Miss Jiguo

In that gorgeous birdcage named "Jiguo Mansion", there is only one person who can make her feel concerned and is still alive.

Want to write a letter to Yansheng?

"It's better not to."

"For his own good, don't involve him in such a dangerous matter."

Judging from the time when Kamo was a servant, he was obviously more interested in Enichi than Iwakatsu, who always pretended to be an adult with a straight face.Even on the night when his identity was revealed, when he talked about turning Yuanyi into a divine weapon, he never voluntarily mentioned Iwakatsu's name.Compared with Yuanyi, who has a transparent world, Iwakatsu, who has less seniority, is more suitable to be an irresistible hostage.

But now the warlock's indifference has become a kind of protection for Yansheng. Perhaps it is best to completely sever the relationship with Yansheng...

[It doesn't matter, we still have a lot of ways to hide our whereabouts]

But the curse named Hanayu is too thoughtful and omnipotent. He simply put forward a way to protect Yansheng. With explanations one sentence after another, Mi's worries were resolved, and the question of "should I contact you?" Suddenly, from a realistic point of view, she turned to Mi's personal point of view.

【If it’s just to report that it’s safe, it’s still...】

"I do not want."

Obviously everything is complete and complete, as if the next step is to open up and get back together, but before Hana Yu finished her suggestion, she was interrupted by the trembling voice of the girl.

Judging from the feedback from the plants in Jiguo Mansion, the relationship between the two should be very good, so in order to make up for her mistakes and to do a good job in the follow-up, Hua Yu offered to help in this regard.

At this time, Mi's resisting reaction made him a little dazed, so he looked at her aside suspiciously.

And after the girl finished saying this, she immediately realized her abnormality. She froze in place, a frozen and silent blankness appeared on that beautiful face.

At this moment, the foggy and ambiguous concern that covered her heart finally dissipated, leaving only her own pale and shriveled heart.

It's not that I can't see him, I just don't want to see him again.

Just scared to see him.

"I am afraid, I am afraid that he will say that I am not worthy to be the daughter of the successor country..."

She is afraid.

She was afraid that he would say the same words as her father, like scolding her mother for going out of line, saying something like "If a person cannot fulfill his obligations, he is not worthy of being a human being, and should not live in this world at all", scolding her. inaction

She dare not.

She couldn't go all out for Iwakatsu's future and marry herself to Daimyo, so she couldn't expect Iwakatsu to say something like taking her away for her wish. In the end, she only dared to whisper "tired" .

...Obviously compared to Yuanyi, it was Iwakatsu who said he wanted to protect her at the beginning. The boy swore that she was weak and clumsy, so he had to grow up.He will always protect her and treat her as the most important person.

In order to repay this love, she also said and agreed that she would always watch him, and would find a way to protect his fragility and helplessness.

In the end, neither of them could do it.

Their cowardice and cowardice were exactly the same, they stayed in place cautiously, and no one dared to take another step.

Because I am the same as him, I did not fulfill my promise, I am so powerless and cowardly, I am afraid of being hurt, I am afraid of being hated, so I have no right to ask him to do anything for me.

"It was my fault……"

Obviously, as a god, you should strictly abide by the exchange of equal value, and fulfill your promise without deviation. As a human being, you must do what your mother said. People need to communicate with each other. Only by giving love can you be loved.

"So he must not like me anymore, he doesn't love me anymore."

This is a matter of course and a result that is not negotiable.But when she thought about it, she still felt uncontrollably sad, bitter and aggrieved feelings welled up from her chest, and a small voice kept repeating the words of apology.

I don't want that either.

I don't want to leave either.

But I can't do it anymore, I don't know how to get love anymore, so I can only choose to sleep alone.

……

"Please just let him think I'm dead..."

"This is good, this is good..."

One drop after another of tears fell from those amber eyes, causing Hana to fall into silence.

As a curse spirit, although he has good intentions to be considerate of his companions, he is no different from a real person when it comes to further complicated feelings.Looking at the fragments called pain dripping out from the soul, Huayu can only feel at a loss and bewildered, and can only try to follow the needs expressed in Mi's words and make a promise to her.

【Okay, I know】

【I will guarantee that the territory of Ji Country will be as fertile as before. 】

【He will still enjoy the original life】

The sadness shown by Mi also made Yuanyi feel sad for a while. In his impression, his elder brother Yansheng is a gentle and kind person.

The elder brother always thinks of himself, even if he is beaten by his father because he is partial to him, he will smile and comfort himself to protect himself the next day, and later he also expressed respect and understanding that he did not meet the wish of a "Samurai man" to farm.

And the younger sister Mi is also a kind and good child. She is willing to listen to other people's troubles, and always takes time to accompany herself. Will worry about Iwakatsu's situation, and cry painfully because of excessive self-blame.

Obviously both of them are kind and considerate people, they will care about each other and miss each other.

But why, still so sad, because of fear and even dare not see each other again?

Although it is human-made, is there such a thing in the world, where there are things that cannot be perfected even through hard work?

It was as if the mother's departure was irreversible.He can only do what he can do. In the last moments, in order to support his mother, hold her half body that has lost her intuition, and cooperate with his sister to hide the truth for his elder brother's wish to "become the successor to the country's patriarch".

Because he expects Mi to get the freedom and happiness he wants, he chooses to take her away late at night.

Even if he wanted to say goodbye to his brother before leaving, but considering that such behavior might make his father angry at Yansheng, he finally agreed to Mi's request, chose to remain silent, and chose to leave without saying goodbye.

Now he can only pat the girl's trembling back from crying and comfort her——

"Even if you didn't say it directly, my brother still hopes that you will be happy."

"He will never hate you."

……

The conversation with Hua Yu made Mi unable to fall asleep for a long time at night. She curled up in the bed, stared at the person not far away in the dark, and thought about using the quilt on her body to wrap herself tightly into a little bird. The bagworm twisted in front of Yuanyi.

The sound woke up Yuanyi, he opened his sleepy eyes, and then the moonlight saw clearly the honey who was lying close to him, facing him.He thought of Mi's tear-stained little face before going to bed, and subconsciously withdrew his hand from under the quilt, and gently stroked her hair.

"What's the matter, have you had a nightmare?"

"Still can't sleep?"

Since he had just woken up, his gentle voice had an imperceptible dryness.

In the face of his concern, the spoiled girl who sometimes seemed a bit spoiled did not act like a baby with him with a sweet voice as usual.On the contrary, when she spoke, her tone was reserved and cautious, almost carefully, she put her sincerity into the promise, and held it in front of the boy.

"You saved me."

"I will definitely treat you well..."

I can no longer make mistakes, this time I must protect myself...

The memories of the past, the irreparable mistakes made her sad and scared, and a fragility of worrying about gain and loss sprouted from the bottom of her heart.

Yuanyi obviously sensed the trembling hidden deep in her tone.

"Well, but my wish is that you will be happy."

"It's okay, you just have to live well..."

He seemed to be talking about something that should be taken for granted, and in a calm tone, he revealed the most deadly sweet words to her, but he sincerely said every word.Like the night when he promised to take her away, like the moment when he faced the warlock, Yuanyi always tried his best to practice what he said, without any water.

This kind of unconditional kindness makes the girl's nose sore, this kind of tenderness seems to wrap her layer by layer with sweet and sticky honey, making her sink willingly, in the process of getting deeper and deeper, greedily wanting to get more many.

She lightly grasped the palm of Yuanyi's hand that was stroking her hair, like a coquettish kitten, rubbed her soft and beautiful cheek against his palm with attachment, and whispered her uneasiness in a pitiful tone.

"It's so kind of you."

"When I can't fall asleep, my mother will hug me to sleep."

"No one hugs me now..."

Because the girl complained so quietly, he got up and combined the two quilts into one bed, watched her indulgently crawl into the quilt, and held her in his arms with his arms as she wished.

Thinking that if she slept with Yuanyi's arm on her pillow, his hand would be numb after a while, so Mi had no choice but to give up her favorite neck, and instead burrowed into the depths of the bed, and pressed her cheek against it. Yuanyi's chest, to listen to the beating sound of his heart.

"Aren't you bored?"

"Not boring."

It was a young and fiery heart, and the curse was pressed against the boy's flat chest, and just listening to its beating, one would feel an unspeakable longing.

I want his hot body temperature, his gentle palm, his sweet lips, and his powerful heart.

Want, want, want everything!

Even if I am such a "bad boy", there are still you who will almost sacrifice your life for me and give me selfless love...

Yes, if it is this person, he will definitely give me everything I want.

The author has something to say: for the same thing

Really three people, three angles, three perspectives, three filters

When we met again later, if Yuanyi said again, "My brother will bless us", I dare not think what Yansheng would think

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