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This punch used all the strength of my right hand, so I couldn't lift it up after the next punch, and he didn't give me another chance. He just grabbed my waist with one hand and threw me on the sofa ? on.

That moment was fast? Before I could react, the light and shadow in front of my eyes changed, and when my eyes went dark, my neck hurt, and he strangled my neck.He is attached to me and still? Choke my neck.

I can't tell whether it's my neck that hurts or his pressure? I hurt, I just feel my? chest being pressed by him? raw pain.Want? He didn't strangle my neck. I wanted to scold him. Why? So? To me!Why? Not the same as before, stay away from me, why? Let me be a mistress!Why?!

The fight between the two of us? It was so abrupt that neither Zhang Zhenxi nor the brothers could react.Zhang Zhendong cursed first: "Fuck! Sheng Yun, what the hell are you doing bullying him?!"

He came over to pull him, but he knocked him down with a wave of his hand. Zhang Zhenxi also wanted to. When he stepped forward, he had already let go of my neck. Because I closed my eyes, I could clearly hear his suppressed breathing. That was A kind of anger that was about to break out from the bottom, just when I thought he was going to strangle me, he got up, and after a while I heard the sound of the door closing.

After he left, Zhang Zhenxi hurriedly helped me up: "Are you all right?"

I covered my neck and shook my head, Zhang Zhendong was angry? He called him 'crazy', and then he called me again: "You can't beat him, why do you provoke him?!"

I don't know why? I just have skills, right?Be proud of being favored.

Zhang Zhendong was still scolding me: "See what you can do?! You know it hurts now! Take your hands away? Let me see!"

I curled up my stomach and covered my neck to prevent him from looking at it. Now I know it hurts.

I'm a pig, how would I know where to turn if I didn't bump into the south wall?How do you know you want to give up if you don't see the coffin lid?

Know it now.

I closed my eyes and played dead.

Zhang Zhendong is so angry at me? I don’t know what to say? Well, he looked at Zhang Zhenxi who was standing at a loss and said: "

You go downstairs and wait for me in the car, and I will say a few words to him.He was a little excited to pass the exam today, and couldn't tell the difference between east and west, north and south. "

Zhang Zhenxi glanced at me again. Although he didn't quite understand, he was still obedient? He went down.

After Zhang Zhenxi left, I no longer bowed my head or covered my neck. Zhang Zhendong looked at it and said, "It's okay? I didn't strangle it to death."

I glared at him, and Zhang Zhendong pulled his hair: "What are you two doing?"

I didn't speak, Zhang Zhendong took a deep breath: "I know he is very annoying, but you can't say that about him, third child, he has never looked forward to you, okay?"

I know, I just want to find an excuse for myself, after beating and scolding, I can stop thinking about it.

Zhang Zhendong looked at me with indifference and hesitation? He looked at me: "And don't take his last words to heart, he is not that kind of person, he, he is a retired player, and he doesn't even have a home. Come back, don't care about you at all? Family, just like me, have I ever disliked you because of this?"

I closed my eyes, I know, but what did he tell me? What does it mean?Did he keep me away from him? Don't be mean.Am I so cheap already?

I grabbed a handful of hair and asked Zhang Zhendong softly, "Is Qin Xuesheng not here?"

Zhang Zhendong paused for a moment when I asked him, his eyes wandered for a while before he nodded: "It's almost Chinese New Year, he's back home, and he's back home after he came back from Tibet."

Is that why Sheng Yun has time to come to me?No, I can't think of him that way, it has nothing to do with me whether he comes to my place or not, he just made a promise to Xiao Jin.

Zhang Zhendong took a deep breath, and I heard his teeth grinding voice: "I really didn't know that bastard Sheng Yun would also do this kind of thing. He eats from the bowl and looks at the pot, and looks like a human on the outside!"

He seemed to be recalling something, and he said all his bad things: "When he was in Tibet, he saddled Qin Xuesheng, from inviting people from the Provincial Painting Association to dinner to inspecting in various exhibition halls, no matter what. Ask about all the big and small things, what do we do? Qin Xuesheng is not satisfied, so he did it? Satisfied! Both of them hit it off, and the bastard sees Mung Dou right, why are you so reserved? Get your marriage certificate quickly and don't come out again Harmful!"

I slowly closed my eyelids, I thought I had enough pain when I saw those photos, but I didn't expect to hear the real pain? It was even more painful. I squeezed my hands hard, and my nails got stuck in the flesh.

Zhang Zhendong finished cursing, and after a while of silence, he patted me on the shoulder: "It's not my fault, I didn't look at you properly, which made you..."

He couldn't speak, and I knew I was ashamed, so I lowered my head and said, "It's me and Xiaojin who bothered you."

Zhang Zhendong cut his voice: "What are you talking about? Of course I want to take care of you and Xiaojin! It's Sheng Yun who is too..."

Does he want to say that Sheng Yun seduces me too much?Hehe, he didn't say any ambiguous words to me, he didn't even look at me much, he didn't even treat me as nicely as Zhang Zhendong.

It's me who is too cheap.

I clasped my hands together and said to him, "Don't care about his business." I didn't wait for Zhang Zhendong to say anything, and said, "Really, I forgot, I thought I could still talk to him It's the same as before, but in fact, you all have your own life? I said that day that there is no feast that never ends, and we should get together and part ways."

Zhang Zhendong was angry with me? Clutching his chest, he said that his lungs hurt, so he lit a cigarette and prepared to take it easy.

I also asked him for one. I seldom smoked. I used to smoke when I went to school with Zhang Zhendong, but after I had Xiaojin, I didn’t smoke any more. So it’s so fierce? Once I smoked, I almost choked. As Zhang Zhendong said, the smoke choked from the nose to the throat and then to the chest cavity? That kind of process was indeed like what Zhang Zhendong said, the lungs hurt.

My lung hurts and I smoke too. Zhang Zhendong, who is opposite me, glanced at me. His eyes were hidden behind the smoke, and his eyes were inexplicably a bit deep, and the words he said were also quite deep: "Third brother, are the three of us We grew up together? What did you have before? You will tell me everything, but you don’t know what? From then on, you don’t tell anyone, aren’t you tired of hiding in your heart?”

I don't want to meet his eyes, I don't want him to see through my unspeakable thoughts.Although he has already guessed it? It’s almost the same. Sure enough, he looked at me and smiled: "Don't be nervous, don't you just like him?"

My upper and lower teeth touched together, and the words were as if bitten out: "You...what did you say?"

Zhang Zhendong waved his hand and scattered the smoke: "Okay, you are also divorced now, it's not shameful to like someone, I'm just mad at you for hiding it from me, why do you think you fell in love with him? You didn't like him before. Don’t like him, from college? You had a better relationship with me than him. Later, when you got married, you didn’t see him very much. Why did you become enlightened as soon as you came to our gallery? Didn’t you Because you are divorced, so you are hungry?"

I looked at him and slowly let go of my hand. Zhang Zhendong thought that I fell in love with Sheng Yun only after I got divorced. Hehe, I laughed at myself. Then check it out.

Zhang Zhendong is still telling me: "Even if you are divorced and have a child, you are not bad, you know? I like you? There are too many people, you don't have to hang him from a tree..."

Is this sentence right? I thought about it, and I glanced at him: "I know, I've already left your gallery..."

It's just that I didn't expect it to sink deeper and deeper.

Zhang Zhendong also laughed: "I know, so brother, I didn't drag you back by force, what did you do? Yes, that bitch Sheng Yun couldn't figure it out. Qin Xuesheng didn't want to have children, so he took a fancy to your child , you should take a good look at it, I think he wants to snatch it away from you!"

Haha, you see, even Zhang Zhendong is like this? I really think he's taken a fancy to Xiao Jin and wants to take him away.

I nodded: "Okay, I'll take a good look at it, I won't give it to him."

I'm Xiaojin alone.

Zhang Zhendong finally finished his cigarette, and after he extinguished it, he turned Erlang's legs up: "Xie Shen'an, how is my brother, tell the truth."

Sure enough, this guy is holding this purpose, but why doesn't he think about his brother?Sheng Yun doesn't like people like me, so can his younger brother like him?

I shook my head: "Don't cheat on your brother, let me say that I like... Sheng Yun now, even if there is no one I like, I can't be with your brother,"

Besides, since I wanted to go far away and hide from Sheng Yun, then I couldn't cheat Zhenxi, let alone whether I have feelings or not, I know they don't care about my background, but not caring doesn't mean it doesn't exist , They don't care doesn't mean others don't care.

Zhang Zhendong poohed: "I know it's like this, you just think Sheng Yun is good! Although I don't know what's good about him!"

I opened my mouth, and after a while, I murmured: "I don't know either."

It's not that I don't know what's good about him, but I don't know why? I like it.

He obviously left him before he became an adult, and he turned around and left when he saw me, refusing to even give me a second look.

There are many people who treat me well, such as Zhang Zhendong, Zhuo Kai, and Qin Lang, but why? Is this the only one?

I don't know why? I want to get close to him, obviously he hates me so much, obviously I don't even dare to go to parties.

Obviously I have seen countless little fresh meat, why? I still haven't forgotten it?

I took a deep draw on my cigarette and watched it burn to the bottom, burning my fingertips.

I didn't know it was the pheromone that night that caused the trouble, but I also used my heart, and he planted a seed in me, so it just broke out of the ground, if in time I know that it’s fine if it’s extinguished or rooted out, but I don’t know the reason, the more I don’t know, the more I want to know, the more I hide, the more I miss it.

The more I think about it, the more I think about it, unify our past? I think about it, think about it over and over again, those old grains and rotten sesame seeds, those bits and pieces buried in my heart, those years and months when I can’t see him? Fermented, and finally turned into spirits;

Watered with spirits, let that seed germinate and take root in my heart, grow vigorously, and grow to the point where even if I want to pull it out now, it will hurt my muscles and bones.

In the days to come, I finally understood that it wasn't Shengyun's pheromone that misled me, but that he had already been rooted in my life, bit by bit, even if I stayed away from him, I still couldn't forget him.

"Let go! Is there an OMEGA like you? Can't you cherish your own body? You don't want your hand anymore, do you? Even if you can't draw, don't let your hand? Back Pot okay?!"

Zhang Zhendong put out the cigarette in my hand, I looked at my fingertips, it seemed to be burnt yellow, it was not very pretty, but Zhang Zhendong scolded me for that? Meaning, I can’t draw You don't want my handset when you draw? !

Zhang Zhendong saw that I still dared to stare at him, angry? He scolded me: "What's wrong, I was wrong, you trash! You, you are really, what he said is right, you have been a coward all your life! What if you like him ! Just go after him directly! He is not married yet! Before he gets married, he is not someone else’s?! They are good brothers, and the fat water will not flow to outsiders!"

If the answer is yes, I should have implemented it hundreds of years ago, so I shook my head: "I want to have a quiet time and talk about it tomorrow, okay?"

Zhang Zhendong looked at me with hatred: "You shouldn't be a pig! You are a tortoise. Whenever something happens, you want to retreat into your shell. You can hide in your shell!"

Zhang Zhendong didn't want to talk to me anymore, he stood up and threw me a sentence: "You can do it yourself!"

I think he wants it too? He slammed the door and asked hurriedly, "Thank Zhenxi for me, is he still coming to dinner? I just said to invite him to dinner..."

I also felt that I couldn't continue, and Zhang Zhendong scolded: "Fuck you, you don't like him!"

After he closed the door, I said, "Zhenxi didn't like me either? If he liked me, I would be happy too..."

This is the hateful face of a shameless person, holding the bowl and looking at the pot, I spurned myself and went to sleep, I didn't look in the mirror again, I was afraid that I would not like to see my face.

I thought I wouldn't sleep well, after all I did the most daring thing in my life tonight and beat Sheng Yun up.

But it didn't take long for me to close my eyes and fall asleep.

I was in a daze? What I always thought was that when people are busy, they won’t be pretentious. So it’s true? Those who can’t sleep? Bones, they are guaranteed to fall asleep as soon as they touch the bed.

The author has something to say: hit and beat, scold and scold, confess tomorrow