Miss Jiguo

No one blames Honey.

Those believers were angry, sad, or anxiously gathered around the lonely god, chattering endlessly.

"It's not your fault."

"You think about the family and the overall situation."

"Even at the expense of my own happiness."

Chaotic thoughts surrounded her, she put on a sweet mask, nodded unconsciously, and then sat in the courtyard in a daze.

Because of her illness, her mother would sometimes sit on the other side to bask in the sun. On a rainy day, Mi saw Yuanyi supporting her mother's left half of her body and sent her back to the house.

Even if they can't meet each other, the mother will still ask someone to send a few letters to her children.

Tears smeared the ink, and the woman expressed her apology in elegant fonts.

【Even if we can't meet each other, my heart is still with you】

[A person's life is not what he gets, but what he gives]

【Only by being kind can you gain the love of others. Once you do evil, you will make enemies, and you will live in panic, swallowed by revenge that you don’t know when will come】

【I hope you will be happy, I hope you will be surrounded by the love of others...】

Her mother taught her like this, and she was indeed a very kind lady who was consistent in her words and deeds. Her dedication and tender love even brought her a cursed heart.

Through the rain curtain, the girl watched the blurry figure strenuously and slowly move forward, and the wet and cold raindrops fell into her heart tick-tock.

After that, Mi's time began to slow down, and every day was protracted, becoming as laborious and slow as her mother.

She is like a prisoner waiting for the death penalty, dying because of her mother's love, and continuing to wait hopelessly in her decline, spending similar times repeatedly.

……

In those days, when the mother and elder brother were forced to stay away from Mi, the stern father became the one who cared most about Mi.

He looked at his docile and well-behaved daughter, with a smile of approval on his rigid face.

"I've heard about the specific situation from the servant. You don't need to take your mother's words to heart."

"That is the benevolence of a woman, the heart of a little woman."

"Lian Yansheng's child gets too close to her, and he will accidentally lose his sense of being an heir."

……

【Hate. 】

He is always like this, harshly criticizing family members who do not meet his requirements, and regards his own values ​​as the norms of the world.

"On the contrary, your decisive mind is a bit like mine, which really impressed me. If you were a man, you must be a better son than Yansheng..."

……

【Hate. 】

He was always like this, and even when his wife finally died of illness, he still despised women's weakness.At her funeral, as the head of the family, she gave a gentle summary of her life.

"You don't have to be so sad."

"As the mistress of the successor country, although she gave birth to a cursed son, she can be considered to have given birth to a qualified heir, and you, the beautiful you, have completed the task of being a mother."

"The rest is all due to her personal reasons. After all, she is still a little short-sighted. She doesn't know how to enjoy life, and she doesn't know how to be satisfied. She can't live with herself. That's why she ended up like this. It's also a bad fate..."

"You have to take her as a warning to live a better life."

The man had a condescending tone, and even the words of sobbing were so abominable.

His last mercy was to agree to his mother's dying wish that the child could stay at home for a few more days in the name of mourning.

【Hate. 】

……

At the moment when the mother left.

Flowers heard the sound of their own broken.

She lowered her head silently, and only raised her head to look at him when she heard the man's disdainful words.

always like this.

Using such an attitude to scold Yansheng, ignoring Yuanyi, treating his wife as a tool, and hurting his family without hesitation...

If you were not here, if you were such a person, wouldn't a mother suffer the pain of losing her child twice?

It is obvious that people's wishes are equal, but at that moment, the gods made a choice about their wishes.

【Hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

Knowing clearly that once it is destroyed, it will never go back.

But an unknown emotion still drove her, making her ignore it, making her hysterical, and subconsciously stretched out her finger at the man's back.

Just a second before the blue curse power was about to be planted into the man's body, an invisible barrier blocked Mi's fingertips, guarding against the curse that intended to break the wish contract.

Along with it came the teachings of my mother.

good boy, good boy...

My cutest, must-be-happy good boy.

Such a thing cannot be done.

But at this time, it was obvious that she hadn't spoken to her mother for a long time, and hadn't seen her face again, but her words suddenly appeared in the mind of the god at this time, making her feel the numbness in her already numb heart again. tearing pain.

What once made her a human being, the loving wishes of her mother, now only makes Mi feel pain and madness.

why?

……why?

What is it like to be a good boy?I really, really don't understand...

Obviously I can't find my mother anywhere, obviously she has already passed away, why should I use this wish to restrain her?

Obviously she is a bad girl who can't do anything...

………………

The young god is so exhausted.

Her face lost the smile, and her body lost the fragrance that attracted believers.

She leans on the letter left by her mother. A woman writes day and night when she foresees her own death, or common sense of life, or etiquette and customs. The warning was written out in a rambling manner.

【I can't be with you anymore】

[Finally, I bought some time, don't be lazy, study hard]

【Take good care of yourself……】

……

Although I said I should take care of myself, but if you are gone, who else can I ask for that kind of love?

The flowers that lost love gradually dried up in the lonely night, she gave up her instinct as a god, and like an ordinary child, she confides to her loved one with a childish voice.

I don't want to fulfill other people's wishes anymore...

I don't want to marry anymore.

I was so tired and so sore.

Am I going to die like this?

The instinct as a god conflicted with the will as a human being. Seeing the tormented girl, Snake Berry, who had been encouraging her and expecting a miracle to happen, finally chose to give up at this moment.

Generally speaking, gods who refuse to respond to wishes are forgotten by humans and thus disappear.

Those with a little reputation will be reborn even if they are stabbed maliciously.

Or be reborn under the curse, choose to live recklessly, and completely turn into a cursed spirit like an evil god.

And because of the girl's particularity, everything that will happen later is unknown...

Therefore, after answering the god's question truthfully, Snakeberry chose to make a promise in a calm tone.

【My lord, if you feel tired or in pain, just go to sleep like this. 】

[At least you, as the Blessed One of the Moon, can find some peace in the chaotic dream. 】

【Whether it is replacement, degeneration, or even disappearance, I will be with you...】

The once sweet and lovely child did not cry or make trouble after her mother passed away. She just became silent, looked a little colder, began to avoid conversations with others, and slept longer.

In people's eyes, these behaviors are very normal. They are the depression that children will have after losing their mother. They wait patiently, watch gently, and wishful thinking that the omnipotent angel will restore their former gentleness and consideration in a short time. , smiled again.

Only Yuanyi, who accompanied his mother on the final journey, knew that his younger sister was walking on the path her mother had walked. Her body was gradually emitting a chill that ordinary people could not detect, and she was approaching the path of the other world step by step in the long sleep. Wire.

Unlike her mother, Mi didn't have a lesion somewhere in her body that gradually spread. It was more like every organ was clamoring to give up. The black mist flowing in her body was corroding that layer of skin from the inside to the outside.

She obediently listened to Yuanyi's suggestion, she accompanied him to bask in the sun in the courtyard warmly, let him walk in the flower garden holding hands, took the decoction to nourish the body without changing his expression, and quietly ate the fruit he once liked most , use your fingers to tease the petals of the flowers.

Just seemed uninterested.

If Yuan asks her, she lowers her eyes and answers.

"It may be that I have eaten and seen it many times."

"I'm a little tired..."

She obviously looked like people said, grew up, became quieter, and became stronger, but Yuan Yi always felt that she was smiling and pulling his wrist with a blunt knife, one time after another, watching the blood dripping and waiting die.

Are you tired of...

Son of the Sun realizes that this is the only truth that his younger sister has become more and more reticent recently.

Sometimes he would go to Mimi at night, and if he rubbed her cold hands and feet, she would sleep better at night.Sometimes during the day, she would complain in a low voice, "It hurts", and when she fell asleep at night, she would show a peaceful expression on her face.

The boy stared at the sleeping face of the flower as always, and he would usually leave within half an hour after she fell asleep, but today, from this calmness, he instinctively felt a trace of panic, that if he didn't do anything else, he would lose her The sense of urgency made him wake up Mi, who had just fallen asleep.

……

Mi, who was woken up, showed a confused look, she looked at Yuanyi in confusion, lowered her eyes and complained to him in a low voice.

"What are you doing, brother, I finally fell asleep. Now I'm doing what you said, and I won't fish during the day..."

"So I'm very sleepy at night. If there's nothing else, I'll continue to sleep, okay?"

"You can call me again tomorrow morning."

She coquettishly softly, rubbing her eyes, as if she would return to the embrace of sleepy God in the next second.

"lie."

"If I let you fall asleep again...tomorrow, I will never wake you up again."

But her brother just grabbed her shoulders and tore through the girl's disguise in a calm tone.

Obviously, it was almost a success...

Even though the truth was seen through, at this moment, the girl still chose to remain silent. She stared at her brother, and when faced with the plan she had made long ago, she was willful and stubborn.

"If you are not happy, I will take you away, okay?"

"Don't die, okay?"

What kind of mood does the boy who has witnessed the weakening of his mother, and now about to lose his sister...

She clearly knows that the boy in front of her has never asked for anything from her, and she has clearly fulfilled her family's wishes, but she seems to be missing one wish.

She obviously should respond to him, and she obviously wants to survive, because maybe she will never see him again after sleeping, and she still wants to bask in the sun with him, and even act like a baby to him...

"But I don't want to marry."

"I'm a bad boy who doesn't care about the family."

"Even so, do you want to take me away?"

Facing Yuanyi's request, Mi's intentional concealment finally turned into an excuse. She stirred the sleeves in her hands with her fingers, angry and wronged.

What's the use of saying it?

This was a preordained fate. The last plea of ​​the mother who loved her the most was to get her father to agree to her staying at home for a few more days...

The same is true for Lian Yansheng. He said countless times I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but in the end he still regarded this kind of thing as a helpless and sad fate.

So the lost god chose to remain silent. She hid her small wish in her heart and made the last passive resistance.

"You're not a bad boy, it's just that it's too painful for you here."

"So I'll take you away, okay?"

She thought in her heart to leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone.

But Yuanyi in front of him said that he would take her away...

She is an excessive child.

When she is in a good mood, she acts like a baby to others, keeps saying that he is the best person, that she wants to be with him all the time, making him think that he is the person she relies on the most, and when she is sad, she will only hide, even And lied to him...

He knew it clearly, he knew her troublesome character flaws, and in the end he still regarded her as a treasure.

This kind of unconditional love makes the god who always fulfills the wishes of others feel surprised by the boy's words at this moment.

Are you willing to grant my wish?

Will you give me again the unconditional love that gave birth to me?

It was hot and hot, and she heard her own heartbeat at that moment.

【Boom】