Baishou loses Shaohua

Xuan Lie was stunned for a moment, with mixed emotions in his heart, he ran up a few steps and put his arm around Ji Yinghan's shoulder, while the other hand tightened the rein.The horse neighed in pain and raised its front hooves high.Ji Yinghan wanted to jump off the horse, but Xuanlie's fingers were like cast iron, making him unable to move at all.

Ji Yinghan fell from his horse and fell to the ground with a muffled grunt.

"Speak clearly." Xuan Lie pressed Ji Yinghan's shoulder, feeling a sharp pain in his heart.

Ji Yinghan turned his head sullenly and refused to look directly into Xuanlie's eyes. At this moment, Xuanlie was like an enraged lion, his angry eyes were aggressive, and he did not have the gentleness of a gentleman like jade at all. wind.

"Are you treating me like a fool?" Xuan Lie's voice was trembling, and Ji Yinghan's words were like a dagger, piercing deeply into his heart.

That night in Qianyu Tower, he was dressed in white and sang a mourning song, which he will never forget.He has been approaching him very patiently and cautiously, afraid of being abrupt or disturbing him.The involuntary embrace that night on the boat, he thought he had finally opened a crack in his closed heart.The night that Gushui Town drank pear blossom wine together, that kiss made him ecstatic that he finally got his wish and took the place in his heart.Just when he thought he was getting closer and closer to him, Ji Yinghan pushed him away so indifferently.

How can he accept this?

He can't accept it, and he won't accept it. He has to ask for an explanation.

"Do you know how worried and scared I was on the way back to chase you just now? Do you know how I felt when I saw the two corpses over there and the blood on the ground? Do you know?" Xuan Lie was angered and sad His eyes were dyed red, "How can you be so cruel?"

"Xuan Lie, don't come near me anymore." Ji Yinghan said, he was struggling to push Xuan Lie away, but the fight just now had consumed a lot of energy, and he couldn't get rid of Xuan Lie's restraint for a while.

"I can't do it..." Xuanlie smiled bitterly.

Ji Yinghan frowned, Xuanlie's stubbornness made him feel deeply powerless, he looked at Xuanlie's red eyes filled with anger and hurt, he sighed.

"Xuan Lie, I can't give you what you want." Ji Yinghan was very calm, and it made Xuan Lie's back feel cold.

"How do you know you can't give it?" Xuan Lie made his voice sound as stable as possible.

"Because I don't have what you want." Ji Yinghan's voice didn't fluctuate, his eyes were clear and cold, "Of course I can't give you what I don't have."

Xuan Lie froze for a moment, the pain in his heart spread to his limbs, because of his indifferent words, and even more because of the pain that flashed in his eyes.

He said he couldn't give it because he didn't have one.

And what Xuan Lie wanted was Ji Yinghan's sincerity.

What is it that made Ji Yinghan say such a thing? Is it really just his wishful thinking?Then why was the pain in his eyes so intense just now?Those who hunted him down, that mournful song, that drop of tears when we first met.Xuan Lie felt that behind all this was the real Ji Yinghan.And what he is facing now is just a shell.Xuan Lie felt frustrated, he had never really understood Ji Yinghan, nor had he really approached Ji Yinghan.

The acquaintance has only been a mere three months, perhaps, he is really too impatient.

Xuan Lie pulled Ji Yinghan up from the ground, and pressed him into his arms regardless.

"Do you know how much I feel sorry for you?" Xuan Lie tightly wrapped his arms around Ji Yinghan's back, resting his chin on his shoulder, smelling his body every time he inhaled.

Ji Yinghan's body froze, and even his heart trembled.

"Xuan Lie..." He stretched out his hand to push him away, the word "distressed" made him strange and resisted.

"Don't push me away." Xuanlie only hugged him tighter, and he said eagerly in his ear, "I don't want what you can't give, I just give it, I just hope you can give me a chance to let me I give you everything I have."

"You just keep it, you don't need to return the gift." Xuan Lie let go of Ji Yinghan slightly, he looked into Ji Yinghan's eyes, and said in a gentle and sincere tone, "Yinghan, don't take all this as a burden, others treat you well Not a burden."

Those city defenses that had been shaken for days finally collapsed at this moment.

"Why do you..." Ji Yinghan frowned, this was a feeling he had never had before, as if a wind had blown away the dust in front of his eyes, revealing a face as warm as jade, this face His gentle smile made him feel warm and full in his heart.

Probably because he was used to the cold, such warmth made him feel uncomfortable.

"Because you are worth it." Xuan Lie said.

Ji Yinghan had nothing to say.

Xuanlie and Ji Yinghan found the inn where they were staying according to the marks Ye Nanqing and Yun Xin left along the way.

"The two of us share a room tonight." Yun Xin stepped forward to pull Ji Yinghan over, and ordered Xiaoer to bring the tub and hot water into the room.

"Who is so difficult?" Ye Nanqing asked Xuan Lie. Seeing that the two of them were in a mess, they must have gone through a fierce battle.

Xuan Lie couldn't tell Ye Nanqing that the two of them were covered in dust because they rolled off the horse, so they could only perfunctorily say, "I don't know."

Yun Xin pulled Ji Yinghan into the room with a sullen face: "What are you doing? Do you know how dangerous this is!"

"I'm fine." Ji Yinghan said.

"Is it okay? This is because I noticed it in time. If Xuan Lie hadn't rushed over immediately, do you think you can still stand here?" Yun Xin frowned, his face unprecedentedly serious.

"He didn't make a move." Ji Yinghan explained, "It's just some little guys."

"Not that person?" Yun Xin was puzzled.

"It was followed, but when I returned, he wasn't there." That's why I was able to retreat so quickly, Ji Yinghan didn't say this, and he couldn't say it.

"You were injured by the arrow he shot last time, but you must not take any more risks." Yun Xin breathed a sigh of relief, "Maybe I can't help you, but self-protection is always okay. Besides, Xuan Lie's martial arts is strong, It would be safer to have him around."

"I don't want you to be involved."

Yun Xin glanced at Ji Yinghan: "Do you think you can escape now? Leaving aside the two of them, you and I have been grasshoppers on the same rope since the very beginning, whether we are involved or not, it's not too late now Yet?"

Ji Yinghan looked at Yun Xin with shame on his face: "Yun Xin, as long as you want, none of this has anything to do with you."

"It's irrelevant? How could it be irrelevant?" Yun worked hard, and he asked Ji Yinghan, "41 lives, brothers who are connected by blood, can they be irrelevant?"

The hatred in Yun Xin's eyes magnified infinitely in front of Ji Yinghan's eyes, making Ji Yinghan feel guilty and sad.He owed Yun Qie his life and the blood of Yun Xin I.Yun Xin seldom mentioned Yun Qi, and after hearing Yun Qi's words, he treated Ji Yinghan as his elder brother.So Ji Yinghan tried his best to play a qualified elder brother, but no matter how hard Ji Yinghan tried, he still couldn't replace Yun Qie's position in Yun Xin's heart.

Even though Yun Xin never said it, he thought, he still blamed him.

"Yunqi, tell me to take good care of you." Ji Yinghan said, his tone subconsciously soft.

"That's what you promised, and it has nothing to do with me." Yun Xin turned his head stubbornly, suddenly he was still the young master who refused to say hello to Ji Yinghan more than ten years ago, but the smile on his face became more and more forced.Recalling the past, in fact, no one will feel better.

"Then what do you want from me?" Ji Yinghan asked.

The viburnum outside the window is as white as jade, one by one, cluster by cluster, blooming quietly in the night.

It's been a long time.

Yun Xin turned his head to stare at Ji Yinghan, and the words he said directly poked Ji Yinghan's chest, "It is impossible for Yunqie to come back to life, at least... I hope it was worth it for him to change your life back then."

Ji Yinghan looked at Yun Xin's face, if Yun was alive, he should look like this.

Yun Xin turned around and walked to the bed, picked up the guqin beside the bed with both hands and put it lightly on the table.

"It's better to keep something so important in person."