang, and whispered in his ear: "I don't know what will happen in the future, but now I only have you in my heart, I know, you have never been in love , You started talking with a man as soon as you talked, you are under pressure, thinking that after you get deeper and deeper, your family will disagree, you are very disturbed, you are worried that you will lose, but, Liangliang, you are now even secular. You are not afraid to choose to be with me, and the subsequent difficulties are nothing. Ling Xiaoya is different from you, because I have made it clear from the very beginning when I approached him. The relationship that can be terminated, I didn't let go of any feelings on him, and I didn't expect that it was a paper relationship, he would like me in the end, I didn't ask what happened, I didn't ask the reason, it was my fault to fire him, then At that time, I was just angry that you were being bullied and wanted to stand up for you, can you understand it?"

No one can resist the tenderness of his lover, Xu Jiaoniang is no exception, her restless and sinking heart became alive again because of Bai Ming's words, he knew that he was very selfish, he sympathized with Ling Xiaoya, but At the same time, he hopes that he is the only one in Bai Ming's heart, and the sense of stability that the lover's thoughts are all concentrated on himself will make him happy.

Xu Jiaoniang hugged Bai Ming back, buried her head on Bai Ming's chest, he could clearly hear Bai Ming's heart beating for him, and the heat from Bai Ming's body that was enough to warm his heart, he thought, he is Really fell in love with this guy.

He longed to have a deeper contact with Bai Ming, thinking this way, Xu Jiaoniang came out of Bai Ming's arms, raised her head and hooked Bai Ming's neck, and kissed Bai Ming, and Bai Ming seemed to be responding to his expectation, deepening kissed.

The scorching atmosphere became more and more intense, and the bodies that the two of them wanted to stick together also changed, and their lips and teeth were close to each other, and the two walked towards the inner room of the office at the same pace.

Bai Ming locked the door with his backhand, walked to the bed, and Xu Jiaoniang fell on the bed one after another, the panting became more and more intense, and there was a kissing sound from the place where the lips merged.Bai Ming left Xu Jiaoniang's panting red lips, all the way down her neck, the two fell into a world where there was only each other.

Afterwards, after some cleaning, in the cold winter, Xu Jiaoniang, who had been tossed and tossed by Bai Ming several times, lay in bed and fell asleep from exhaustion. Bai Ming sat on the bed, looking at the sleepy eyes that were sleeping soundly. , the corners of his lips slightly raised, picked up a cigarette on the table and lit it, took a deep breath, and gently exhaled a puff of white smoke.

In his life, Xu Jiaoniang was a very special existence, very arrogant, very stubborn, and often bossed him around, and the principle that only others served him was completely reversed when Xu Jiaoniang came to him, but such a tough person Xu Jiaoniang is sometimes very weak. When she was in trouble with him, she would cry so pitifully because she couldn't bear his tough aggression, and now she was worried about their future relationship, making him feel anxious. I can't help but want to give him more protection and give him the sense of security he wants.

But after only two months, he found that he didn't want to leave this young man anymore. If possible, he hoped to be together forever. At least, that's what he thinks now, and that young man seems to think the same way, Thinking of this, Bai Ming twisted off the cigarette butt, and then lay down on the bed, hugging this young man who was dreaming and muttering something in his mouth, put aside his work, and just loved beauties A fatuous king who doesn't love government.

The end of the new year is approaching, and the weather is getting colder and colder. Soon it will be a week before the annual holiday. Xu Jiaoniang called Father Xu very early and told her the approximate return date, which made Father Xu very happy. Well, I told many words to be careful of pickpockets on the way home, and not to starve and freeze, which made Xu Jiaoniang speechless and heart-warming.

Li Yan's school was on vacation very early, instead of going home, he found a part-time job and kept working.Xu Jiaoniang did not move to Baiming's house, but continued to live with Li Yan, and the way they got along remained unchanged, even though Xu Jiaoniang had already informed Li Yan of his and Baiming's situation.

When Li Yan heard Xu Jiaoniang's confession, he just asked calmly, "Xu Jiaoniang, are you sure, you won't regret it?"

Xu Jiaoniang said without hesitation, "I won't let myself regret it."

It's not that you won't regret it, but that you won't make yourself regret it. Li Yan heard the implication of the words. For the first time, he took the initiative to walk to Xu Jiaoniang's side and patted him on the shoulder, saying, "It doesn't matter if you regret it. It will always be your good friend and your strong backing at any time, so if you really like it, try it bravely.”

When Xu Jiaoniang heard the words, she hugged Li Yan and cried for the first time in front of Li Yan. While crying, she patted Li Yan's back and said she was a good brother, almost coughing up Li Yan's lungs just give up.

One day, when I got home from work, Xu Jiaoniang was packing things in the room. Li Yan leaned at the door and watched him take the new clothes he bought for his father and stuff them into the luggage bag that had no room. , couldn't help but said: "Xu Jiaoniang, you've been stuffing it for a few minutes, if you can't get it in, don't stuff it, hurry up and cook, you're starving to death."

"I won't be able to stuff it in. It's just these two things that are missing. Whatever you say, you have to stuff it in." Xu Jiaoniang was still fighting for this arduous task on her own. However, after a few minutes, she had been devastated and swollen. Under Xu Jiaoniang's horrified eyes, the overwhelmed luggage bag burst open with a huge slit.

Li Yan couldn't help laughing out loud.Xu Jiaoniang punched the luggage bag with a dark face, and cursed: "You worthless guy, you died before you finished your mission, but I have only used you for a few years, thanks to me, I have been doing it well." Keep you." After speaking, he glared at Li Yan, walked out of the door, and went to cook.

Seeing his angry face, Li Yan smiled and followed Xu Jiaoniang to the kitchen.Tonight, the two were going to have a hot pot. Li Yan helped wash the vegetables in the vegetable sink, and said, "Why don't you go buy a bag tonight, and I also want to buy something by the way."

Xu Jiaoniang was seasoning the soup base, when she heard what Li Yan said, she immediately agreed, "No problem, I'll go by bike, go early and return early."

Li Yan said good, the two prepared the ingredients together, moved out of the living room and put them on the coffee table, boiled the soup base, sat directly on the fluffy blanket he bought before, ate the hot pot in full swing, and cleared away the tableware , Put on your clothes, tie your scarf and go out by bike.

It’s almost Chinese New Year, even in the cold winter, the number of pedestrians on the street has not decreased but increased, coming and going, very lively, major stores have launched promotional activities, many pedestrians are carrying big bags and small bags laughing and laughing, let People can feel the strong flavor of the year from it.

Xu Jiaoniang and Li Yan locked the car and went straight to a shop selling bags. When they entered the shop, the boss was doing a discount. Xu Jiaoniang chose a suitcase with a blue and white check for a long time. Ask the price of 100 yuan.

Of course, it was impossible for Xu Jiaoniang not to negotiate the price, so she immediately said: "Boss, give me a discount, don't you mean a discount, the discount is still so expensive."

The boss is a middle-aged man in his 40s, wearing a thick blue down jacket and a knitted hat. When he heard that it was a bargain, he waved his hands again and again, "Boy, it's already very cheap. I'm here for a discount. Buy two [-]% off, how about this, if you buy two, I'll count you one hundred and seventeen."

The corners of Xu Jiaoniang's mouth twitched, "Boss, you treat me as a primary school graduate, and the [-]% off is [-], [-], it's obviously taking advantage of me, as if you're taking advantage of me." , since you intend to give me a cheap price, why don’t you just sell it for eighty dollars?”

"No, no, no," the boss shook his head repeatedly, "It's already very cheap, you can go to another store to see, the same quality, the same style, I guarantee you can't buy it at my price, how about it, you buy two, I'll count you one Bai Wu, don’t you still have a friend, if you want to buy it, why not buy it together.”

Xu Jiaoniang looked at Li Yan and asked, "Do you want to buy it?"

Li Yan hesitated for two seconds and said, "I happen to be short of one too, so buy it, you pay first, and I'll give you the money when I go back."

Xu Jiaoniang cheerfully said hello, took out her wallet to pay, left the shop, and Li Yan dragged a suitcase and walked down the street.

"Li Yan, when are you going back?" Xu Jiaoniang asked as she walked.

Li Yan was silent for a moment and replied, "Go back on the same day as you."

"That's a good relationship, and we can go to the station for a ride together."

Li Yan smiled noncommittally, the two found the car, Xu Jiaoniang was driving, and Li Yan was carrying a box in the back, heading home