actually still love you

Dinner was early, in order to prevent Mama Gao from sleeping well at night, Gao Junyang woke Mama Gao up at four o'clock. After the three of them had dinner, Liang Hexu took the mother and son out for shopping.

The weather was fine, and the sky hadn't completely darkened yet. The three of them walked around the streets around the house, chatting while walking, and the topic naturally turned to marriage.

"Mom, don't worry, we'll have a good time."

Gao Junyang naturally knew what his mother was worried about, but he didn't want to force Liang Hexu. He didn't know if Liang Hexu had come out to his family, and he was very worried about this in his heart.

"Auntie, don't worry, we have a measure."

The words of the two children reassured Mama Gao a little. Although she understood that these words were just comforting words, she was always worried. She had never tried to understand the difficulties the two children had to face. Thinking of this , she felt that she was not a good mother.

Full of guilt in her heart, she didn't want to watch the charming night scene of New York, and followed her child back home with her head down.

Gao Mama's depressed mood made Liang Hexu feel a little bad, but Gao Junyang went back to the room to take a bath carelessly.

Liang Hexu thought for a while before knocking on the door of the guest room.

"Auntie, it's me."

"come in."

Liang Hexu entered and closed the door.

Turning around, he saw Mama Gao was packing her luggage. He hurried forward, "Auntie, what are you doing?"

"Auntie is old and can't help you, and here is also a burden. I feel sorry for you. If I hadn't been so persistent before, I wouldn't have wasted your four years. Seeing that you are so satisfied with happiness now, you will feel There was a lot of sin in the past."

Mama Gao's words were very serious, and every word hit Liang Hexu's heart. He never thought that his aunt would feel such deep guilt.He looked at Mama Gao sitting on the edge of the bed, and he knew she was suffering without asking.

"Auntie, in fact, you don't have to feel guilty. If it weren't for the years of separation, we might not have had the opportunity to gain these experiences. You also know that as long as I am by his side, he might not devote himself wholeheartedly to the company's affairs. In During the period of separation, we have all confirmed each other's weight in each other's hearts, and in the days to come, we will cherish the happiness we finally obtained even more, isn't that great?"

It is very good, but when I think of those years, not only did I make my son unhappy, but even Liang Hexu was tortured to become thinner and thinner, how could I not blame myself?The child's gentle comfort made him unable to lift his head even more.

"Auntie, don't be sad..."

Liang Hexu squatted in front of Gao's mother, "I don't have a mother anymore, I want to serve you well with Gao Junyang, is that okay?"

Mama Gao finally burst into tears, mixed with happiness, self-blame, guilt and pity for Liang Hexu, she kept nodding, choked up so that she couldn't speak, she could only keep nodding her head, expressing that she was happy.

After Gao Mama calmed down, Liang Hexu told Gao Mama about her coming out.

"My grandfather was very angry at the time. He wanted to beat me to death. Later, when I came to the United States, he didn't allow my family members to find me. Later, my family members explained it to me again and again, and the elders gradually understood. Yes, I was young and didn’t know how to deal with many things. Although I don’t regret coming out back then, I still hope that I can have a better way to deal with this matter, instead of saying it rashly and hurting my family. Heart."

It was the first time for Liang Hexu to say these words, and as time passed, he felt a little more relaxed after saying them in his heart for so long.