back to 20 years old

I opened the back seat door, took out my violin, and said to him fiercely, "Don't call me again, and I don't want to see you again!"

Then he slammed the door hard, carried the piano on his back, and disappeared into the night sky.

I wandered the streets alone, walking forward without purpose.I don't know which street this is, let alone where I'm going.When I happened to pass by a barber shop, Deng Ziqi's "Together No matter how far away" was playing on the speaker at the door of the shop.

I want to listen to the music you have heard, I want to read the novels you have read

I want to collect every moment, I want to see the world through your eyes

Think of the places you've been, the times you've spent

Don't want to miss every moment, wish I was always by your side

Imagine your lost lip prints, imagine your missed trip

Imagine the moment you leave, if I had the courage to keep you

If the sun is always hot, if the rainbow never loses its color, can you not leave

You no longer exist in my world, please don't leave my memory.

I was sitting on the side of the road listening to this song and hugging my qin. Fortunately, I still have qin to accompany me. Now only my qin will not run away or leave me.

Listening to the song "I miss the way you said you loved me, and the way you looked into my eyes." I looked at the piano, and I didn't know when tears were streaming down my face.

I remembered what my father once told me: Xiaoyue, do you know?People always have to learn to grow up by themselves. This world is cruel and ruthless, and there are so many helplessness in life.Everything has to be fought for by oneself, to solve all kinds of troubles by oneself.Many things will force people to grow up and be sensible, but no matter what others say, it is best to be yourself.Life is hard, wandering like a dream!

An aunt passed by me, seeing me crying so sadly, thought something had happened to me, and advised me, "Don't cry, baby, what happened? Tell my aunt."

I looked at the aunt in front of me, who seemed to be about the same age as my mother, and reminded me of my mother.

While crying, I said to my aunt, "My mother said, don't let me talk to strangers."

Auntie was angry, she gave me a blank look and walked away.

Don't cry when you cry enough, life is struggling in pain, you have to learn to grow up by yourself!

I will be 21 years old in a few months. I have to learn to grow up, learn to be sensible, fight for it by myself, solve it and face it by myself.

Carrying the piano and taking a taxi back to school, I know our tomorrow will be better.

After the last subject exam the next morning, I received a call from Big V as soon as I turned on my mobile phone.

"Hey! Shen Yue, why are you only turning on the phone now?"

"I've been taking exams all the time. Is there anything wrong with me in such a hurry?"

"Haoran quarreled with you, right? She went to the airport now and said she was going to Taiwan."

"What? Go to Taiwan now?"

"Yes, you should be on the way now. What's the matter with you? Didn't you be fine a few days ago?"

"Us? Oh! I'll tell you later, what time is her flight?"

"1 point."

"I see. I won't tell you yet."

I hung up the phone of Big V, and rushed to take a taxi to the airport light rail.

I don't want her to go, I don't want to lose her, I want her to stay.

You have to fight for it by yourself, you have to solve it and face it by yourself. Will Haoran wait for me?