Intertwined Destinies of Bonds

Chapter [-], I want to be alone

Nangongyu arrived at Jin Shu's ward, and Jin Shu was half-sitting on the bed, leaning against the head of the bed and weeping. There were two boxes of untouched takeaways on the bedside table next to him. Judging by the color of the food, it seemed that they had been there for a long time. .

After Jin Shu pushed Nangongyu out at noon, Nangongyu didn't hear from him, and she didn't come to see him until evening.He was sad and regretful, and really worried that Nangong Yu would never come back.

"Jin Shu." Nangong Yu stood at the door and knocked lightly on the open door. He didn't know that the door had been open since he left, silently waiting for him to come back.

"You go! Don't come back after you leave!"

With a cry, Jin Shu turned over and got off the bed, ran to Nangongyu with tears in his eyes, and made a gesture to push him out, but plunged into his arms.

Nangong Yu, why did you come here, you know how sad I am waiting!

"Jin Shu, I'm sorry."

Nangong Yu didn't hug him back, he betrayed him, hurt him, and already lost the qualification to hug him.

After finishing dinner with Jin Shu silently, Nangong Yu packed up the tableware and prepared to leave.

"Yu, where are you going?" Jin Shu asked nervously while sitting on the hospital bed.

Nangong Yu stopped her pace, tried her best to conceal the sadness and guilt in her heart, and said in a low voice: "Jin Shu, it's getting late, you should rest, just call me if you need anything, I'm nearby."

"Nearby? Is there something important that you have to do now?" Jin Shu opened his eyes wide, his heart filled with uneasiness. It was already late at night. If Nangong Yu didn't stay here with him, where would he be going?

Isn't Yu Chigong already gone?

Is it—

Is he really going to find him? !

"Jin Shu, take good care of your wounds, and I'll tell you when you recover." Nangong Yu lowered her head so that no one could see his emotions, but from his tone, it could be known that his emotions were not generally depressed.

"Wait until I recover from my injury? Why wait until I recover from my injury? Is there anything I can't talk about now?" Jin Shu stumbled off the bed and stared at him blankly, suddenly as if he had expected something, all of a sudden She ran to his side, threw herself into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, and without waiting for his answer, she cried and asked again, "Yu, can't you stay with me?"

"Jin Shu, I'm sorry." Nangong Yu gently pushed him away, choked up, "I'm sorry, I don't have the qualifications, I don't deserve it, I did something that I'm sorry to you, I... I'm not as good as a beast."

"Yu, don't scold yourself like this. The past is over. As long as you still have me in your heart, as long as you still love me, no matter what you have done, I will forgive you." Jin Shu looked up at him, tears flowing It crossed his cheek, blurring his earnest eyes.

Obviously he did nothing wrong, but at this moment he is crying like a child who has done something wrong.

With a sound of "clang", the tableware in Nangong Yu's hand fell to the ground. He held Jin Shu's face, held it in his arms, and kept apologizing, "Jin Shu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." not good."

"Yu, I don't blame you." As long as you still love me, as long as you are willing to come back to me...

"No, Jin Shu, I'm sorry for you," Nangong Yu couldn't help crying, "I'm sorry, I don't deserve to be with you, I can't be with you and still think about others in my heart, I'm sorry, Jin Shu, I'm sorry , I can't forget him."

Jin Shu was completely stunned by Nangongyu's words, his hand couldn't help but let go of Nangongyu's skirt, and it fell down feebly, tears flooded all his thoughts like a bursting embankment.

He cried so sadly in his life.

Nangong Yu finally admitted his feelings for Yu Chigong, completely cutting off his last hope.

Regarding Nangong Yu's feelings for Yu Chigong, he had been suspicious more than once, and imagined many times, if one day Nangong Yu suddenly left him, how he would go crazy, how he would take revenge, and how he would sink completely.

However, after spending so many days with him, hearing him say such words with my own ears, I only feel deep sadness and pale powerlessness.

He only hated that he was not Yu Chigong, only hated that when he saw Yuchigong go to Xiuxinyuan for the first time, he didn't read the letter he wrote to Nangongyu. I don't have any thoughts, and I don't worry about losing him all day long, let alone shed tears for this relationship that cannot be responded to.

However, life never knows how to be sympathetic to others, and never gives people a chance to start over. The past has been frozen forever, whether people want it or not, it can no longer be erased. It can only rely on people's unremitting progress. Little by little efforts to cover up the scars of yesterday.

After crying for a long time, Jin Shu slowly controlled his emotions, and said to Nangongyu in a low voice, "Go, I want to be alone."

"I'll be nearby, whenever I'm called." Nangong Yu's voice was hoarse, watching Jin Shu walk to the side of the bed, lay back on the bed, put away the tableware on the floor, and walked out of the ward silently.

In fact, the neighborhood Nangong Yu mentioned was next door to Jin Shu's ward.After making such a mistake and realizing his feelings for Yu Chigong, he can no longer be as close to Jin Shu as before. However, Jin Shu is injured now, and he can't let him go, let alone the injury. It was caused by him, not to mention, Jin Shu once gave him the greatest comfort when he was sick.

The kindness of dripping water should be repaid by springs. Jin Shu sacrificed so much for him, how could he be ruthless and walk away when he needed love most.

In the next few days, Nangongyu still went to the ward to take care of him on time as usual, and went back to Xiuxinyuan for three meals a day, and then brought them to him, and Jinshu, like everything Accepting Nangongyu's care calmly like nothing happened, eating the delicious meals he cooked, wearing his freshly washed clothes, and chatting with him casually.

The two seem to get along very well, and they seem to have returned to the past, but everyone is very clear in their hearts that some things have changed, but in a short period of time, no one wants to say anything.

They need some time to accept, to forget, to find a corner where no one is around, and to lick their wounds.

After that, Nangongyu also tried her best to contact Yuchigong, but every time she called Yuchirou, she would be ruthlessly rejected. After finally getting Yuchigong's new number from Lin Qingsu, she kept reminding him to call is empty.

Another evening came silently. Nangongyu looked at the bloody setting sun, put away her brush, picked up her easel, and left Pingxin Lake to go back to Xiuxin Hall.

The people in the church have already started urging, too many things have happened recently, he almost forgot his work, but fortunately, there are still a few days before the deadline, and there is only the last painting left, as long as he doubles Efforts should be able to be completed within the stipulated date.