My destined love

Panting slightly, I propped myself up uneasily and asked him what's wrong. Following his gaze, I saw myself covered with ugly scars, and my heart turned cold for the most part, and I lost all sexual interest.Pulling the quilt to cover my body, I said to him, "It's too ugly, don't look at it."

"I'm sorry." His expression was sad.

I hugged him, patted his back, and coaxed him like a child: "It's all over, you don't have to care about it." Having said that, I will always remember the pain and fear at that time.

In the second half of the second semester of junior high school, the weather started to turn hot, and my fear of Liu Yuechen had reached its peak. Unlike him who is clean and gentle now, he was full of ruffian at that time, definitely a representative of a bad boy.The school uniform never zipped up, his hair was longer than the school standard, he smoked in places where the teachers couldn't see him, and he often got involved in fights.

At that time, what I was most afraid of was going to school, not speaking in class, and sitting in my seat with my head down after class, trying to minimize my sense of existence.Every time I sensed someone approaching, I was so nervous that I was afraid that it was him who came to trouble me.

He abused me in a variety of ways: forcing me to smoke, and burning my arm with cigarette butts if I didn’t smoke; making me pour chalk dust into the teacher’s water glass without being discovered; or stealing money from my parents and giving it to him. Ranging from one yuan to five yuan, but most of them are small denominations... MD!Thinking of this, I have to complain, as a rich second generation, how could he be short of money and force me to steal it!Now I really want to hit him on the head with the limited edition figurine next to the bed!

"It's not a big deal. In fact, the most wronged me was when you tore up all my winter homework the day before school started. Do you still remember?" I tried to draw his attention away from my scar, "Then It was the first time I made up my homework all night! Seeing that it was dawn and I hadn't finished my homework, I really cried in the end!"

He folded his arms and hugged me tighter, and it took a long time before he replied: "I didn't write that time, so I want to pull someone into the water."

"Your sister!" I tapped his head lightly, "Fortunately, my mother went to school to prove that I had indeed written it, but she lost it by accident. What a real mother, I love her to death!"

"Yeah." He pulled off the quilt that was between us, and stroked the most striking scar on my left chest with his fingers.

"Hey, are you a pervert with breasts? Don't touch my breasts casually!" I wanted to knock off his hand, but when I saw his guilty eyes, I immediately lost the strength to make fun of it.

Strictly speaking, this wound was not caused by him himself.It is said that rabbits bite people when they are in a hurry. After I was caught by my mother for stealing money, I was severely beaten by my parents. In addition to the physical pain, the disappointment revealed in the scolding of my parents who have always loved me deeply hurt me. To my heart, in a fit of rage, I found Liu Yuechen and wanted to fight to the death.

In order not to be caught by acquaintances, we met at a construction site, and I hysterically resisted the man who had tortured me for nearly two years, yelling to let him go, and he looked down at me coldly, his eyes were terribly gloomy .The obvious height difference made me more and more imposing, and he approached me step by step, extremely hostile.

I was forced to the edge of a slope, glared at him and said, "I'm going to tell the teacher! You'll be fired!"

"Then try it. I don't believe that there are things in this world that money can't solve." His arrogance seemed to be born with him.

Because I was afraid of his approach, I stretched out my hand and pushed him hard, but instead of pushing him away, my feet slipped. I screamed instinctively, and I rolled down the slope...

"I want to catch you but it's too late." He pulled me into his arms and wrapped the quilt around my **** back, "When you fell, my heart sank. When I reacted, I rushed down. I saw you fell to the ground with a piece of broken glass stuck in your chest.

"Although the blood was not much, I still didn't dare to move you casually. I hurriedly climbed up to find someone to help. Many people were frightened by my appearance at that time, and they all ran away. Finally, an aunt beat me 120. After sending you to the ambulance, I kept asking the doctor if you were still alive.

"You were pushed into the operating room for first aid, and my dad also rushed over. The first thing he did was to ask the driver to take me home. I was completely blinded and could only follow his arrangement. If I knew this at that time I won't be able to see you until five years later, and I will die there." Hearing this, I began to imagine the picture of Liu Yuechen lying on the ground playing tricks, and I couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Don't laugh, I'm serious."

"Then I really have to thank you for not leaving me there and running away on your own." At such a young age, he still knows not to flip the wounded casually, which is worthy of praise.

"I was very scared at the time, and there was only one thought in my mind. If Rao Che was killed by me, my life would be over."

"It must! My precious son is the only one in my family. You can't afford to kill me at all."

"It's not the feeling of being afraid of being responsible." He kissed my cheek, and continued, "It's the sense of collapse of all hope. For a moment, I even want to die with you."

I don't know how to respond to him, so I can only choose to remain silent.

"After that, I was locked up at home. Every time I asked about your condition, my dad always emphasized that you are not dead, and that he can settle everything so that I don't need to worry. Later, he asked me if I abused you. Then he said he would take care of it."

I sighed, I was pushed into the operating room, and I couldn't hide the bruises on my body. "Didn't your dad beat you up to help me vent my anger?"

"He always feels that he owes me, so no matter what wrong things I do, he won't blame me." How can there be such a doting father in the world?Although my dad dotes on me, he still beats me up if I do something wrong.

"It's nice to have money, and it can settle a lot of things." If I remember correctly, the incident was treated as an accident in the end, and the Liu family only paid some money, and the police who abused it didn't mention it. "I will earn a lot of money in the future, and I will pay you after I beat you up."

"Okay." He rubbed my hair again, "I'll help you earn as much as you want."

I was amused by him, my chin rested on his shoulder, and I spoke slowly: "Five years, it will pass in the blink of an eye."

"Well, I have been waiting for you to leave the hospital and go back to school to apologize to you, but I waited for the news of your suspension of school. I began to worry about how badly you were injured, and you had to suspend school to recuperate."

"The injury is not serious. It's just that he received psychological treatment for a period of time, but it's nothing serious." I tried to downplay this past as much as possible, not wanting to increase his sense of guilt.

After saying this, I remembered an important thing, bit his lip in revenge, and whispered to him: "Please don't brake suddenly when the arrow is on the string, such a sudden interruption will cause you to make me physically ill!"

He didn't respond. He picked up the pajamas that had been thrown aside and helped me put them on again, then hugged me and lay down. After turning off the light, he kissed the scar on my head and explained very seriously: "I really can't do it today, I didn't buy it. Protective measures, I don't want to hurt you again."

I closed my eyes silently, and clearly felt a tear fall from my face.

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