Abducted the female teacher's best friend

The days come and go in a hurry.

In the blink of an eye, ten days had passed since the last time I went to find Meng Yuanhao late at night.

On Saturday evening, Mo Zebei had just returned home and was about to wash his hands for dinner when he received a call from Meng Yuanhao.

"These days, I've been trying my best to communicate with her, but with little success, and she still rejects these topics and me," Meng Yuanhao frowned, and sighed slightly discouraged, "now , she has been in a cold war with me for two days."

Mo Zebei got up and walked upstairs, just in time to meet Mu Hanxi who was going up and down the stairs, she silently took the man's hand and went back to the bedroom: "Yuan Hao, you mean you want me to go over and talk to her?"

"Well, it's not easy for me to talk about this kind of private matter with the elders in my family." Meng Yuanhao squeezed the beer can tightly in his hand, "The other thing is, she has always admired you. I thought, what you said, she Might be able to hear it."

Mo Zebei pondered for a while with downcast eyes, and finally agreed: "Then tell Li Rong that I'll come over to your house for dinner tomorrow afternoon."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Meng Yuanhao got up and went to the door of the study, where he knocked lightly twice.

Li Rong was inside, but probably because he didn't want to talk to him, he didn't respond for a long time.

Meng Yuanhao took a breath slowly, then pushed the door open and went in.

With a straight body and a handsome appearance, Li Rong was sitting there quietly reading a classic book.

Meng Yuanhao cleared his throat, walked up to her, and tapped the table with his palms up.

Li Rong looked away from the book and glanced at him.

"Zebei is coming to our house for dinner tomorrow night, remember to prepare."

Meng Yuanhao didn't miss the flash of light in this man's eyes, and an unspeakable astringency suddenly surged in his chest. He bit his molars and swallowed the extra words in his stomach, and left lonely. It was very lonely.

It was past two o'clock in the morning, and Meng Yuanhao hadn't rested yet.Because the lights were not turned on, the thick and heavy night covered the entire room.He sat leaning against the wall with a haggard look, a cigarette in the corner of his mouth, and took a sip from time to time to relieve the depression and melancholy in his heart. The sporadic burning fire was his only comfort in the dark night.

On the second day, Mo Zebei arrived as promised.

There was no smile on Meng Yuanhao's face, he just sat there, staring at the rich dishes on the dining table in a daze.

Seeing the situation, Mo Zebei lightly touched his elbow, and reminded him in a low voice: "Move your chopsticks, why are you standing there?"

"This is my home, you don't have to let me..." Meng Yuanhao forcefully held back his sore nasal cavity, and laughed twice.

After picking up half a bowl of rice randomly, Meng Yuanhao put down his chopsticks. He deliberately put on a relaxed posture: "There is still something to do in the store. I'll go over and have a look. You two continue to eat."

"Yuanhao..." Mo Zebei sensed that his expression was not right, and stopped him.

Meng Yuanhao turned his head and tried his best to squeeze out a few smiles: "I'll come over when I'm done with work, and we'll talk about it then."

He turned off the phone as soon as he went out, didn't take the car keys, and ran down the street full of people and flickering lights, holding back tears.

He just wants to have a warm little family of his own, so as to make up for the regrets of his original family. Unexpected birth is so difficult and so unsatisfactory.He was let down when he fell in love, and was left out after getting married. He suddenly felt that there was no place in this huge world where he could soothe his soul.

After an unknown amount of time, he gasped for breath, knelt down under a banyan tree with tears streaming down his face, looked at the dark sky in the distance, shouted and roared angrily.

After dinner, Mo Zebei invited Li Rong to the study.

"What book are you reading recently?" The two sat down facing each other, and Mo Zebei asked casually.

"Chu Ci." Li Rong looked a little reserved, as if he couldn't let go.

Mo Zebei chatted with her along this topic, and finally revealed the purpose of this trip.

"Yuan Hao told me about the two of you."

Li Rong's gradually relaxed expression became tense after hearing this sentence, and it became more and more ugly and bleak.

Mo Zebei lowered his head and held the cup, drinking the clear tea, giving the other party enough time to react.

After a while, Mo Zebei said softly, "Would you mind telling me what's on your mind?"

Li Rong gripped the edge of the table facing the ground hard, his fingertips turned white, and his eyes showed pain.

Seeing Li Rong's reaction, Mo Zebei knew that this person must have something to say, so she slowly placed the celadon cup on the table: "If you don't want to say it now, then another day, or..." She wanted to suggest The man turned to a professional psychiatrist.

Before she finished speaking, Li Rong bit her lip and looked at her.

Mo Zebei paused, subconsciously stroking his right knee with his fingertips.

"Can you keep a secret for me for a while?" Li Rong looked sad, "I don't want him to know yet."

Mo Zebei nodded solemnly: "Okay, I promise you."

The windows in the room were tightly closed, blocking the hustle and bustle outside.

"I was born in a remote small village in the south. Before my father's accident, my family was harmonious and happy." Li Rong folded his arms and closed his eyes, speaking in a hoarse voice, "It's just that life is unpredictable. When I was six years old, my father I went to other provinces with a few people from the same village to work on construction sites. One day there was a sudden thunderstorm and heavy rain. I helped my mother rush to clean up the dried corn on the ground. At this time, Mrs. Lin from the small shop in Dongtou came to the village , Tell us that Dad’s coworker called and said that he accidentally fell from a high altitude and broke his right leg, so please send someone there quickly, and from that moment on, there is no peace in the house.”

"The unscrupulous boss delayed my dad's best opportunity for treatment, causing him to lose his right leg forever and be disabled for the rest of his life..." Li Rong's eyes turned red, and tears slid from the corners of his eyes, "The pillar of the family has fallen , For families who were not rich in the first place, it will undoubtedly make the situation worse."

"After that accident, my father abandoned himself for half a year, and our family's status in the village became lower and lower, but thinking of me, my young brother, and my mother who was crying all day long, he slowly cheered up. Later, my mother went out to work, and he took care of me and my younger brother at home."

"Life seems to be gradually becoming hopeful, if those disgusting disgusting things hadn't happened..." Li Rong put his arms on the wooden table and buried his face, "The nightmare started when I was ten years old , On the way home from school, I was dragged to a barren hill by a gangster in the village who had been in and out of the bureau many times, and was molested by him... Afterwards, I was threatened by him, so I dare not tell My father, dare not tell anyone... Countless cold nights, I secretly wiped my tears, I felt dirty, I even..." Speaking of this, Li Rong's body trembled uncontrollably, shivering, and her voice choked up, "I even wanted to die, to commit suicide, to escape from this terrible world, but I couldn't bear my parents, and I didn't want them to cry because of me... ..”

Mo Zebei's brows trembled when he heard the sound, and at the same time he was extremely indignant. She tried her best to suppress the turbulent emotions in her heart, and walked over to caress her shoulder.

"Later he molested me many times," Li Rong bit his lip, tears streaming from his eyes, mixed with blood from the corners of his lips, "When I was 13 years old, he raped/raped me... In the following years, one after another, I can't remember how many times, but fortunately I was thin and lacking in nutrition, and I didn't have menstruation, so I wasn't pregnant." Li Rong put his head on Mo Zebei's lower abdomen. , tightly clutching the corner of her clothes, "It wasn't until half a year later that he accidentally killed someone and went to prison again. This kind of humiliation and torture would be over..."

Mo Zebei clenched his fists and gritted his back molars, but he couldn't calm down the anger in his heart.

"I hate that place, the memories and the past full of humiliation," Li Rong's chest heaved violently, "so I studied hard, passed the exam in City B, and finally got rid of the place that made me wake up crying every day. Nightmare land."

Mo Zebei stroked her hair, giving silent comfort.

Li Rong gradually calmed down her agitated and manic emotions. She turned her head to wipe away her tears, looked at the void, and murmured: "I know I'm sorry for Yuan Hao, I have hidden a lot of unbearable past from him."

Mo Zebei pressed her shoulder, moved his lips, and finally fell silent.

"I've never been in a relationship before. It was a complete accident to be with him..." Li Rong lowered his head, "When I was working in KTV, he solved my problems and gave me warm protection." And help, except for my father and younger brother, no one of the opposite sex has ever treated me like this."

Mo Zebei sat next to her and listened quietly to her story.

"After some contact, I gradually developed a good impression of him, and was also moved by his sincere emotions. There seemed to be a crack in my heart that had been closed for many years. I thought I could have a brand new life," Li Rong trembled. "But after we confirmed our love relationship, I found that the haze in my heart still exists... Whenever Yuan Hao expresses his closeness to me, those fragmented things will always appear in my mind unconsciously." The scene of being humiliated will cause uncontrollable physical disgust and even want to vomit."

Mo Zebei narrowed his eyes, but remained silent.

"I was very contradictory at the time and wanted to break up, but I didn't want my life to be like this. In addition, I was very reluctant to let him treat me well." Li Rong's mouth was slightly bitter, "I lied to him that I was a A conservative girl cannot accept intimacy before marriage. Not only did he not have the slightest doubt, but he also respected me very much, and he never violated the rules." Li Rong turned his head and looked out the window. I felt guilty and uneasy, suffering like a fire, so I broke up with him several times, but every time he sincerely persuaded him to stay and refused to give up, so in the end it was nothing."

"You also know that he is very eager for marriage and family, and I tried my best to satisfy him." Li Rong slowly turned his eyes and looked at Mo Zebei. Let go of my own demons and pain, but he disagrees... Later I foolishly thought if I would get married, would there be a turnaround? Let me legally, conceptually and morally It belongs to him completely," she closed her eyes weakly when she said this, "before I got married, I accidentally learned from my parents that the gangster who bullied me was released from prison... I was really scared at the time I was very desperate, I wanted to escape, to a place where no one knew me, but I couldn't bear to hurt my parents, hurt him, and the wedding went on as usual, but I knew very well that my unknown, rotten and festering wounds would open again. open, and difficult to heal...”

Mo Zebei walked slowly under the moonlight, and Li Rong's last words rang in his ears: "Mo Zebei, do you know? Before experiencing humiliation, the dreams and ideals in my heart are your present and future life. An outstanding scientist, devoted himself to the motherland and society, and has his own happy family... It's just that life experiences are different. As a girl, you can live cleanly and purely under the sun, but I can only live in the dirty Licking wounds in the gutter, silently looking up at you."

Mo Zebei stopped suddenly, looked up at the starry sky, and finally sighed heavily...