Ai Ruo's life in the red mansion

Chapter 2

Accompanied by Lin Hai and the others, Liu Rui came out of the study room. Like the princess, he also felt that he was at a loss for words at this time, so he could only say to Lu Buqun: "I'm sorry, we are really sorry!"

Lu Buqun originally tried not to cry, but when he heard this sentence, he didn't break down anymore, and burst into tears.Jia Zheng cried with him. He had already cried a few times. When Ai Ruo cried, he cried too. When Liu Rui came, he cried too. Now that Lu Buqun was crying, he continued to cry, and Lin Hai was crying too hard. I want to cry.But Lu Buqun cried, which made him feel better, at least he didn't hold back.

Liu Rui wanted to see Lu Yuan. He had never seen this kid before, but he just heard a lot. This time, he didn't expect that it was a kid who was obsessed with cooking and saved Mu Geer. His mood was really complicated. A friend who treated him sincerely, brother, but he also lost it.

From a distance, he saw Mu Ge'er glaring at some people who looked like officials' wives, he stopped, and waited for those people to leave before going in.When he was approaching the door, he saw Ai Ruo sitting next to Brother Mu, who was still like a trapped animal. Jia Zheng wanted to inform him, "The prince is here!" '

But he was held back by Liu Rui, and he couldn't even face Mu Ge at this time, maybe Ai Ruo could persuade Mu Ge to come back.

Ai Ruo was in a bad mood, but when she saw Mu Geer, at this moment, she seemed to see herself who was guarding her husband and daughter's mourning hall, and she was the only one in the world. She was full of anger, why did she die in anger? It's not me, why should it be them?Or why not let them die together, at least not leave yourself to face this endless life.

Life is still going on, can't Brother Mu go find another pastor and tell him that suicide won't solve the problem, it will only add to the crime?Letting go of oneself is actually letting go of others?

"Do you think so. Why wasn't you the one who died, why was it a snack? It's clear that you have nothing to worry about, and it's you who was wanted to assassinate, but he was the one who died. Do you hate yourself?" Ai Ruo Trying hard to swallow the lump in her throat, because once, that's what she thought.

"Yes! Does Madam hate me too?" Mu Ge'er immediately looked at Ai Ruo, his eyes were bloodshot.Ai Ruo said what was on his mind, he doesn't have such a happy family as a snack, and he doesn't have a beloved fiancee waiting for him to marry, he doesn't want to go home every day.Because when he got home, he was the only one. Why wasn't he the one who died?What's more, the snack guy died to save himself.This makes him how to face the Lu family.How to face Jia Yuan?How could he give her back as a lover!

"No, I don't hate you. Xiaohuo saved you because you are his friend, a friend he cherishes. So he has no hesitation and is willing to use his life to replace you. If the person standing by your side at that time was Pearl, He will do the same, and vice versa. If you see someone trying to hurt Pearl and the snacks, you will also push them away and block everything for them, so I don’t hate you.” Ai Ruo shook her head, looking Looking at the eldest son next to him, he should also feel very uncomfortable at this time, right?Going out together, he acted alone, resulting in the tragic death of his future brother-in-law, his heartache and regret at this time will not be less than Mu Geer's.

"But I still hate myself." Mu Ge'er's tears fell again, even if Ai Ruo said so at this time, he still couldn't make himself feel at ease.

"Then hate it, because hatred can make you live more clearly. You not only have one life now, but you also bear the life of the snack. If the snack is so good, he will definitely go to heaven. Then he looked at you with a smile, Let you live well for him, honor your parents for him, love your brothers, enjoy the food and beautiful scenery to your heart's content. Live happily. Then one day, when you see him in heaven, you can tell him all these things, and then say , I fulfilled all your dreams for you, so you didn’t save me in vain.” Ai Ruo smiled, patted Mu Ge’s face lightly, and looked back at her son, “Pearl, you too, far away Er often said that he regards reading as tasting delicious food, and you will also say that he is the only one who knows the three tastes of reading. In fact, you don’t understand what he means. What he wants to say is that reading is actually the same as tasting delicious food for him. Happy, so he is one of you who reads the best books. He is enjoying his life very carefully and loves his life. You should do this for him, enjoy, appreciate the joy of life, and then in the future Go to heaven and tell him what you got."

"Can I go to heaven to see him?" Mu Ge'er and Jia Zhu looked at Ai Ruo together, and Ai Ruo's words filled them with hope.

"Yes, there are people in heaven that we long to see, so we live seriously, wait for God's calling, meet them, and then say, I have worked hard, I have a serious job, I have helped many people, I Did not give up on myself."

"Who died in your family?" This was the second time Liu Rui heard her talking about her god, her heaven, and the person she longed to see in front of her, so she couldn't help but look back at Jia Zheng.

Jia Zheng was stunned. Thinking about it, his father-in-law died in the Wang family, but he really didn't remember that his wife and father-in-law had a deep relationship and longed to see him in heaven after death, right?Of course, if possible, he also hopes to see his father again one day in the future, so maybe his wife is a woman, and his feelings will be richer.

"lady……"

"Maybe to comfort Mu Ge'er and Zhu'er." Lin Hai said softly for Jia Zheng.

"Yeah, Yuan'er is gone, we can't let Mu Ge'er, Zhu'er be restless for the rest of his life." Lu Buqun sighed softly.

"Did Brother Kuan notify you?" Liu Rui felt a little guilty when he saw Lu Buqun, so he changed the subject.Lu Kuan was the oldest among the group of children. He had already won the exam with Jia Hu before, but Lu Kuan's ranking was much better. Now he has been released as a magistrate, and he is considered a young talent.

Of course, Lu Buqun also understood that if Lu Kuan and Mu Geer were not very close, he would not have this opportunity.He asked Mu Ge'er, and Mu Ge'er assured that he really didn't mention it to his uncle, it was all Lu Kuan's own fault.

But Lu Buqun is a fine person, he will understand after thinking about it.It must be that Mu Geer mentioned these friends in front of Liu Rui when he was fine, so Liu Rui also had an impression of Lu Kuan, and when there was an opportunity to send officials abroad, Liu Rui saw Lu Kuan's name at a glance, so he directly Ticked.It's just because Liu Rui has heard a lot, so he has an innate affection for this family, so it's done.

So think about it, sometimes the opportunity is inadvertent.He still thought at that time that Yuan'er's journey would be easier in the future, because Kuan Ge'er and Mu Ge'er were not friends yet.But Yuan Geer and Mu Geer are real friends.Even if no one knows, Mu Ge'er will try his best to take care of Lu Yuan. Unexpectedly, they are so good that Yuan'er will take care of Mu Ge'er.

At this time, Lu Buqun has mixed feelings, shouldn't they be allowed to play?I also like Mu Geer very much, he is very smart, very considerate in private, and takes good care of his friends.They can be friends, none of them are adults, it is their own fault; and Mu Ge is always in danger, he knows it, but he never thinks about it, anyway, there are many people around Mu Ge, let alone , he is a gentleman, he has always taught his students to be loyal, filial and righteous. When it was really his son's turn, it turned out that his heart was so painful.

Liu Rui couldn't ask any more questions, so he took the lead and went in. Ai Ruo and the others hurriedly stood up. When Mu Ge'er saw his uncle, he couldn't help but threw himself into Liu Rui's arms, and burst into tears.At this time, he returned to the age he should have.

Ai Ruo sighed softly, looked at the red-eyed Jia Zhu beside him, and gently hugged him, "Yuan'er won't blame you, he is so good, he will definitely not blame you."

Jia Zhu's tears finally dripped down. From the accident to now, he has fallen into self-blame. If he hadn't gone to the bookstore, maybe the three of them were of the same mind, Brother Yuan would not have died, at most he would have been injured. It must be dragged until the guards arrive.So at this moment, his guilt is no less than that of Mu Geer, and he also hates himself. At this time, what his mother said to him so intently, moved him.

The funeral of the snack is extremely honorable, and Liu Rui begged for the old sage's autographed plaque of "Loyalty and Courage" for the Lu family.At the time of the funeral, Concubine Shu also sent someone to set up the road sacrifice.

Everyone knew that the foodie died for the king of Dongping County, and seeing that the house was about to catch fire, Ai Ruo finally saw what Qin Keqing's funeral was like.Or to put it a bit more powerful, because the one riding the funeral horse is the current king of Dongping County.Dressed in plain clothes, he walked in the front with a solemn expression, needless to say anything.

And Ai Ruo didn't go to the funeral, she stayed at home with Mrs. Lu, Lu Yuan's junior, he left without showing filial piety to his parents, in human relations, it is considered unfilial, so parents can't send him to the funeral.So Lu Buqun didn't go there either, and stayed quietly in the study in a daze.

Mrs. Lu is already much better, Lu Kuan hurried back, the family finally has a backbone, and there is no need for the Jia family to support many things.So at this time of the funeral, Ai Ruo took Jia Yuan and stayed behind. As I said before, Ai Ruo didn't let Jia Yuan go to see Lu Yuan, but let her stay with Mrs. Lu. In fact, everyone knows that Jia Yuan doesn't like to talk. She doesn't like to laugh, and has a quiet temper. How could her unpleasant temper lead Mrs. Lu out of the shadows?

However, Mrs. Lu didn't pay attention at first, and the next day, after accepting that Lu Yuan would never be around, she grabbed Jia Yuan tightly and prevented her from leaving her side.When someone came to see her, she introduced to them that she was a girl from the Jia family. Seeing that she was sad, she purposely stayed with her all the time. She was very considerate and never said a word of engagement.Sometimes Ai Ruo looked at Madam Lu and felt sorry for her, but she was Jia Yuan's biological mother, so she didn't say anything in the end.Because it was too cruel to say anything, I still kept silent.

At this point in the funeral, the dust has actually settled. Mrs. Lu thought about it, and smiled at Ai Ruo, "I'm bothering you these days."

"We are one family, have you forgotten?" Ai Ruo tightened Mrs. Lu's hand.