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15-year-old Shiina Feiyu's baby fat has not completely dissipated. He eats Oda-saku meat buns, his cheeks are agitated, and his every move is like eating a small hamster, which makes people never get tired of watching.

"It's rude to stare at others." The boy who called himself Xiaoyu rolled his eyes at him, took out another one from the plastic bag and handed it to him, "It tastes good when you eat it together."

But in fact, I bought two steamed buns at the convenience store, and I only cared about eating them. I was very protective of my food. Giving up the steamed stuffed buns now seems to be reluctantly giving up to ease the embarrassment, and I hope the other party will refuse to accept it.

Originally, Odasaku didn't want to take it, but when he saw the other person's appearance, a thought flashed in his mind, so he took it and took a big bite. Under the other's darkened eyes, he pretended to enjoy it and said, "Well, it is indeed more delicious."

The boy blinked his big peach eyes, depressed and took a big bite of the steamed stuffed bun, and said vaguely, "If you want to send me home, that's fine, I won't let strangers know where I live."

"Well, that's right." The stranger who was guarded against nodded in agreement, and said seriously, "It's not peaceful here recently, so I won't continue to follow after sending this area." In fact, tonight the port mafia and Odasaku was a little worried that other organizations would fight nearby.

The other party had said to him before that in order to realize his dream of becoming a novelist, he should leave his current environment, and these words kept circling in his mind.In fact, the best thing to do is to start acting now. If you turn to your friends for help, I believe you will get a lot of help.

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"Okay, okay, you're annoying. If you have any questions, just ask them." The young man muttered, "All your thoughts are written on your face, really, if it weren't for the fact that you really want to be a If you are a good person and you adopted a war orphan, I will not care about you."

"Is it that obvious?" Oda Saku didn't doubt his words, and touched his cheek.Ango has always said that his expression is too difficult to read, that even if there is an earthquake, his face will not change, etc., but this is the first time someone said that his mind is easy to see through.

The boy stuffed the last bite of dough into his mouth, squinted his eyes and said to him, "Expressions, eyes, even heartbeats may be faked to deceive people." He stretched out a finger, pointing at Oda's temple.

Being treated like this, Odasaku's expression remained unchanged, but his blue eyes raised slightly, staring at that finger.

"The brain doesn't lie."

When the boy said these words, Odasaku actually felt a sense of loneliness, which disappeared too quickly for him to confirm it.

He crackled and said, "Did you come back to me because you couldn't find a way out? You want to write a novel, but you haven't been inspired yet."

Oda did not deny this. "When I was 15 years old, I read a novel with no ending. At that time, someone told me that if I wanted to read the ending so much, I might as well write it myself. However, how can a pair of murderers write other people's lives... just like you said , I am doing the finishing work on the battlefield, and the corpses are collected and carried by these hands, in fact, it is no different from killing people."

He looked at the hands in front of him, a little dazed. "Isn't it better to give up that dream? Even if I put in the bright work, I still can't hold the pen in my hand."

The boy narrowed his eyes even more, stopped and approached Odasaku, and even tiptoed to look deeply into his soul with probing eyes.Being watched and interpreted by such a pair of transparent eyes that seem to be able to see through everything, normal people can't stand it.

The same is true for Odasaku, but he stabilized, because he didn't even understand the reason, maybe because it was enough to be ashamed to ask a child for help, and he didn't mind losing face even more.

After a while, the boy backed away a little.He scratched his hair, clicked his tongue and said, "Answer me a question first, why are you asking me?"

Odasaku thought for a while, and the other party also waited quietly.At the end, I heard this man who was in a period of confusion in his life say: "I think Xiao Yu is very similar to a friend of mine."

He quickly denied it again. "No, it's completely different."

Dazai is a lonely soul wandering in the world, and shut himself out of this world, seeking the method of spiritual liberation, while Xiaohan feels to him more like the sun, guiding others.

Even though they are all the same loneliness, the same transparency, and the same tiredness of the predictable world, they are fundamentally different.

The boy looked at the adult who fell into silence again, and sighed deeply helplessly.He shook his hands and said, "Okay, okay, you are really weird, although I have met guys who are similar to you with air in their heads, they are not as serious as you."

"Air?"

"Air, you can't hold it, it's the nemesis of people like me."

The teenager sighed again, as he seemed to do often.Said: "For your matter, it is actually very easy to solve. How to put it, it is too unqualified to guide you before. No, you can't blame him. After all, it is an outdated product left over from the previous era. The deep-rooted thinking comes from stubbornness. Turning into the quagmire of reality, when he gives you advice, he himself is also stuck in the turning point of his life and doesn't know where to go."

At this time neither the boy nor Oda Saku knew, no, maybe the boy already knew some deeper things, but he was too lazy to understand deeply.

That person made a mistake, thinking that Oda Saku was a product of the same era as himself, but in fact there is a channel of the times between them.Therefore, it is difficult for the other party to give advice.Or, if he can guide more deeply and push Oda Saku into the light, the result will be different now.

It's just that I don't help people, and I always stay in one place with rigid thinking.Even if you try hard to change, you can't figure out how to get out.The affairs on the other side of life are too strange to him, and it takes more than courage to cross over.

The elder who guided Odasaku to put down the murderous gun was also in a period of confusion at that time.He wanted the city to recover after the war. This seaside city called the Yokohama Concession was full of chaos and turmoil.Complicated forces, people with supernatural powers wandering the streets and alleys, citizens who are at a loss for the chaos, and the city is only one step away from collapse. How can we save this city if we want to save it?

At that time, the three-moment conception plan had just emerged as a framework, and it had not yet been fully rooted and perfected in the elder's mind.

"Let a soul who has not fully experienced the ups and downs, the vicissitudes of life, wandering helplessly in the dark to write a 30340 novel of life, it is too idealistic to say such words." The young man put his hands behind his back and restrained his face All expressions, even the corners of her naturally upturned mouth, were smoothed away.

Leaving aside all the external senses, the boy standing in front of Oda Saku now can no longer find the slightest childishness in line with his age.An indescribable feeling filled Odasaku's heart.Those eyes that see through everything, but are still clear and will not be eroded by the darkness, are so bright that they can burn all eyes, staring fixedly at the young man in front of him.

"Living in this era, you cannot write about the life left over from the previous era. If you want to write, you are a product of this era, and before you live, you must first see yourself clearly."

"See yourself?"

"That's right. I'll give you a suggestion, let's put your life in 20 years, if you can live to that time."

The young man took a quick step forward, distanced himself from the other party, further and further away, further and further away, his voice was carried into Odasaku's ears by the wind, until the slender figure disappeared completely in view.

"Let's write about the future, let's write about the past, and when all these are done, then write about your life. This is the only way to completely separate you from the past."

The memories ended here, and Dazai, as an audience member, was speechless for a long time.He held the wine glass in his hand, and the ice cubes had completely melted.Odasaku ignored him, and lightly sipped the liquid in his glass.

For Dazai, it is difficult to understand people.Odasaku thought so.

Similar but not like two people, they are both looking for the meaning of human life. Compared with sinking and struggling in the darkness, the other person directly withdraws and bravely chooses to smash the ceiling on the top, wanting the sunshine to come in and dispel all the haze.

"That night, it took me only two hours to write the manuscript. Inspiration kept flooding my brain, and the pen seemed to be infused with the soul. I wrote word by word without pause or hesitation. That feeling... ..." Odasaku drank the last sip of wine and sighed comfortably. "It's never been good."

I look forward to the ideal future in my heart, but I can't get rid of the real past even if I escape, and... see through the past and my own life in the future.

"It's like returning to the mother's womb and being born again, the starting point of the second life."

In fact, there is another part that Oda Saku didn't tell Dazai.

After hearing those words, Oda Saku stood there for a long time, and it happened to be raining lightly, which wet his hair and clothes. Standing there with his head down, a pair of sneakers appeared in his vision.

He raised his head, and in front of him was an awkward-looking boy holding an umbrella.

"I don't know your name yet. That child calls you Odasaku. It doesn't sound like a proper name."

Odasaku tilted his head, watching the young man's eyes slowly become warm. "Ah, because I don't know when, people around me started calling it that." I corrected it at first, but gave up after a few times when it didn't work.

When I wanted to tell the other party's full name, I heard the child say that.

"That's it, then I'll call you Odasaku too." Then, the boy smiled and put another folding umbrella into Odasaku's hand, and ran away without a trace.

To this day, I still can't help laughing when I think of that follow-up conversation.

So, when you hear the people around you shouting like that, do you follow suit even if you find it strange?

This kid also likes me.

Shiina's family, it is Shiina Feiyu who talks to Ayatsuji through the terminal.

"Pedestrian. Xu exists, and you participated in the battle against Da Xu that day. Do you think it was a dream?" Fei Yu sneered, "It's reality. Ah, haven't you already received the price? Perfect, beyond The range has been reached."

"I have obtained from you, even the black market is difficult to obtain, and the government has closed the cases of missing persons in Japan for 20 years. Some disappeared on the way home, some disappeared at home, some did not leave any clues around, and some Leaving bloodstains, and even damage to buildings or grounds by large beasts or machinery..."

"There are so many missing people in Japan every year. These unsolved and unsolved cases are piling up every year. At least a quarter of them have died at the hands of Xu. However, this kind of missing people is compared to the annual death rate in the whole country. In terms of the number of people, the number is far from matching..."

He spoke very fast, without giving the other party a chance to speak, he said quickly: "Could it be that all dead souls will become void? No, the transformation of void energy should be conditional. Is it because their soul components are different? The strength of obsession Is it different? Or are there other things... I think the death is related to Xu. More than [-]% of the family members died in accidents or suicide before disappearing. So Xu was the first to attack his own family? After that, where did they go? ? Is there a place for them to return? Is it the underworld? Or is there another place?"

"Or... was wiped out by other existences." Speaking of this, the blue-haired boy laughed loudly, and the laughter passed through the signal to the ear of the man on the other side, and it burned hot against the pinna of the terminal. Pass the laughter and vibrate together.

However, the man's body was as stiff as a rock, and the chill climbed from the soles of his feet to his brain.

When the boy over there stopped laughing, the other party's soft, melodious and clear voice came.

【Death is never the end. If you understand this, just get out of the cage by yourself.The key has been delivered to you, don't disappoint me. 】

[After all, I really want to be friends with you.Only this, no one, including you, is allowed to deny it. 】