No.30 Eight Lovers

Overcoming difficulties without danger, Bian Baekhyun is in trouble, Park Chanyeol is not stupid, the cause and effect relationship is naturally clear, the only thing he doesn't understand is what Bian Baekhyun said about liking...

Park Chanyeol came back to his senses when a voice came from the phone topic. Looking at the phone in his hand, he unexpectedly dialed Bian Baekhyun's number at some point!

I actually remembered Bian Boxian's number!

"Hey?"

"Short..."

"..."

The expected silence made Park Chanyeol uncomfortable, unconscious, even stiff.

"I don't miss you anymore! It's not that I want to care about you!" Park Chanyeol furiously defended himself for this abrupt phone call, but felt that there was no money here, and coughed dryly, "Well... are you okay?"

"..."

"Don't pay too much attention to what people who don't understand say, you..."

"You understand me?"

"I..." Byun Baekhyun suddenly opened his mouth, making Park Chanyeol feel as if he had swallowed something hard, the words stuck in his throat.

"I'm just thinking more about my own future. I still have the ability to withstand public opinion to survive in the circle."

"Bian Baekhyun talking to me, don't do this!" Listening to Bian Baekhyun's indifference, thinking about Bian Baekhyun's grief when he left the Park's house that day, Park Chanyeol was inexplicably annoyed, "I just want to see if you are dead!"

"That disappoints you."

"The scourge will last for a thousand years!"

"Stupid, I said the other day that my favorite is..."

"I know, you don't have to work hard after that. The old man ordered me to finish my studies."

"Um……"

"Huh? What don't you say?!"

"say what?"

"..."

Park Chanyeol was at a loss for words again.Baekhyun is right, what do you want to say?Is it Wu Nong's soft words between lovers or polite greetings among friends?If you insist on sorting out the relationship between the two, it seems that all you can say is "bon voyage".

"The director urged me..."

"and many more!"

Park Chanyeol blurted out, this feeling is really too strange, Park Chanyeol can't help but stop this conversation from ending, but he is always in the embarrassment of being speechless, when it starts like this, he would rather be awkward than As a result, he would rather be unnecessary stubborn than face it directly.

Yien, who came in, handed the passport to Park Chanyeol to signal to Park Chanyeol to leave in time, Park Chanyeol hesitated but took it and held it tightly.

"When is it your turn to hang up on me?" Park Chanyeol looked at the passport in his hand, frowned, there was bitterness in his brows, and he forced the corners of his mouth to sneer, "Bian Baekhyun, I wish you more and more red, Climb higher and higher!"

Picking up the handset and slamming it on the landline, Park Chanyeol got up with a cold face, "What are you doing in a daze? Take your luggage and go!"

There was a loud noise at the end, and there was only a busy tone on the other end, beep-beep-in an endless loop, which was very clear in the empty living room.

There is neither a director nor a camera in that huge house. There is only one best actor, who abruptly puts on himself a sharp edge.

"You did a great job Baekhyun...you did a great job..."

The acting was so good, so good that even I almost believed it.

Park Chanyeol's last words full of sarcasm and disappointment were still clearly in his ears, but the imaginary effect sounded extremely cruel in reality, and the living pain seemed to be gouged out by him with a dagger. was exceptionally clear.

It's like a drama, the show ends, and the wind passes without a trace. Park Chanyeol's appearance is like a dream, so beautiful that it is unrealistic, but his departure is so real, so lonely.It was me who pushed him away little by little, before I heard how he felt after confessing to me, maybe Baekhyun didn't have the courage to face Park Chanyeol's rejection, maybe he didn't have the confidence to leave after hearing the answer.

Cover the phone, even the busy tone is no longer there, and loneliness will surge.Baekhyun shrank his legs and nestled on the sofa, he hugged his knees tightly, curled himself up to the minimum, biting his fingers to resist the urge to cry.What Bian Boxian knows is that loneliness is conscious, the more compassionate one is, the more consciously one will be lonely to the end.It's just, if this kind of self-hypnosis is effective, why do I still feel pain? !

Tears were bursting in depression, but Baekhyun still couldn't hold it back. With the flight to Seattle at 12 o'clock, everything was no longer depressed, and everything returned to calm.

Tell me, why the two ends of the good life were stood on the shore by us...

ch43.

【I am not strong enough, I am changing every day because of your love...】

Need a good reason to stay, Wu Yifan thought, at this moment also need a good opening.When really faced with such an urgent and embarrassing situation, Wu Yifan really realized that the two of them had too few topics to talk about, what was left after removing those colorful things in the past?

"Are you ok……"

"very good."

Before Wu Yifan's question was over, Lu Han answered straightforwardly, with the same smile on his brows and eyes. Unlike in the past, Lu Han was much calmer when facing Wu Yifan.

Wu Yifan froze for a moment, the slightly raised corners of his mouth were still stiff, speechless, he was so embarrassed that he didn't even know how to put the corners of his mouth away.

Luhan smiled helplessly, took a cup of coffee and turned to look at the place where Wu Shixun was outside the street window, sipping.Wu Yifan still had a good face, even though he was so embarrassed, he didn't want to let go of his figure to find a step for him to step down. I really don't know whether to call him stubborn or stupid.

"Hanhan, you know the purpose of my visit this time, there's no need to be provocative with words, you know better than anyone else, I don't like this."

Smiling dismissively, Luhan put down his coffee and leaned on the back of the sofa, feeling happy, "Wu Yifan, you are still so proud, it seems that everyone is transparent in front of you, making it clear to you at a glance. You never learn to be good, you have to be frustrated Let it go when it’s gray.”

"That's because I love you! Lu Han, no one will love you more than me!"

"If you just like it, why insist on saying love. This is the fact that it took me seven years to understand!"

"I admit that I am a little selfish, but..."

"You are not selfish, Wu Yifan, you are stupid! Do you know that I am lonely when I am with you!"

What I am most afraid of is telling the truth, uncovering that layer of cover-up, and not paying attention to the truth.

silence.

Faced with Lu Han's questioning, Wu Yifan was speechless.

It's ridiculous to say such things, but they are lonely while holding so-called love, and the two people who talk about love have no understanding, even if they are close to each other, it seems that there is an ocean between them.

"It's rare to give sincerely. You don't want to be the giver but want to get it. Even if you are good at it, you will stumble sooner or later. Maybe one day you will find someone like Luhan, who can continue to pretend to be stupid to maintain your love , but there will never be anyone like Zhang Yixing, not only with you for seven years, but also for the next 20 years, 30 years, and even the whole life of him. , smoothing, as for Wu Yifan, "If it is said that you keep him by your side because of your loneliness, then I hope you love him; if it's just to torture each other, please be decisive and let him leave you. Torment him, this disease will take your place, and one day he will die of severe pain."

At that moment, I felt very painful and distressed.Wu Yifan looked at the determination and grief in Luhan's eyes, the knuckles holding the paper turned pale, he guessed how bad Zhang Yixing's situation is now.

Zhang Yixing is always so peaceful by Wu Yifan's side, even laughing silently, he is always cautious, afraid of disturbing Wu Yifan, afraid of disturbing that moment of getting along.Such a person, Juno Nuo, is also clean, like a white lotus, quietly blooming, discreetly beautiful, and then dies quietly.

In fact, I feel sorry for Zhang Yixing when he keeps restraining his emotions.Sometimes, Wu Yifan had a hard time imagining how Zhang Yixing managed to look at him and Lu Han intimately, but still look calm and composed.Wu Yifan doesn't understand how difficult it is to suppress the gushing emotions, but he knows that as long as he wants, even if it's all he has, he should hold it tightly in his palm, even broken glass in the palm of his hand.

No one has an obligation to be nice to anyone all the time, as Lu Han said.Now that I think about it, it is true, but Zhang Yixing is an obsessed fool, he would rather exchange his blood for injuries than leave in a cool way, such a fool is exasperating and pitiful.

"Love him." Luhan looked at Wu Yifan, and said strong words like a request, "He can't bear this alone, so please love him."

He opened his mouth, but Wu Yifan couldn't say a word.Lu Han's eyes were burning like a torch, watching him become more and more sad, just like the pain he had when we first met, it's just that time has given him a little more maturity and arrogance.

"That's pity..."

"Even if it's pity, I hope he is happy!" Luhan looked out of the glass window in the opening title, with a lot of tenderness, "I've been in pain and I know that feeling. But when despair is overwhelming, all I can see is Wu Shixun, and at that moment I feel that I am Still alive."

"..."

Following Lu Han's gaze, Wu Yifan could see the car that had been parked there, and there was a figure of a man in the car.

It's clear at a glance.

"This is not your style." The two of them just looked at Wu Shixun like this, Wu Yifan's corners of his mouth curled up slightly, "Like a little girl in first love, looking at someone she likes and saying nasty lines."

Turning his head to look at Wu Yifan, Luhan smiled, and continued to look at Wu Shixun who was waiting for him, "Chen told me that one gets used to one thing after doing No.20 over and over again. The thing is after No.30 eight times, so I am always willing to get used to stability after countless times of fickleness. Now I really believe this statement, I found stability in my No.30 eight lovers, and started Get used to having everything about him, start planning tomorrow and the future, start changing yourself, from living habits to self