Wind Ying Lou

After this farce, the faint barrier between us seemed to be broken, but I didn't feel much joy in my heart.Although his recent behavior unilaterally announced the end of this almost cold war relationship, I'm not sure if he really understands it.Of course I don't mind chasing him actively. Chong Lou never hides his feelings and attitude towards people. I know he has a good impression of me. To some extent, I'm almost sure that apart from Zixuan, he My favorite woman is me.But I'm not sure if that kind of love is from the bottom of my heart, or just a chasing obsession with a shadow that can be reached.Therefore, I didn't want to take the initiative to do anything, because I was afraid that I would be used as a stand-in from the beginning to the end. Instead, I hoped that he would figure it out and take the initiative to break the deadlock.

So the current situation is that his side is very hot, but my side is deserted.The more active he is, the more I avoid him.Although Chonglou is not a delicate and sensitive person, he has never been a neurotic to dull guy. He quickly noticed my sudden passive and evasive attitude towards him. Unfortunately, he is obviously slow in emotional response and has no consciousness at all. Knowing the reason for my alienation and indifference, the unlucky Phantom had to take over the arduous task of communicating between the two parties.My practice has entered a bottleneck period, and every day I use excuses to hope to break through the bottleneck as soon as possible. Except for eating and sleeping, I spend the rest of the time shutting myself in the practice room and working hard.In fact, this approach is not very useful for getting through the bottleneck period. It is analogous to when the college entrance examination is approaching, some people start to do exercises frantically, trying to use the sea of ​​questions tactics to increase their points, but most of them end up getting twice the result with half the effort.

Chonglou probably noticed my estrangement from him, so he no longer came to supervise my practice.It wasn't until a few days later that I belatedly realized that I hadn't seen him for three whole days. Thinking about it this way, I felt a little awkward in my heart. I just felt that he was nothing more than that to me, and found that my attitude had cooled down. Then he didn't pay attention to me, which shows that he doesn't really like me.After thinking about it, I thought that maybe he understood that his feelings for me were just a kind of empathy for Zixuan, and when he found that I didn't respond, he naturally gave up.I comfort myself, isn't this better?If he just used me as a substitute for Sister Zixuan and still cared for me so considerately, sooner or later I would plunge in regardless of everything, and it would be impossible to retreat at that time, and he didn't really like me, but because of For a moment of empathy and being with me, in the future he himself will inevitably suffer from pain and entanglement.

It's just that even though I thought about it this way, I still felt a little sad in my heart.I'm in a sleepy mood, so naturally I can't get excited about doing anything. Usually, I either frown slightly, sigh, or just look at anything without consciously being distracted.Phantom knew that I was in a bad mood, so she took the initiative to suggest: "Miss has encountered a bottleneck in her cultivation, and her mood is bad every day. It may not be effective or appropriate to increase the intensity of practice and force a breakthrough. Let it go and find something else to do."

I closed the book in my hand about some advanced and difficult spells of the Demon Race, and sighed, "I'm just reading a book."

Phantom shook her head and said: "The books Miss read are still related to the practice of spells. What I mean is that Miss should put aside the matter of practice completely. I only practice for an hour or two every day when I am interested, and the rest of the time is completely fine. It’s good to do something you like and relax your mind.”

"Well," I tossed the book without looking, and sighed while holding my chin, "Then what do you think I should do? I always feel that doing anything is boring."

Phantom smiled slightly and said: "If the Lord knows that in the days when he is not around, the lady feels that she will not be interested in doing anything, maybe she will be so happy."

I didn't pay attention to the ridicule in his words, but I grasped the words "in the days when he was away" and wondered: "Isn't Chonglou in the devil world? He went out? I don't even know when he left ?When are you coming back?"

Phantom suppressed a smile and shook her shoulders: "The lord has been away for three days. Don't worry, miss, there is no one in the six realms who can match the lord, let alone the lord who still has shadows by his side." guard."

I heard that Chonglou went out to run errands, and the first thought in my heart was really worried about whether something would happen to him. After all, Chonglou is good at space teleportation, no matter where he goes, it is only a short moment for him, so he must not It won't take too much time to travel long distances, and he didn't return for three days, which naturally proves that he has been away on business for these three days, and he still hasn't dealt with it well. Doesn't it mean that this matter is very difficult?How can I not worry about him.

Seeing my anxious look, Phantom smiled and said, "Miss's jade pendant has a spell that can transmit sound for thousands of miles. If you are worried, you can use it to contact the Lord."

I looked at the jade fish on my waist in surprise: "You mean this jade fish? I don't even know it myself, so how did you know?"

Phantom gave me a surprised look, and she was also a little puzzled: "Miss, you really don't know? But the Lord has clearly heard Miss's voice from this jade fish. Could it be that Miss contacted the Lord?"

I hurriedly asked: "What's going on here? You tell me the whole story. You said that Chonglou heard my voice from this jade fish? Were you there at that time? What did I say? "

Phantom thought about it carefully, and told me with certainty: "This subordinate doesn't remember clearly." Seeing me staring at him with black lines all over his face, he immediately added, "It must be words of comfort to the Lord. Later, the Lord said I teleported to Shushan to look for the lady, and I was in a good mood when I came back. Didn’t the lady meet the Lord?"

My voice came from Yuyu, and it seemed that I was saying something to comfort Chonglou, and then Chonglou went to Shushan?I slowly thought, this must be the day when I went back to Shushan, talked to Yuyu on the top of the hall, and later made a dream of re-sealing the demon-locking tower with all my cultivation.I did see Chonglou as soon as I opened my eyes. At that time, I didn't think about how he would appear. Now that Phantom said so, could it be that he heard my soliloquy and rushed over?Thinking of what I said at that time, my face instantly felt hot, and I was still glad that I didn't say anything like "I like you" at that time.

Phantom saw that I blushed again as if thinking of something, so she carefully instigated me to contact Chonglou: "The master of the jade pendant never leaves his body. Since Miss misses the master, she can use the jade pendant to contact the master."

I raised my hand to stop his words: "Okay, okay, don't say any more. You can just say this kind of thing in front of me, don't talk nonsense in front of Chonglou. Whoever misses him, who wants to I've contacted him." After speaking, because of shyness, his voice gradually became smaller and turned into a whisper.

Phantom knew that I would feel shy when it came to confessing my feelings to others, so she stopped insisting, and instead mentioned to me about the day when I went to find the Chonglou and fell into the water: "Since the day when the young lady couldn't find the master, , but after being dragged into the bottom of the water by the water spirit beast, there seems to be some gap between the young lady and the master, but the young lady didn't arrive in time when she was still on the air master?"

"That's not true." Hearing that he stopped saying that I missed Chonglou, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "Where did you go? I am not someone like him, even if he saw me in distress with his own eyes, he would not help me." I won't say anything about him or blame him. What's more, he saved me at that time, and I should thank him."

Phantom smiled: "Miss has such a heart, why don't you wear a belt for the jade fish in the master's hand, so that the master can carry it all the time."

"Wear a belt?" I looked at Phantom suspiciously, and gestured to my neck, "You mean the kind of belt that allows him to hang the jade fish around his neck? But my jade fish is hung on the The jade pendant around the waist, besides, it’s another matter whether he wants to wear it or not.” Having said that, I shook my hand hurriedly, “Don’t look back, I gave it to him, but he didn’t even think about it. I can't do things that are self-indulgent."

The phantom frowned: "Miss said that, but she failed the master's intentions. Every time the master shows kindness to the young lady and gets close to the young lady, the young lady is always indifferent and alienates the lord without a trace."

I also cast a gloomy face and glanced at him: "Don't say such things again in the future. Your master has someone in mind, but not me. If he thinks about others, but still treats me like this, do you still expect me to treat him?" Do you give your true feelings? How can this make me feel bad? Don't say such things in the future, I will marry in the future. "

Phantom has been with me for a long time, and has already figured out my temper, and her courage is much stronger than that in front of Chonglou. Hearing what I said, she looked at me with great condemnation and said: "Miss thinks that in this life, nothing but the Lord Sir, can you still marry someone else? There are some things that the subordinates should not have said, but if you don’t defend the Lord today, the subordinates will feel wronged for the Lord.”

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Things are always busy and busy~ I received a rose today, so happy~ I also watched "Four Famous Catchers"