Baishou loses Shaohua

Ji Yinghan looked at Yu Chenglie's back, he stood upright, his figure was tall and straight, his shoulders and back were always wider than him, in the past he could always wrap him in his arms easily, and he always It is greedy for the warmth and stability.

Now, his back view made him feel—terrible.

"What did you promise him?" Ji Yinghan really wanted to know what Qin Xun had exchanged for himself.

"I promised to help him develop the Tsingyi School, that was his father's last wish." Yu Chenglie turned to look at Ji Yinghan and said, "If it wasn't for that, he might not be willing to betray you."

Ji Yinghan smiled contemptuously, noncommittal.He secretly wondered whether Yu Chenglie's last sentence was explaining for Qin Xun, or comforting himself.He felt that it was ironic that Qin Xun bypassed himself, the ready-made martial arts leader, and went to find Yu Chenglie.

"It was I who told Ah Xun that you took the position of the leader of the martial arts just for revenge, and it is of no benefit to him. And it is of no benefit to you that the world is in chaos."

Ji Yinghan still didn't reply, with a cold smile on his face, which looked awkward in Yu Chenglie's eyes.

"You blame me." Yu Chenglie frowned slightly.

"I shouldn't blame you." Ji Yinghan said coldly, "You and I have different positions." It seems that the two of them have always been in conflict. At first it was for Yun Xin and Ye Nanqing, but now it is for the country's enemies hatred.Ji Yinghan really can't think of a reason why he can blame Yu Chenglie, he has no reason to blame him, and he has no right to blame him, but he still can't help but blame him in his heart.

What's more, since he has reached such a point, why should he care whether he blames him or not.

Thinking of this, Ji Yinghan's heart was filled with depression, and he uttered the real thoughts in his mind out of nowhere: "I just... have always believed in you."

This is probably the reason.

Because she believed in him, she told him all the secrets of her life after the martial arts competition.

Because he believed in him, he didn't hate him after knowing his identity.

Because I believed in him, I tried my best to save him on the cliff.

He habitually believed in him, even though he knew that he and he were on opposing sides, he still stubbornly thought that...he would not count him.But he ignored the most important one, he is not Xuanlie but Yu Chenglie, the person he wants to kill is his father.

His belief is so ridiculous.

"But Yinghan, what did you do based on your belief in me?" Yu Chenglie walked over a few steps, the second time Ji Yinghan saw such a cold gaze from Yu Chenglie's eyes, the first time was in Linzhou When he questioned his identity, "You trust me, so you gathered martial arts people to disrupt the order in Li'an and took the opportunity to sneak into the palace and assassinate my father? Do you think I will be indifferent?"

Ji Yinghan didn't answer, Yu Chenglie's questioning was not wrong.

Yu Chenglie looked at Ji Yinghan with calm and honest eyes, without the slightest guilt: "In this case, why can't I take advantage of your trust in me?"

Ji Yinghan was taken aback for a moment, Yu Chenglie in front of him was very strange to him.Such a deep scheming, such an exquisite calculation, it seems that he has never really known him.

He came back to his senses, leaned against the wall and mocked coldly: "Taught."

From the day when Bai Chuling was robbed, this was a game of inviting the king into the urn. The rescue that day was just a scene played by Yu Chenglie and Qin Xun. It was ridiculous that he really told him in the carriage because of Yu Chenglie Those words moved my heart.The belief he said that day is now like a loud slap in the face, and he has no room to fight back.

"Yinghan, I am not the one who put the two of us into such a situation. As I said, it is not the past that determines our fate and our position, but our choice. It is you who unswervingly chose revenge, and it is you who chose revenge." Such a situation."

"You knew my choice from the moment you knew my identity." Ji Yinghan raised his head, the sharpness in his eyes was like a knife's edge.

Yu Chenglie looked deeply at Ji Yinghan, feeling disheartened for a while, and after a while, he sighed and said, "I thought... I could change you."

Ji Yinghan suppressed the sharpness in his eyes and turned his head to look at the prison door in front of him. It was a whole piece of thick iron plate, with only a small window a few inches square, and some light from the candles in the aisle outside slightly let in. People can't tell whether it's night or day.

"You shouldn't think so." His voice was calm, cold, and... heartbreaking.

The conversation stalled.

Ji Yinghan leaned against the damp wall because of the lack of sunlight all day long, with his hands on his bent knees, silent.

Such an atmosphere made Yu Chenglie breathless. He watched Ji Yinghan almost disappearing into the darkness in black clothes and pants. A deep sense of powerlessness made him exhausted.He used to think that he had completely obtained this person, but in the end he realized that he had never really been able to get close to him.In his heart, revenge is always ahead of himself, and there has always been an abyss called hatred between him and him, which cannot be crossed.

"Yinghan...do you still love me?"

Yu Chenglie believes that Ji Yinghan loved him.Those early mornings when they woke up in his arms and looked at each other with a smile, those dusks when they cuddled each other under the rosy clouds;But those were all once, he once loved him, he believed.

But... now?

Ji Yinghan frowned slightly, thought for a long time, and finally shook his head: "I don't know."

At this moment, why are you still obsessed with this problem?

What he loves is Xuanlie, but he is Yu Chenglie. Xuanlie is his lover, but Yu Chenglie is his enemy.He used to think he could tell the difference, but now it seems that he can't tell the difference.This ambiguity made him very painful. He narrowed his eyes slightly and tried his best not to shake his voice: "You and I are always at odds. You shouldn't let me go again and again, and you shouldn't let me go again and again. Save me, let me feel that no matter what happens, you will still stand by my side. You should...be unsympathetic to me earlier. "

"I can't do it..." Yu Chenglie shook his head, "I can't completely let go of my feelings for you, and I can't ignore everything rationally and unfeelingly."

Yu Chenglie looked at Ji Yinghan and sighed, "I'm not you."

Ji Yinghan's instantly pale face made Yu Chenglie a little distressed, but what Ji Yinghan said just now really touched his sore spot.He could bear Ji Yinghan resenting him and hating him, but he couldn't accept Ji Yinghan making him feel heartless.If he could really do it, he could have captured him and handed him over to his father when he knew his identity from the very beginning, so why did he have to spend so much trouble, he has been dealing with his father for him until today.

He tried his best for him, but he made him feel unfeeling earlier.

"Yinghan, you want me to be ruthless, but what about you? Can you do it?" Yu Chenglie stepped forward and held Ji Yinghan's face so that he could look directly at him, asking very sincerely, "If you can do it , Why did you save me on the edge of the cliff that day?"

Yu Chenglie's suddenly enlarged face was reflected in Ji Yinghan's eyes very clearly, and Yu Chenglie's serious eyes seemed to be able to penetrate Ji Yinghan's soul.

Ji Yinghan seemed to have been stung by a ferocious wasp, he hastily turned his head away and closed his eyes, and opened them again with the same clarity: "Don't mention that day anymore, it will only make me feel ridiculous. "

Everything that happened that day would only make him extremely annoyed and guilty. At this time, Chu Weiqing didn't know where he was being held, and Mo Wei and other people in Weimen didn't know if they were also ambushed.This time it was indeed because of his mistake that led to all this. Now that the leader of the alliance is in the hands of Qin Xun, he and Chu Weiqing are in deep prison. The future is still unknown.

Ji Yinghan thought to himself, if his uncle made any mistakes, he would never be able to forgive himself.

Indebtedness and guilt can really make a person's life worse than death.

He got out of bed, the sound of the iron chain falling to the ground echoed in the empty cell, heavy and lonely.

"I fell into your hands. It's my fault. I'm up to you. I just hope you can let uncle go. I'm the only one who survived the royal family of Huai Zhou. Without my uncle, I can't pose a threat to Beining on my own." Whether you call me despicable or at the end of my life, you are indeed the only person I can turn to now."

Ji Yinghan looked at Yu Chenglie with unwavering eyes, and his cold face was like the frost before the autumn dawn. He knelt down on his knees and kowtowed deeply towards Yu Chenglie, "Your Highness, please look at it." The sinners... are grateful for letting go of the old love on the Internet."

There was a "hum" in Yu Chenglie's head, and he staggered back a step, watching Ji Yinghan crouching in front of him with the most humble posture, he didn't speak for a while.With Ji Yinghan's status, he can probably count the number of people who have kneeled in this life, and he has such a great honor.

He underestimated Ji Yinghan, he was indeed ruthless.

After a while, Yu Chenglie walked up to Ji Yinghan and knelt down, he pulled Ji Yinghan's arm, Ji Yinghan followed his movements and straightened up to look up at him with clear and ruthless eyes.

"I know that your father has ruined everything about you. It is only natural for you to kill him to take revenge. But he is my father and my king. As a son and minister of a man, he must be filial and loyal." Then he smiled faintly. The gentleness in his heart made Ji Yinghan feel dazed for a moment, "But I also don't want to be ruthless to you."

He reached into his arms, took out the scabbard dagger that Ji Yinghan never left his body, and put it in his palm. He held Ji Yinghan's hand and pressed the sharp point of the knife against his chest.

"I don't know if you are willing to pay your father's debt."

Ji Yinghan felt his heart tremble violently, and the pain that tore his heart and lungs forced his pupils to dilate.He fixed his eyes on the dagger stiffly, and it was exactly at the position of Yu Chenglie's heart.He suddenly remembered that in countless mornings, he woke up to the sound of the beating heart, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the soft morning light and a familiar face. Those were the most beautiful days in his life.

Yu Chenglie looked at Ji Yinghan's face with nostalgia, his eyes seemed to penetrate all the years since we met each other: "I hope you can let the hatred of the previous generation end with me, and live the rest of your life for yourself, don't stop Do something dangerous. Because I... can't protect you anymore."

Yu Chenglie's low voice brushed past Ji Yinghan's ears, and then passed into his ears softly but clearly.Ji Yinghan found out sadly that after a moment of shock, the worst thing in his heart was doubt.Shi Yu Chenglie's sincere expression and burning eyes flashed in his mind that day in the car.

At that time, was it true or false?

Today and today, is it true or false?

He complained in his heart about his cold nature, but he could no longer convince himself to trust Yu Chenglie again.

He didn't know if this was another scene directed and acted by Yu Chenglie.He didn't know if there was another trap and another conspiracy behind Yu Chenglie's nostalgic eyes.He suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted.

Fear and conflict eventually overcome everything, and it is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

"I don't know...whether I should trust you again. I don't know...which sentence of yours is true and which one is false." Ji Yinghan shook his head lightly, his eyes a little blank, "I don't know I don't know..."

In the end, Ji Yinghan broke free his hand and the dagger from Yu Chenglie's grasp, stood up and said to him, "I can't do it, you won."

Yu Chenglie felt as if a heavy weight was pressing on his head, he slowly raised his head, and he saw Ji Yinghan looking at him with eyes full of suspicion and defense.He felt that a place in his heart collapsed the moment he met Ji Yinghan's eyes. He didn't know how to describe that feeling. The only thing he knew was that he had lost something very important.

This tit-for-tat confrontation ended with Yu Chenglie fleeing in despair.