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Put the glutinous rice on it? Soak it in water. Put the meat in the meat grinder and it will come out. While the glutinous rice is soaking soft, he washes the pumpkin, carrot, and green vegetables, cuts them into shreds, and then adds the seasoning Mix well; the egg custard that Xiaojin wants is also a very trivial dish, but he cooks everything in an orderly manner. The salad dressing, meat floss, walnuts, and coriander are all prepared, and the two eggs are mixed thoroughly and put into the steamer.

After the glutinous rice was soaked slightly, he started to make glutinous rice balls. This sounds complicated, but it is also very simple in his hands. Dig one with a spoon, roll it in the soaked glutinous rice, and then put it together Put it on the steamer?.

I eagerly counted the meatballs he made. I made a total of twenty or ten. Xiaojin can eat ten. Then I can eat the remaining ten?

I want to count again, he put the lid on the pot?, and started making beef and veggie patties in the skillet.

The rich aroma and the crackling sound of the frying pan can arouse people? Strong appetite, I lean against the wall? Cranky, my stomach growls.

I didn't eat much at noon, Xiaojin was eating at school, so I just found something to eat by myself, who knows? I have been tossing around all afternoon, and now not only my stomach is hungry, but my brain is going to faint , I had to support my head with my hands.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw? Seeing Sheng Yun? Me, his eyes were dark and heavy under the light of the kitchen. I stood subconsciously and coughed: "Do you need my help?"

I saw? He closed his eyes, and said as if he was enduring me: "Go out, stand here and get in the way."

Then I can stand there without getting in the way?

I took a step back hesitantly, and Sheng Yun directly closed the kitchen door.I almost got my nose bumped, this man? Closed the door and didn't say a word.

Xiaojin see? I touched my nose and greeted me: "Dad, come and sit down."

I smiled at him: "For a while."

I'm afraid that if I sit there, Sheng Yun won't be at the table.

I stood at the door again, anyway, the kitchen door is closed now, I can stand as I like, I lean against the wall and count my fingers, ten in total, I don’t know how many times, it’s almost When I was dizzy, the kitchen door finally opened again. Now the fire inside is turned off, and the meal is ready.

Sheng Yun had already untied his apron and was coming out with vegetables. He frowned slightly when he saw that I was still in the way at the door, and I quickly made way for him.

He passed me by twice, and I licked my face and asked him, "Can I help you?"

He ignored me.

He put the food on the table by himself, so can I still serve the meal?When he came to get the chopsticks again, I hurriedly volunteered, "I'll take it."

I'm afraid he'll just take two pairs of chopsticks. He still has a lot of food to cook tonight, so I should have my share, right?

I was finally able to go to the table and sit down because I was holding chopsticks.

I didn't eat or sleep, I did it perfectly for the first time.

Not only did I do it, but I also became an invisible person. If it weren't for the fast food on the table, no one would know that I was there.

Because Xiao Jin doesn't need my help now, as long as Sheng Yun is here, Sheng Yun will let him do it himself. All the meals he cooks are suitable for Xiao Jin, even the vegetable cakes are cut into small pieces A small piece is easy for Xiaojin to eat with a knife and fork.

His steaks were all cut, but mine was not. I took a fork and silently sliced ​​my steak, and the sound was also very quiet, lest I might annoy Sheng Yun who was opposite me by cutting too big.

The meal was finally finished, I packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash, while listening to him saying goodbye to Xiao Jin in the living room, his voice was gentle: "Xiao Jin, I'm going back, you go to bed early tonight. "

Xiao Jin said to him: "Uncle Sheng, you go to bed early at night too."

Did I hear? He smiled softly: "Okay, Xiao Jin is so good."

He went to the entrance to put on his shoes. I stood at the door of the kitchen and wanted to say goodbye to him. When he put on his shoes and stood up, I whispered, "Thank you today."

Whether he came to interrupt Gao Yu, or he helped pick up Xiao Jin, or he cooked for us two, I should thank him well, I know he doesn't need it, just say thank you verbally It will make him sick even more, but? I just want to say that I'm afraid I won't have another chance in the future.

He hung his coat on his arm, and finally looked at me. I knew he had something to say, so I stood up straight, but the corners of his mouth moved a few times, but he only said five words to me. Word: "Hello, do it yourself."

I swallowed subconsciously, I thought he would tell me: If you can't raise a child, don't raise it, even if you give it to him or Zhang Zhendong, it will be better than me.

So I nodded instinctively: "Okay." When he turned around, I said again: "Then you are on your way? Slow down."

This sentence is also a habit. After I finished speaking, I also felt that I was cheap. Sure enough, he didn't even stop, and directly closed the door.

I leaned against the door? Sighed, this sigh was too long, I felt like I was sighing down my spine, I leaned against the door? I couldn't get up for a while.

Xiaojin was probably watching? I leaned against the door? I didn’t move, walked up? Come to see? He: "What's wrong with you, Dad?"

There is a lot of worry in his eyes. He has a pair of dark and bright eyes. When his back is facing the light, he looks very heavy. It is because I did not pick him up today, and the fear deep in his heart has risen again. Up? Here we come.

I knelt down to look? He said, "Baby, I'm fine."

Xiao Jin put her hand on my forehead? "Dad, are you sick?"

My head was a little hot, so I smiled at him: "It's okay, it will be fine soon."

Fortunately, Xiao Jin is not an OMEGA, and there will be no such moments of low fever in the future, unless she is sick with a cold, but Xiao Jin will definitely grow into a healthy and tall Alpha in the future, and will definitely...

I can definitely inherit the strong bones of my Xie family.

I hugged Xiaojin up hard, sometimes I feel lucky that he doesn't have another father, so I can change his surname to the one of my Xie family, I have never been able to be my grandfather or my father's in this life Hope, but Xiaojin is, he will definitely be better than me.

Xiao Jin hugged my neck and pressed her face to my forehead?, still worried: "Dad, you won't die, will you?"

I almost got spanked by him because of my emotion? No more, I slapped his ass: "Nonsense, I just have a cold, I'll be fine in the past."

I knew he was worried about me. I let him see me twice. I was covered in blood. The last time I was so scared that I couldn't speak.

I touched his head and hugged him in my arms. He has gained weight in the past few months, so heavy that my arms hurt from the weight, but I don't despise him anymore.

He made me feel more at ease, he let me know that I still have him, no matter what time he is mine, no matter what kind of person I become, as long as I live he will always be with me I.

And he is such a well-behaved and sensible child, he put his arms around my neck and said to me: "Dad, if you are not feeling well? Tell me, I will tell Uncle Sheng, he will come."

I looked at him and smiled, Sheng Yun is really good, Xiaojin recognized him in only two months.

I looked at Xiao Jin's soft bun face, I also wanted to be a child, and I also wanted to be taken care of by Sheng Yun.

I took a deep breath, I am really a toad who wants to eat swan meat, it is beautiful.

I am very self-aware, and I have already accepted this reality, so I weighed Xiaojin and said: "Don't worry, I will be fine, I will take some medicine later."

I didn't weigh it well, Xiao Jin fell off the bed and went, looking at me with aggrieved eyes: "Father!"

I coughed: "I'm sorry, you are really heavy, at night? You ate too much."

Xiao Jin is very confident this time: "It's you idiot, you can't hold me anymore!"

Well, I admit it, I coax him to sleep, and after he falls asleep, I will take medicine. Since I have been forced into heat today, I have to take medicine.

I took the anti-estrus medicine, and I also took the cold medicine by the way. I took two extra pills because it was about to expire.

I have good physical fitness. I have rarely caught a cold these years. This medicine was prescribed by the doctor when I bought the inhibitor last time. If I don’t take it, it will be a waste.

Now that I'm a father, I can't get sick just in case.

I swallowed the medicine together with water, and squeezed my hands thinking about what Sheng Yun said about me, 'I'm a human? Father'.

I was uncovered by him without warning, and I was ashamed and hurt.

"Xie Shen'an, please do it yourself."

I lay on the bed and closed my eyes. This sentence is too familiar. Sheng Yun said it before.

History is amazingly similar, I made him sick before, and I still make him sick now.

I used to be able to avoid him, but now that I'm at work, I can't see him with my head down or see him with my head up.

I took a deep breath, don't think about it, it's useless to think about it, go to bed first, let's talk about tomorrow, I am such an ostrich, one day counts as a day.

I am so self-conscious? I comforted myself and fell asleep. I don’t know if the medicine worked. Obviously my head was about to explode, but the moment my eyelids closed, I felt like I was in the sea. After a while, he fell into a coma.

I slept for a long time, but it was Xiaojin who woke me up: "Dad, wake up, wake up..."

His voice was a little crying, I opened my eyes suddenly, the light outside had come through, and Xiao Jin was sitting next to me, I raised my hand to touch his face, but it was a bit awkward. Stiff, I numb myself.

I looked at my arms, wearing long-sleeved pajamas, what do I see? No? So I breathed a sigh of relief, sat up, and touched Xiaojin's pants: "Did you pee your pants? Sorry, I fell asleep .”

I had a very long dream, in the dream I was sleeping like Sleeping Beauty, I was uglier than Sleeping Beauty, because the blood on my hand kept flowing into the sea, almost dyed the sea It was red, and I couldn't wake up no matter what. Fortunately, Xiaojin's crying woke me up, just like this time.

It's just that Xiao Jin didn't shed tears this time, but only cried in a voice, hugging my neck, his small body trembled, and I frightened him again.

I hugged him on my lap, and put my hands on his back, stroking him back and forth: "Xiao Jin, don't be afraid, I just fell asleep and had a very long dream. I dreamed of going to your sports meeting, then The runway was too long, so I had no choice but to keep running, and I wanted to give you the first place. By the way, did the two of us take the first place?"

Xiao Jin wanted to win the first place the most, so Xiao Jin choked and said: "...I got the first place...I don't want to compete..."

Did he think his game was tiring me?Children are easy to coax, and they can still take it out after so many days.

Xiao Jin was much better when she was lying on my shoulders, so I breathed a sigh of relief and realized that my body was sticky. I was sweating all over. I took a look at the air conditioner. How to adjust the temperature so high, I was very frugal before.

I was so hot, I grabbed the cup on the bedside table and drank for a while. I think I was quite prescient and prepared all the water.

After putting down the cup, I saw the clock on the table, it was already 7:[-]!When did the alarm clock go off?I do not know how!

Even if this one is out of battery, there are still mobile phones, and I have ordered three!I took the phone over and swipe it, only to find that the alarm clock on the phone turned off.

This is really weird, but I can't care about it? Think about it.

Xiaojin is still sitting on the bed right now? Well, I touched his butt: "Did you pee?" Did you wet the bed?

Xiao Jin nodded: "I want to pee a long time ago, and you won't wake up even if I tell you."

I hugged Xiaojin and got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom.

After Xiao Jin finished urinating, I washed his hands and took a look at myself in the mirror. My face was sweating too, but it seemed to be much better than last night. It was not bad, I I have to go to work today.

I washed my face, the water was cold, but I was refreshed. I was afraid of freezing Xiao Jin, so I poured hot water for him to wash his face, and made him a simple breakfast.

I am not useless these days at last, I will always cook the ready-made chaos.It was past the kindergarten breakfast time at this point, so I called the kindergarten teacher and said I would be late for a while.

But I didn't ask for leave from my work, I must be late, I thought of talking there together.

Can I resign together?

I grabbed my own hair and was very irritable. I knew Sheng Yun wouldn't fire me, but could I still be an eyesore with my thick skin?

It's already thick-skinned for me to still be able to use question marks.

After I sent Xiao Jin to the kindergarten, I rushed to the art museum at high speed, but Sheng Yun didn't go.

The resignation draft I prepared all the way was buried in my stomach.