Wind Ying Lou

"Don't you care about your own life at all?" Chonglou's voice was so low that it made people feel that the atmospheric pressure around him had also dropped, and a storm was brewing in the low tone, "If you do this again Regardless of your life, even if one of your parents comes from the Demon Realm, I will not care about you. Since you don't care about your own life, it is a waste of your parents to bring you to this world, and your life is nothing but a shame to them!"

"Slap!" A crisp slap hit Chonglou's face.I actually hit him? !And he didn't hide? !He froze, and stared at me in disbelief, his eyes were full of raging anger.With trembling hands, I pointed at the door of the wooden house and shouted: "Get out! Who begged you to come?! You were the one who rushed here! I am a shame to my parents? You are not my parents, you have What qualifications do you have to say such a thing?!"

His eyes were red, and he stared at me viciously, the wrist knife gleamed coldly in his hand.I still stood there without moving, with my back straightened, and I stared at him stubbornly.

We just confronted each other like this, no one moved, and no one spoke again.His hand was tightly clutching the handle of the knife, as if he wanted to eat me alive, and I, who was too emotional, stared at him fiercely without giving in, but did not make any defensive or offensive postures, even Qiu Shuijian didn't even draw out its sheath.

He suddenly withdrew the knife, turned around and walked out without saying a word, the surrounding air seemed to cool down instantly.Seeing his back disappearing outside the door, my legs softened and I sat on the ground. He was really angry and really left.I hugged my knees with my hands, and buried my head deeply. I was out of breath from crying, but I pressed my mouth tightly, not wanting anyone to hear me cry. Although I know there is no one around, even if I I let out a cry of grief and cried hoarsely, and no one would hear me.

My heart is in a mess, partly because of what Chonglou said: I think Jingjing chased after me because I promised to take him away, and he suffered so much from Luo Rulie for helping us get back the Earth Spirit Orb. I really can't just watch Jingjing die in front of me, not to mention that the masters have always taught us to help others; but the words that Chonglou taught me made me realize whether I was too unsteady in doing things ?Is it too childish sometimes?From the Begonia Flower Essence's call for help to the death of the Essence this time, I always felt that I was under the influence of a fairy and a devil, and it was only natural to save people, but I never thought about my actual situation.For example, if I see someone drowning, if I can swim, I will naturally jump to save them, but if I am a landlubber and don't know water at all, I will definitely not jump down rashly, but Call for help loudly, and find someone who knows water to go down and save people.Now, although I have the strength to save people, I don't have the capital to save people—my body can no longer withstand the impact of the two spirits of immortals and demons. If I forcefully save people again, I will definitely die.Since I came to this world, because I subconsciously know that this is a virtual game world, so in the bottom of my heart, I always feel that this is a game that can be read again if I lose. A bit of a game of life attitude.No wonder Chong Lou lost his temper. In fact, what he said was right. If my parents knew that I saved people so recklessly, they might not be happy. She is so "helpful".

On the other hand, I felt bad because I felt ashamed and remorseful because I beat Chonglou and scolded him. He kindly came to help me, and was angry because of my attitude of taking my own life as a joke. I didn't know how to be grateful, but I beat him He also scolded him as "the one who rushed here on his own." Whoever changed it, don't be angry.He obviously held the wrist knife in his hand, his eyes were red with anger, but he still cared about my poor health, so he left without moving a finger.I'm like a spoiled little princess. If someone treats me with a little kindness, I take it for granted, and when I feel a little unsatisfactory, I will lose my temper with him.Let alone that I have a crush on him, I want to show my good side in front of him.Even if I'm a person without special feelings, I shouldn't treat them like this, just like a lunatic who doesn't know what to do.Thinking of this, I cried even harder.

"You...don't cry." Chonglou's voice suddenly reached my ears, and I almost thought I had heard it wrong, so I hurriedly raised my head to look, and it turned out that it was he who had gone and returned, standing there with an uncomfortable expression on my face before.

I immediately lowered my head again, hiding my face so as not to look at him.The hand he stretched out to me froze in mid-air. After a pause, he asked impatiently, "Are you going or not?"

It turned out that he was going to take me away when he came back. I forgot that I was still sitting on the ground, so I just stretched out my left hand towards his direction, and my right hand was still covering my face tightly, without lifting my head.Now I feel guilty and regretful, I feel ashamed to see him, and because I just cried like that, I feel that my face must be ugly, and I am not willing to look up.

Chonglou let out an impatient "hum" and muttered again: "Women are trouble."

Next, I just felt a big hand tightly wrap around my left upper arm, a strong force came, I was lifted up by him, his other hand was around my waist, his A voice came from above my head: "Hold on tight."

Immediately, I felt that my feet seemed to be vacated, and I screamed in fright, and immediately clasped my hands firmly on his neck, tightly closing my eyes and not daring to open them.Chong Lou is best at space spells. He must be planning to take me to Anning Village to find Sister Zixuan and the others. I am most afraid of this kind of space transfer spells. I watched "Harry Potter" before. , I am afraid that the split body phenomenon in the novel will happen. If one is not paying attention, one's main body will be shifted in space, but the arms or thighs, eyeballs and so on will stay in place.

As soon as my waist loosened, I knew that he had let go of his grip. I was so scared that I immediately tightened my hands, wishing I could become a koala and cling to him with all four limbs firmly.His cold voice rang in my ear: "Let go!"

"I don't!" I was so frightened that my tears fell, I hugged him tightly and refused to let go, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have hit you and scolded you, don't leave me here alone! I don't want Split!"

"What split?" There was a hint of confusion in his voice, and then he patted my head vigorously, "Let go! It's here!"

I carefully opened my eyes a little, and then realized how embarrassing the situation was. I held his neck tightly with both hands, and buried my face in his chest.I hurriedly took two steps back and left his embrace, um, actually I wanted to hang out for a while longer.

Chong Lou had a cold face, without a trace of emotion in his voice: "This is the entrance of Anning Village." After speaking, he walked away.

I quickly grabbed his hand.He looked back at me holding his hand tightly, and stared at me again, with a posture of "If you don't let go, I will chop off your hand". I bit the bullet and met his murderous gaze, but I still didn't let go, I was afraid that he would run away as soon as I let go, and I haven't apologized to him yet, nor thanked him.

With a little effort, he broke away from my hand, turned around and left.

I yelled behind him: "I know I was wrong, I'm sorry, don't be angry!"

His footsteps paused, but did not stop.I mustered up the courage to rush to him and stop his progress: "I really know I was wrong. I shouldn't have hit you, I shouldn't have scolded you, I shouldn't have misunderstood your kindness, I shouldn't have risked my life." It's too casual, it shouldn't be..."

My voice became smaller and smaller, and finally completely disappeared under his cold gaze. His gaze is too scary now. Don't say that I feel ashamed, even if I am right, I dare not say anything under his gaze. Say one more word.It's not that I haven't seen his cold eyes before, but the coldness is different from now. The coldness at that time was just a feeling of unwillingness to have too much contact with people, but the coldness now is a kind of ignorance. Looking at me with that look is like looking at a small bug that is overwhelmed, as if warning me not to talk to him again, not to stop him.

I really can't bear the look of being disgusted by the person I like, I know I have done too much.For a long time, I have always been the cold-hearted and warm-hearted Chonglou in the game that he thought I knew, but I have never faced up to his identity as a demon king. People from the six realms are not looked down upon by him, except for one Sedum is the only opponent he believes to be equal to him in the world; a Zixuan is the woman he has a crush on for three generations.and I?I am not an opponent who can have a hearty fight with him, and I am not the girl he likes. Why should he show up in time to save my life, why should he listen to my beck and call, and why should I let me act like a spoiled child?

I took two steps back involuntarily, and under his cold gaze, I bent down deeply and bowed a big ninety-degree bow.I forced myself to restrain my voice to be sincere and from the heart, not to choke, not to tremble, and not to have any strangeness: "Your Highness Mozun, I am really sorry." Although my waist is bent, my back is still straight Straightforward, I dare not raise my head to look at him before I finished speaking, "Please forgive my ignorance and lack of etiquette. Also, thank you for helping me a few times ago."

His cold, emotionless and unwavering voice came from above my head: "Help? Ignorant human beings, this seat is not for you."

I bit my lips tightly. This completely "has nothing to do with you" tone really made me feel very sad. Of course, I know that even if I am sad, I have no position. He really has no reason and no need to help me.I felt a faint salty taste in my mouth, my lips were bitten, I still maintained the bowing posture and did not raise my head: "If you feel offended by thanking you, I apologize to you. I know you just For a moment I wondered who betrayed you back then, married a god without permission and left behind a child...I...I'm really sorry..." There was already a whimper in my voice, and before I finished speaking, I turned my back I ran away, I really couldn't restrain my emotions, I was afraid that I would burst into tears in front of him, I couldn't make him hate me even more!

Tears blurred my vision, and I desperately opened my eyes wide to keep the tears from falling and to see the road in front of me clearly.In fact, it doesn't matter if I can't see the road clearly, my mind is completely blank, I just ran in one direction mechanically, and I didn't know where I was going.

The author has something to say: Well, it should be considered a fight... Don’t ask me why I arranged such a plot, maybe you will hate Yingying because of it, but I just think women are committing two and barbaric crimes. Learning to love someone without being unreasonable is the only way to learn to love and cherish others.

That's who I am and have had this experience.If I have a special crush on a boy, I will double torment him, bully him, act coquettishly, and be unreasonable, as if I am testing how much tolerance he can have for me. I always feel that if he also If he likes me, the more he will tolerate me.So this kind of psychology is reflected in the heroine, that is, Yingying always feels that Zhonglou should come to save her, unconditionally support her actions, understand her ideas, and not criticize her actions in the game life.In fact, if Yingying didn't like Chonglou, or if other boys who came to rescue her said the same thing to her, she probably wouldn't overreact, but would immediately understand his kindness.

But Yingying and I are very lucky.When I used this perverted method for three years to test whether the boy I liked liked me or not, I suddenly fell in love with the boy in the neighbor class. He was a silent and gentle person. We didn't have many opportunities to interact. I It started to feel like just looking at him secretly, being happy for him and being sad for him, that's fine.After more than a year like this, one day without any warning, I suddenly realized how perverted, naive, and outrageous the way I used to torment the person I liked was. It's nonsensical, embarrassing, and erotic; this sudden feeling is reflected in Yingying, which is her self-reflection after a big fight with Chonglou. A girl who has never really loved has to experience a lesson before she starts to learn. How to treat the person you like is appropriate.

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