No.30 Eight Lovers

, because you care about me, right? "

Lu Han gently opened the corner of his mouth, Wu Shixun felt distressed when he saw that smile.

"It takes a lot of effort to lie to a person, if you don't care, how can you lie to him..."

"Luhan...I'm sorry..." Wu Shixun cried hopelessly.

"People often only believe what they want to believe." Reaching out to help Wu Shixun wipe away tears, his movements were gentle, "I believe that you always have me in your heart, and I believe that you all have difficulties. I don't believe that you are so cruel. You just I am acting in a play, the curtain call is over, and everything is coming back. The wound you gave me will always heal, but I still believe in love unwaveringly, I want to love with my heart, love with all my strength!"

People often only believe what they want to believe, even if it is absurd or fleeting, if only you, then everything will always become tenderness with fingers.

Wu Shixun hugged Luhan and lay quietly on the bed, as if he had fallen asleep but no one was willing to fall asleep.

"Why didn't you look for me when you came back?" Wu Shixun asked.

Luhan was silent for a long time, just when Wu Shixun thought he was asleep, he spoke, his voice was very soft

"I'm afraid that as soon as I see you, I will stay by your side regardless."

In this grotesque world, I have already lost myself.The only thing I want is to guard my own pure land, and you are the paradise I have been looking for for 23 years.

Even if I die, I will die in that pure land covered in filth, which is my final destination and my cemetery for the rest of my life.

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[If you can return to that period of happiness and hold your hand tightly, I will not let go easily]

When I opened my eyes, it was dawn, and you were still...

The real body temperature and breathing, if it wasn't for the real touch, Wu Shixun would feel that even the morning light squeezed out from the crack of the curtain is unreal.

Luhan is very beautiful.A man, beautiful but strong, thin but stubborn.

Wu Shixun felt sorry for Luhan, Luhan's forgiveness made Wu Shixun feel like a knife cut his heart, and Luhan's belief made Wu Shixun regret it.

Constant pain in the left upper abdomen, love is like a stomachache, there will always be a pathogenic factor due to a bad habit, there will always be a latent period, it will always start slowly, and it will always hurt like a knife.When two people are together, no matter what the reason is, deceit is pathogenic and fatal, forbearance of turning a blind eye is latent, mutual torture is a slow outbreak, and people who love each other feel like strangers and are in pain.In the end, I held my pain and looked for help everywhere, but the long rescue process was still painful.

No one will have an immediate effect of painkillers, only the person who has the same stomach pain, maybe heal each other, maybe comfort each other.

Luhan is medicine, Wu Shixun's special medicine.When it hurts, think about him, the stomach still hurts, but the heart is full.It was full of Lu Han's frowns and smiles, and the empty space was the place beside him.

It's all filled now.Putting your arms around the person in your arms, to put it bluntly, is like embracing the whole world.The happiness and satisfaction that was lost and found, the stumbling past, the result of the price... Wu Shixun will cherish Luhan, he vowed that this time he will cherish Luhan desperately, because there is no one else like Luhan.

After you left, I have seen countless people.Some people resemble your hair, some people resemble your eyes, but no one resembles your face!

Probably so.

Park Chanyeol stayed up all night, watching the football match in full swing, Real Madrid VS Manchester United, on the huge LCD screen.Lu Han made a deal, he will support his Red Devils all night, and there is also the eternal No. 7 C. Ronaldo. The red and black No. [-] jersey is still neatly placed aside, and popcorn snacks are scattered all over the floor.

Manchester United scored a goal, but no one cheered with Park Chanyeol.

"Master, go to rest..."

Looking at Yien with bloodshot eyes, Park Chanyeol grabbed the housekeeper's hand like a brat, "Just for a while! It's almost over, it's about to end, isn't it!"

"Master!" Pulling Park Chanyeol, Yien disregarded his status as master and servant for the first time, "Why are you doing this!"

"I'm going to wait for the result!" With a firm tone, Park Chanyeol tightly pulled the table leg and couldn't get up.

"You saw that, didn't you?!"

Pointing to the TV series "I'm talking about this game. Manchester United will lose, but Ronaldo, who joined Real Madrid, won. That's good, isn't it? Anyway, as long as Lu Lu is not sad, I just want to watch, watch The more clearly you understand, the faster you may be relieved.”

Without saying anything, Yien slowly let go of Park Chanyeol's hand, and accompanied him to watch the last bit of the game.Park Chanyeol has grown up, but Yien remembers it as the child holding a toy and calling his brother.I once told myself that I must protect this child well, even if he will be spoiled and arrogant in the end and not let him get hurt a little bit, but the so-called love is completely out of my control. Hold him but he refuses with a smile.In the end, the child's sacrifice was like a slap in the face. The child has grown up. What he needs is no longer a toy candy, but the company of a person who can be in his heart. What was imposed on him.

The final result is what Park Chanyeol said, no surprises.

With a long sigh of relief, Park Chanyeol turned his head to look at Yien, smiled quietly, spread his arms and yawned, "I'm exhausted, I want to take a good rest."

"Master."

"Huh?" Looking at the hurried maid with misty eyes, "What's wrong?"

"Here's a visitor, he said his name is Lu Yuan."

"Lu Yuan?" He frowned and thought for a long time, then looked at the butler suspiciously.

"Mr. Lu's father."

"What is he doing?"

"Look at what?"

Before the eyes are opened, the long scroll trembles slightly, raising the dust in the soft light of the morning sun, casting a fine shadow under the white eyes.The corners of Lu Han's mouth are lightly raised, a little playful, and his breath is blue.

"Look at the beauty."

"poor!"

Luhan still opened his eyes, misty eyes were misty, his uncontrollable smile turned into warm breath, his apple muscles pulled the corners of his mouth up to a nice range, his childish eyebrows and eyes were curved.

Hugging him into his arms with a smile, his chin lightly rubbed against his hair, and the newly grown hair gently tied Wu Shixun's chin, itching.

"Do you really believe me?"

Wu Shixun's voice is not loud, and the reality of such a problem is cruel, and some scenes are vivid.What I don't want to mention actually lies between the two of them.

The person in his arms didn't answer, and the convective air seemed to have been sucked out of oxygen. The silence that resembled denial or uncertainty made one's heart tremble.

"Don't be too obsessed with it," Luhan looked up, and saw Wu Shixun's stubbled chin. "I trust my own vision."

"But in the past..."

"It's said that it's in the past." Pulling Wu Shixun's hand, he wrapped his big hand into a fist and held it in the palm of his hand. We must learn to get rid of the dross. Crying, painful, hurt, bad, all discarded, and there is reason to be happy."

Bowing his head, Wu Shixun met Lu Han's eyes, sparkling, his own face and eyes in his pupils, so clear.

Wu Shixun is in Lu Han's eyes and also in Lu Han's heart.

"Knowing so much, why do you still block yourself?" Rubbing Lu Han's face distressedly, tenderness is like water.

"It was you who made me understand." Looking at Wu Shixun's eyes so sincere, pure and flawless "It is always the most stupid when you like someone, you can enjoy suffering, you can always turn a blind eye to pain, you are tireless, and you are not dead. Change. Do you understand, Oh Sehun?"

Turning over, Wu Shixun pressed the person in his arms under his body, wrapped him in his arms, stared at his shining eyes, and fell in love with his tenderness.She lowered her head and kissed his lips slowly, biting his soft lips lightly with her teeth, outlining his beautiful lip line.The flexible tongue pried open Luhan's teeth, and penetrated into his mouth to lick his uneven gums and smooth palate.

When did it start?Like this, even just kissing Sehun Wu can accurately find the sensitive points of Luhan's oral cavity.

"Luhan, I love you."

Even if you feel hypocritical, I will say it!The dull pain in my stomach keeps reminding me of my regret and pain when I lost you. This kind of pain is enough once, I can't bear it and I don't want to bear it!I want happiness, and I will give you happiness with my own hands!

"Wu Shixun, say it again." Lu Han's voice was sticky with his lips pressed against his lips, "Say it again."

"I love you."

"Say it again."

"I love you."

"Again..."

"I love you! Luhan, I love you! It's not self-hypnosis, and I won't lie to you anymore! I love all of you, your stubbornness must be strong, and your fear of heights and noise. If you can't see at night, I will accompany you , go shopping holding hands like any ordinary couple, no longer caring about cameras and paparazzi, I can guard my love upright like a man, and give my loved ones happiness and a sense of security."

"Wu Shixun..." With a nasal tone, those touching words moved even Luhan who no longer dreamed.

"kindness."

"It wasn't seven years ago."

"Later I realized one thing, time cannot match love. You have never been late, when I longed for love, you showed up on time. Don't talk about seven years ago, Luhan, I only yearn for seven years after I have you. "

If one day, you no longer remember the past, no longer love the past face, no longer lament the past right and wrong, then it is not forgetting at all, it is too difficult to forget, but to find an outlet and start to look forward to a better future future.If it is not a toothache, the dental pulp nerve should be pulled out, if the visceral pain is not, the sympathetic nerve should be cut. It is always necessary to find a medicine that can relieve pain and cure the disease at the same time.

"I'm in love with a liar, I'm in love with a jerk..."

Wu Shixun was stunned for a long time