twice marked

Everything in front is fine, but I don’t want to kill him, I waved my hand indiscriminately: “Okay, okay, okay!” I really didn’t expect this guy to recite so many good words, did he?Although it sounds strange to me? He made it up himself?

Wait, among these words? Does one mean I'm pretty?no!The good-looking people all have bright white teeth, fair skin and beautiful skin, why don't I have any of them!

He looked at me and smiled: "Okay? I still have a lot to say?"

I coughed: "Stop interrupting! I want to ask you something!" What kind of brain am I?

He rolled his eyes: "Sit down and think about it first, and think about it slowly, don't you? Don't worry."

He is saying that I am a pig!I remembered.

I waved at him: "Say, why did you fuck a pig! Bah,"

I coughed hard: "I mean you are obviously the one who fell in love with me back then, and Xiao Jin is your child, why don't you admit it! Why don't you? Tell me!"

His face changed a little and he sat up straight. Is he guilty?I stared at him: "Why!"

He beckoned to me: "I'll tell you when you come here."

I shook my head: "You speak first."

But he insisted: "You come here first, you come here, and I will tell you everything."

In fact, I didn't get angry for a long time, and I was a little tired with my stomach full, so I went over.He took my hand and let me sit on his lap. His sofa is quite heavy, but it can't support me, can it?But he has already held me firmly, rubbing my waist lightly with his hands: "Tired?"

I shook my head: "Say it!"

He also nodded, and asked me first: "How much do you remember about that night?"

It was my turn to be embarrassed, and I coughed: "You tell me!"

He also said very considerately: "Okay, let me tell you. I went to the bar to pick you up that night. You were almost drunk, and you couldn't get into school? I went, so I went to the place where you live."

I interrupted him: "Aren't you? Are you not coming to pick me up?"

He glanced at it: "I didn't want to go, the gates of my dormitory are closed, you know, for the first time in my life, I climbed over the wall of the dormitory, the wall of the school."

I took his hand, and I felt that there must be no good words from me. Sure enough, he continued: "After I brought you home, you started to drink and go crazy. Don't you? Not only? You are willing to wash your face and brush your teeth, and sit down. Scolding yourself like a shrew on the ground."

I coughed: "I scolded myself?"

He looked at it and nodded: "You said: You are the most useless person in the world, worthless and useless, so you deserve to be dumped..."

I opened my mouth, how could I be so self-aware?Should I call Gao Yu that bastard?

"Any more?"

He nodded: "You said: Sheng Yun, you're right, I'm useless, shouldn't I? I should like him so quickly, no? I shouldn't be so shameless, no? I should have sex with him so quickly, no? He got me so quickly, because he got me now, so he doesn't want me..."

Why did he remember the words so clearly?Why do you remember all my embarrassing words?Almost six years?

He held my finger, raised his head slightly, and said to me after a while: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that about you back then, I was jealous."

I shook his hand back: "No? Let's talk about this, you continue to talk."

He took a breath and continued: "I told you to go to bed and sleep, but you hugged the legs of the table and howled,"

If I was held by him, I wanted to cover my face. According to the words above, I must be howling? It’s a good word.Sure enough, like an endorsement, I was howled by my words: "You said: I don't? I should like him. I regret it so much. It's fine if I don't like him. If I don't like him, won't it be so uncomfortable? Sheng Yun, I'm here ? Particularly uncomfortable?"

He looked down at me: "At that time, you will still recognize me."

I blinked at him, and he continued: "You hugged the table legs like a penitent believer. You couldn't get up anyway. I had no choice but to hug you."

I think that's where it started? Fucked.If he hugs me, then I will definitely stick him.

He really said: "After I picked you up, you were honest and asked me: Why don't we like you?"

I coughed: "I was broken in love at that time." If you break up in love, the sky will fall.

Sheng Yun looked at me with eyes like water: "I put you on the bed, but you thumped again, you said you don't want to sleep on that bed, you said you smelled him in your heart? No? Comfortable, so to speak, but you are pulling your clothes..."

I coughed, can I not be so careful, I was in heat at that time, Gao Yu left his pheromone on my bed, I smelled his smell, it must have been aroused, but he hugged someone else, I feel uncomfortable in my heart, but I can't control the instinct of my body.

As if he had thought of something, he shook my finger: "I had to carry you and move to another room, during which time you almost tore your clothes,"

I must have done something worse than this, right?In my memory? Did I pester him? Sure enough, he continued to say, "You didn't just take off your own clothes, you also took off mine."

I felt that my face was going to be burned, he also stared at me, his tone suddenly became serious: "Xie Shen'an, you dare to go to the bar when you are in heat!"

It really was him, that's what he confronted me that night.

I don't? It's embarrassing, I said depressedly: "I don't think so, who asked you to send me."

He leaned me back and put me in a supine position. This position made me feel like a penguin on its belly, very helpless. I wanted to get up, but when he bent down, he was He stopped a centimeter away from my lips, and he opened his lips lightly: "Don't you? Want me to send you off, who else do you want to send you off to? Gao Yu?"

"I... I'm just..." I don't? I wanted to stammer, I coughed: "Then you still tell me: I'm sorry, I'm late, and you still say that you will stay with me and spend time with me in the future Every birthday... I really thought it was Gao Yu who came back."

He picked me up slowly, and I put my arms around his waist, a little afraid of the posture just now, and also a little afraid of his eyes now.

He looked at me for a while, took a silent breath, and then said to me: "I'm sorry, I regret it, I should have gone earlier and told you earlier. I should be with you every day."

I remembered the words he wrote messily in the notebook, and hugged him tightly.

He continued: "At that time, I didn't? I didn't like you, but I thought I could tell you later. When I was strong enough, I worked hard to become stronger in those years, and I could bear any changes. No? Whether my family collapsed or yours collapsed, I can take care of you. I want to wait until that day to tell you."

I pressed my face against his chest, and my heart hurt a little. Zhang Zhendong said that he worked so hard just to get out of his father's control, but he said it was for me.

So the years when he stayed away from me, was he also afraid that his family would collapse?Are you afraid that he will hurt me?

He hugged me and continued: "I regret it, I forgot that you are stupid, don't you? You will wait for me, and you will only stay away from me. Do you think it will be fine if you stay away from me? If you can hide from me Is it okay for a lifetime? Can you hide?"

So he already knew it?Can't hide?I ended up implicating him.

My marriage has not been managed well, let him pick me up now, my family collapsed, let him clean up the mess for me.

I feel? No? It's very comfortable in my heart, and my stomach is heavy. He put his hands on my waist and rubbed my lower back: "Is it more comfortable now?"

I can smell the pheromones on him, no? A lot, but it smells good, but he released it on purpose for me to smell, so I feel comfortable right away, I know now sitting in his arms? Listen to this The benefits are gone.

My heart hurts too much, I need sweets to neutralize it.

I nodded to him: "It's much better."

He rubbed me for a while: "Let's not talk about this anymore, I just want to tell you that I like you for a long, long time, no? No matter what others tell you, you will remember these few words."

I nodded: "Okay, let me ask again, are you sure it was really that night? I seduced you?"

He was probably defeated by my brain circuit, and laughed: "You just seduced me that night."

"I don't? I'm asking this! I mean you because of my pheromones! Do you smell my pheromones?"

He nodded: "Not at first, but after I tagged you, I smelled it." He looked at me and smiled, "It's a very faint smell, like it's blown from the snowy forest, the smell of snowflakes. "

Do snowflakes have a scent?But my face was still red: "Thank you for hugging me."

I don't want to think about the following things. It may be fate by accident.Now when I think of him coming back to look for me in a hurry, I feel heartache? I suck the pheromone on his body vigorously, as if this is my oxygen.

I told him, "I'm sorry."

He also hugged me and said softly: "I want to say sorry to you? Sorry. I didn't have the confidence to take you back at that time. You were too kind to him, and I didn't have confidence."

It made me sad that he repeated that he had no confidence.

I hugged him tightly, and heard him continue to say to me: "I'm sorry, I didn't treat you at that time? Okay, because I can't control myself. You are married, don't I? Know how to control it? Get closer to you , I took the medicine and it still doesn’t work, I can control my body, but I can’t control my heart?”

He put his hand on my stomach, touched it gently, and I felt sad. The child in my stomach at that time belonged to him, so I was very attracted to him, so I would meet with him I can't help but want to get close to him.

I am very sad at this moment, I hate myself for waking up too late, I also hate myself for being confused, it is unfair to Gao Yu and him.

I whispered to him, "I'm sorry."

He smiled: "It's okay, since I want to make it clear today, I'll finish it all at once, so as to save you from thinking wildly."

He let me lean on him, adjusted me to a comfortable posture, and continued to tell me: "So after you got married, I went to the army, but every week I couldn't help it? I came back, after I came back I went to see the art exhibition, and I wanted to see what was going on in your mind. At this time, I saw Qin Xuesheng's paintings. His paintings were very good, and he drew people's desires into three parts, directly hitting the bottom of my heart. Then It was these paintings that stopped me in my tracks."

"That's how I met Qin Xuesheng. At that time, his paintings helped me, so I became good friends with him. His teacher likes him very much. Don't you want him to go abroad and keep him forever." Is there such a teacher?Don't teachers? Do you want your students to be bright forever?

Probably seeing my strange expression, Sheng Yun explained: "ALPHA has one bad thing, that is, it is very possessive. Once you mark his OMEGA, you will monopolize him. At that time, I killed you many times. I'm downstairs." When he said this, his eyes deepened again, and I took a silent breath, feeling like I was going to be drowned by his eyes.

Obviously I came to question him, how could it be that I love him so much in my heart?

I coughed, this guy is so good at changing the subject, he was talking about him and Qin Xuesheng!I pushed him: "No? Don't change the subject!"

He twitched the corner of his mouth slightly: "I just want to talk about him, his teacher is his Alpha, won't he? He won't let Qin Xuesheng go, and Qin Xuesheng wants a wider world, nor does he have any ambition? Not in that corner , so he wanted to use me to come out, my identity at that time could still compete with his teacher, and I also needed a boyfriend to stop me from going to see you, so we reached an agreement."

I was very sad by what he said, but I still wanted to ask: "Is it the agreement? He also said that you remember his pheromone taste." This is the thing I remember most clearly.

He looked at me and smiled: "Hiding in the bathroom?"

I coughed: "Did I hear it right?" I was hiding in the bathroom at that time, and I was completely hopeless when I heard it.

He also nodded: "It's not wrong, but I don't know if I know it alone. You can find his name on Baidu. His favorite flower is also a lily. What's more, his assistant Xiaoqin has everything in detail, remember Clearly."

I believe him, and I don't know why I'm so selfish. Even though I'm married twice, I still feel sad when I hear him mention his past.

I nodded: "Okay, what about Ke Ruo?"

I came back again, and I haven't forgotten what Ke Ruo said to me.

He glanced at me and said softly, "The reason why I was polite to Ke Ruo was because he told me that Xiao Jin is my child. Sorry, I always thought Xiao Jin was your and Gao Yu's child."

There was a slight bitterness in my heart, and I whispered: "Why did he tell you? And how did he know?"

I'm really curious, and is it any good for him?

Sheng Yun clasped my hand, and after a moment of silence, he seemed to have found the right language. He glanced at me and said, "He told me that Gao Yu couldn't bear children, and he saw that Xiao Jin looked like me when I was a child,"

I don't know what expression I have, Gao Yu can't bear children?Whose child is that in Ke Ruo's belly?

I can't speak, I don't have the habit of gossiping about others, don't I? I know what to say, Sheng Yun probably saw my tangled appearance, and he explained to me: "Ke Ruo's father, you should still remember, It was the person who went to our gallery to make trouble, but this person's status was too low, Ke Ruo couldn't choose him, and his family wouldn't recognize him, so he chose Gao Yu who had been chasing him."

He doesn't like to gossip about others, so after explaining what happened to Ke Ruo in a concise and concise manner, he looked at me: "The reason why he told me this was because he hoped that I could let you divorce Gao Yu. Love him, knowing that the child is Gao Yu's, and he is still stalking him, so he refuses to divorce Gao Yu no matter what."

I... I, I can't say anything? Come out, in fact, I wasn't so cheap back then.It's just that I failed too much in life.

Sheng Yun also seems to see me? Feeling at ease, he gently stroked my waist with his hands, and when I got better, he continued with me: "He hopes that I can cause some trouble for the Gao family and let them The family drove you out as soon as possible, so that they had to rely on the Ke family."

I looked up at him: "Then you promised?"

He looked at me and smiled: "I want to agree, but my ability was limited at that time, I could only ask others to help, and it just brought a little trouble to the Gao family's finances. Neither do I? I don't know where you are, I've been looking for you for a month, but I can't find you. At that time, I couldn't find you openly, and I couldn't ask Zhuo Kai and the others to help me. I'm sorry. Then maybe the heavens took pity on me, and you rode an electric car into my house. Gallery, I built the gallery that you will recognize at a glance, finally waiting for you."

Was that gallery built just for me?I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say it, so he continued: "I found you, but I still can't admit it to you, let alone Xiao Jin, because I just helped our father go through the judicial trial. In the process, the first thing is not to be selfish. I can't make them think that I'm interceding for my father because of my relationship with you. I can't let my father be criticized again. When I went to the judicial trial for our father, I was upright and selfless. Love, our father has acted righteously and stood upright. He has made great sacrifices for our motherland in his life. He is the person I respect the most, and he is the person who I can give up everything and am willing to justify his name."

My eyes were a little blurry, I tried my best to hold back, I thought I should record it for my dad.

Sheng Yun looked at me, and there was some water in his eyes. He continued: "At that time, I really didn't think that Xiao Jin was my child. Later I found out, but I still couldn't recognize it. I treated you very much during that time." Too much, didn't I ask you to go to my house at that time, firstly, I didn't want those people to recognize Xiaojin, and secondly, I didn't want my mother to take your child there. If she recognized Xiaojin, and she just I want Xiao Jin, don't I? I want you."

Did he know all about it?Or did he know his mother too well?No? But now Aunt Sheng treats me very well. She doesn't even know that Xiao Jin is her grandson. She doesn't know but treats Xiao Jin very well.

So I shook my head.

He looked at me and smiled: "You are so stupid, don't you even question me?"

I blinked: "Go ahead!"

After he hugged me up and down, he nodded his head: "I recognized you later," he paused at this place, I thought what price he had paid, I was a little anxious, and was held firmly by him, He pulled the corner of his mouth slightly, and said as if embarrassed: "I'm fine, I didn't expect my dad to stand on our side, I never knew, if I knew earlier, I would have recognized him earlier You are with Xiao Jin."

I was also a little moved in my heart. Uncle Sheng actually had a cold face, and Sheng Yun seemed to smile wryly: "I misunderstood him too much. He has never given me warmth," he looked at when he said this. Me: "You gave me all the warmth when I was young."

He said that Uncle Sheng was like a devil. I laughed and said, "Uncle Sheng is a bit strict." How can my father not? He loves his son. The reason why Uncle Sheng stood by my father's side is because of his My son loves me as much as I can.

Sheng Yun also continued: "Later, do you remember when you were in Tibet? I told you in the hospital, when you recover, I have something to tell you."

Didn't he? Said that I forgot everything. I forgot everything when I was in heat. I urged him: "Then why don't you? Tell me!"

He picked up my hands, rolled up the sleeves, and touched those scars with his fingers. My scars have long since stopped hurting, and now they are all itchy by him. I twisted: "No ? It hurts!"

He took a deep breath and said to me: "I'll take you back from the hospital, are you burnt? When you're confused, tell me you hate me, you hate the person who marked you at that time."

The corners of my mouth opened and closed, don’t I? I don’t know how to express my feelings now, I squeezed his hand hard: “Yes, I hate you, I hate you for making me remember you all the time, I hate you for letting me remember you all the time. I dreamed of you, why can't I forget it? My hand is dreaming of you..."

He looked at me with deeper eyes, and I automatically silenced my words.

He stared at me for a long time before he said, "I'm sorry."

The truth is out, I'm actually not angry anymore, if that person was him, I wouldn't be angry.I'm just in my heart? I can't tell what it feels like, can I? I don't know whether to say my life is good or his life is bad, and I have been entangled with me for so long.

Sheng Yun gently stroked my face with his hand, touched my eyebrows, and stopped on my cheek. He looked at me and said softly: "Xie Shen'an, I'm sorry, please forgive me for hiding it from you for so long."

His tone was low, and there was deep remorse in it. I thought of the rainy day when he saw me, the thunder above our heads, the drenched expression on his head raised by the thunderstorm, and his lying on the third floor The way I looked down all the time, I thought about Xiao Jin saying that I saw his car in the kindergarten, and I thought about the time when he followed the two of us secretly, but didn't dare to recognize each other.

Think of the poem he wrote in the book, the furthest distance in the world;

Reminds me of the phrase 'I regret it' he said

……

I finally couldn't help it and said: "I'm sorry for you. I was locked up for half a year and I couldn't get out. I don't know that you were locked up because of my dad. If I get out, I won't let you out." go."

His expression darkened when he looked at me, his arms holding me tightened, and his voice sank: "He locked you up?"

I also hugged him tightly, I heard his heart beating violently, I patted his back: "Don't be angry, I'm out now."

I came out, I found him, and I will never leave him again.

So those pasts are nothing to me, no? Take care of me.Because I will also feel sorry for him.

I hugged him and smiled: "Sheng Yun, I love you."

For the rest of my life? I love every day and month after you.

"I love you too. You are the one I love from beginning to end."

Sheng Yun hugged me tightly, his arms hugged me very tightly, but he still left room for my stomach, and I began to wonder whether he loved me more, or loved the child in my stomach? How about a little more?

Hey, pregnant people are easy to get jealous.

No? But the vinegar I ate this time seems to be sweet, because I know that he loves me, loved me before, loves me now, and will love me in the future. He said that in his life? It's me, just like in my life? He fills every segment, he is every stroke of my life picture scroll with thick ink, heavy color, light and light.

The author has something to say: Alright, this article is finished here, thank you very much for staying here, the character I wrote is exhausting, just a person who has been rubbed on the ground thousands of times by life Ordinary people, in fact, don't want to abuse, they just want to say that no matter how hard life is, they can live with love.In reality, there are many people who suffer more than Shen An, but I just hope that if one day you are unhappy, think about the bad luck and thank Shen An, and feel more comfortable in your heart, haha.Well, although Xie Shen'an is my favorite character, but it's really too tiring, so I don't want to write about a good person in the next article. The protagonist of "The Stepmother is Hard to Be" is a relatively indifferent and selfish little shou, you can go and have a look, but The plot is rather bloody, I hope you can hold on.It has already been written, if you like it, you can click it.

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