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After a day of recording work, after dinner, Li Baoxian took Liu Haina and manager Cui Zhengming to a supper stand and ordered a few glasses of soju.When I got home, it was almost eleven o'clock.

Li Baoxian first exercised on the treadmill for half an hour, and then went to take a shower. In the bathroom, there was only a camera installed next to the mirror on the sink. Of course, there was no one in the bathroom, but before Li Baoxian entered the bathroom, she was still embarrassed Turning around, there was a pre-bath dogleg dance for the camera.

After taking a bath, Li Baoxian, who was wearing cartoon pajamas, was laying on the bed in large characters. Li Baoxian, who used the bedside camera as a mirror, was applying the mask leisurely: "Today's portion should be enough, I have invited Zhilong out gone."

The program group continued to spit on the screen: "With your super power in the morning, the weight of the broadcast is enough."

"Hmm..." Li Baoxian thought for a while, then picked up the mobile phone she had placed next to her pillow, "Then who should I invite tomorrow? I might as well call Shengli to come over, that kid can handle it with a barbecue! "

The joyful subtitles of the program group appeared on the screen: "Li Baoxian xi~ If Mr. Shengli comes, thank you very much."

With Li Baoxian's long hair scattered on the white Simmons, sleeping well, the first episode of the program ended.At the end of the filming, an interview with writer PD and Lee Bo-hyun appeared.

pd: "How do you feel, the first day, can you still get used to it?"

It should be after the show is recorded and shown to Li Baoxian, then I will record this interview, because at this moment, Li Baoxian has just finished a magazine shoot according to the schedule. He is wearing a light blue printed suit and combed to one side. Curly hair, bringing out a bit of gentleness, she just sat there, like a pleasing painting.

Li Baoxian shrugged: "I seem to be able to adapt quite well, am I really a born entertainer?"

Because of Li Baoxian's confident appearance, pd showed a motherly and kind smile: "It seems that if Baoxian continues to do this, he may be nominated for the Performing Arts Awards by the end of the year. But—" pd looked at her notebook, "Look Now that you're working on your new album today, are you nervous about your upcoming comeback?"

"Of course—" Bao Xian raised his eyebrows confidently, and then shrugged his shoulders in embarrassment, "I will be nervous."

"The female singers in the world are also nervous?" pd was a little surprised.

"Well. I remember when I first debuted in 01, I was too nervous and went in the wrong direction when the performance left the stage." Under the excited questioning of the pd, Li Baoxian recalled that she was still a little bit nostalgic when she was young, "Then Just when Shinhwa oppas had already taken their positions on the stage and were waiting for the music, I walked onto the stage again from the other end, and the screaming of the Shinhwa creators in the audience stopped, and at that moment—" With a helpless smile, Li Baoxian said, "At that time, it was enough to just run quickly, but I don't know why, but I started to bend down to say hello to the oppas, and then my brothers had to turn around to say hello to me." ——I bowed six times before I got off the stage."

"Oh Mo, I can imagine that scene, it's so funny, Baoxian—" pd couldn't stop laughing.

"Dongwan Ouba told me afterwards that they were also scared to death." Li Baoxian talked about Kim Dongwan who was close to her, and there was really endless things to say, "Because they were late--"

"Well, that's right, Shinhwa is really famous for being late." PD, who has been doing shows in the entertainment industry for many years and has dealt with many artists, sighed empathetically.

"Yes, because they went to the club again last night, everyone was hungover and blocked the door together to prevent the manager from coming in. In the end, Andy woke up the other brothers and drove to the performance site quickly. At that time, Tong Wanou Seeing that I was still on the stage, I wondered if I hadn’t finished singing a song, because when they arrived, the singing sequence was already up to them, so they rushed up regardless after leaving the mic—” Li Baoxian Recalling that absurd scene, "Junjin Oppa said at the time, if that's the case, then they can only stay on stage and dance with me—"

Thinking of Li Baoxian's "tornado" style very strong dance, some of which are charming thigh touching movements, pd said: "It's such a pity, I almost saw Shinhwa dancing on a chair sexy on stage."

"Yeah, I also think—think about it, Shinhwa once danced with me? That's really happier than winning a grand prize!"

This is the end of the topic of mythology, pd once again asked Li Baoxian about his thoughts on this comeback: "Do you have a premonition of big hair?"

"Hmm - I feel like I've lost a lot of self-confidence compared to me in the past." Li Baoxian said slowly. She remembered the many scoldings she received for the plagiarism incident in 04. After her debut, she immediately gained super popularity and felt once again. The darkness of the entertainment circle, and the pain of being alone and helpless, "because people don't say they know your hard work, they will be extra tolerant to you. They often only look at the superficial things. If you break your voice on stage, they won't It’s hard work how many times you have sung for this stage, and if you fall on the stage, they will not feel sorry for whether you will be injured, but will only laugh at the impact of your fall.”

There seemed to be something flickering in Li Baoxian's eyes: "So I was really afraid to hear 'Ah! It turns out that Li Baoxian is no longer good!', or 'This level, so why is she coming out?' These words, although I hate the timid me, but when I get hurt, I still want to cry."

"Li Baoxian doesn't look like someone who can shed tears." PD unconsciously lowered his voice.

"I'm actually a woman with a lot of tears." Li Baoxian said, "Although fighting and drinking are also great, but when it comes to tears, that's really the beston in my life!"

"There seem to be many stories to tell here." PD guided.

"Well, in fact, I was a trainee for five years before, and I had three chances to debut." Li Baoxian recalled, "Every time I prepared the makeup photos and the title song, but it would always be the next day. The agent knocked on the door and told me it had to wait until next time."

Looking back on the hard work, but can never stop, because if you slow down, you will be caught up and miss something. Li Baoxian, who started her trainee career at the age of 12, may now feel that those hard times were a very precious experience, but she still shed a lot of tears unknowingly during these hard times.

"Mr. Li Xiuman said that although I have a good singing voice, I don't have the soul of a singer at all. Such a singer cannot stand on the stage." Li Baoxian frowned slightly, "At that time, I didn't know the meaning of such words. The real meaning, I just think, so I am so useless, I am only busy practicing dance and singing, and I don’t pay attention to my studies, what should I do if I can’t make my debut in the future? On those days, I remember, I injured my ankle, but no one dared to say it, because my parents would try their best to prevent me from continuing to practice in the company, so I endured the pain and frequently danced the wrong dance steps. Brother Shangxun thought it was because I could not debut In such disappointed eyes, I seemed to really collapse that day—"

I don't know if it's because of the lighting, or something else, Li Baoxian's eyes are like diamonds shining: "But because of his ridiculous self-esteem, he doesn't want anyone to see him, hiding in the stairwell and crying secretly , but even crying is so useless, I dare not cry out loud, I can only whimper softly."

pd quietly felt the rough road this female singer had traveled.

"But even if you tried your best to hide, you were still discovered—" Li Baoxian tossed his hair, and his smile was magnanimous and grateful to face the past, "Well, it's still Brother Tong Wan, who debuted in 98. The myth that I saw in the company A little trainee from my school stopped his steps. He sat with me on the steps, and when I finally stopped hiccupping from crying, he told me that he was also very confused once, looking at the people around him. People succeed one after another, enduring uneasiness every day, thinking why he can’t do it? Why can’t he succeed? Is it because he didn’t work hard enough? Or is it because fate is so unfair—” Li Baoxian paused, “I heard He complained so much, I forgot that I was supposed to cry, and asked him instead, 'But you are a myth now!'”

"Brother Tong Wan smiled and touched my head at that time, although thinking about it now, he looked like a strange person when he laughed at that time-but I always remember what he said, he said, 'That's how he kept complaining I, because I believed in myself, became a myth, so why can't you?'" Li Baoxian calmed down his emotions quietly, "It's really unimaginably handsome words——there are such words, so I left four days ago Over the years, I have never stopped believing in myself for a moment."

"How many tears and detours have I shed to get here." Li Baoxian smiled. The girl who once tried to give up because of timidity and cowardice, let people see her strong appearance, "So No one can stop me - from coming back here."