No.30 Eight Lovers

Exposure to the sun, I covered my eyes and couldn't bear to see it, but the heart-piercing pain was more real than anything else, and it was unforgettable.

It will hurt, it proves that you are still alive...

I am very stubborn, I don't accept everything, I really think that as long as I am persistent, I am strong enough to bear everything.But I forgot that not everything will bear fruit if you put your heart into it, persevere, and pay, just like a tree full of pear blossoms will never bear apples.

"What's going on?" Finally, Wu Shixun broke the deadlock between the two, and turned to look at Bian Baekxian, "Why did Lu Han say you are Bian Baekxian?"

From just now to now, Baekhyun is not in the state, even to the fans he has always loved, he can't smile, and he even signed the wrong name that he wrote countless times.

"I told you," Bian Baekhyun looked down at his palm, "I don't know him." He turned to look at Wu Shixun who was slightly suspicious, "What are you doubting?"

Wu Shixun shook his head, "I don't doubt you." He took Bian Baekhyun's hand, "I never doubted you, it's just Baekhyun, and I never really walked into your heart." Pulling Bian Baekhyun into his arms, Wu Shixun Gently stroking Bian Baekhyun's back, "I won't go into the details of whether you and Luhan are related, or why you don't like Luhan so much, I just want you not to always carry everything alone, you are like this, I It hurts to see."

——— "Bai Bai, remember to tell me if there is anything, don't always carry it alone."

——— "Bian Baixian, are you stupid?! You don't hurt me, but I feel distressed!"

——— "Don't pay too much attention to their opinions, those who judge you are not all human beings."

"Sehun, we have a good time together, I'm tired."

"I know."

For the first time, I really felt that Bian Baekhyun didn't hold any grudges, and Wu Shixun could kiss Bian Baekhyun like he kissed Luhan.

Dark room, cold moonlight, empty wine bottles all over the floor.

Zhang Yixing stood at the door, looking at the noble man in a suit and leather shoes, leaning against the corner like a down and out vagabond, pouring high-strength Western wine.

"Han...Han..."

Another empty wine bottle rolled to Zhang Yixing's feet.Bending down to pick up the wine bottle, Zhang Yixing gently walked to Wu Yifan's side, and sat down beside him.

"Stop drinking. He can't see you like this."

Ignoring Zhang Yixing, Wu Yifan opened the wine again, raised his head and poured it vigorously.

"I know you're uncomfortable." Zhang Yixing sat with his arms around his knees, dumbfounded. "I know that feeling... the feeling of being ignored."

Turning his head to look at Zhang Yixing, Wu Yifan handed the wine in his hand to Zhang Yixing, "Drink it."

"I don't drink well."

Without any warning, Wu Yifan pressed Zhang Yixing's head,

Pour the wine into Zhang Yixing's mouth.

The wine that was too late to swallow spilled out of his mouth, and his face was full of embarrassment.Pushing away the demon with hands and feet, Zhang Yixing wiped his face with his sleeve, "You are crazy!"

"Zhang Yixing, don't be sentimental! Don't think you know me very well!"

"Wu Yifan, wake up!" He snatched the wine bottle from Wu Yifan's hand, "He doesn't like you a long time ago, you know it better than anyone else! Why do you torture each other!"

"Shut up!" Wu Yifan's cold eyes seemed to tear Zhang Yixing alive, "Don't think you have the right to control me after it's made public! You're just a substitute!"

"I know!" Wu Yifan's words were like bayonets severing Zhang Yixing's heart, not wanting to see him suffer all this pain alone, Zhang Yixing looked at Wu Yifan stubbornly, "Don't you think it's sad?! I'm the one who will stay by your side in the end alternatives!"

"Get out!" The words that stimulated Wu Yifan were like a fuse, Zhang Yixing ignited Wu Yifan's anger, "Get out!"

"I do not go!"

Wu Yifan reached out and pinched Zhang Yixing's neck, "Get lost!"

The feeling of suffocation on the verge of death made people despair, Zhang Yixing smiled with difficulty, and squeezed out a few words, "I...don't go!" In the stalemate, Zhang Yixing refused to let go, his face became paler, and sweat rolled down.

"Don't leave, right?!" Wu Yifan sneered and threw Zhang Yixing onto the bed, "I know what you want! Since you volunteered to be a substitute, why not do it!"

Like a beast, Wu Yifan bit the man under him without any tenderness.

"This is my place to live, you and I can rest now." Let Luhan sit on the sofa, Park Chanyeol took the water from Yien, stuffed the steaming water into Luhan's cold hands, Park Chanyeol took off his gloves, Holding Lu Han's delicate and flushed face with his big warm palm, warming Lu Han little by little.

Like a puppet without a soul, Lu Han has no expression on his face, his eyes are red.

What happened tonight was not considered a success for Park Chanyeol, if he knew it would be like this, Park Chanyeol would never have brought Luhan to see Oh Sehun anyway.It was all unexpected, Park Chanyeol doesn't know how to explain what happened tonight, maybe it's just two very similar people, and Lu Han made a mistake, or maybe Baekhyun is hiding something.Seeing Luhan like this, Park Chanyeol has no time to guess the reason, the most urgent thing, Park Chanyeol just wants to make Luhan happy.

"I'll help you check that Bian Boxian, don't worry, you can always find it!"

"Don't look it up..." Lu Han's big eyes were empty, "He is for nothing."

"Maybe it's just a mistake. There are too many people who look alike in this world."

"But it's too similar!" Lu Han looked up at Park Chanyeol, "His clean appearance is too similar to Baek Hyun!"

"What is the relationship between that Baekhyun and you?" Park Chanyeol tried to ask Luhan, but Luhan just shook his head feebly without looking away. "It's okay, if you don't want to tell me, I won't ask. I'll check him for you, don't go back, you don't want to face Wu Yifan now."

"Fan..." Luhan muttered, "I'm sorry for him."

"You don't love him."

"I should make it clear to him face to face, he must have panicked when I ran away like this." Lu Han blamed himself, "I want to make it clear to him, I can't hurt him anymore."

"Okay, I'll accompany you tomorrow." Seeing Lu Han's face not looking so good, Park Chanyeol just wanted him to have a good rest.

"I'll go right now."

"Don't be in a hurry, you should rest now!"

Shaking his head, Luhan pushed Park Chanyeol's hand away, "I have to face it. I want to face him while I still have the courage. I have been fighting with him for seven years, and I can't let him suffer any more."

"Then I'll accompany you!" Park Chanyeol pulled Luhan up.

"This is my business.

The password of Sandglas has not changed, it is Lu Han's birthday.

Gently pushing the door open, Luhan walked up to Wu Yifan's room step by step along his favorite cashmere carpet.

The all too familiar scene, standing outside that room, what Lu Han can hear are obscene groans, what his nose can smell is the disgusting male musk.Or, Luhan can leave as if nothing happened, or, like before, ask the man under Wu Yifan to leave with the attitude of a master.

However, Lu Han was dumbfounded.

He heard someone crying for pain, and he heard Zhang Yixing's voice.

I don't have the courage to go one step further.The reality directly slapped Lu Han hard, knowing that Zhang Yixing likes Wu Yifan, and thought about giving Wu Yifan to Zhang Yixing, Lu Han never knew what he would do if one day he witnessed the person he loved having sex with his best friend.

There is still half a bottle of ice wine on the old wine rack, which is Luhan's favorite French CEE Icewine, which was produced in 2000 and entered the cellar. The age is not too long but it has its unique sweetness.

Just five days ago, Wu Yifan hugged Lu Han and told him to give him whatever he wanted, drinking with him.Keep half a bottle, only for Luhan.

Sitting on the sofa outside, Lu Han sneered and opened the red wine, poured it into a goblet, alone, amidst the lustful sounds of his friend and the man he had loved for seven years, Lu Han was still elegant.

Ice wine is a beautiful misunderstanding, this is what Wu Yifan told Lu Han.The grapes attacked by frost and snow were originally abandoned products. In order to recover the loss, winemakers tried to use these abandoned products to make wine, but accidentally created ice wine.Back then when Lu Han was still happy, he would hold Wu Yifan's hand and say, "I am an abandoned product that was saved by you, and you are the winemaker who made me a success." Lu Han, who was as simple as seven years ago, would make himself like Wu Yifan Everything that makes me like what Wu Yifan likes, like the love for ice wine and the addiction to ambergris.

So stupid, really stupid!So stupid that I want to slap myself!

He thought that he was an abandoned product who was saved, that Wu Yifan was reborn when he left the sea of ​​suffering for himself, and in the end, he was reduced to an abandoned product again, with the same nature, and Lu Han was still superfluous.

One day is like a lifetime, Lu Han sees his persistent Byun Baek Hyun, sees his dependent Wu Shixun, sees his waiting for Wu Yifan, and sees his trusted Zhang Yixing.No one told him how these people got involved. He didn't understand why Byun Baek Hyun didn't recognize him, he didn't understand why Wu Shixun abandoned him, and he didn't understand how the two people on the inner bed got together... No one told him. He, he was also afraid to understand.

Choose the cruelest method, and let go only when you know it hurts.Luhan sat there, listening to their lingering closeness, and the warm memories while drinking, made him feel distressed that he would rather die now, but he was strong enough not to shed a single tear.No one is more stubborn than Lu Han, like a moth to a flame, jaw-dropping paranoia, almost crazy.He smiled like a summer flower, watching his blood flow like a river.I won't care about anything anymore, Lu Han is powerless to struggle, and won't hate them, that is Lu Han's compensation to Wu Yifan for everything he has given to himself in the past seven years, and also the greatest tolerance he has given to Zhang Yixing.

Perhaps, all of this, everyone is right.

bottom of a bottle of wine