你 是 我 的 梦

When I first got in the car, Chen Meng was still chatting and laughing with me, but after a few minutes, the voice became quieter and quieter. I stopped the car at a red light intersection, and when I turned around, her eyes were already fast. I can't open it.

"Dream!"

"Ok?"

Seeing her eyes struggling desperately, I couldn't bear to disturb her, so let her sleep.

But after walking for about 10 minutes, I had to wake her up.When she got on the bus, she only told me: Let me take her to the bus stop at the junction of Jiangxiang Road and Jianghu Road, but she didn't say the exact location.

"Mengmeng, wake up!"

How soundly asleep!No response at all.

"Mengmeng, wake up!"

This time I pushed her shoulder with my hand.

Chen Meng opened his eyes in a daze. "Reached?"

"It's the bus stop you mentioned, but I don't know the exact location, so I have to wake you up."

"Oh! I'll call my friend and ask her to come pick me up."

She took out her mobile phone and dialed his friend's number.

"Hey! I'm at the intersection, you come to pick me up. Well, that's it."

It seems that she knows her friend very well, so she doesn't need to apologize for disturbing her friend at such a late hour.

"Mengmeng, go back and rest early. Get up early in the morning to eat, and then prepare two sets of thicker clothes. Beijing is still relatively cold."

"Oh, I see."

I told her some necessary things to bring on a business trip, and a few minutes passed.

"Xiao Han, my friend is here. I'll go first! See you tomorrow, good night!"

"OK, good night!"

I saw the direction she left, and the person approaching from the opposite side of her turned out to be a man. .

The friend she mentioned turned out to be a man. . .

they live together? ?

What kind of male friend would stay up so late to pick her up? ? ?

I saw the two of them walking towards each other, and finally met at a certain point. The man put the clothes in his hands on her body. She didn't refuse, but directly put the gloves in and zipped them up.Then walk away with him.

No wonder she only told me the approximate location and not the exact location for me to take her home. . .

It turns out that I don't want my boyfriend to misunderstand! !But I'm a woman, so what? ?

How much she loves her boyfriend to be able to do this! ! !

Am I being selfish again?

Why is my heart so uncomfortable! !Men like to play all kinds of tricks to play with their feelings, don't women do too. . .

I forgot that I am also a woman.

Shall I call to make sure?But what if he is her boyfriend?

Where should I put my heart at that time? ?

There are so many question marks in my mind that I don't have the courage to understand the truth.

wait!Wait until we meet tomorrow morning and ask again.

I watched them walk side by side into the darkness, and finally became a black spot in my sight until they disappeared.I drive away.

When I got home, I looked at the clock on the wall, it was already 11:30.I went to the bedroom to take a look, and Zhang Yi had already fallen asleep.I thought of going to the bathroom to brush my teeth, take a shower, and then go to bed, but my heart was very confused, and I wanted to find a quiet place.

I turned around and went to the living room on the second floor, poured myself a glass of water, and sat on the sofa and didn't want to move anymore. I was really tired. I just sat down and thought it would be more comfortable to lie down, so let's lie down!I put my hands under my head as a pillow, and just lay there looking at the ceiling in a daze.

I thought about many things, especially why I fell in love with Chen Meng.

I remember that my previous sexual orientation should be normal, otherwise how could I be so crazy for that boy, even holding a rose to confess my love.

When I met Zhang Yi later, although I didn't love him, I didn't dislike being with him under the same roof.

But why do I have a special feeling for Chen Meng who is also a woman?I know very well that she and I are both women.

Am I bisexual? ?

Impossible, if I am bisexual, why didn't I love women before?It doesn't even make sense if I'm gay.

Where is the problem?

At the beginning, I thought it might be because I had a good impression of Chen Meng that I liked her more. I treated her like a good friend and a girlfriend, so I thought it was normal.

But after getting along for a few days, I found that I pay special attention to her when I go to work. She is like a compass, and my eyes keep moving with the movement of that needle.

As soon as I lay in bed to rest at night, her figure would appear in my mind.

The people in my mind talked to her vividly, and sometimes smiled at me, endlessly.

It even appears in my dreams.

Just like now, as soon as my mind calmed down, she came into my mind. Now it is full of pictures of her walking with that man. When this picture is grayed out, it is the man who puts clothes on her again The screen came out again.

I used to think that if she wants to appear, let her appear. This is also very good, at least when I am alone, I have [one person] to accompany me.

But now?

Hate, really hate!

bother!

I wanted to gouge her out of my head and drive it away.

I got up from the sofa, and I was going to get a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet, drink a few glasses before going to sleep.

Suddenly remembered, when I went to the bedroom just now, I saw a pack of soft Chinese on the workbench in front of the window sill, Zhang Yi probably brought it back today!It seems that it has not been opened yet!Why don't you go get it yourself and smoke it tomorrow and then buy a pack and return it to him.

I went to the bedroom to get the cigarettes and saw that it was really unopened Ruanzhonghua. Although I haven’t smoked much recently, my sensitivity to smoke is still so high! !

The feeling of smoking is still so good. Smoking it can make me forget all the troubles now, including Chenmeng.Just remember the good old days.

When I finished smoking one cigarette and wanted to smoke another, I heard footsteps. Is it Zhang Yi?Isn't he asleep?It really is him.

Zhang Yi stood at the door of the living room, looked at the entire smoky roof, stared at me with disdainful eyes, saw that he turned his head when he saw me, and said with dissatisfaction in his tone:

"Are you smoking?"

"Well, smoked. Just for fun"

"When did you start smoking?"

"Why are you asking this? When did you start caring about me?"

"I asked when did you start smoking?"

silence

"I asked when did you start smoking?"

"Why should I tell you? What do you want if I smoke you?"

"No more smoking"

"I just smoke for fun occasionally, you don't have to take it seriously."

"Why do you want to smoke for fun? You are not allowed to smoke for fun. What kind of cigarettes does a woman smoke?"

"Okay! Do you want to smoke this bag?"

"No, the rest are not allowed to smoke"

“It’s too wasteful not to smoke”

"Waste is not allowed, I will give it to my brother tomorrow"

"Why did you give it to your brother? It cost dozens of dollars to buy it. Why can't I smoke it?"

"If you smoke again, we will be broken. I don't need a woman who can smoke like you."

"Get out, get out of here, I'm going to rest..."

He should be really angry when he saw me.He also walked away with that face that was about to freeze.Although the man left, his last words echoed in the corridor: "Xiao Han, since we live together now, you must ensure that there is no smell of smoke in my house."

well!Cheapskate, why don't I just smoke you a pack of cigarettes! ! !

In the past, I caught him smoking when he was not at home and opened the windows for ventilation, but today it is. . .

It seems that the IQ of people who are in love will drop. . .

I put away the cigarettes, opened the windows for ventilation, and went to the bedroom next to the living room to rest until I could no longer smell the smell of smoke in the living room.

Isn't it weird why we don't sleep in the same bedroom? ?In fact, it was not because of the quarrel, but because we have been sleeping separately since we moved in.

It was I who proposed it at the beginning, and I said tentatively, "Zhang Yi, we have only met each other not long ago, and I am used to sleeping alone, or... we will sleep alone first, and then we will live in the same room when our relationship comes to fruition. Room, okay?"

Zhang Yi didn't even take a second to think about it and said straightforwardly, "Okay."

Later, I never heard him ask us to live in the same room.

It stands to reason that if a normal man lives with a woman, there will always be some sparks!I don't care about that.But what about him?Didn't it mean that men sometimes even fuck sows when they need it?

Although I do not agree with this sentence. . . . .

But there is no man who sees the opposite sex in his home all day long, and can still be ascetic, right?

At the beginning, I thought that this way of getting along is actually quite good, anyway, I don’t love him, we live together, I can be less lonely, and he can learn to be more independent.

Getting along slowly made me feel that he is like my own brother, although he is older than me.

But his temper and character are completely a big boy.

Therefore, since he is my own brother that I admit in my heart, I naturally care more about his affairs.

A few days ago, I suddenly wanted to explore the privacy of this brother on a whim. Is there someone I like outside?

If so, I must win them over and let them have lovers and get married.

If not, could it be him. . .What's wrong. . . .