There's always someone trying to beat me

When Li Rongguang woke up from his sleep, it was already the next morning.

Sunlight poured in through the slightly open window, and Li Rongguang could see the dust flying in the air, but what attracted Li Rongguang's attention the most and even made him cry was the woman sitting by the window mending clothes, who seemed to feel Li Rongguang's love. Watching, the woman raised her head and gave Li Rongguang a doting smile, and then said softly: "Yesterday you suddenly passed out and really scared my mother. I couldn't help but come to your room early this morning to have a look. I saw you sleeping soundly. I thought you haven't slept so well for a long time, so I didn't call you. Guang'er, take a good rest today and study tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, the woman brought another bowl of rice porridge to Li Rongguang, and said softly, "Guang'er, you just woke up, eat something to fill your belly."

Li Rongguang didn't answer the conversation, nor did he accept the porcelain bowl from the woman. He just stared blankly at the woman for a while. It looks like this.

but……

What should a woman look like if she doesn't look like this?

A face with hideous scars flashed in front of Li Rongguang like lightning, and Li Rongguang instantly remembered that he was still on the way of asking his heart, this should be the first illusion he experienced.Thinking of this, Li Rongguang looked at the gentle and beautiful woman in front of him with a complicated expression, and she was still concerned about asking himself what was wrong.

Li Rongguang smiled wryly. It turned out that he had imagined in his heart what his family would look like if his mother hadn't been disfigured.Want to ask Xinlu to spy on the weakness of his heart and evolve this illusion?

However, Li Rongguang has a firm heart. He knows very well that a broken mirror cannot be reunited, and it will be difficult to get it back if it is covered with water.

No matter how gentle and beautiful the woman in front of him is, she is not the scarred face in Li Rongguang's heart, sometimes confused, sometimes sober, who takes good care of him.

Li Rongguang pointed his fingertips at the woman, and the gentle woman turned into a spot of light and disappeared.

Looking at the green and white jade steps that reappeared in front of him, Li Rongguang sighed, took another step forward along the jade steps, and fell into confusion again in an instant.

In the illusion, Li Rongguang has been a powerful minister who has power over the world, and even the emperor is afraid of three points; a general who has conquered the world and made great achievements; A hero who is admired by everyone and admired by thousands of people; a monk who has turned his hands into clouds, covered his hands into rain, and is omnipotent...

However, Li Rongguang is very clear that these are illusions, they are false and do not exist, they are just used by him to sharpen his Dao Xin in order to break through the bottleneck of the ever-changing fourth layer.

What's more, these illusions were not even as good as the first illusion, which made Li Rongguang reluctant to part with him, so Li Rongguang quickly broke through these illusions and reached the last stage of the road of asking the mind.When he got here, Li Rongguang realized that he had had so many extravagant hopes.If he hadn't met Yu Lian, perhaps his life would have been like in a fantasy.But how fortunate, he met Yu Lian and changed his life, so those illusions can only be illusions, and it can only make Li Rongguang more aware of the path he insists on, so that he will not make mistakes.

Thinking of Yu Lian, the corners of Li Rongguang's lips curled up slightly, and he stepped on the last jade step of the road of asking the heart.

The picture suddenly changed, and Li Rongguang woke up from the coma again. He met a pair of concerned eyes and that flawless face. Li Rongguang subconsciously wanted to say: "Shao..."

It should have been blurted out, but Li Rongguang found that he couldn't call out, what should he call the person in front of him?

"Are you awake? Do you want to eat? Is there any discomfort?" Seeing Li Rongguang waking up, Yu Lian helped Li Rongguang to sit up. Afraid that he would be uncomfortable sitting, she put a pillow for him.

Li Rongguang stared blankly at the worried person in front of him. His face was flawless, his skin was as white as jade, as if he had been finely crafted by the heavens, and his beauty was a little suffocating.At least Li Rongguang felt that he was about to lose his breath. He felt a little dizzy, and his heart was beating suddenly, as if it was about to jump out of his chest.

After being dazed for a long time, Li Rongguang finally remembered that the person in front of him was his beloved lover. Both of them were born in aristocratic families, but somehow they saw each other right and wanted to be together. They opposed it with all their strength. After their struggle was ineffective, they dropped everything and eloped to this small town in the south. Now they have been living together incognito for ten years.

Is it really?

Li Rongguang always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell.In the end, under the gaze of those phoenix eyes that were shining with water and shining with brilliance, she was a little ashamed of herself and felt that she was not good enough for him.He is like the bright moon in the sky, but he is the mud on the ground.In the end, thousands of complicated emotions turned into a whisper, "Alian, I'm fine."

"It's fine."

Yu Lian took off her shoes and sat next to Li Rongguang.

The rich sweet fragrance came from beside him, Li Rongguang frowned, the smell should not be so strong, but before Li Rongguang thought about it, that face that made people blush and heartbeat appeared in front of Li Rongguang, the two of them Face to face, close enough to feel each other's breath.Li Rongguang looked at Yu Lian, who had gentle eyebrows and smiling lips, and was in a daze again.

Suddenly a cold hand touched Li Rongguang's face, Li Rongguang woke up with a jolt, and heard Yu Lian smile and say: "Rongguang, what's the matter? Are you unhappy? En?"

The deliberately lowered ending sound, the inexplicable charm and provocation, and the eyebrows and eyes of the person in front of him are all charming, but Li Rongguang pushed Yu Lian away, his face turned cold, and he said lightly: "Even if you look like you, you will still look like me." It's not him, it's disgusting to put on a show."

As soon as the words fell, Li Rongguang didn't want to see this person who looked exactly the same as Yu Lian, but couldn't match Yu Lian by a ten-thousandth, so he made a point of ignoring the person in front of him, and made a similar appearance with the original woman. Similarly, the person in front of him also turned into a spot of light and disappeared in front of Li Rongguang's eyes.

Thinking of the illusion just now, Li Rongguang felt a little lost. It turned out that deep down in his heart, he had such unspeakable thoughts for Yu Lian.

Li Rongguang didn't move when he saw the wide bluestone square appearing in front of him because of asking his mind.

Logically speaking, if he has such thoughts about Yu Lian, the best choice should be to forget. After all, he is only a slightly qualified monk, and Yu Lian's background and lineage, to Li Rongguang, are like a relationship between two people. Draw a chasm between them.

but……

Li Rongguang smiled slightly. Giving up is not his style. In order to get Yu Lian, he is willing to plan slowly. If not in ten years, it will be a hundred years. If not in a hundred years, it will be a thousand years, ten thousand years... until his goal is achieved.