No.30 Eight Lovers

For example, hallucinating that you are a millionaire, such as hallucinating that you are a world superstar, such as... hallucinating that some people are not dead... Psychologically speaking, it is human's escapism psychology. When escaping from reality, I set up an illusion for myself and then get The comfort of the soul, to put it bluntly, is hallucination. "

"Are you saying this is all my hallucination?"

"Isn't it? Didn't you say everything, did you witness his departure with your own eyes? Could it be that he was brought back to life?"

"Then, is it possible, is it possible that he wasn't dead at all?!"

"...How do I know? Do you want me to burn incense sticks for you and ask if he is dead? You just accept the fact! All the pain is set for yourself, accept the reality, relax, maybe you will live better Even better, there's no need to be so paranoid and make yourself a prison, the only one who will suffer in the end is yourself!"

"But those images I can't get rid of!"

"Time is the best medicine, it will heal all your wounds, including your heart."

Lu Han smiled, "No matter how long the time is, all that can be cured are skin trauma..."

"Luhan... let's do a thorough hypnosis, just forget about it..."

"Good night, Chen."

"Eh! I mean it! I..."

Turn off the computer, Luhan checks the time, it's 12 o'clock, and Wu Shixun hasn't come back yet...

Wu Shixun was sitting on a swing in the yard. The snow in the yard was full of different shades, sizes, and directions. Footprints in different directions were all covered by snowflakes in the blink of an eye.

He lowered his head and caressed the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, his heart was in a mess, it was all Baekhyun's words——

"Sehun, date Luhan."

"Baekhyun..." Wu Shixun pulled Baekhyun from his arms, "What are you talking about?"

"I want you to associate with that designer. Sehun, as long as you succeed, you are qualified. Sehun..."

"I don't understand, what does this have to do with me being with you? Why do you want to hurt him for nothing?!"

"Aren't you willing?" Bian Baekhyun stood there coldly, "I thought you really liked me...you can't pass this little test."

"It's not that I'm reluctant, and I don't want to build my happiness on the pain of others."

"Will he be in pain? He has no heart! He can tell lies, he can disregard other people's life and death, and he is even hypocritical! What do you care about?!"

"Baekhyun, why are you so..."

"Don't forget, you are his number 30 eighth lover, how did he hurt the first 37?" Byun Baekhyun turned his back "I hate people who are not specific, this is the lesson I want to teach him , It also depends on whether you are dedicated. I have nothing but you. I would rather suffer now than die when I am hurt in the future. I have endured this kind of pain once, and I cannot bear it a second time..."

Wu Shixun gently turned Baekhyun's body, gently wiped away his tears with his hands, and pulled him into his arms, "Stop crying, I promise you..."

Wu Shixun lowered his head and kissed the ring Baekhyun put on on his finger, and took it off.

It doesn't matter Wu Shixun, you are not a very good person, no one will expect to do any good things, and you don't need to pretend to be a good person.

Gently pushing open the door of Lu Han's room, Wu Shixun possessed him and left a kiss on his forehead, "Good night, deer."

The door closed, Luhan opened his eyes and smiled slightly.

Good night, Oh Sehun.

Suddenly, thank you very much for coming home, and thank you very much for your warm good night kiss, Wu Yifan couldn't give me these things, you did...

ch19.

[If it wasn't me being another man, if it was just a sentence in a comedy, just burn it dry, I will exchange scars with your love]

Zhang Yixing pushed open the door of the private room, and saw Wu Yifan laying on the sofa in a drunken state, with his expensive suit jacket casually thrown on the ground.

Picking up the clothes and wine bottle on the ground, Zhang Yixing leaned over and softly called "Kris wake up." Wu Yifan, who closed his eyes, had no intention of waking up, Zhang Yixing moved closer, but his face turned red.

"Wu Yifan, wake up..."

Zhang Yixing squatted down, and had countless fantasies, fantasizing that Wu Yifan was waiting for him at the school gate every day, fantasizing that Wu Yifan was holding his hand, fantasizing that Wu Yifan could hug him... Maybe it would be shameful to say these fantasies , Wu Yifan is the man of my good friend, but Zhang Yixing thinks that is happiness, seeing him appearing in the CEO's office every day in suits and shoes, occasionally giving reports in person, maybe one day he can simply chat, Zhang Yixing has no ambition, just Like his peaceful and humble personality, he is not as individual as Lu Han, nor as flamboyant as Tina, so he is doomed to be mediocre.Maybe, without Lu Han, then I and Wu Yifan wouldn't have any intersections.

It seemed to be the first time, the first time to see him so close.This 30-year-old man has a mature personality and is successful and rich. No wonder so many men and women are desperate to climb on his bed. He is like an ancient king who looks up to him besides submitting to him.Zhang Yixing's fingers gently traced Wu Yifan's face, as if it was carved out of perfection; the top two buttons of his white shirt were undone, revealing a strong and sexy chest; the ambergris on his body was mixed with Remy Martin The strong aroma of the wine is like a drug, breathtaking.Wu Yifan is too perfect, Zhang Yixing once deliberately asked Lu Han how Wu Yifan's figure is?Luhan said without hesitation that he looks like Shura, not only in appearance, but also in body, and even in temperament!At the end, Luhan still whispered in Zhang Yixing's ear, did you know?Wu Yifan's kung fu in bed is top notch!Zhang Yixing admits that he had sexual fantasies about Wu Yifan, he is an adult, he does not need to hide his normal physiological phenomena, but that is just thinking...

He didn't sleep soundly, the frowning made Zhang Yixing feel distressed, he reached out to help him open his frowning eyebrows, but he couldn't.

"Hanhan..." Wu Yifan closed his eyes, his brows furrowed even tighter, "Hanhan, don't leave me..."

"Yifan, wake up, we're going back..." Zhang Yixing gently pushed Wu Yifan.

"Han Han!"

"what!"

Zhang Yixing slammed into Wu Yifan's strong chest, and was tightly clasped in his arms.

"Hanhan, I miss you so much..."

"Wu Yifan, look clearly! I'm not Luhan!" Zhang Yixing struggled, "I'm Zhang Yixing!"

"Hanhan, don't make trouble!" Wu Yifan pressed Zhang Yixing under his body, "Hanhan..."

"Wu Yifan, wake up! Wu..."

"Hanhan..." Wu Yifan closed his eyes, his brows furrowed even tighter, "Hanhan, don't leave me..."

"Yifan, wake up, we're going back..." Zhang Yixing gently pushed Wu Yifan.

"Han Han!"

"what!"

Zhang Yixing slammed into Wu Yifan's strong chest, and was tightly clasped in his arms.

"Hanhan, I miss you so much..."

"Wu Yifan, look clearly! I'm not Luhan!" Zhang Yixing struggled, "I'm Zhang Yixing!"

"Hanhan, don't make trouble!" Wu Yifan pressed Zhang Yixing under his body, "Hanhan..."

"Wu Yifan, wake up! Wu..."

The mouth was blocked by soft lips, with a little anger, a little domineering, a little alcohol, a little hurt, Wu Yifan kissed Zhang Yixing, pried open his teeth, and entered the other's mouth with his tongue, telling little by little own thoughts.

The long kiss ended, Zhang Yixing panted and looked at Wu Yifan, he knew that Wu Yifan regarded himself as Lu Han.

"Hanhan, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much..."

The man's fragile tears hit Zhang Yixing's face, and his face slid down as he spoke.

Zhang Yixing helped him kiss away his tears, put his arms around Wu Yifan's neck, and buried his face in his chest.

"I miss you too, Van..."

Maybe, all this was wrong from the beginning, Zhang Yixing should not have answered the call from the bar to pick up the drunk Wu Yifan's call, Zhang Yixing should not have chosen to work to stay with Wu Yifan after graduation, Zhang Yixing should not have known Luhan, Zhang Yixing should not have come to France to study... In fact, the biggest mistake was that Zhang Yixing should not have fallen in love with Wu Yifan, Wu Yifan who belongs to Luhan...

Just indulge this time, the drunk you and the already delirious me, lingering once, wake up tomorrow, you are still the you who love Lu Han from above, and I am still the ordinary me who loves Wu Yifan.

"You don't need to film today?" Luhan, who was only wearing a big white T-shirt, leaned on the refrigerator and drank water with a smile, and glanced at Wu Shixun who was making breakfast. "Do you make your own breakfast every day?"

After cracking the eggs into the frying pan, Wu Shixun turned his head and smiled, "No, it's because of you. It feels like... your stomach should be as tricky as yours."

"I'm not that hard to serve." Hanging the empty cup back to the cup holder, "It's you who scares the Scared Lord..."

"Not bad for me, he looks like that." When the poached eggs came out of the pan, Wu Shixun turned around with the plate in his hand, "Eat breakfast."

"There is a party tonight, do you mind going with me?" Wu Shixun took a sip of milk.

"Party?" Looking up at Wu Shixun, Luhan lowered his head and continued to cut the hot dog on the plate, "I don't like crowds."

"I know. But this is the first time we have appeared on camera in China since we made our relationship public. You also know the media effect." Wu Shixun stuffed the last bite of poached egg into his mouth.

Looking at the remaining bacon on the plate for a long time, putting down the knife and fork, Lu Han gracefully wiped off the sauce from the corner of his mouth with a napkin, leaning on the back of the chair, "Why don't I go?"

"No."

Luhan lowered his head and smiled, "Then why are you asking me?" Standing up, "I seem to want to prepare a bit, so as not to embarrass you as a big star."

"Master, what are your evening clothes." The butler bowed respectfully, behind him was a maid holding a black formal suit.

"Put it there, put it there!" Lie down on the sofa