Wind Ying Lou

Chonglou thought for a while, then looked at me and said slowly: "I didn't say I don't like you, I just don't know if I like you. I think Zixuan should be more important than you, but in fact , in my heart, you are more important than anyone else, so I should like you more than Zixuan. But, how can one person like two people at the same time? So I should still not like you , I only like Zixuan. But if I say that I like Zixuan, I always feel that something is awkward."

"Stop, stop!" I immediately stopped him from continuing to say those awkward words, "Why do I feel like you are saying tongue twisters again, what should or shouldn't be. If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Feelings from the heart, there is no right or wrong!"

Chong Lou was silent, but his expression told me that he was struggling right now.His incomparably weird logical thinking seems to have wrapped himself in.It seems that he is really like what Phantom said, with almost zero IQ and almost no common sense about feelings.I thought about it carefully, and made a "listen to me first" gesture to him: "Actually, many people don't understand things like feelings. Since you think you like Miss Zixuan, what do you like about her?" "

"She is very serious about feelings, brave and persistent." Chong Lou gave the answer without hesitation.

"Understood," I nodded, "that means you agree with her view of love. How do you feel about her?"

"How do you feel?" Chonglou frowned, and looked at me in confusion, with an expression of "I don't understand what you're talking about".

I sighed, his EQ should not be equivalent to that of a five-year-old child, right? "That is to say, what do you think of Zixuan herself? For example, do you think she is pretty? Is she gentle? Is there a certain characteristic of her that attracts you?"

Chonglou still looked at me with that confused poker face: "I haven't thought about it."

I lost to you!I helplessly spread my hands at him: "I'm not a love expert, and I don't know what your situation is. But I'm curious, since you only like her because you think she is persistent and brave in love, you don't think about anything else." I have never thought about it, including her character, etc. Then if you meet another woman who is also persistent and brave in love, what should you do? Who will you like?"

Chonglou scratched his head inexplicably: "Isn't it you who you're talking about?"

"Ah?" I opened my mouth wide in surprise, "So it's just because of this that you have a crush on me?! Because I have the same view of love as Sister Zixuan?" I tried to guide him to tell me feelings and perceptions.

Chong Lou frowned slightly, thought carefully, and slowly opened his mouth: "Not all, the first time I saw you was the night when the thousand-year-old wolf demon ran out. At that time, the reason why I noticed You, just because you have the blood of the demon clan, but you are not a member of the demon clan, and you are actually a disciple of Shushan. Later, I found out that you are indeed similar to Zixuan in some aspects, but the feeling you two give me is that Totally different."

Having said that, he paused, as if he didn't know what to say.I reminded: "How am I like Miss Zixuan? What kind of feeling do I give you?"

"You are kind and dare to love and hate. This is the most like her, but you have more vision than her." Without thinking, Chonglou blurted out, "You are very soft-hearted, and you are often confused. There is a word called 'cute', Ben Virgo thinks this word is suitable for you."

I curled my lips and muttered dissatisfiedly, "Brother, do you know that in modern times, a girl is only called cute when she really can't find any good points to praise her."If I didn't know that your EQ is almost negative, I would have thought you were mocking me.

Chonglou continued: "If you are not by my side, I will be very worried and always afraid that you will be in danger. Looking back now, that night in Leizhou was the time when I was most afraid of fear in my life. If you were not around at that time, I don't know what I will do. When I think of you, I always feel very happy. When you are by my side, this empty palace also feels like a 'home'. These It feels like Zixuan never brought it to me."

I lowered my head and thought about what he said silently. I think he actually put his mind on me more, but this is not enough. He himself doesn't really understand his liking for Zixuan and his love for me. What's the difference in liking? If things go on like this, he will always remain loyal to Sister Zixuan, and live his life with the mentality that he can only like her.

From his series of reactions, I speculate that sister Zixuan just let him see the beauty of love, gave him a longing for love, and formed a type of girl he likes in his heart.In other words, Sister Zixuan played the role of a love enlightenment mentor in Zhonglou's life.But the thinking of the student Chonglou is more interesting. He thinks that love should be the only one, so he feels that his hazy affection for Zixuan should be kept forever. Now he meets a girl who also makes him feel excited. Then he started to get confused, he would always feel that liking me was a betrayal of Zixuan, but he felt that there was something wrong with liking Zixuan.

I hesitated, but I still asked the question I was most concerned about: "If I marry someone else, or if I fall in love with someone else, what will happen to you?"

Chong Lou immediately darkened his face, and stared at me with his characteristic threatening eyes: "How dare you!" As he spoke, he subconsciously moved his wrist, which made me shrink my neck in shock, and murmured: "I'm not assuming..."

Chonglou glanced at me dissatisfied, and cut off my words forcefully: "Assumptions are not okay! If you don't believe me, you can find someone to marry and try. I want to see who is so bold and dares to rob me! "

"Then what if it's Sister Zixuan? You also know that she likes Xu Changqing very much. If there are no accidents, they will definitely get married in the future. Are you going to snatch the marriage at that time? Or lock Sister Zixuan and let her live forever Can't see Xu Changqing?" I asked.

Chong Lou just sighed lonely: "She likes that Xu, and I can't help it. She can do whatever she likes."

I stared at him dumbfounded, what is this?Is it because I don't like it that much at all, so it doesn't matter who Zixuan marries; or because I like it too much, so I just let it go and make it happen?I didn't dare to analyze, nor did I dare to guess, so I continued to ask him what he thought: "You told me that Sister Zixuan chased Xu Changqing's third life, and when Xu Changqing was reincarnated, he naturally lost the memory of his previous life. I will remember and never know that sister Zixuan was his lover in the previous life, and she has paid a lot for him. Why don't you seize this opportunity and confess to sister Zixuan? You must know that Xu Changqing is no longer from the previous life after going through reincarnation once. Strictly speaking, if Sister Zixuan fell in love with you, it wouldn’t be considered a transference, right? You don’t have to carry any ideological burdens of morality and love.”

Chonglou opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.I could only see that his brows were getting tighter and tighter, and the expression on his face was becoming more and more serious. I didn't try to urge him, but just quietly waited for him to figure it out.The best way for him to confirm his heart is to see his attitude towards me and Sister Zixuan falling in love with someone else.If he doesn't mind the woman he likes falling in love with others, or being with others, or if he takes a passive attitude towards this, and even refuses to take the initiative to fight for something, then he naturally doesn't love her enough, or he doesn't love her enough. In fact, I didn't love her as much as I thought.

After a long while, Chonglou sighed, and smiled helplessly at me: "The questions you asked today are beyond my ability to answer, and I have never thought about them." He is not a dull person, I have already grasped the deep meaning behind my question, "For Zixuan, I have never fought for anything, and I have never thought about fighting for anything. But if the same thing happened to you, I will definitely not fight like this." Like Zixuan, just watch from the sidelines, I can't tolerate the fact that you don't have me in your eyes and heart!" He raised his hand to hold my face, and asked me in a low voice, "Why do you think so much, you like me?" Sir, I also care about you, wouldn't it be good to stay by my side forever?"

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