Miss Jiguo

It was a mess, and the task entrusted to him by his father went wrong from the first step of "let the gods eat flesh and blood".

But Tong Mo was not a person who followed the rules, and now he is too lazy to follow his father's advice.

I am the nominal "road mark".

So what's the problem with raising the gods in my own way while my father is away?

With such thoughts in mind, Tong Mo gently awakened the sleeping gods in the flower bed after accumulating enough vow power through communicating with believers.

Because I felt very at ease beside Beacon, and my body was warm after absorbing the power of vows, Shenming unconsciously fell asleep.When he woke up, the golden fan covering his face had been taken back by Dao Biao.

"Wake up, my lord."

The beautiful young man was holding a gorgeous golden fan, gently shaking the fan, creating a small air current in front of the woman.

He smiled, said good afternoon to his god in a soft voice, and then sent a warm invitation:

"The weather is fine today, do you want to go out together?"

Tong Mo's words made the sleepy-eyed god show a puzzled expression, and she couldn't help asking him: "Go out? Can I go outside?"

Although she lost a lot of memory after the generation change, the instinct of the gods is quietly warning her that her body is still in the depths of the flower pond where she was born, and if she runs out, there will be bad results.But the strange thing is that when she looked at the sunshine outside the window, she would have an urge to go out for a walk.

These two contradictory thoughts lingered in her mind, making her seem a little hesitant.

"Okay, as long as you don't let go of my hand."

"I think going out for a walk and understanding the situation in the world for yourself will help you help the world."

"Maybe there will be something you like? Just like the clothes I prepared on you, do you think it's pretty, and do you like it?"

Tong Mo said so, and pointed to the gorgeous silk and satin on the woman's body with the closed handle of the fan.Shenming followed his guidance and looked down at herself. After she was full, her mind cleared up a lot, and only then did she realize that the color of her clothes was the same red and black as the road sign.

Calm and unobtrusive crimson, really beautiful color...

A wonderful sense of peace of mind and familiarity surged into the woman's heart.

Shenming stroked the crimson fabric with her fair fingers, and she lowered her eyes to look at her clothes in a daze for a while, then thanked Tong Mo sincerely: "Mmm...it looks beautiful, I like it very much."

……

The gods and Dao Biao got on the car to the outside world together, and came to a bustling market.During this time, she has been following Tong Mo's instructions, gently holding his slender white fingers, and quietly listening to him introduce various common sense about the world.

In the church, everyone knows that Tong Mo, as the "Son of God", can communicate with invisible gods, so the interaction between the two is relatively natural.

But in the outside world, in order to avoid being treated as a lunatic talking to himself by ordinary people and cause riots, Tong Mo and Lian had much less contact.The one who got off the carriage first, he didn't directly hug the woman down, but followed her strength and gently held her fingers.

The boy looked at the woman who was slowly walking down the road, smiled and asked her in a low voice: "Since you like clothes, why don't you go to a store that ordinary girls like first?"

Then before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by children playing and playing not far away.

Naughty children are playing some game of chasing me in the street.Seeing that he was about to be caught, the child at the head realized that there was still a short distance between Tong Mo and the carriage, so he stooped and slammed through it.

The child rushed directly to where the god was.

In order to avoid bumping into the rushing child and forgetting that she had no body, she subconsciously let go of Beacon's finger and took a slight step back.

Losing the only link with the human world, the god was thrown back to the dark world at that moment——

The bustling streets are gone, the smiling crowds are gone.She stood alone in the endless barrenness and darkness, hearing nothing and seeing nothing.

The world suddenly fell silent.

[Don't, don't, don't leave me alone]

【Don't leave me, please...】

Such crying sounds suddenly pierced the woman's ears.That voice sounded so helpless and painful that the blood faded from her face instantly.The god subconsciously hugged his head, and called out the name of the beacon:

"Tong Mo, Tong Mo!"

This terrible experience only lasted for a few seconds, but it made the gods feel unspeakable despair, until the heavens let down spider threads——

"I'm here, I'm here..."

"It's okay, I'll hold you tight, please don't let go this time." Her beacon lightly grabbed her palm with a warm calloused palm, and pulled her back again. Back to the world shrouded in sunlight.

The drowning man found her driftwood.

The god stared blankly at the concerned boy, and held his hand without hesitation.Unable to control her strength, she almost left a bruise on Tong Mo's palm, but this action did not arouse the boy's impatience.

"...I'm sorry, do you hate me?"

In the face of Shenming's uneasy speech, he just looked at her quietly with those glazed eyes with a gentle and indulgent smile——

"Beacon will not hate his own god."

That smile was shining brightly in the sun, making the gods unable to move their eyes away.

She opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't say anything, she just held him tightly.

……

Because a woman once lamented that she was as luxurious and beautiful as "gold, silver and jewelry", Tong Mo responded, "You like jewelry." The first store I took her to visit this time was a jewelry store——

Pei Cui, agate, ivory, and coral are all kinds of materials.These precious and beautiful little things are carved into different wonderful shapes, and they are inlaid in gold and silver, shining with a moving luster.

For a moment she was fascinated by the eyes of the gods, and when she faced Tong Mo, "Do you like that?", she could only mutter unsteadily, "This is good, that is good."

For this kind of vague answer, the boy thought for a while with the golden fan on his chin, and the answer was very simple and clear——

Tong Mo summoned the clerk who came to entertain him, walked to the shelf with a smile on his face, pointed out a few products that the woman just mentioned with his fan, and said, "These are the ones."

The clerk took down the jewelry from the shelf numbly, showed a bright smile at the decisive gold owner, and asked, "Are these?"

Tong Mo shook his head lightly to express his disapproval.

He re-pointed the positions of the pieces of jewelry with a fan, connected the dots into a line, and slowly drew a circle in the air as a sign, saying: "Not only, I mean from here to here, this piece is all covered. stand up."

The clerk was stunned for a while.He turned around and reconfirmed the quantity and total price of the goods, and couldn't help but took a deep breath.Afterwards, the smile on the clerk's face became more enthusiastic. While wrapping the jewelry, he said something to Tong Mo:

"Are you going to give it to your sweetheart? If you are so sincere, she will definitely like it very much!"

Tong Mo accepted the clerk's compliment with a slight nod, with the same peaceful smile as before.As if embarrassed, he covered his handsome face with a fan, and then looked at the god on the side with his eyes.

"It's so wonderful, it's going to be given to the most important woman in the world."

He's so pretentious, he's such a handsome guy who readily spends money and says, "It's all wrapped up and given to me"...

Luxurious beauty makes people happy, and peerless beauty makes people happier even more.

The beautiful woman who originally looked as luxurious as jewels, with money around her, was so radiant that the gods couldn't open their eyes.

……

But besides expensive jewelry and beautiful clothes, the gods are thinking about other things.This made her seem a little absent-minded, and she didn't show a particularly happy expression towards Tong Mo——

After seeing the red mark on Tong Mo's hand, she immediately wanted to use magic power to heal him, but he refused.

He smiled and said, "No, my lord, did you promise me? I can't hurt myself any more, and you can't overdraw your spell power. This is an agreement, right?" His tone was gentle but there was no room for refutation.

God looked at his injuries, and there was always a voice in his heart telling her that there were things she could do for Tong Mo, but she just couldn't think of them.Until the bitter aroma coming from not far away made her stop, and let out an exclamation as if waking up from a dream:

"I see!"

Tong Mo stopped together with her, and when he heard the movement, he turned his head to look at her in surprise, and asked, "What's the matter? Did you remember something?"

"I was wondering what I could do for you..."

"The medicinal material, it seems to be medicinal material, take me to the medicinal material store to have a look!"

"If you can make medicine, the wound on your hand will not be so uncomfortable."

Because of the incomplete memory of the new generation of gods, most of the time the beautiful face is in a daze from the outside world.She once looked at Tong Mo who was communicating with believers and smiled briefly, but now she remembered what she could do, and smiled brightly again.

"So, you've been thinking about this..."

"I thought you didn't like going out with me very much."

"You care about me..."

Her Beacon gave a dazed look.The beautiful boy covered his nose and mouth with a golden fan, narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at her silently for a while.

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After accidentally letting go of the Beacon's hand, the dark world I experienced was too terrifying. This trip left a lot of shadows on the gods.So even if the world outside the cult is beautiful, women still choose to stay with the boy most of the time.

Regarding the fledgling plot shown by the gods, her beautiful, gentle and rich Beacon, just looked at her with a smile, and her attitude was simply extremely tolerant.

"It's okay if you don't want to go out."

"It's safer to stay in the church, isn't it?"

When the boy said this, he even reached out and patted her on the head.He obviously looked much smaller than himself, but he did this movement very naturally, making the god feel that he was more like some kind of small animal raised by him.

Weak, useless, but able to eat and sleep.

In order to feed the gods, Beacon will randomly hold several evening talks.

Except for bringing her with him every time he listens to the suffering of believers, Tongmo has no special requirements for her in other places, so the premonition of the "mascot" of the gods is getting stronger and stronger.

I should do something, right?

Thinking of this, she took the initiative to participate in every meeting, nestled in the flower bed, and shouldered the burden of "letting the Son of God deliver the decree to the believers".

The gods will tell their own beacons about any nonsense——

【This person treats you like an emotional trash can, don't comfort him】

[I don’t listen to what I said, I will come back to complain next time]

She said that she should respond to her wishes in a targeted manner and help whenever she can. Tong Mo finds that kind of enthusiasm very interesting.

Tong Mo, who had expected this kind of development long ago, smiled and thanked the god for his teaching, and said, "Really? It's great to be able to help them.", and felt helplessly in his heart for the innocence of the god— —

If things can really be solved by manpower, wouldn't it be good to go to the "everything house" composed of strange people and strangers?Why come to the "Bliss Cult" to seek the illusory peace?

The believers who are troubled by trivial matters are the beginning, and the follow-up believers are the highlight. After all, most of the Shangzhao Tongmo are desperate people.They live too hard, so they seek bliss——

【torment】【betrayal】【pain】【abandonment】【despair】【disregard】【tear】【no one】

【Darkness】【Depression】【Exhaustion】【Weakness】

【sad】

【so sad】

These keywords appear repeatedly in this gorgeous house, exposing the cruelty and capriciousness of the world to the eyes of the gods with blood.

As they confide, the pain accumulated in the house deepens step by step.

Too bitter, really too bitter.

Those painful memories are like a swamp, trapping those people in place, making them more dangerous and deeper as they struggle.So these helpless people wept and prayed to the gods for peace.

The painful pleading of believers attracted the attention of the gods.The woman who was originally nestled in the flower bed sat up, just when Tong Mo wondered whether she would bloom the curse flower to attract people into bliss, but he didn't think that her first action was actually to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

She carefully covered Beacon's ears, and said to him softly:

"The human heart is very fragile..."

"Always listen to other people's responsibilities. If you don't watch something happy, people will be broken."

"You are my beacon and I want to protect you. At this time, let me come..."

"After all, gods can receive negative emotions in return, but you can't?"

The pure god said an extremely ridiculous thing, her cognition was completely opposite to Tong Mo's——

Obviously she is a god with a heart, but he is a human being with no heart.

However, when such a crying bag feels sorry for the believers, it first protects its unresponsive beacon.

Her consolation made Tong Mo feel very incomprehensible, and because it was the curse flower of the other world, the embrace of this god was not warm at all.

The woman's body is cold and soft.

If you say that every time you listen to it, you feel that the world is like hell, as if sinking in black mud.This time, with her plugging her ears and hugging her into her arms, it felt like sinking into a lake in summer night.He fell slowly in the clear blue, and he could see the bright moonlight when he looked up.

All the noise and pain went away gradually.

It's so quiet.

[For these poor people who are desperate, what will the real gods do? 】

[What exactly is the so-called bliss of the gods? 】

Tong Mo thought this way, out of curiosity, he neither explained nor struggled for this acting, he just looked at the woman who was talking to the believer on his behalf.Because of the certain connection between the Beacon and the god, he could still vaguely hear the words in the woman's mouth, which seemed to be—

"I know, I understand"

She spoke the same words as herself, and shed the same tears, but the water drops she fell on her body were more bitter.

In addition, she will try to communicate with believers——

"I really hope you feel better..."

"I saw a lot of flowers today, do you like flowers?"

Using plain language, she slowly described the flowers she saw at the market.

"I have the impression that there are a lot of delicious food. Do you have anything you like to eat?"

She couldn't eat at all, so she could only ask him what the food tasted when she was eating.Because I think her expression of "I want to eat but I can't eat it, just look at it eagerly" is very interesting, so my answer on this aspect is particularly detailed and detailed.

The god quietly listened to all the sufferings the visitor had encountered. She expressed her understanding and support to him like an old friend, and chatted with him with a smile, trying to awaken the good memories hidden deep in his heart.

"I think you look a little tired, I hope you sleep better..."

"If you can't fall asleep, I have a medicine that can make you sleep peacefully."

Finally, after a while of silence, she gave the believers a potion called "Tranquility".

After a good night's sleep, some people feel better and can continue walking.

And some people will come to ask for more powerful medicine, trying to sleep forever.

The gods only prescribe the tranquilizing medicine that works well every time.At the longest time, she prescribed medicines for those people for 30 days, and chatted patiently for a long time, until the person said goodbye to her with a smile——

"You are such a gentle person, I am very happy to be with you at last..."

That person has never been back since.

……

"very pitiful……"

"[-]% decided to choose death."

After Tong Mo reluctantly explained the ending to the god, the god cried.

Every time she cries, she looks like a helpless child who will curl up her body in aggrieved way.

She cried again.

She is such a crying god.

The young man lowered his eyes, quietly watching his god.

How do I comfort those who are in pain?

The "Son of God" recalled his past actions in this way. He shed tears while communicating with her, and slowly relieved her pain like comforting a believer.

It's just that Tong Mo took an extra step, he stretched out his arms to hug her for the first time, and patted her back with his palm comfortingly.

He had always called her an adult before, but at this moment he called her by her name softly——

"lotus."

It was the name he had given her.

The author has something to say: Friend: What’s going on, why does Momotou smell so good? ? ?

Just, as far as the two of them are in a similar situation...

very subtle feeling

When writing, I listened to "forest" composed by Kajiura Yuki and sung by Emily Bindiger——

summer rainfall on the apple branches

Summer rain drenches apple branches

lights from heaven dancing with the shadows

Heaven's Light and Shadow Dance

come take my hand

come on take my hand

let me be in your forest

lead me into your forest

sometimes you think loneliness is better than pain

sometimes you feel lonely is better than pain

andyousinkdeeperinyourvalley

So you dive deeper into your own abyss

Is this the place to be, in your memory?

Is this where you remember to be?