Wind Ying Lou

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In fact, since Shui Yingfeng and her group returned to the Jixiang Inn last night, Chonglou has been hiding in the dark and watching her.The guy who claimed to be Yun Ting would discharge electricity, and he was also involved in the matter of Lei Lingzhu, Shui Yingfeng and the others were bound to find Yun Ting again.Thinking of Shui Yingfeng coming into contact with such a dangerous person, Chong Lou felt uneasy in every possible way.But to show up in front of people and ask him to bluntly say that because he is worried, he has to be by that stupid girl's side all the time, but he really can't open his mouth.The dignified demon, because he is worried about a stupid girl, so he can't wait to be a guard by her side, so as not to make people laugh when he speaks out? !Chong Lou awkwardly decided that it would be better to watch her secretly, and comforted himself by saying that it was because that stupid girl was so good at getting into trouble.

Chonglou felt that he really knew Shui Yingfeng too well, and when it came to causing disasters, no one in the Six Realms could surpass him!If she went to someone's study to look at a painting, she would get into trouble that almost killed her!That Yun Ting was about to be discharged!At this critical juncture, Chonglou no longer cared about whether he would be laughed at or not, and directly appeared in front of everyone in the study.

Facing Xu Changqing's questioning, Chong Lou was too lazy to pay attention to him, stabbed him a few times, and he turned to lose his temper at Shui Yingfeng.But when he said that stupid girl, "You have a big heart now, I can't stop you if you want to protect her", Chonglou felt a faint joy in his heart that he couldn't explain why.She was willing to protect you back then, but now she is willing to protect only me!This kind of straightforward showing off like a child fighting for a toy is a very stupid behavior in Zhonglou's eyes, so he didn't say anything, but just asked to look at Shui Yingfeng's wound.

The guy surnamed Cen is not bad at medicine, the bandage is very meticulous, and the medicine on it seems to be good.Chong Lou gently caressed the bandages wrapped around Shui Yingfeng's wound, the kind of unconscious care and deep love that he didn't even realize.The little girl's appearance is not considered overwhelming, but her hands are very beautiful. When she thinks about last night for herself, she used this slender, white and tender hand to hold the broken sword surnamed Xu, and almost hurt her muscles and bones. Lou felt a little pain in his heart, and just wanted to hold her hand in his own, so as not to hurt anyone again.

When Chonglou looked at Shui Yingfeng with that feeling of pity and care, her face immediately darkened. Why was she looking at that kid surnamed Yun with that silly look? !This kind of look inexplicably reminded Chonglou that Zixuan seemed to have used similar eyes to look at that surnamed Xu, and instantly felt upset.It's just a reminder to that girl, and of course she satirized her by the way, how dare she still stare at herself? !Chong Lou glanced at Shui Yingfeng, but didn't look at her again.But looking at her expression of respect and indifference, Chong Lou felt even more upset, but this time it was not unhappy, but a feeling of frustration, just like when he searched for no match in the six worlds and knew that the only one who could be with him It was the same as when Fei Peng, who had had a good fight, was knocked down to the mortal world.She protects her so carefully, how dare she show such an expression!

Whether it was the nonsense of the female ghost in red or the rage of Xu, Chong Lou ignored it.He is sitting here now, just to be on guard against the sudden attack of Yun Ting who can discharge, and to protect the little stupid girl beside him, whatever others think or say, it has nothing to do with him.After Jing Tian successfully brought the topic back to Yun Ting, following Yun Ting's narration, Chong Lou felt the shock and sadness of the people around him more and more clearly.Looking at her widened eyes and hearing her whisper unconsciously, at that moment, Chonglou's heart was soft, he really wanted to rub her hair, this silly girl would always do it for others Sad and sad, happy for the happiness of others, she is really stupid and stupid, her kindness is exactly the same as Zixuan, but she is more innocent than Zixuan.

Thinking of Zixuan, Chonglou's thoughts paused. How long has it been since he thought of Zixuan?No matter how busy he was in the former Chonglou, he would pay attention to Zixuan's recent state, but since encountering Shui Yingfeng, he has less and less thought about Zixuan.From the first contact with Shui Yingfeng, I would occasionally think about Zixuan when I think of her, and later, after contacting Shui Yingfeng, I would spend the whole day thinking about the different feelings this little girl brought to me , will unconsciously compare her with Zixuan, and now, paying attention to this little girl has almost become something that I care about all the time, but Zixuan, unless I deliberately think about it, I seldom pay attention to it. It came to my mind.Chonglou had to admit that he would spend a considerable amount of time staring at that jade fish almost every night.After hearing the girl call her name to the jade fish for the first time, and after talking for a long time, Chong Lou's attention to the jade fish was not limited to relying on it to perceive the current situation of the water and wind , especially at night, the jade fish would never leave his hand, he didn't want to miss every word that girl wanted to say to him.Because she understands herself, because she makes herself feel the emotion called "happiness", and because she likes to listen to her talk.When he thinks of Zixuan, he is lonely. He once heard someone say that there is a word called "Lovesickness", which is a kind of deep pain. He doesn't know if he feels this way about Zixuan, but He knew that after feeling the warmth and happiness brought by the water and the wind, he didn't want to be immersed in that desolate loneliness all by himself.She was like a gust of fresh and natural wind, blowing away the haze and coldness that had lingered around him for years.That brightness and warmth gave him the feeling that he wanted to keep it for the first time.

If you ask him now, he still can't tell how he feels about Shui Yingfeng.He doesn't think he doesn't like Zixuan anymore, but he also doesn't think that his feelings for Shui Yingfeng are the same as his feelings for Zixuan.He also sometimes thought about whether he likes the feeling of Shui Yingfeng now, but as long as this idea turns in his mind, he immediately rejects and dismisses it.He agrees with Zixuan's persistence in love and the spirit of persistence to the end, so he doesn't think he will empathize with others, or he thinks he should not have the idea of ​​empathizing with others. Since he likes Zixuan, it is naturally a matter of a lifetime .He felt that it was because of this that he shouldn't like Shui Yingfeng, it was a kind of betrayal and blasphemy to love or to Zixuan.With such a heart in his heart, he was sure that he would not fall in love with Shui Yingfeng, just as Zixuan would not fall in love with any man except Xu Changqing.If you have someone you like first, how can you fall in love with another person?Unfortunately, at this time, he still doesn't understand, if he likes it, he likes it, and if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it.Love is a feeling, it has nothing to do with reason, and there is no so-called first-come, first-served, it is not a question of judgment, it is not up to you to say that this is not liking, this is really not liking.

He was moved by Zixuan's persistent love, he also wanted to have such a love, wanted someone to love himself like this, to love someone like this, and he fell in love with Zixuan precisely for this reason.Although he felt that it was futile for Zixuan to keep chasing the reincarnation of the same person, he did not stop or try to dissuade her.Zixuan is so persistent in love, and he also agrees with this persistence, so he knows that he and Zixuan are destined to never meet again.It's not that he never thought that if Zixuan was reincarnated, would he have a chance to be with her.But he quickly denied himself, who can say for sure what will happen in the next life, he cares more about the present life.He only knew that in this life he fell in love with Zixuan, and Zixuan in the next life was no longer the girl he loved in this life, she had become a completely new person.Since Xu has been reincarnated, in Zhonglou's view, he is a different person every life, but Zixuan thinks that they are the same person, and has always loved these three. Maybe it's not the same man, this has always been something that Chonglou couldn't understand, he could only tell himself that Zixuan felt they were the same person, they were the same person, Zixuan's love might be based on some deep soul After all, even though reincarnated, some thoughts engraved in the soul will not change, maybe what Zixuan values ​​is precisely those things, right?

The author has something to say: today's update

I'm not in the mood to code words recently, so today's is a little less, I hope you don't mind, I will continue to save drafts obediently.Because I read a few of the same people who shoot the eagles, my mood has improved, and I will definitely write honestly and conscientiously.