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I met Qin Xuesheng the day before I was leaving, and it was he who asked me out.

The first thing I said when I saw me was: "How many days? No see, you have changed."

I smiled at him: "You've changed your appearance too." It's true, he changed into the clothes of a minority?

Qin Xuesheng smiled at me: "I have gone to collect folk songs with Chen Bu these few days."

What does it mean?Did Chen Bu really chase him?

The corner of Qin Xuesheng's mouth twitched slightly: "I'm also a person who wants face." I understood what he meant. Being with Sheng Yun really made him lose face.

Qin Xuesheng laughed as if mocking herself: "You don't have to think about me, I didn't lose to you, I lost to myself. I love myself more than him."

Qin Xuesheng really didn't need anyone's pity, so I relaxed.

Later, he briefly told me about the process of their acquaintance. Sheng Yun often went to see his art exhibitions.At that time, he was still holding an exhibition at the school with his teacher, but Sheng Yun liked his paintings.

I said to Qin Xue: "Your paintings are really amazing. They hit people's hearts directly and make people who have seen them never forget. You will become famous sooner or later."

After Qin Xuesheng glanced at me, she smiled softly: "He said the same thing to you back then."

I don't know what to say, don't you? No one will remember Qin Xuesheng's painting.

Qin Xuesheng stroked the coffee cup, and said as if nostalgic: "He often comes here and only looks at the paintings. He obviously didn't study painting, so I paid attention to him. He is more temperamental than any model I have ever seen. people."

I couldn't help laughing, Sheng Yun is so handsome that people can never forget it.

Qin Xuesheng continued: "Later we became good friends. At that time, he helped me a lot, allowing me to go abroad smoothly." When he said this, he paused, with a wry smile: "He He is a person who will never hinder others, but will provide you with infinite help, which is in line with my temperament. If I hadn't planned to go abroad later, I think I would be with him. "

I looked at him, and I thought that Qin Xuesheng was really a decisive person. I was dragging my feet to cut ties with Sheng Yun, but Qin Xuesheng just said a word.

I feel a little bit sorry for Sheng Yun.

Qin Xuesheng seemed to be explaining to me, and also seemed to give himself a reason why he had to leave at the time: "I have never been a sloppy person. There are many desires in this life, but I don't want those feelings. Encumbrance drags me down. I have more important things, I have my paintings, and I have the life I want. For my established goals, I am not afraid of gossip, I will fight for what I want, and my teacher has taught me Backing, but every step after that, I walked out by myself. How can I give up what I have paid so easily."

I nodded. Can Qin Xuesheng achieve today? His achievements are made by himself step by step, and his talent cannot be erased.

After he said that, he took a sip of coffee, put it down, turned the ring on his finger, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I sometimes regret it. When my career is infinitely successful, I I will think of him, so I went back to China, and I want to make it up to him."

Qin Xuesheng took a slow breath and said: "If he doesn't have someone he likes, it's a pity that you are here. Because of you, he doesn't want to continue his relationship with me, so he takes care of everything himself, and even introduces Lin Mobai to me. Sir, was he tactfully rejecting me then? This is the first time someone has rejected me when I grow up. "

His own analysis is so thorough, he is really an open-minded person, even if he is unwilling in his heart, but he faces it calmly, even if he fails, he will speak out without hesitation, and face his inner world directly, this person is very sharp.

I wonder if I should be thankful that Qin Xuesheng likes painting more than Sheng Yun, so I can wait for Sheng Yun.

Probably because I didn't hide the smile on my face, Qin Xuesheng looked at me and sneered: "You look like a human now."

I coughed, Qin Xuesheng never curses.

Sure enough, Qin Xuesheng quickly explained: "People's desires are endless. Whether it's for fame or fortune, or for love, they try their best to obtain them. You are the most peculiar thing I've ever seen. Not only do you not Will fight for it, but you? Still? Thinking about staying away from him and handing him over to others, are you just that white lotus?"

The white lotus in Qin Xuesheng's mouth was not scolding me, but he said a word. The Buddha sat on the "lotus platform", and the lotus came out of the mud without staining it. It is a major Buddhist symbol that represents purity and extinction.

The sentient beings of the Three Realms are reborn with □□, and the saints of the Pure Land are incarnated with lotus flowers.

Qin Xuesheng is saying that I am extraordinary and refined, so I take it as his praise.

But he didn't know how much I was jealous of him and how much regret I had.I am not a god, nor a white lotus under the throne of a god, I am just a mortal.

All my thoughts of escaping from him are just that sentence: I am a bastard, I don't want to harm him, I want him to be safe.

Because compared to feelings, his living well is my greatest expectation in this life.

But in the end, didn't I still? Didn't I? Was it worth it?Am I last, like now? Am I still? Selfish?

I glanced at the passers-by outside, and the sun was rising again. The sun in Tibet was so hot, watching it would make people feel infinite pride, as if they were close to a god and received his power.

At that time, I had low self-esteem and was not capable, but now I also want to move forward and face ups and downs with him.

After talking with Qin Xuesheng, I went back and hugged Sheng Yun, and put my head in his arms. I learned from our cat, I think it is very good at acting like a baby.

Recently, Sheng Yun has gotten used to my behavior of acting like a baby at every turn, so he just patted my back kindly, seeing that I didn't let go after hugging me for a long time, and asked me: "What's wrong?"

I strangled him hard with my arm, and I said to him, "Fortunately, you have the foresight to wait for me!" I wanted to tell him, thank him for waiting for me.

Sheng Yun sneered: "Okay, don't act like a baby at every turn, you are such an adult, let the children laugh."

Sure enough, Xiaojin smiled.

Well, I told them both: "I'm going to pack my luggage, Xiao Jin, let's go home tomorrow!"

Sheng Yun looked at me: "Didn't you go back to 'my house'?"

I smiled at him: "Go back to our home." This man is so stingy, I can still take advantage of him, after all, I am a guy who has no real estate, no property and no job.

We set off back to the city the next day. Zhang Zhendong and Qin Xuesheng didn't go back with them. They still wanted to stay here to gather scenery. This season is when the painters like it. There are not so many people, so it is suitable for them to create.

Before leaving, Zhang Zhendong said to the two of us: "You two, don't rush to get married, why don't you wait for me to go back!"

Sheng Yun only looked at him: "Just send the red envelope."

Zhang Zhendong shook his fist at him: "Aren't you short of a best man! Who else do you think besides me? Competent!"

Sheng Yun pulled his hand away, but nodded: "Then? You'd better hurry up." He must be looking at this guy and his brother for so many years?

Zhang Zhendong clicked his tongue: "Are you really in such a hurry?"

He glanced at my stomach: "It can't be so soon, can it? Didn't you two just sleep once?"

I coughed hard, this bastard didn't care about my face at all, and Sheng Yun and I really slept that day? One night, because in the next few days? Xiaojin slept with the two of us.

Sleeping between the two of us, he was so satisfied, every night, he was very excited, and he didn't fall asleep until late, and I was driven to sleep by him.

Forget it, let’s not mention this, Sheng Yun is also here? Looking at my stomach, I waved at him: "No? Yes!" The two of them really, is it appropriate to stare at an O's stomach?Although? I am? Both of them are familiar with the left and right brothers.

But Sheng Yun looked at me and asked? "Why not? Yes?"

He asked? It's pretty cute. Is my face red? I don't know how to say it. How can I sleep once? I thought I would tell that doctor before. It's easy to have a baby like that, but Gao Yu and I haven't had a baby for several years.I think it might be that my characteristic is gone, and I don't want Sheng Yun to have too much hope.

Zhang Zhendong still? Haha smiled and gave him the knife: "How powerful do you think you are, you can let him have it in one night?" Sheng Yun stopped looking at my stomach, and took a deep look at Zhang Zhendong, Zhang Zhendong waved his hands: "Okay, I won't talk anymore, you guys go away quickly, I will go back when I find some inspiration."

I told him: "Don't force yourself, inspiration is hard to come by."

He waved at me: "Get out!"

When I was about to leave here, I couldn't help but look back, the clouds here are so beautiful, just like chasing after us, I also felt reluctant, Sheng Yun glanced at me from the rearview mirror: "Sit down gone."

I said to him, "The clouds are beautiful. It would be nice if I could stay here for the rest of my life."

He said softly in front of you: "Don't worry, haven't you been forced to go back and meet your father-in-law with me?"

Hey, this guy is a witch, I smiled dryly at him: "Don't you need me to get married?"

He also hummed: "You don't have to see me if you don't want to."

I held the back of his chair and said, "Then? How can it be, they are always your parents."

He said: "Who was that? Day? Night? Call me, I don't have to go back to see my parents anymore?"

I coughed dryly: "People can only trust one or two things if they confess their love when they are impulsive."

His voice sank: "You mean that what you said that day? night... was all false?"

Well, I can't talk back to him, he will break me to the slightest degree, his fingers are still on the steering wheel, tapping, obviously waiting for me to answer, Xiao Jin also blinked at me, I Tell him in front of the child: "The words 'that? Three words' can be believed."

"Then? Three words?"

"I raise you!"

Well, I don't want to lose face.

After returning to City A, our life went back to normal again. Of course, there were some differences. There was a huge change, that is, I could finally settle in Sheng Yun's boudoir.

But, hey, my day...

I know you must be very concerned about this, and I will think about how to tell you.Let me tell you about a live analysis from last night.

Our dialogue is as usual, a few very simple words, just keep repeating:

"Sheng Yun, it's time to sleep! Turn off the lights!"

"Um, ah, ah, don't...do...ah...don't...don't..."

"Sheng Yun, I don't want to..."

"Say it again."

"I... I... want to..."

Don't say that I'm a 'bitch is hypocritical', because I know the lesson, the lesson of blood and tears I have summed up after countless nights: If I insist on saying no, then there will be countless times waiting for me, and he will take me Do it until you say 'yes', but if I say 'yes', then? He will let me go if he does it just once.

Tell me, which one would you choose if I were you?

Is such a strong and bohemian person made to beg for mercy? I am really not hypocritical, I really tried my best.

Because I have such an ALPHA, which is a disaster for the country and the people, I never go to bed early. Every morning, when I wake up, it's already bright daylight. I lie on the bed? Anyway, now? I'm late too, so don't worry.

I beat my old waist to wash. After washing, I went to the living room and sat on the dining table. There was no way. My hungry chest was stuck to my back. Do you think the king will go to court early? Okay?He is also hungry.

Sheng Yun has already put the food on the table: "Eat slowly."

I asked while drinking porridge? He: "Has Xiao Jin been sent to school?"

He hummed, and peeled eggs for me next to me.

For the sake of being so virtuous, I forgave him, so I would repeat the above process every night, and sometimes I couldn't tell whether I was in heat or he was in heat It's time.

In short, I live the life of Qijiro one night, I like this kind of life very much, and what I say is true, because I was woken up by myself laughing once.That vague person never appeared in my dreams again, replaced by Sheng Yun's clear face, and all my erotic dreams had masters.

My bed? Life is very nourishing, and my wedding planning is going very... smoothly.

Really, it went so smoothly, I didn't even know how smooth it was.

Sheng Yun said something to me at the office desk on a certain day: "Our wedding date is set on May [-]st. Before that, do you have time to meet my parents? ? Then lead me to see Dad."

The two parents he mentioned before and after shocked me a little. My dad is easy to talk about, and he can see me anytime, but the parents in front, I coughed: "Your parents are willing to see me?"

He glanced at me: "The last time my mother came to see you, when you went to buy cakes?"