Wind Ying Lou

Hearing what senior brother Changqing said, not to mention sister Zixuan, even I was moved.I have always known that my brother Changqing is a person who aspires to be a great hero. For the ideal and goal of his life, he is a person with a strong sense of responsibility. For the peace of the world and the prosperity of the Shushan School, he is willing to give anything, even including his own stable life, his entire wealth and life.He was willing to say such a thing for sister Zixuan, which was the best way he could think of to get the best of both worlds.In his mind, he could sacrifice everything for the sake of his master and the people, but the appearance of Sister Zixuan and the love with Sister Zixuan have become variables in his life that he never expected. He failed to live up to his master, and he couldn't just stand by and watch the dangers in the world caused by the collapse of the Demon Locking Tower, and he was unwilling to disappoint the woman who loved him so much, not to mention that this girl understood him so well, supported him, and was willing to give her all for his ideals. He also loves her so deeply.So the best way Senior Brother Changqing could think of was to try his best to find the Lingzhu and seal the Demon Locking Tower, and when this major event was over, he would stay with Sister Zixuan for a lifetime with the blessings of his teachers.But, thinking of my senior brother's temper, thinking of sister Zixuan's identity as a descendant of Nuwa, thinking of what senior brother Changqing said in the illusion in the well of gods and demons, and thinking of the dream I had on the top of Shu Mountain, I feel My heart is so heavy, and there are many variables in it, can the brother's "law of both worlds" really achieve both?

This sense of hopelessness and desolation deep in my heart is not unique to this moment.At the beginning, when I was in the well of gods and demons, when I heard him who was trapped in an illusion say that he would sacrifice sister Zixuan, I was angry, but since then, I have been angry for him, for sister Zixuan, and for the two of them. Feeling hopeless and sad about this relationship.I can't carry everything on my shoulders like him. I don't have such a strong sense of responsibility. If I change places and I am him, facing the time when only sacrificing my love can save the demon-locking tower and the world, I will It is very possible that we will be desperate and take Miss Zixuan to flee down Shushan Mountain and fly far away, so that no one will find us again.But Senior Brother Changqing, he...

Although I don't like his attitude of sacrificing even his lover in order to save the world, I have no way to criticize him, because I also deeply know that with my senior brother's personality, if I can choose the object of sacrifice , even if the person who was sacrificed never knew him before, he would rather die himself, because he didn't want any innocent person to be hurt, and he took it for granted that if there was any harm, he should bear it all by himself. In the face of danger, he should stand at the forefront of everyone and block all the pain for everyone.He is willing to contribute all his strength for the safety and happiness of others: his own life, his lover's family, his own happy life, and so on.Since I am also one of the "others" he tried his best to protect, from this standpoint, what right do I have to accuse him of criticizing him?

Sister Zixuan loves Senior Brother Changqing deeply, and she understands him far better than I do. After hearing what Senior Brother said, Sister Zixuan showed a smile on her teardrop face: "Changqing, can I hear you say this?" , I am really very happy. I know that there are many people in your heart, including your master, the Shushan School, and all the people in the world. You are willing to grow old with me, why don’t I think so? But I only I'm afraid we don't have time!" When she said the last sentence, she suddenly broke down in tears.Brother Changqing hurriedly embraced her in his arms, patted her on the shoulder to comfort her, Sister Zixuan covered her face with her hands, and burst into tears uncontrollably, "Changqing...Changqing...I want to be with you forever Separation... How much I want to stay with you forever... Changqing... Will you forgive me? Will you hate me?"

Brother Changqing anxiously pushed Sister Zixuan, who was crying on his chest, a little away, and let her face him: "Zixuan, calm down! Look at me! Do you believe me?! I said If I want to be with you forever, I want to be with you forever! I am not lying to you, have you ever heard me tell a lie?! I said to take you back to Shushan to explain to the masters, it’s not that I’m still hesitating , but I hope that we can get the blessings of the elders, and I can give you a title approved by the teachers! They are the masters and uncles who brought me up, just like my parents. Dear relatives, I certainly hope that they can accept my beloved girl and bless us. I am not hesitating, let alone give up easily! If they disagree, I will keep begging them until they agree with you !"

Of the two of them, one kept crying and the other couldn't help comforting him, for a moment they forgot that I was still by the side.I was afraid that they would be more embarrassed when they calmed down and noticed me, so I walked away a few steps and looked at the tombstone.

The tombstone is carved from a whole piece of bluestone, unadorned, with the big characters "Tomb of Taishou Lin Yeping" engraved on it, next to it are four small characters "My Beloved Wife Xuanli", and behind it is the time when the monument was erected "XX Year of Wuchen". XX day".I thought about it, and it seems that Lin Yeping passed away in the year of Wuchen, more than ten years ago, but the engraved handwriting is far less mottled than the stone tablet itself, and the corners of the stone tablet have obvious wear and tear And cracks, it looks like it has been standing for 80 or [-] years, which is really a strange thing.There is also the inscription, "My Beloved Wife Xuanli". No ordinary woman would inscribe her boudoir's name on the tombstone for outsiders to see. However, it would not be surprising if it was inscribed by Sister Zixuan. Will be scruples about Han family etiquette.I think this Lin Yeping should be Brother Changqing's past life. I heard from Chonglou that Sister Zixuan loved the third generation of Senior Brother Changqing. It seems that Sister Zixuan wants to clarify her life experience and the third life with Senior Brother Changqing. It's a matter of love, but what does it have to do with me?Why did Sister Zixuan have to tell me?I can understand why sister Zixuan wanted me to stay and listen together, because she didn't know that I already knew about it, but I couldn't figure out why she thought I should know about it?In other words, I can't figure out why she must confess this matter to me?If it is to be with the senior brother, then it should be told to the senior brother and the five masters to win their favor and support. What does this have to do with me?

I guessed wildly like this, but I walked to the back of the tombstone unknowingly. There are a few lines of small characters engraved vertically on the back of the monument. These handwritings are far older than the words on the front. It is a product of the same period as this stele, with the same vicissitudes and mottledness. I narrowed my eyes and carefully identified it, as if it was a poem: "The day lilies are lonely and red, and there are a few clusters in the pavilion. Condensing dew in the rain, and dancing in the wind. Yi Nan can't bear to admire it, how can immortals communicate with each other. Xie Yu is with him day and night, forgetting to worry about the rest of his life."

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I'm sorry, I'm late again, the troubles of the unit are one after another, I can't breathe, I'm going crazy