[Three Kingdoms] I am the queen of the Great Wei Dynasty

But she knew better that his time was numbered.

If she wasn't a modern person, maybe she wouldn't have to endure so many unspeakable regrets and pains, but the history books recorded his lifespan in detail, forcing her to face up to this established fact.

She was afraid that this time would be a farewell to him.

Walking all the way to the gate of Luoyang Palace, the guards saw a strange woman wearing a white gauze, accompanied by a middle-aged farmer dressed in plain clothes, and immediately stopped her with a halberd: "Go, go, who are you waiting for, how dare you do it like this?" Breaking into the palace?"

"I'm a medical officer, and I'm here to treat King Wei." Bian Sheng lifted up the white gauze, revealing his face, and found an excuse.

The guard didn't recognize her, so he looked at her suspiciously and asked repeatedly: "Medical officer?"

"Yes."

"But why have I never seen you before?"

Just as the guard was about to speak out to repel him, he suddenly saw the woman in front of her holding up her token, and said solemnly: "This is the personal order of King Wei. If you see this order, if you see King Wei, you must not stop it at any pass."

"Prince Wei's personal order?" He couldn't help widening his eyes, although he had never seen this so-called blessing token, but it was hard to judge whether it was true or not, so he didn't dare to hinder this strange woman anymore.

"Just wait a moment, and I will report to the King of Wei."

He took the token in her hand, held it and hurried to the main hall, knelt down on his knees and prostrated himself on the ground, tremblingly said: "To the king of Wei, a woman begged to see you just now, saying that she was a medical officer who came to treat you. And gave the little one this token."

Just as the guard was about to present the edict, he held it above his head and timidly waited for King Wei's response.

Seeing the hall responding for a long time, the guard raised his head tremblingly, only to find that he had disappeared.

Outside the door, Bian Sheng was waiting for the guard to come back to give him an answer. He saw the neat patterns of round bricks on the ground, like hibiscus in September, beautiful and complicated in shape.

She just squatted down to check, when she suddenly heard a call not far away:

"You came."

Her body shook for a moment, and she was a little dazed at first, but then she recovered and stood up slowly.

In his eyes, Cao Cao was standing there. After seeing her, his dim eyes regained their bright expression.

Just like the stars on the other side, they are still shining in the night.

She finally saw this pair of familiar eyes again, which gradually matched her memory, turning into hot tears that flowed down her cheeks uncontrollably.He wanted to speak, but he opened his mouth but was forced back by tears, his throat was blocked like a ball of cotton.

"Gu has been waiting for you for ten years." He said, "Gu is really afraid that I will never see you again."

He reached out to wipe her tears, looked at Bian Sheng with almost nostalgia, squeezed her hand tightly, and smiled slowly: "Fortunately, Gu finally has time to see you."

Her lips were trembling all the time, she forced a few deep breaths, and called out to him with sobs: "Ah Man..."

"Gu told them that the lonely queen was intoxicated and practiced Taoism to isolate herself from the world, so you have never shown up in the past ten years."

"Queen?" She was a little puzzled.

"A Sheng, you are the Queen of Great Wei now." He sighed, "Unfortunately, I can't see you wearing a phoenix crown anymore. I really want to take a good look."

Countless unspeakable emotions suddenly surged in Bian Sheng's heart, and he couldn't distinguish clearly for a while, so he just turned into a deep whisper: "Ah... I don't know how to tell you, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to afford this phoenix crown, I'm afraid I failed your kindness."

"You can afford it," he stopped her from continuing, repeating, "and only you, Bian Sheng, can afford it. Gu's queen can only be you, this is Gu's promise to you."

"I don't want to! I don't want to be a queen, the world is so great, I just want to guard a Wei king, I don't care about the rest."

He bent his lips and smiled helplessly, brushing her disheveled sideburns back, and said in a very light tone: "Why don't you want to spend the rest of the day with you, but Gu's body is getting worse and worse, and there is not long to live."

"After Gu's death, there must be many people with ulterior motives trying to stir up the situation in the court and mess up the Guheshan. After all, Zihuan is young, and I am afraid that the new monarch will not be able to restrain those ministers who have their own thoughts, so I can only entrust you with this matter. .”

Meeting his earnest eyes, she tried her best to hold back her tears, and nodded to him: "Say it."

He paused, and then said: "Once the news of Gu's death reaches Yecheng, you will issue a decree in the name of your empress dowager to make your son Cao Pi the king of Wei, and order him to ascend the throne immediately."

The word "death news" is so heavy, yet it was taken lightly by him.

"But this matter is related to the fate of the Great Wei Kingdom, but you just entrusted it to me. I am afraid that I will not be able to meet your expectations and let you down in vain."

"You will be the Empress Dowager of Great Wei." He looked at her tenderly, "If you are afraid, who will support the country that you have gained in one lifetime?"

"I know, I will try my best to finish it." She replied in a low voice, but he said that he would be the queen mother.

What a strange word, once as far away as if it came from another world, but today it is crowned on my own head.

But another meaning of the word means losing him forever.

He looked at her, seemingly unaware of her ups and downs, with a smile on his face: "We have experienced so much together, and we have overcome all difficulties and obstacles one by one. Can this trivial matter still be difficult for you?"

Bian Sheng shook his head. After a short while, the silence spread from the top of the mountain to the bottom of the mountain like molten lava, pouring the whole audience into a complete silence. At this moment, neither of them made a sound.

Suddenly, a sudden cough made him unsteady in an instant, he clutched his chest and struggled to breathe, she frantically tried to help her, but he immediately stopped him sideways.

He still refused to let himself see his fragile appearance, he hoped that in her eyes, he would always be ambitious, young and sharp.

Cao Cao seemed to know what she was thinking, and slowly looked into her misty gray eyes, like the midnight moon shadow falling into a quiet pond full of water lilies, splashing halo-like ripples.

After a long time, he finally spoke quietly: "Gu did many wrong things in the past, and missed the opportunity to reconcile with you, so I dare not extravagantly ask for your forgiveness. Thinking about it, it's too regretful that I couldn't give you all my trust. Letting doubt and resentment make you gradually disappointed in Gu, and finally came to such a breaking point."

"I don't hate you a long time ago, A Man, I used to hate you, but now, how can you make me hate you again?"

"You don't have to forgive Gu, everything is Gu's fault. Since I knew that you and I treat each other with sincerity, we should have a better ending, but in the end we ended up where we are today."

But we still tortured each other till the end...

This sentence suddenly flashed in Bian Sheng's mind, and he stood firmly two inches away from him, quietly staring at his brows.

However, the ones who came to the end were us who had almost turned against each other.

Too bad it's too late.

It was too late to resolve all those misunderstandings, to fulfill the promise of knowing each other for a lifetime, and to have a happy ending between myself and him.

"Gu has recently dreamed of those who have killed people, innocent or not, who are all bloody and demanding their lives." He said as he pulled out the Yitian sword at his waist. The splash came, illuminating the white hair of the two people, like travelers watching the snow side by side from morning till night.

"Gu's sword has killed too many people. When it reaches the ground, if God wants to punish Gu, I am willing to plead guilty. It's just that Gu's lifelong longing for the Haiqingheyan world to be unified, and I didn't see it until I died. I am not reconciled to this. Gu also promised Guo Fengxiao to usher in the dawn for the four seas to drive away the ignorance, and to meet him this time, I can only tell him that he has failed his promise."

Guo Fengxiao.

When Bian Sheng heard this name suddenly, he felt a little dazed.

It seems that the name and surname of a long time ago, as if blowing in the wind from a thousand years away, the details are already old people, and even the face can't be remembered clearly.

"Let's go, you have to rush to Yecheng within one month, the journey is far away and the situation is urgent, we don't have much time."

After a long while, he tightened his brows, and saw another [-] drips from the watch in the distance. It seemed that after a struggle that was tantamount to suffering, he finally spoke out to urge him.

"Bian Sheng resigns."

She choked out four words, turned around and left with her sleeves in her hand. She had just walked a few steps, but within five feet, she suddenly heard her name being called loudly behind her.

"Asheng!"

Turning around subconsciously, she fell into that warm embrace again.

"How can you give me up, how can you give up..." The tears couldn't be held back in an instant, and all rushed out of her eyes in an instant, she cried so hard that her throat choked up, and she mourned, "You let me just go, but I don't want to leave anymore. I can't see you anymore, how can I go!"

Bian Sheng's voice gradually became hoarse, and finally she couldn't hold back her emotions anymore, she opened her arms and hugged him tightly, as if holding a warm but ethereal dream.

She spent so many years trying to wake up from this dream, but she never thought that she would sink deeper and deeper, and that any breakaway might be an established episode, and it turned out that she had been addicted to it and never woke up.

Just like fish swimming in the sea, the sunlight makes strange ripples through the blue water. For them, the sea water is not only a bondage, but also a grace that bestows life on them.

She didn't know whether she should be sad or thankful. During his most difficult years, the time when he almost lost his life on the road of ideals, she walked with him by herself.

Later, when he was in full control of the government and the opposition, he was also watching him with his own eyes, step by step from a high-spirited young man to the throne where the sun and shadow changed, but he sat down peacefully on the seat next to the dragon chair. It made people in the world not know how to evaluate him.

He is really pure and contradictory, and she doesn't know if she understands him or not.

"If you have nothing to do in the future, you can go up to the Tongque Terrace and look into the distance. Everywhere you look, you will see a lonely person. Every plant, every tree, every flower and every leaf here are all made by a lonely person who spent his whole life working hard. Yes. Now, I will leave all this to my queen and prince, and I will go to Jiuquan alone."

"You...don't say such things." She wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, "Our accounts have not been settled yet, and I still have a lot of things to pursue with you. Do you have a bad memory?"

"Can I owe it? In the next life, Gu will pay it back slowly. At that time, you come to me to settle the matter, and Double Gu doesn't mind." He laughed again, and he was exactly the same as the 20-year-old Ah Man again.

She was stunned, and instantly forgot whether to shake her head or nod, and abruptly swallowed back the words she was about to say.

These could have been avoided.

They could have treated each other frankly and confided in each other, but unfortunately those original trust and understanding were wasted wantonly, and this waste was a lifetime.

"In the next life, we must not leave any regrets," he said.