No.30 Eight Lovers

So, everyone self-righteously clings to the person they don't even know is right or wrong, paranoidly thinks that it belongs to them, and waits stubbornly.

Stick to it, Luhan is like this, Oh Sehun is like this, Bian Baekhyun is like this...

Bian Boxian and Lu Han are very similar, completely "two-faced"!In front of a person is a lively and cheerful sunshine, in front of a person is cold and arrogant, and when others can't see, they all want to take out their hearts and throw them on the ground, scolding that worthless thing is still in pain What!

What is still hurting?Baekhyun would look at his naked self in the mirror, that was his answer to himself.There are many faint scars on his body, including burn scars and surgical scars, and they are entrenched on Baekhyun's white skin with teeth and claws, extremely hideous.Bian Baekhyun is not the kind of person who forgets the pain when his scars are healed, let alone the scars on his body are so obvious now!He told himself not to be soft-hearted, even though that was Xiao Lu, whom he once loved, but when he heard the long-lost word "Baixian" and Lu Han's warm and clear voice, his heart still ached for nothing.

Those pains are still vivid!As if it happened yesterday, Bian Baekhyun was lying on the hospital bed like a cripple, with black eschar wounds all over his body, as if he was being tortured, Bian Baekhyun suddenly regretted that he had escaped from the warehouse, if Maybe you don't have to bear this pain after you die.Compared with the physical pain, Bian Baekhyun's heart hurts more.Lu Han's father is right, a lowly status like myself is not qualified to be Lu Han's friend, Lu Han is only a novelty for a while, and will rebel against his father for the so-called friend, after a long time, Lu Han is still Will obediently return to the Lu family, because Lu Han is the second young master of the Lu family, the second young master who has a "family of medical saints for generations"!

How painful the wound is!Bian Boxian cried and begged the doctor to give him morphine. Is it possible that the strong anesthetic could anesthetize the pain in the body and the broken heart together?There is no one to take care of him, without Lu Han, Bian Baekhyun is really alone, when he is lying alone in the cold ward enduring the heart-pounding pain, he realizes how ridiculous he is, desperately and desperately Good to Luhan, I almost lost my life in the end, but Luhan didn't care, maybe I should have thought of this after watching Luhan escape from that door with the only wet quilt ,Is not it?Didn't his father tell him all about it?Baekhyun, no!It's Byun Baekhyun, you are ridiculously stupid!

After Bian Boxian underwent the life-threatening skin grafting operation and rehabilitation, his only family member passed away. He should have thought that the hospital would not give him such cheap treatment for no reason. His mother used her own blood to treat him. and kidney

Dirty exchanged for Bian Boxian's recovery, but he passed away after he recovered.

Bian Boxian doesn't want to hate Lu Han, but he can't find a reason to forgive Lu Han.What Lu Han destroyed was all his beliefs!His mother, his youth, his dependence, his trust, his recklessness, his desperate, his friendship, and his... ignorant love.

Lulu, I just want you to taste the bitterness and pain that I have tasted.As you said, Byun Baekhyun and Luhan don’t distinguish between you and me, now I just want you to feel the same way and see how you ruined Byun Baekhyun’s life with your own hands...

ch17.

[WhenYouSmile, SunShine, it’s so brilliant that I can’t speak, my whole heart is in waves, and it stops when it’s broken]

"If you want to ask Lulu's contact information, I'm sorry, I really don't know."

Zhang Yixing lowered his voice as much as possible, walked slowly along the bookshelves full of books, his knuckle-knuckle hands slowly slid across the yellowed books.Zhang Yixing likes this way. In the leisurely afternoon, the quiet library in the school, scattered sunlight, neatly placed bookshelves, quiet and idle.The ancient characters and the mellow fragrance of calligraphy and ink are like a kind old man telling a story, just like the grandfather who took care of him since he was a child, which made Zhang Yixing feel at ease.

"Lay, you know how much I miss him right now..."

The voice on the other end of the phone was a little hoarse, obviously soaked in alcohol and tobacco, and it made people feel distressed from exhaustion.

"En..." Zhang Yixing stood still, gently pulled out the book on which his fingers rested, hugged it in his arms, walked to the reading area, chose a seat by the window and sat down, with the book stand on the table? "Don't worry, he won't lose it..."

"I won't let him go!"

Zhang Yixing smiled, stroking the title of the book "Stockholm Lover" on the cover with his fingers, "Wu Yifan, do you know about Stockholm Syndrome love?" The other end of the phone was quiet, and Zhang Yixing continued, "Have you ever heard of the saying of loving each other to death?" ? One likes to abuse others, and the other is used to being abused, just like a victim falling in love with a kidnapper, no matter how painful it is, she will never escape, but she knows how miserable the ending will be..."

"What the hell are you talking about?!"

The other party was angry.

"You said..." Zhang Yixing was still unhurried, "Does it look like the love between you and Lulu?"

The phone was hung up, and the busy tone hit Zhang Yixing's heart one after another.Putting away the phone, Zhang Yixing opened the book and read quietly.

The same is the seat by the window, the same is a quiet afternoon, Zhang Yixing closed his eyes, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw Lu Han sitting on the opposite seat with his chin propped up looking at him, clean and beautiful.

"Xingxing, do you think Wu Yifan will pick me up today?"

"Xingxing, Wu Yifan hasn't come to pick me up for a month..."

"Xingxing, does Wu Yifan dislike me?"

"Xingxing, I saw Wu Yifan having sex with a woman today."

"Xingxing, what should I do, my heart hurts..."

"Xingxing, he said he would not disclose our relationship because I am a man..."

"Come on honey, let's go to Venus."

"This is my new boyfriend, look..."

Zhang Yixing looked at how Lu Han, who was thriving like a green plant on the windowsill, gradually became like this, like an enchanting water plant.

Zhang Yixing never told Lu Han that when he saw Wu Yifan for the first time, his heart beat so fast that he would feel distressed when he saw them holding hands and hugging, and Wu Yifan would be nervous when talking to him...Love is a matter between two people, Zhang Yixing couldn't enter their world, not to mention that it was Lu Han's love, who would run a full five kilometers with his bleeding self on his back, and would use his body to protect himself from sharp weapons in order to prevent himself from being injured.

"Zhang Yixing, don't you know that you have blood clotting disorder? What if I'm not here next time you get hurt?! Don't you know how to protect yourself?!"

From then on, Zhang Yixing, who was studying abroad alone, began to have the warmth that belonged to Luhan...

You said, why is it so vulgar, obviously everyone talks about love very beautifully, right?Why is it so contradictory, we can go our own way and have nothing to do with each other, but why do we choose to be entangled, it seems that if there is no pain, there will be uneasy life...

Suddenly I remembered what Lu Han said, the pain at least proves that you are still alive.

The Luhan in front of him slowly disappeared, closed the book, Zhang Yixing turned his head and looked out the window, there were students playing football on the green field not far away, they were like the vibrant green plants.Zhang Yixing squinted his eyes, he seemed to see Lu Han holding the ball, waving at him profusely with sweat and shouting, "Xingxing, I'm here! Did you see it? Here it is!"

I see, Lulu, just stop there, don't go far...

Okay……

ch18.

【Looking at your tears seems to blame me for being so stupid that I have nothing to say to persuade you to stay】

"Where do you want to go?" Wu Shixun turned on the heater in the car, turned his head to look at Lu Han who was in a daze and ignored him, stretched out his fingers and quietly approached Lu Han's cheek, "Lu Han!" Lu Han came back to his senses As soon as he turned his head, Wu Shixun's finger poked him in the face.

Time seemed to have stopped, Wu Shixun's hand was still poking Luhan's face, Luhan looked at Wu Shixun without blinking.The small space in the car, cute little movements, and inexplicable feelings are ambiguous.

"Eh..." Wu Shixun was actually embarrassed, and hurriedly withdrew his hand, smiling unnaturally, "I found that you like to be in a daze..."

"Wu Shixun, do you think there are often such small actions between lovers?"

"En..." Wu Shixun is embarrassed, he often forgets that he and Luhan are fake couples, so he will inadvertently dote on Luhan.

"Hehe..." Lu Han smiled helplessly, with an uncontrollable bitterness in his tone, "Wu Yifan has never been like this before..."

Wu Shixun wanted to comfort Lu Han, but he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.Stretching out his hand to hold Lu Han's chin, he gently turned his face to himself, leaned over, and gently kissed Lu Han's lips, there was no lust, no in-depth, just a rubbing between the lips.

"Leave him, if you love so hard..." Wu Shixun pressed his forehead against Luhan's.

Luhan looked into Wu Shixun's eyes with a serious expression, "Then are you with me?"

Wu Shixun was at a loss for words, and slowly moved away from Luhan's forehead, sat upright, and looked at the white snow outside the window.

Luhan chuckled, "I'm just kidding..." Sniffing, Luhan buckled up his seat belt, "Let's go, let's go back."

"Go back? Today is Christmas..."

"I'm tired."

"Where are you taking me, Kim Jong-in?!" Do Kyung-soo shook off Kim Jong-in's hand, "I'll give you food and drink with you, what else do you want?! I still have a job!"

"You think you can't live without Oh Se-hoon?" Kim Jong-in forcibly dragged Do Kyung-soo all the way into the hotel "And the young couple is together, why are you joining in the fun!