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I held the phone and sniffed, I didn't answer him, I thought how could I tell him.

He heard me breathing, and said again: "Close the window, and tell me well, how long have you liked me? When? When did you start?"

Is this person really? Yes? Is he trying to extract a confession?

I'm also really a criminal.

I hugged the phone, really? I hugged it in one hand and my head in the other. I wanted to lower my head to the ground if I could.

I'm a prisoner, I'm right? I hesitated on the phone: "I...I..."

I can't come out, I think how can I say it?How can I tell him: I have liked him for a long, long time... so long that I can't remember when?

As a married woman, I still think about Gao Yu when I marry Gao Yu, right? I can't live with Gao Yu and defile him.

Probably mine? The nasal sound silenced him, and he didn't force me anymore. He seemed to sigh and said: "I won't force you anymore, think slowly, don't worry, go sit down on the sofa first."

I don't move, I hold my? I can't lift my head up.I don't want to be a shrinking turtle anymore, I think about all my past.

To be honest, I don’t know when I fell in love with him, and I even couldn’t tell whether this kind of love is family affection for a long time, because I have been with him for more than ten years , when I was not an adult, we were always together, a childhood partner, a comrade in arms during military training, growing up together, fighting side by side, coming in the wind, buried in the snow ...

I was holding the phone? My hand was trembling. I gritted my teeth and continued to think. I have been a hostage again and again, and he has been a gunman again and again. Together we have walked through the dirtiest muddy ground and climbed the highest? ?Snow Mountain, almost didn't survive there...

I thought my life was over by then.

I sniffed hard, and heard him say to me over there: "Xie Shen'an, close the window..."

I don't close it, I just want to see the snow, I just want to have a romantic night.

I used to think that this kind of feeling would accompany me for the rest of my life, even if it was just a good brother for a lifetime, but the world was unpredictable, and I had to be estranged later, the distance of ten miles was not long, but everything was worn out up.

I met you at the university from ten miles away. I don’t know how to greet you politely. Even the first name stuttered a bit. Is it 'Sheng Yun' or 'Sheng Shixiong'?

Before I could finish my stuttering, I saw him frowning.

Hehe, time is really an invisible pig-killing knife that cuts my pig's past into pieces. Can do it again.

Haha, I hugged my phone and laughed silently.

I met Gao Yu at that time, when Sheng Yun, his roommate, introduced me for the first time, because I stuttered, I called the other three people in their dormitory: Big... big brother.

Everyone in their dormitory looked at me together, and then that bastard Gao Yu laughed.

That guy has always been unreliable and spoiled by his parents, but he is very frank. When he looked at me, his eyes lit up. I didn't know that his eyes lit up when he saw any OMEGA.

The love between me and Gao Yu came? Vigorously, I have always been very low-key? I was at the bottom of everything since I was a child, and I even failed to get into this university, so no one knows me, but Gao Yu But it made me famous, and all the teachers and students in the school knew about it.

I actually know that Gao Yu is right? A large part of my pursuit is because I am Xie’s family member, but I am still moved by his boyish? Like, moved by his? Direct and warm, he really? liked mine at that time ?, I can see that.

If he likes me, I will like him. I am a very easy-going and ordinary person. If someone treats me well, I will be tempted.

I thought it was a true result of cultivation, but how can it be so easy to achieve a true result, let alone right? Me, haven't I failed for so many years?Haven't I ever been successful?To Gao Yu, my favorites come and go quickly, and they don’t get fresh after a few days.

I hugged my head and pressed the phone firmly to my ear. I could hear Sheng Yun's very light breathing over there. He didn't hang up the phone, and he didn't rush me this time, nor did he Impatient, didn't turn around when he saw me as usual.

This gave me the courage to think about it. I don't know when I fell in love with him, and I don't know if I was disappointed in Gao Yu, so I transferred it to him. Fortunately, he ignored him at that time. Me, if I touch him, he will be thrown away by him...

I didn't dare to look at him anymore, so I hid at home and started watching ? Stars on TV.

Gao Yu took care of one after another? Small stars, I am not bad, I fell in love with one after another? Screen superstars, I don’t know if they like me or not, anyway, I secretly like them a lot many.

……

I hugged my head, hugged it hard, and rolled into a ball. If possible, I would also like to roll myself far away? It would be best to disappear completely.

I remember what Aunt Sheng said. She gave me a drawing of Ten Miles of the Milky Way with a gold hairpin. I remember it.

I really worked hard, I really fell in love with countless stars;

I also really look forward to Gao Yu coming home early every day, using his pheromone to hug me well, don't make me think too much...

I really know that I can't get close to Sheng Yun, I have been hiding from him for 8 years, and the war of resistance has been won...

I don't want to fall short, I also beat him hard that night? I hit him, and he hit me too...

But when he hugged me? At that moment, I still gave up all my previous efforts.

All my rationality collapsed at that moment, just like the snow avalanche that year, it came so fast that I didn't have any time to react.

I hugged myself and rolled me into a ball, so I was cut off from the outside world, and I could only hear him calling me softly on the phone: "Xie Shen'an... Xie Shen'an..."

He just called me by my name, softly, just like the one I called him that year. I was afraid of another avalanche, so I had to kneel in the snow, calling him inch by inch, in a low voice.

I sucked my nose, and this time I couldn't hold back and sucked a big one, which disgusted him so much, he stopped calling me, and said to me: "Close the window, go to bed, don't force me to go over."

His tone is very tough this time, I reluctantly got up, I don’t want him to come over, I’m so shameful, there’s no one in this world like me, right? I like it at the same time Passed two people.I'm still an OMEGA.

I sniffed and said to him, "I'm sorry, Sheng Yun."

Sorry, my favorite is so dirty.I am ashamed of myself?

"Go to bed? Turn up the air conditioner."

He instructed me on the phone, and I pulled a blanket: "I'm not going to bed, Xiaojin is still sleeping, I want to watch the fireworks here."

What I mean is that he is not allowed to hang up the phone, and I want to chat with him for a while. If I can't see his witch eyes, I can play tricks.

Sure enough, he was pissed off by my rascal. I heard him take a deep breath, but because he couldn't reach me, he finally turned into a helpless sigh: "What's so good about fireworks? They're fleeting? Things. "

He really has no romantic cells at all!

I retorted him: "What is not fleeting? The ancestors said that a fleeting moment is fleeting, and the sketch said: In the blink of an eye, a lifetime is gone when you close your eyes."

What did I watch tonight? Spring Festival Gala, my favorite? This is the skit. He must have not watched it, right?

But he laughed: "I knew you liked this sketch, didn't you snot from laughing?"

I cut my voice: "You are the pig."

This person keeps saying that I am a pig, and I am just a pig!

I turned my head and looked out the window? Another big firework exploded in front of my eyes, so I could see the explosion, well, forgive my bad language, I can only use these adjectives.

I held the phone, and I wanted to say to him: It doesn't matter if it's fleeting, it's good if I have it at this moment;

I want to tell him: it is enough for him to like me at this moment.Maybe it will change with the sun? The moon and the sea in the future, but I will always remember the splendor he gave me, because the warmth of this moment will allow me to live well.He gave me a chance to live that time, I will live well and never do stupid things again, if God allows me to live forever.

I know it's not realistic, so I'm very pragmatic, I want this moment,

I closed my eyes and opened them again, as if for the rest of my life, I will grow old with him at this moment for the rest of my life.

I chatted with him on the phone a lot, until the fireworks outside were gone, I yawned and let him hear him, and he said over there: "Xie Shen'an, you are not happy in the new year Go to sleep? Why don't you sleep? Can you afford your birth year?"

I hmmed, but I was still too lazy to move, he gave me an ultimatum: "Go, I'm going to hang up, my phone is almost dead. You know you've taken up so much of my time? Will it delay my business?"

I laughed: "It's New Year's Eve? Who does the work?"

Sheng Yun snorted: "Do you think they are all the same as you?" He paused and said to me: "Go to sleep, don't forget to visit the grave tomorrow."

I didn't forget this, so I hummed: "Okay."

He said to me again: "You don't have to go too early tomorrow. You can wear more clothes when you visit the grave, and you can also wear more clothes for Xiaojin. To melt the snow and cold."

He seemed to say what he said this year, I just smiled: "Okay."

When did you hang up the phone? Who hung up first?I also forgot, I was in a daze? I fell asleep.I fell asleep until dawn.

It was Xiaojin who woke me up again?: "Dad, it's the New Year, wake up! Happy New Year!"

After seeing me open my eyes, he continued, "I wish you success in your studies and good health in the new year."

Haha, what kind of blessings are these, the teacher taught them?I woke up laughing, and hugged him to my stomach. He is still young, and I can still support him like this. I supported his little arm and said, "Xiao Jin, happy new year! Wish you a new year? An average year Ann, be happy!"

Xiao Jin stretched out her hand to me: "Dad, give me a red envelope!"

Hey, little guy, what did you say? So nice? So that's what I wanted.

I handed the red envelope sealed last night to him from the small table next to him: "Here? You, little money fan."

Xiaojin and I cooked dumplings again. Sheng Yun made them yesterday? The dumplings are enough for the two of us to eat for a day? There is no chance to show off your cooking skills.

I didn't turn on my phone until after dinner, and my phone died last night.

This year's blessings are less than last year's, but the main ones are still there. Zhang Zhendong's? Looks like pasted and copied. It's not sincere. It's not as good as Zhenxi's. I'll give Zhang Zhenxi back first. Then one after another? Give? Others reply. I didn’t send a lot yesterday, mainly because I don’t know how to give? Who sends it so that people don’t think I’m going to borrow money or something?

So I waited for someone to send it today? I sent it, and I sent it back. It’s the same, but I’m more sincere than Zhang Zhendong, and I typed it by hand: Thank you, and I also wish you and your family a happy new year and a happy family .

After answering them, I glanced at Gao Yu's voice, Gao Yu sent me a voice message, I clicked to listen to it, the young master's voice sounded very quiet, plainly A grown-up, no, mature-feeling.

He blessed me, not forgetting Xiaojin, and wishing Xiaojin a new? Longer year? Higher, happy every day.

He has become a father and has finally matured. I still remember the way he was protecting that child yesterday afternoon. He is a qualified father.

I took a deep breath, and played the voice again for Xiaojin to listen to. Xiaojin blinked at me, and I touched his head: "Say thank you to Uncle Gao Yu? "

A new year, a new beginning, everyone is a year older.

Xiao Jin thought for a while and nodded, and he also said in voice: I wish Uncle Gao Yu a happy new year, and I wish my little brother good health and happiness forever.

I couldn't hold back and rubbed his hair again. He looked at the baby for a long time yesterday. The baby didn't cry, and no one told him it was a boy, but Xiao Jin recognized it by himself, it was his younger brother.

Gao Yu replied almost instantly. He sent over 6 red envelopes in a row, which read: "Gao Yu's father gave it to Xiaojin" red envelope, wishing Xiaojin a happy new year...

He has his? Child, and still calls himself that.

I looked at that line and felt a little bit emotional. We tortured each other for a year, and finally saw the dawn of peaceful coexistence in the new year.

Becoming a father? People, it seems that we are all touched by that little baby. I didn't call Gao Yu again, but only returned 6 red envelopes to him: I wish my little brother good health and happiness forever.

Nothing can prove my sincerity more than money at the moment.

Gao Yu took my red envelope, so Xiao Jin also took his? Red envelope, he looked at me and asked, "Can I still see that little brother in the future?"

I thought for a while and nodded: "Yes?"

The days to come will still be long, the days that belong to their children will be longer, and they will all be fine. I hold Xiaojin and lift it up. I am tall. Now I can lift Xiaojin It's so easy, Xiao Jin likes being lifted up the most, laughing? Haha?.

I don't hold grudges, and I don't want Xiaojin to have any grudges. I hope his future? Among them, I hope that he has a big heart that can accommodate all things and is born facing the sun. I hope that he has many friends and relatives. I hope that the people he meets are as warm as spring with a heart There are flowers and trees.