Until the starlight [entertainment circle]

"My parents are god-like existences in my eyes. They are all students in the junior class of T University. The junior class refers to an educational model in which people have extraordinary wisdom at a very young age and thus enter university studies in advance. At that time, my father They were 13 years old and my mother was 12 years old. In the same year, they entered the juvenile class offered by the Mathematics Department of University T. Four years later, they graduated from University T and were spotted by a professor at MIT, who directly took them to MIT for further studies.

"After finishing their studies at MIT, they returned to China to get married and gave birth to me. After returning to China, they worked as professors in the Department of Mathematics of University T, but the education at that time had entered an old-fashioned and backward mode, and they could hardly adapt to it. In the end, I chose to return to MIT to teach when I was five years old, while I was left in China and handed over to my grandma.

"Because I left my parents since I was a child, my personality became more and more withdrawn. Children of the same age always bullied me, not only beat me but also robbed me of money, but I never told my grandma, because even if I did, it would be useless. I My parents sometimes only come back for a few days in two or three years. They have nothing but mathematics in their eyes, and they don’t have much affection for me, and I just respect them as strangers, without any intimacy at all.

"When I was young, my grades were very poor, very poor, and I was basically the bottom of the class, because no one cared about my studies. Until my first year of junior high school, one day I was beaten violently on the street corner, and one of Yisi's men rescued me I was taken aback when he saw my face, he stuffed me into his car without saying a word, and brought me in front of Is. Is cried when he saw me at the first sight, he hugged me Seeing my dirty body, I was crying out of breath, but I only had one thought at that time, how could there be such a good-looking person in the world.

"Later my grandma passed away due to illness, but my parents were working on a project and couldn't make it back. My relatives helped with my grandma's funeral, and I started to live alone. Ice would come to see me from time to time, After we got acquainted with each other, he began to teach me personally. He can tutor me in all subjects by himself, which is much better than the teachers in the school. He obviously looks a few years older than me, but he has such profound knowledge. In my eyes at that time, he was simply more powerful than my parents.

"Iss is a good teacher, and my genetics are not bad. At the end of the first year of junior high school, I finished the three-year course of junior high school, and then Iss helped me apply for skipping grades and went directly to the third year of junior high school. In [-], I continued to study high school knowledge. After successfully entering the Provincial Experimental High School, the knowledge in the classroom was no longer enough for me. I followed Yisi's suggestion. I signed up for the college entrance examination in the first semester of high school, and was admitted to T University.

"The day I received the acceptance letter, Is gave me a lot of alcohol, and then he started teaching me how to make///love with men. In fact, in the days before, he often instilled in me that 'same sex can also produce Love' thoughts, so I don't repel when he straddles me.

"After a few sex///couplings, I became obsessed with this pleasure and couldn't extricate myself from it, and then suddenly realized that I was no longer who I was before-not only the physical change, but also the personality. In fact, in the past few years I have known Yisi, he has been subtly transforming my character. I have become sophisticated and tactful, good at thinking about people's hearts, I have become popular, and I am no longer autistic. These are all brought by Yisi. my influence.

"However, everything took a major turn during my freshman year.

"When I was in the first year of high school, a senior in the third year of high school took good care of me, which moved me deeply. Later, I made up my mind to take the college entrance examination. I also had something to do with that senior. I hope to enter the same university as him. We did We were admitted to T University together, he studied literature, I studied mathematics, and then we naturally became lovers.

"He was originally the only son of a real estate boss in T city, and his family background is superior, but he has a very gentle personality, and he doesn't have any bad habits of the rich family's children. The two of us spent a very happy time together.

"But at the end of our freshman year, his father suddenly went bankrupt and was in huge debts. In the end, he was overwhelmed and committed suicide by jumping off the building. His stepmother also fled abroad with the last money, and there was no news from him. So the creditors They all found him and threatened to sell him to the black market to pay off his debts. He was terrified and didn't know what to do. I went to Iss for help, but Iss was so obsessed with my relationship and refused to help Me, so I made up my mind to take him and fled to City A overnight, traveling and relaxing while avoiding creditors.

"I remember very clearly that on the morning of our fifth day in City A, I woke up and found that he was no longer there, and there was no note. When I was wondering, a group of people broke in suddenly, holding a receipt saying that he They have already sold me to them to repay the debt, then drugged me into a stupor and took me away.

"When I woke up, my eyes were covered with a cloth and I couldn't see outside. I only knew that I was naked/naked, my hands and feet were chained, and I seemed to be lying in a huge cage. There was a lot of voices in my ears, as if Bidding, I instantly understood that I was being sold on the black market and was being auctioned.

"In the end, I was bought by someone. When the cage was opened, a pair of rough hands dragged me out. I was wrapped in a rag and carried on the shoulders. After walking for a while, I was thrown on the concrete floor. The cloth on the eyes was untied, and in front of me were four disgusting men with sperm on their brains, who kept uttering vulgar words, untied their pants impatiently, pressed me under him, and lifted my buttocks arbitrarily. Leg, I gritted my teeth, I was ready to accept the huge humiliation, but at that moment, a gunshot pierced my eardrum, and the man on the top who pressed my leg fell straight down beside me, my lower abdomen He and his thighs were splashed with his warm blood, and then the gun rang three more times, and the remaining three men also fell to the ground one by one, twitched a few times and then remained motionless.

"That's right, the person who came was Iss. He couldn't get through to me that morning, so he couldn't get through. He was really worried, so he came to City A himself, and then used his power all over the country to look for me, and finally found here. In the meantime saved me.

"And the man I loved so much disappeared without a trace, as if the world had evaporated. Is was going to help me investigate his traces to avenge me, but I stopped him. He hurt me too much Shen, just hearing his name again will make me want to tear him into pieces, although it is my first love, but we have broken off our friendship, and I don't want to have anything to do with him..."

"Wait a minute... first love? Isn't your first love Yisi?" Lin Yi couldn't help but interrupted and asked.

"Actually, I have more admiration for Iss than admiration, and I knew from the beginning that when he looked at me, he was thinking of another person. I still hate being used as a stand-in." The feeling." Yue Haonan explained.

"Oh well, then you continue."

"Well, where did it go? Oh yes, I was rescued by Yisi from City A, and I was in a downturn for a long time. After all, it was the first time I was attracted to someone, and I devoted myself to running our business Feelings, in the end, a heart was exchanged for a betrayal, and my whole world collapsed.

"Later, it was Iss who made me stand up again, but I couldn't go back to my previous life, I started to give up on myself, squandered my life, dreamed and dreamed all day long, and only pursued physical pleasure. Iss told you at that time Well, I won't go into details... In short, after that incident, I made a promise to Iss that I will never fall in love with anyone again in this life, never believe in the so-called true love, and stay by his side wholeheartedly .

"After graduating from college, my parents hoped that I would go to the United States to reunite with them. They are getting older and hope to experience the warmth of a family at least once before the end of their lives. Although I have no feelings for them, they are my biological parents after all. , I couldn't refuse, so I had to go to the United States as promised. But before I left, Xia Qingming, the boss of Tiansheng Company, suddenly found me, hoping that I could make a debut in his company, and he promised me that I would Do everything you can to package me and make me a superstar in everyone's eyes.

"I have been living with no goals, because Yisi will give me everything I want, so I have no motivation to fight, but Xia Qingming's appearance has provided another possibility for my life. I suddenly feel that , being sought after by people like a star, and subdued like a king, it was quite touching to think about it, so I agreed to him, signed a contract with Tiansheng Company, and rejected my parents' request to let me go to the United States.

"I met you two years later, and I reopened my heart to know what 'love and being loved' is. It was like walking in the dark all the time, and suddenly there was light, and everything became warmer." Yue Haonan finally ended the long journey. Telling the story, he lowered his head and pressed a kiss on Lin Yi's forehead.

Originally, Lin was a little unhappy when he heard Yue Haonan talk about his first love, but after hearing the last sentence, he immediately became happy again.He squeezed into Yue Haonan's arms, rubbed his head against his neck like a puppy, and said softly: "Hao Nan, I will never hurt you or betray you, just follow me to make sure you are happy every day, So don't worry, rely on me to cover you in the future, no one dares to force you to do things you don't like."

Yue Haonan felt warm in his heart. He didn't expect that Lin Yi didn't seem to mind his corrupt past at all, but was worried about his experience of being betrayed. He couldn't help being melted again. He stroked Lin Yi's hair pitifully and said, "Why is it me? Follow you? I am obviously more popular than you, so you should follow me."

"What, you little brat, I'm five years older than you, of course it's the senior who led the younger generation to mess around."

"Okay, okay, whatever you say is what you say." Yue Haonan pinched Lin Yi's nose, not arguing with him.

"Hao Nan, you..." Lin Yiben wanted to ask him how he would get along with Yisi in the future, but he couldn't get out of his mouth. On the one hand, he hoped that Yue Haonan would stay as far away from that scary man as possible, but on the other hand, I also feel that it is impossible to just break up the relationship between people for so many years, and I am very entangled in my heart.

Yue Haonan immediately guessed what he was thinking, and said, "I will not forgive Yisi, he has done too much, although I am really not capable enough to take revenge, but at least I will never have any contact with him again."

Only then did Lin Yi feel relieved, and nodded slightly.

"Actually, after Xia Qingming found me, I began to investigate who I looked like, because I believed that Xia Qingming would never help me casually. Sure enough, the person who resembled me was named Xia Yuhou, who belonged to Xia Qingming. His biological brother, who is also Iss' lover, died in a car accident 11 years ago. Xia Qingming loved his brother very much, so he was willing to help me for free after seeing me. Compensating his younger brother, alas, is nothing but self-deception."

"Xia Yuhou...what a strange name..."

Yue Haonan shrugged and said, "I think so too."

There was a faint glimmer of light printed on the blue curtain beside the bed, and some morning sun seeped out from a corner of the curtain, slanting into the ward, casting a quiet shadow on the cake box on the bedside table.

"Hao Nan." Lin Yi called out in a low voice.

"Ok?"

"Don't think about revenge or anything, I don't need you to avenge me, I just want you to be well."

Yue Haonan tucked in Lin Yi's quilt, and said softly: "I know, I know. It's already dawn, you can sleep for a while."

"Well, if I'm sleeping when you go to work, you must remember to wake me up."

Yue Haonan couldn't help but curled his lips into a smile, and gave a soft "hmm".