Ai Ruo's life in the red mansion

"I know that if Yuan'er is here, he will be angry with me and hate me. But do you know? When she sees sprouts, she will still get distracted. For her, this is untouchable. "Mu Geer's heart throbbed when he thought of Jia Yuan's loss of focus that day, and he said to her, should I go to Lu's house to see her retracted hand, how painful it must be for her to not be able to Facing Sprouts, can't you face the Lu family couple?Just like back then, she couldn't face herself, no matter what she gave her, she would let Jia Zhu tell him that she didn't owe her anything, so she asked him to let it go.In fact, at that time, she was resentful, so she refused to face herself at all, right?

"Then what?" Jia Zhu felt a pain in his heart. He was doing it for his own sister. Thinking of how distressed her sister would be when she saw Sprouts, he looked at Mu Geer coldly, how could your family allow Sprouts? Dish appears?It's just that he didn't say that, and took a deep breath, "How are you doing?"

"What can I do? I can't force her to forget Yuan'er, I can't even forget myself." Mu Ge'er smiled wryly, he really hoped that someone could tell him what to do, but now no one can tell him, he All you can do is do nothing.If I really do anything more, is it forcing her to really stay away from me?

Jia Zhu was also speechless, in fact, he often thought of Lu Yuan.Sometimes, they thought of him for no reason, and then it seemed that after his death, their lives changed radically.In the past, eating at home was really about eating, what was delicious, what was not delicious, and what was not delicious, they would say let the snack food think about how to make it more delicious.

Then Lu Yuan was gone, there were delicious food, when they started, they would habitually think of sending some to Lu's family, and then put down their chopsticks; there was bad food.They still think about snacks, and then put down their chopsticks.Thinking of snacks, who can eat them!

And now that they eat, it has actually become a kind of coping. No one will say whether it is delicious or not. Even the few little ones who have never seen snacks have lost the fun of eating, or , they coincidentally.I avoided the topic of food, because the whole family doesn't talk about food, so what fun can they have?

Mu Geer looked at Jia Zhu.He actually hoped that Jia Zhu would come to persuade him, but seeing Jia Zhu like this, he also understood that in fact, Lu Yuan was a common heartache for everyone, and they should not be touched.So they were all silent.

The matter of Mu Ge'er Jia Yuan is a big deal to Ai Ruo, but it is also a trivial matter.The problem of their husband and wife has actually existed for a long time. In fact, everyone can't help it now, otherwise.She also won't ask her daughter if she wants to pick her up, because it's a dead end, and Mu Ge'er can't figure it out.No one can help him think.

Of course, she didn't want to help either. She didn't have enough time to spend on her daughter, so she didn't have time to spend on others.That's all for crying with Jia Zheng.

However, no matter how distressed she is, she has to let it go.Because Jia Ying's marriage is also on the agenda.Years ago, when Jia Amnesty sent someone back with a New Year gift.By the way, I brought back a letter, expressing my attitude. It really is the way of thinking in this era. If you can choose the eldest son, you will naturally not choose the second son.Although Ai Ruo knew about it a long time ago, she still despised Jia She for a while, but with the letter, it was considered to be entrusted, and she had to do what should be done.Taking advantage of the opening of the ancestral hall, Jia Zheng asked Jia Ying to record Jia Ying's name under the name of the Xing family. Although there is still a certain gap with the one from the descendant, it is better to send a name than not to send a name.Acting as a concubine, it sounds good to be a concubine. In the future, people will record it in the family tree, but they will say Jia Shi, the first-class daughter of the mighty general Jia She, they will not write as a concubine, this is the difference.

There are rules for why it is written under the name of the Xing family. If it is written under the name of the Zhang family, the uncle of the Zhang family must agree. However, after the death of the old lady of the Zhang family, Jia Hu's relationship with the two uncles has also become somewhat estranged.The main reason is that Jia Hu still remembers many things about Zhang’s cousins ​​when they were young. Now that everyone is grown up, and uncle is also old, if they go again, it’s like flattering their family.

Now Jia Hu is not happy to let his second aunt go to Zhang's house for such a trivial matter, and directly said that there is not only one wife in the family.Seeing Jia Hu like this, Ai Ruo knew that she was being narrow-minded, so she thought about it, because of this, she went to see Zhang's aunt's face, and then she really felt that she would not be able to curry favor with them.So he went directly to Zhuangzi to see Xing.

In fact, when the family tree was changed at this time, Jia Zheng changed it directly if he wanted to.He speaks absolutely well.However, if you want to fall under someone's name, you have to tell them, and Ai Ruo always feels embarrassed to be too contemptuous of others.

Xing Shi actually told Jia Yuan these years that Ai Ruo has cultivated an opponent for herself, because in her view, Xing Shi is an opponent. If she is still the fool before, she will be easy to deal with. She really reads and is smart. , So, how difficult it is to deal with!

And Ai Ruo is too lazy to correct her daughter, she is wrong to say that, because when you regard her as an opponent, she is an opponent, and when there is no competition between them, what kind of opponents are they?They separated long ago, and the relationship between Xing and Jia She is still weaker than water. They have no expectations of each other, so why are they talking about the competition between sisters-in-law?

Xing still reads a lot of books every day, especially after Jia Jue went to the mountains to practice martial arts, she read more. Anyway, she has nothing to do. From the beginning, she read everything, and later, she picked what she liked to read. Now , she chooses what she likes and reads it professionally.As a result, the mind became more transparent.

When Ai Ruo told her why she came, Xing's reaction was very funny. She looked at Ai Ruo and smiled. She also understood that this should not have been told to her. She would not be allowed to attend the wedding, so it was really superfluous to come here specially at this time.But thank you, at least she will come and say something to herself to express her respect.

Ai Ruo laughed, she actually likes Xing Shi more and more, chatting with transparent people, taking a walk is a very pleasant thing, now Xing Shi can walk around in the village, instead of only allowing her to stay in her own house In Ai Ruo's view, Xing's eyes became clear and open-minded because of reading.Because of this, she actually felt that Mrs. Xing had become more beautiful.

Of course, Xing has always been very beautiful, but she was too petty before, and when her eyes were full of calculations and temptations, she would give people a wretched feeling.But now, this kind of feeling is completely gone, replaced by a sense of harmony and gentleness.

She felt that the Xing family at this time, just like herself, began to calm down.Of course, she may have never lived with Jia She, and she is not like the book, she is dressed in an old-fashioned way, she has always looked like a young woman, and she does not need to compare with anyone. At this time, Ai Ruo felt that she saw She, she has become an old lady herself, which makes her feel a little stuffy.

"Is it okay to tell you? Do you want to see your daughter? She is very beautiful and will marry into my sister's house in the future. Although the husband is very evasive, my sister is very nice." Ai Ruo walked with her, looking at her It was as if she was really talking about her daughter, but at this time, Xing's memory probably didn't even have that girl in her memory.

"Forget it, if you really come to see me, I'm afraid that her master will be scared to death, so you can remember it if you like. By the way, can you stop Hu's daughter-in-law from visiting me every month?" Xing smiled, and said by the way .

"Why?" Ai Ruo was stunned, but Xiao Tang strictly abides by the etiquette of a daughter-in-law. She visits this fake mother-in-law on the first and fifteenth day of every month. When she has a child, she will bring the child to see her. Let the child Play with her.She originally thought that Mrs. Xing would be very happy, after all, that kid is very cute.

"Her son can tear up books." Xing said in pain.

Ai Ruo turned dark when he thought about that kid Hu Geer, that kid is really a child of their family, he doesn't like reading at all, of course Hu Geer doesn't have much talent for reading.Of course, this is compared with Jia Zhu and the others, and it is still stronger than ordinary people outside.

However, it seems normal for children to tear up books. For her, she dislikes the child calling her grandma the most. Painful?

"I heard that Hu'er will make up heretics. If you think they will come again, there is no chance. So don't worry." Ai Ruo couldn't say anything else, so she could only comfort her.But think about it, it would be better for Jia Hu to be a magistrate, and go out to hang out. He can't study well, but he can be an official.

Xing stroked her chest, expressing her relief.She couldn't tell if the child was tearing up the book, who was the grandson in name, and every time she saw that, Xing felt that her son was really cute.Even if he has practiced martial arts, he still stands out among the brothers.Of course it's just her thinking so, Ai Ruo still thinks her little Heitan is the most handsome.

Ai Ruo couldn't leave right away after finishing her business. Sometimes she actually sympathized with Mrs. Xing. When she was young and ignorant, she had no culture, and it was understandable that she was greedy for vanity.Who didn't come here like this? She has been locked here for so many years, except for going up to the mountain to see her son every six months, she has never left Zhuangzi.Even if you go up the mountain, you are accompanied by yourself the whole time, just like being guarded, so it is really pitiful to think about it.Even during the Chinese New Year, I have to be here alone, accompanied by books, how pitiful.

"Anything to say?" Xing's liking for Ai Ruo became more and more. Even though she was a sister-in-law in terms of seniority, she sometimes felt that she should be an elder. Without her, she might still be living like a fool.

Sometimes in the dead of night, she actually couldn't face her past.So every month, she is really looking forward to Ai Ruo's visit to her. They talk about the world and talk about their views on the same book. Whether intentionally or unintentionally, she can always get spiritual comfort.It's rare to see Ai Ruo glance at her when she doesn't want to talk.