I want you and the cat [rebirth]

After what happened the night before, Lin Yishen was not as calm as he showed, and the impact on him was not small. He was ecstatic when he found that Shen Huaijin did not reject him. Does this mean that he can go further?

But when he thought of the incident that prompted him to go abroad in his previous life, he forcibly suppressed the thoughts in his heart. Before he was fully sure, he was afraid that he would scare Shen Huaijin away...

He was ready to turn down the opportunity to go abroad that year. For others, it might be a great opportunity, but for Lin Yishen who has realized his inner heart, he just wants to stay in China and be with Shen Huaijin, step by step Continue to study and work together, and when the time is right and he has enough courage to confess, he will pursue him openly.

At that time, it was almost impossible to hide, and Shen Huaijin was all over his eyes, and he planned to confess his love after the internship was over, but he was poured cold water on his face from head to toe, and his whole body was like falling into an ice cellar.

It was the birthday of a classmate in the dormitory next door, and Lin Yishen didn't want to invite everyone to have supper, but because Shen Huaijin had already agreed, he naturally swallowed the refusal and went with him.

Lin Yishen went to the bathroom halfway, and when he was about to open the door of the private room when he came back, he was nailed to the door by the sound of conversation inside.

The voice inside was quite loud. It was a boy from another class. He got a little excited after drinking some wine, and chattered: "Hey! Do you know about the art school? It's just a couple of gays who were quite a sensation together before. , We broke up a few days ago. I heard that one of them just wanted to play with men. When he had enough, he changed his target and dumped him. He also said to his face that his bed was like a dead fish. It was meaningless at all. This dead base Dude, you turned people off at the beginning, but now you pat your ass and leave, it's too wicked."

"The Academy of Art is a grass department, and it is still a bit famous. I just remember that it was quite a sensation when we were together. I didn't expect such a result."

"What's the matter? Is this how to make people feel bad all the time?"

"Damn it! Do they all play like this when they're gay?"

"So, be careful, especially the good-looking Shen Huaijin, who attracts gays the most. That circle is very chaotic, and there are no good people! They are all rubbish!" The boy's tone was full of contempt.

"Shen Huaijin is not gay, he is straight and straight, and there is no chance of breaking up. He is cut off from dating. Don't worry about it hahaha!"

"I won't give this kind of person a chance, don't worry."

When Shen Huaijin's voice reached Lin Yishen's ears, he couldn't stay here any longer, he didn't continue to listen, he took a few steps back and fled staggeringly, and went back to the dormitory alone in silence.

My mind is full of what Shen Huaijin said, "I won't give this kind of person a chance..."

He's not gay, and he won't give gays a chance to bend him, and he didn't deny that boy's prejudice and malicious sarcasm...

Shen Huaijin, he also hates homosexuality, right?And I was the scum in their eyes who was ready to break up straight men.

When he thought that one day, Shen Huaijin would look at him with that disgusted look, his whole chest felt uncomfortable.

Enduring his sadness, he sent a message to Shen Huaijin saying that he was not feeling well and went back to the dormitory first. He didn't reply to the message Shen Huaijin sent to inquire. He hung up his phone and didn't want to care about anything.

Shen Huaijin received the message because she was worried about him, and rushed back immediately, but seeing that Lin Yishen was already asleep facing the wall, she didn't bother him anymore, and only rested after washing up lightly.

Lin Yishen kept his eyes open until dawn. During the night, he thought a lot, and even impulsively wanted to confess directly, but when he thought of facing Shen Huaijin's disgust, his impulse collapsed and he returned to silence.

What really broke him was what Shen Huaijin said in the dormitory the next day. He said that he wanted to fall in love...

Gou Xun and Wen Ke coaxed the iron tree to bloom in the dormitory, and asked him if he had someone he liked?Shen Huaijin also just smiled and held her hands tightly and didn't say who it was, and said that the other party didn't know yet, and wanted to find a suitable opportunity to talk about it.

Lin Yi looked clearly, Shen Huaijin's smile reached his eyes, he was serious...

At this moment, he had to recognize the reality. He had absolutely no chance. For the first time in his life, he felt jealous. He was jealous that that person could be liked by Shen Huaijin, and that they could be together openly...

Instead of being eroded by jealousy, it is better to bury your feelings and just be friends for the rest of your life. If the distance is far, will the relationship fade away?He didn't want to become someone he looked down upon, the only choice was to leave with the last bit of dignity, until the time when meeting again would not cause heartbeat fluctuations.

If he continues to stay, he can't hide...

That afternoon, Lin Yishen went to the counselor's office, discussed and confirmed the quota for going abroad in the courtyard, and filled out the application form that night, and this journey lasted for six years.

In the past six years, they only contacted occasionally by phone. Under Lin Yishen's deliberate actions, they never saw each other even when they returned to China halfway. In the end, the intersection between him and Shen Huaijin was only a routine greeting during the New Year and holidays.

But Lin Yishen realized that he was wrong. His feelings for Shen Huaijin did not decrease because of the distance in time and space, and even became an obsession in his heart with the passage of time, deeply rooted.

He inquired about Shen Huaijin from others, and peeked at his emotions from his circle of friends, but he didn't even dare to comment, and would only silently send a heartfelt response.

Shen Datou's birthday is on the same day as his own. Every year, Shen Huaijin would hold it and take a photo and send it to Moments to celebrate his birthday. It was the only Moments where Lin Yishen would comment. It was as if Shen Huaijin was celebrating his birthday...

He forbears silently, spends all his time on studies and clinics, and does not allow himself to be free, he is afraid that he will miss him...

When listening to other people's compliments and compliments in a foreign country, his heart is extremely empty. He just wants to hear Shen Huaijin pull him and say exaggeratedly, "Brother Shen, are you too good? Do you need leg accessories?"

For six years, Shen Huaijin hadn't been with anyone. He thought, maybe the person he liked back then rejected him...

That was the student who almost became the subordinate Director Wang. Although he had gone abroad, he still had contact. When Director Wang extended an olive branch to him, he agreed without hesitation for a second, because Shen Huaijin was there.

He also finally figured it out, he wants to try it once, whether he succeeds or not, it is an explanation to his young first love, whether it is a period or an ellipsis, it depends on fate...

But he didn't expect such a result, he didn't even have a chance to speak...

Shen Huaijin in his arms moved, pulling back Lin Yishen, who had fallen into memories. He tightened his arms, rubbed his chin against Shen Huaijin's forehead, and let out a long breath: "Hey, take your time. Fortunately, he Haven't fallen in love with anyone yet...

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Tomorrow, I will update Shen Huaijin's previous life from the perspective of

Misunderstand!It's all a misunderstanding!I, Jin Zaier, will not be so superficial!