[Rebirth] Incognito to be an actor

Regarding An Ziyin's daughter who appeared out of nowhere, if Cheng Zan said that he didn't mind at all, he would be deceiving himself.He used to think that as long as An Ziyin was well, he would be well too, but in fact, since he was reborn, he got hope from An Ziyin, Cheng Zan could no longer suppress his desire like before.

Every time he dreams back at midnight, he always sees himself and An Ziyin walking down the street holding hands like little lovers, without caring about other people's eyes.

After lighting a cigarette, Cheng Zan took only one puff and then extinguished it. With his hands resting on the handrails of the open-air balcony, he looked at the dark sea in the distance.

Su Hua, who had the room occupied, was full of helplessness, "If you don't want to answer the phone, just turn off the phone, the ringtone makes my ears callused."

"I don't want to pick it up, I'm just thinking about when to pick it up."

Su Hua pulled out the charger, put the phone into Cheng Zan's hand, and then closed the door again, locking him on the balcony, "Say what you want, what are you two old men trying to do? .”

Cheng Zan pursed his lips when he heard this. Su Hua didn't know the real situation between him and An Ziyin, so of course he didn't know what he was struggling with. If he could break up his 19-year crush, he would have broken it up long ago, and it wouldn't have lasted until now. .If An Ziyin wasn't his elder brother, he would have pursued him desperately long ago, but who would call An Ziyin his half-brother? To put it bluntly, he is still his younger brother... He didn't want An Ziyin to treat him as a pervert, and he didn't want him to look at him with disgust.

He was so cautious because the target was An Ziyin.

"Hey?"

The other end of the phone paused for a few seconds, probably its owner didn't expect Cheng Zan to answer the phone.

"Aren't you coming back tonight?"

"An Ziyin."

"Ok?"

"I……"

Cheng Zan really wanted to say those four words, as if the boulder weighing on his heart would fall down, and he didn't have to be at a loss like now, but in the end, he still couldn't say those words, Cheng Zan frowned slightly, But he didn't think about escaping anymore and hung up the phone.

Perhaps this is already a big step for him.

Cheng Zan couldn't help thinking, if he confessed his love to An Ziyin, what would he say?Will you refuse?still…

"He hesitated to speak, do you want to confess your love to me?" An Ziyin's voice still had no ups and downs, it was really hard for Cheng Zan to hear anything from it.

"Get lost." Cheng Zan couldn't understand An Ziyin's meaning.

"Well, I see."

Know what a fart, "What do you want me for?"

"I want to tell you."

Cheng Zan's heart beat like a drum.

"The driver is waiting for you downstairs, come back early."

Cheng Zan really couldn't understand what An Ziyin was thinking, as soon as Bear saw An Ziyin, he threw himself up with joy, Cheng Zan remembered that Bear didn't seem to have had dinner yet, so he turned around and asked the servants to prepare dog food, and fell down. It also saves me from standing with An Ziyin and not knowing what to say.

"Where are you going?" Seeing that Cheng Zan was about to walk out of sight, An Ziyin finally asked.

"I forgot to feed bear."

An Ziyin still looked disgusted and stretched out his legs to push Bear away from him, walked to the edge of the sofa with his long legs, and even took out a large bag of dog food, "Come on, feed it."

Sure enough, the best way to buy a pet is to feed it, Bear wagged his tail at Cheng Zan who was holding dog food.

"There's a banquet tomorrow night, and the clothes are already in your room. You can try them later to see if they fit." An Ziyin looked Cheng Zan over, and said again, "It doesn't seem like he's growing any taller."

Cheng Zan glared at him. He knew that his height of 180 was still half a head shorter than that of An Ziyin who grew up eating beef, but in China, 180 is not considered short.

"What kind of banquet?"

"Birthday party for the mayor's daughter."

"What am I going to do?"

"I don't have a girlfriend."

Cheng Zan opened his mouth, but he didn't ask him why he didn't just find a female companion.

An Ziyin looked at his watch, and said again, "Go to bed early tonight, I will take bear to the veterinarian tomorrow morning, and take him to the racetrack in the afternoon."

Cheng Zan looked at the dog pouted and ate the dog food all over the bear, and silently lit a candle for it in his heart.

Early the next morning, as expected, Bear, who was still stepping on Cheng Zan's lap in the car, stretched his head and looked out the window. When Bear found out that he was taken to the pet hospital by his owner, he lay down on the ground desperately, saying Nothing will go in.Cheng Zan was also impatient, stretched out his long arms, tucked bear under his arms and left.

After handing over the bear to the gentle blonde girl, Cheng Zan and An Ziyin followed steadily, despite the miserable howling of the little bear, the two masters had no intention of rescuing it.

"...It's just an injection." Cheng Zan looked at Bear struggling crazily in the girl's arms with twitching corners of his mouth, and said speechlessly.

He felt that if Bear continued like this, that girl would go berserk...

The time was pushed back half an hour, after Bear let out a miserable cry... Cheng Zan hugged Bear into his arms with a dark face.

How could An Ziyin choose such a worthless dog!

After getting into the car, An Ziyin found out a dog bone for grinding his teeth out of nowhere, the bear was instantly filled with blood and blue uff, and the tail flicked without stopping.

Cheng sighed in admiration, and silently turned his face away.

Just heard An Ziyin comment, "It's easy to raise."

……I see.

Anyone who has ever raised a dog knows that a dog will not hold grudges against its owner at all. After getting out of the car, Bear has obviously forgotten about the two unscrupulous owners who took him to get an injection in the morning, and wandered around the two of them non-stop. If Cheng Zan didn't pay attention, the naughty bear could tie him and An Ziyin together with a leash.

Seeing Bear's energetic look, Cheng Zan couldn't help but said, "What will I do when I have an announcement?"

I haven't been at home all the time, can I let bear entertain himself at home alone?

An Ziyin seemed to have thought about it a long time ago, and said calmly, "I'll feed him."

It was not long before Cheng Zan understood the true meaning of An Ziyin's words.

Originally, there was no need for staff to accompany him, but riding a horse by himself required a certificate of senior member of the equestrian club, but who was An Ziyin, he just calmly told the staff to bring out the Anjia horse, and the staff did not hesitate to help him. After being pulled out, he didn't dare to ask about Cheng Zan at all.

What An Ziyin prepared for Cheng Zan was a snow-white and very strong Andalusian horse, with aristocratic appearance and a powerful nape covered with a thick mane, all of which showed its excellent bloodline.The snow-white horse snorted, pawed the ground a little uneasy, and the staff respectfully handed over the reins to An Ziyin.

"Go up."

"You don't ride?"

"Are you okay?"

Cheng Zan's face turned dark, ashamed to say, it's not that Cheng Zan can't do it, but compared with An Ziyin's level, it's like an adult and a babbling baby.

Cheng Zan didn't say any more, stepped on the stirrups, and with a push of his waist, he stepped onto the horse's back gracefully. Although he was not good at riding, Cheng Zan's posture on the horse was still very chic.After getting on the horse, Cheng Zan realized that the saddle was for two people. After struggling for half a second, he silently moved his butt forward.

Sure enough, in the next second, An Ziyin got on the horse equally neatly, wrapped his hands around Cheng Zan's waist, pulled the rein, and gave it a light flick.

At this time, the bear had already been loosened from the rope, and was happily playing on the grass, sniffing here and there, forgetting the two masters, until it found that the masters had completely disappeared from sight. Turn around in a hurry.

Cheng Zan felt the generous chest of the man behind him, and the warm breath blowing in his ears, his heart beat faster uncontrollably, how could he still remember Bear, he was so nervous that he sat upright with his back straight.An Ziyin who held him in his arms had no choice but to remind him, "Relax."

After speaking, she bent slightly and hugged him even tighter, completely sticking to Cheng Zan's back.

Cheng Zan's face turned red instantly, but luckily An Ziyin was behind him and didn't see it.

The horse that sat down didn't know whether it was a little tired from being pressed by the two grown men or An Ziyin was on purpose. It walked slowly, as if it was taking a walk, occasionally snorting twice and shaking its head, walking leisurely and slowly. Slowly move forward.

The breeze in winter is not as gentle as in spring, but Cheng Zan doesn't feel cold at all.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Cheng Zan felt a little awkward. In order to divert his attention, he said in a hoarse voice, "You mean take me to ride a horse?"

"You ride a horse, I ride you."

"???!!!What did you say???"

"Where's bear?"

Only at this time, bear, who had been forgotten by the two for a long time, had the right to appear...

Please forgive Cheng Zan's brain is short-circuited at this time, and he can't think at all, "No, I don't know..."

"Just kidding, the reaction doesn't have to be that big."

At this moment, Cheng Zan really wanted to kick An Ziyin off the horse (shen).

Driving back on the horse, the two finally saw a bear whose white hair had been ruined into yellow hair. Bear, who had been forgotten by the owner, ran towards the two of them instantly, but was so excited that his front legs tripped over his hind legs. , fell a dog and ate shit.

"..."

"..."

"I heard that pets are like their owners." Cheng Zan said.

"You?"

Cheng Zan's face darkened, "You never talked to me like this before."

"You are Cheng Zan now, not the Raphael before." An Ziyin said to himself as if trying to convince himself, "If you are willing to come back, I will treat you like before. But you don't want to come back."

"It's impossible for me to go back." Cheng Zan frowned. Why did An Ziyin have to worry about this issue?

"Yes, so we have to make changes," An Ziyin turned his horse's head around, "whether we want to or not."

"What do you mean?" Cheng Zan couldn't guess him.

"I hated you and my father." An Ziyin's hands were bruised from exertion, but his voice was still calm. "My father's indifference to me is not because of your birth."

Cheng Zan felt a pain in his heart and pursed his lips tightly.

"I thought this man was born like this, ruthless and indifferent. But I didn't know until you were born that it was really Lianzi who didn't want a husband."

"When I was young, I thought that two people must be in love when they get married, so my father must love my mother and me."

"...I'm sorry." Cheng Zan knew that although his mother was his father's true love, in the eyes of others, she was just a third party who destroyed other people's families, and An Ziyin and his mother were so innocent.It was because he vaguely knew about this that he secretly loved An Ziyin when he was a child, but at that time he was just giving An Ziyin his too much fatherly love. When he grows up, he wants to give An Ziyin what he deserves. By the time I returned the things to him, it was already too late.

An Ziyin did not speak, as if he was remembering.

"I've forgotten when I hated you guys. Every day I look at the person I don't want to see, but I have to treat you well."

Cheng Zan felt his heart was bleeding, and he didn't want to stop listening.

"Father has always known, but he doesn't mind at all. The more he doesn't mind, the more I hate it. Why is the same son of his, so different?"

"Do you still remember when you fell into the water when you were a child? At that time, I thought, what would happen if you died. I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't go down to save you. In the end, you climbed ashore by yourself."

Cheng Zan felt the pity in his tone, and he fell into the ice cellar, trembling uncontrollably. What An Ziyin said was a side of Cheng Zan that he never knew.Cold-blooded to the extreme, not at all like the person he has been thinking about for 19 years.

The person he likes is just indifferent and not good at expressing, it's definitely not like that, it scares him.

An Ziyin hugged Cheng Zan even tighter, and whispered softly in his ear, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you see, except for that one time, I have always protected you very well. For you, I have I can't do it anymore."

The author has something to say:... Never give up