back to 20 years old

The next afternoon, Haoran called me, and she was waiting for me at the school gate.

I walked out of the school gate and saw her car parked on the side of the road. I walked over quickly, and through the car window, I saw the girl sitting in the passenger seat last night.I was slightly displeased, but soon, I opened the back door and sat on it.

After getting in the car, Haoran introduced us to each other, "Tomoko, her name is Zhang Shenyue." "Shenyue, she is Xinyou Tomoko, um, my ex-girlfriend."

After we all said "hello" politely, the car was silent.

Haoran broke the silence and said, "Go directly to Big V's house, okay?"

Sophon replied, "Okay, listen to you."

I didn't speak, just sat quietly in the back.

Looking at Tomoko in front of me, she is wearing a black headband and a dark blue suspender skirt today. The short skirt complements her skin so white. Haoran said that her neck is very sexy. From the angle I sit, I can see it Fascinating, Haoran said that she was very quiet, she was really quiet, and did not say a word along the way.

When we arrived at Big V's house, Xiaoxiao pulled me to the balcony and said to me, "You know, that Shinyu Tomoko, she's coming back now to rebuild the old relationship with Haoran."

Seeing that I didn't respond, Xiaoxiao continued to say, "Shen Yue, what do you think?"

"How can I see it, I wish them well!" After finishing speaking, without looking at Xiaoxiao, she went into the kitchen to help Big V prepare dinner.

Big V saw me, "Shen Yue, did Xiao Xiao tell you?"

I nodded.

"Based on what I know about Haoran, she likes you now."

"Really?" I said expressionlessly.

"You have to have faith, we will support you."

I smiled wryly and didn't speak.

I continued to lower my head to help Big V wash the vegetables, and I didn't know what I was thinking. Since last night, my head seemed to be rusted, and I couldn't move at all.I have no idea at all, I don't know what I want, what I want to do, what will happen to me and her.

I turned on the water and kept washing the vegetables. It seemed that there were a lot of dishes to be washed, and I couldn't finish them no matter how I washed them.

Haoran came in, took the vegetable leaves from my hand, and turned off the water.

"Shen Yue, can we talk?"

I don't know when the big V went out, and now Haoran is alone with me.

"Talk about what?"

"Talking about Tomoko, she suddenly appeared in front of me yesterday, and I was also taken aback. She said she was going to start over with me."

"I bless you all! If it's just talking to me, can I go out now?"

She took my arm, "Shen Yue, as I said, the person I like now is you."

"That should have been said when Tomoko didn't show up. Now that she's back, you can choose again!"

"I know that the person I love is you, not her."

"Then why is she in your car? Why did she come with us?"

"She is in a special situation now, and I can't leave her alone."

"Okay, I'll go."

She still held me tightly.

As if I had been wronged, tears filled my eyes, "Then what do you want me to do? If you don't let me go, you can't leave her behind."

I don't know what's wrong with me, no one has wronged me, why am I crying?I usually don't like to cry, but now I'm crying like a child, as if I'm about to cry out the grievances in my heart since last night.

She embraced me, put her arms around me and said, "I'm sorry, Shen Yue, I'm sorry, I can't let you go, if I let you go, you will run away far away, to a place where I can't find you, so I I won't let you go, you can only stay by my side."

She patted me on the back and continued, "Give me some time, please? I will take care of what I have with her."

She held my face with both hands, I was still sniffling, she wiped the tears on my face with her thumb, "You will stay with me and face it with me?" She kissed my lips and murmured He murmured, "Believe me, the person I like is you, the person I love is you, and the name that appears in the sky is yours."

I stopped crying and slowly began to respond to her kisses, as if I gave her courage, she hugged me tighter and kissed me deeper.

It was a long time before she let me go and we walked out of the kitchen together.

I saw Xiaoxiao and Big V were both happy for me, I hid behind Haoran and smiled at them embarrassedly.

Tomoko is busy arranging the fresh flowers sent by Cicada and Sam. She picked up a bottle of freshly placed flowers and walked over. I saw her coming and planned to take out the hand in Haoran's hand, but Haoran held it tightly. Don't let go, clasping them tightly with five fingers.Like a child who has done something wrong, I dare not look at Tomoko's face.

Tomoko walked up to us and asked Haoran, "Does it look good?"

"Pretty." Then stretched out the hand that was clasping my hand, pointed to the vase and said, "The vase is also pretty, isn't it Shen Yue?"

I saw the momentary sadness in Tomoko's eyes when she saw the hand, and then the elegant smile on her face again, as if she hadn't seen anything.I seem to be able to understand Tomoko's mood, and feel that I am cruel to her like this.