Time seemed to be frozen at this moment. The lights in the corridor shone on Duan Youning's body, making him appear calm and gentle. All the throbbing in Qi Ran's heart was gradually silenced in this understatement.
Until he returned to the villa, he felt that he was in a dissociated state. Although he had reminded himself more than once that it was normal for Duan Youning not to like him now, it was obvious that the other party was still using such a serious expression not long ago, Said in such a gentle tone, "Because he is Qi Ran."
Turning on the phone, the front page of the trumpet is still full of cheers and screams from CP fans. In the beautiful stories created by the fans, Qi Ran even feels that his experience just now seems to be illusory. According to his assumption, it should be them eating After dinner, in a harmonious and beautiful atmosphere, he pretended to mention the live broadcast casually, and then told Duan Youning.
My favorite actor is Duan Youning,
So is a favorite.
The best ending is of course that Duan Youning accepts his confession, and then he can wear the ring he carefully prepared for him, but it doesn't matter if there is no answer or even being rejected, he can tell him: "It's okay, I can wait You, as long as you want."
But Duan Youning didn't give him a chance to persuade him to stay, and told him gently but firmly: I didn't leave any gaps for you in the future I imagined.
The ring that was not given away was still held in his palm. Under the moonlight, Qi Ran carefully looked at the outline of the ring. It was a sterling silver retro style, with a very simple design, and it was not a famous brand, but for some reason, he just felt that the ring was Youning would like it. Since buying it, he has thought about how it would look on Duan Youning's hands countless times.
But now, Qi Ran suddenly didn't know what to do, or in other words, he suddenly didn't know whether he should continue or not.
Duan Youning lay on the bed in the guest bedroom, looking at the blue curtains blown up by the wind, Qi Ran's face couldn't get out of his mind.
He didn't dare to think about why Qi Ran was suddenly unhappy, and he didn't dare to think about why when Qi Ran asked him about the future, the gray scene suddenly became colorful, and there was a familiar person beside him who had been walking alone. figure.
Obviously he just finished the autumn in this world, but when Qi Ran asked him, he seemed to see the whole four seasons.
It would be great if, when he was still Duan Youning, he could meet such a good Qi Ran.
Duan Youning thought, if he met Qi Ran when he was a student, he could help Qi Ran buy breakfast every morning in class, he could explain all the topics he didn't understand to Qi Ran, and he could play with his mobile phone while he was in class. Help him out, you can remind him not to forget to drink ginger soup after he gets wet in the rain, and even help him with any homework he doesn't want to write.
If he meets Qi Ran who runs away from home, he is also willing to give him half of the breakfast, listen to him share all the unspeakable loneliness and fear, listen to each of his piano pieces carefully and praise him for playing well, and see him Playing handsome while mixing drinks at the counter, you can accompany him to interpret all kinds of people and things...
It doesn't matter if it is later, although he is not very good at comforting others, he can accompany Qi Ran when he knows about grandma's illness. Although the possibility is very small, he can tell Qi Ran to be firm when he regrets and wavers. go on...
Not at this time, when he lives in someone else's body and steals someone else's life.
He can convince himself not to feel guilty with his hard work and devotion to the fans, and he can tell himself not to feel guilty with his life of being kind to the original owner, but he has not yet been able to convince himself to take possession of Qi Ran with peace of mind. On the premise of loving Qi Ran.
Moreover, thinking of Qi Ran's ending in the book, Duan Youning closed his eyes weakly. What Qi Ran likes is the original owner who has clarified all the black material and suffered so many grievances, or himself who lives in this body?
How can it be so difficult to like someone?
***
On Friday afternoon, Duan Youning went to the studio and told Fang Ran that he planned to do a math live broadcast.
"Yes, your idea is really meaningful." Fang Ran hesitated, and smiled after listening to his explanation: "Just yesterday, the producer of the program group of "I'm the Answerer" told me that you performed very well on the spot yesterday. , The program team is considering letting you go as a resident, although I know you want to do it because you like mathematics, but I have to say that your idea is very immediate."
"Even if you can't be a resident guest in the future, just this live broadcast will greatly increase your favorability among passers-by." Fang Ran frowned: "But I heard Qi Ran say that I'm picking a script for you recently, you When the time comes, we will combine acting and live broadcast, are you prepared in time?"
When Duan Youning heard that Qi Ran had started to prepare the script, Duan Youning was in a daze for a moment, feeling sour in his heart, Qi Ran, why is it so good?
"Speaking of Qi Ran, why didn't he come to the studio with you today?" Fang Ran was a little puzzled: "It's clear that we agreed to make a plan for next week together today."
"I don't know either." Duan Youning looked at the poster on the wall of the office. It was the magazine that Qi Ran just photographed last time. On the bookshelf in the guest bedroom, there were two physical copies he secretly bought: "Maybe there is something wrong. I didn't see him when I woke up this morning."
"Forget it, leave him alone," Fang Ran waved his hand, and took the computer next to him: "Let's decide on the format of the live broadcast you want first, since it is going to be a long-term program, I think it is actually possible not to live broadcast? Lou There is still an empty room below, you can take a look, if you like it, you can arrange it according to your wishes, and record in it later, and then do you want to be alone or invite guests every issue..."
Fang Ran's mobility was very strong, he did what he said, and even called the staff in the studio who were in charge of event planning. Duan Youning followed his train of thought and moved forward bit by bit, unconsciously entering the working state.
In the largest bar in the west of the city, Qi Ran, who was ignored by the two people, was immersed in uncontrollable frustration.
"It's not that you wait a minute," Liang Jia said in disbelief, "Let me summarize first, what you just said is that you recorded a show and found out that you fell in love with Duan Youning, and then when you were about to confess, you found out that Duan Youning The fact that I don't like you anymore,"
"Right?"
Qi Ran remained silent, Liang Jia looked at Shen Qingcheng at the side: "Did I understand correctly just now?"
Shen Qingcheng said concisely: "Obviously."
"No, I can't accept it at all," Liang Jia swallowed, "Why did you suddenly fall in love? There's no time for psychological construction at all."
"It's not that I like you, what are you doing to build up your mind?" Qi Ran's tone was slightly cold: "Besides, I'm here to pour out bitterness, not to listen to your nonsense here."
"Didn't I be too surprised all of a sudden?" Liang Jia smiled resentfully, feeling something different: "No, how could Duan Youning not like you? Wasn't it him when you got married... "
"What's the point of what you say now?" Shen Qingcheng was extraordinarily sober: "In the current situation, it is obvious that he has tried it."
Ignoring the stunned Liang Jia, Shen Qingcheng looked at Qi Ran: "Anyway, I'm tempted, and I can't regret it anymore, so I just went all the way to Heibei."
"He didn't reserve a place for you, didn't he also reserve it for others? What are you afraid of?" Shen Qingcheng: "At least he is still willing to sleep next to you now, isn't he?"
"Don't say that you don't want to disrupt his original life plan. Then you divorced, anyway, didn't you sign a contract? You let him go." Seeing his sudden change of expression, Shen Qingcheng snorted: "You are the kind of generous People? When Liang Jia stole a piece of biscuit from you and you tormented him for so long, I don't believe you are willing to watch someone else stand beside Duan Youning one day?"
"No, just talk about him, why mention my black history?"
"Shut up," Shen Qingcheng stuffed an apple into Liang Jia's mouth, and looked at Qi Ran who was thinking, "While there is still a chance, Qi Ran, don't be like me."
"Regret is the most useless emotion."
In Qi Ran's studio, Duan Youning rubbed his stiff neck after finalizing all the details, only to realize that it was already dark.
"Is it already nine o'clock?"
"Then you go back, I'll finalize the details with them, and try to confirm the schedule and broadcast platform before the end of "Travel", "Fang Ran is full of enthusiasm: "According to Qi Ran's request, your acting career will be completed within this month. It will not be opened, we will record two issues while the iron is hot, so that you will not be too busy to take care of it later."
"Well, good." Duan Youning said solemnly, "Thank you, Sister Ran."
Fang Ran was already working hard as an artist, and this live broadcast would probably cause her a lot of trouble. Duan Youning originally planned to do a simple live broadcast, but Fang Ran didn't object , and also provided him with more choices and better planning.
"It's okay, it's okay," Fang Ran smiled coquettishly, "It's all what I should do, go back quickly, be careful on the road!"
Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Qi Ran couldn't restrain his disappointment. Did Duan Youning realize that he was avoiding him?
Qi Ran began to regret why he was so impatient, it was just a failure, what's the big deal?Just like what Shen Qingcheng said, at least Duan Youning would still like to live next door to him, wouldn't he?At least he wasn't so determined to break up the relationship, was he?
When he walked to the kitchen, there was still the tenderloin that he and Duan Youning bought in the refrigerator. If he hadn't been in a hurry to test it that day, it should have been eaten yesterday, right?
If he wasn't so eager to test, he should be sitting on the sofa in the living room at this moment, Duan Youning is looking at the math problems he can't understand, and he can look at the script in his hand, and complain to Duan Youning from time to time As a screenwriter, sometimes he would browse Weibo and share funny jokes with Duan Youning. His smile is always very low, and his smile is also very good-looking.
Although Duan Youning would occasionally ignore him because he thought he was noisy, just watching him quietly was enough to pass the boring time before going to bed.
Looking at the empty living room, it's only been a month, and he's already not used to being alone.
The author has something to say:
The teacher suddenly changed the class, and there are a lot of people getting vaccinated today, so it’s too late to come back, and the second shift will be rushed as soon as possible, but my hand speed is really impressive, so it’s about twelve o’clock, everyone, don’t wait Alright, let’s watch it together tomorrow. In order to make up for today’s late update, there will be three updates tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I’m really sorry!
Love everyone!
Until he returned to the villa, he felt that he was in a dissociated state. Although he had reminded himself more than once that it was normal for Duan Youning not to like him now, it was obvious that the other party was still using such a serious expression not long ago, Said in such a gentle tone, "Because he is Qi Ran."
Turning on the phone, the front page of the trumpet is still full of cheers and screams from CP fans. In the beautiful stories created by the fans, Qi Ran even feels that his experience just now seems to be illusory. According to his assumption, it should be them eating After dinner, in a harmonious and beautiful atmosphere, he pretended to mention the live broadcast casually, and then told Duan Youning.
My favorite actor is Duan Youning,
So is a favorite.
The best ending is of course that Duan Youning accepts his confession, and then he can wear the ring he carefully prepared for him, but it doesn't matter if there is no answer or even being rejected, he can tell him: "It's okay, I can wait You, as long as you want."
But Duan Youning didn't give him a chance to persuade him to stay, and told him gently but firmly: I didn't leave any gaps for you in the future I imagined.
The ring that was not given away was still held in his palm. Under the moonlight, Qi Ran carefully looked at the outline of the ring. It was a sterling silver retro style, with a very simple design, and it was not a famous brand, but for some reason, he just felt that the ring was Youning would like it. Since buying it, he has thought about how it would look on Duan Youning's hands countless times.
But now, Qi Ran suddenly didn't know what to do, or in other words, he suddenly didn't know whether he should continue or not.
Duan Youning lay on the bed in the guest bedroom, looking at the blue curtains blown up by the wind, Qi Ran's face couldn't get out of his mind.
He didn't dare to think about why Qi Ran was suddenly unhappy, and he didn't dare to think about why when Qi Ran asked him about the future, the gray scene suddenly became colorful, and there was a familiar person beside him who had been walking alone. figure.
Obviously he just finished the autumn in this world, but when Qi Ran asked him, he seemed to see the whole four seasons.
It would be great if, when he was still Duan Youning, he could meet such a good Qi Ran.
Duan Youning thought, if he met Qi Ran when he was a student, he could help Qi Ran buy breakfast every morning in class, he could explain all the topics he didn't understand to Qi Ran, and he could play with his mobile phone while he was in class. Help him out, you can remind him not to forget to drink ginger soup after he gets wet in the rain, and even help him with any homework he doesn't want to write.
If he meets Qi Ran who runs away from home, he is also willing to give him half of the breakfast, listen to him share all the unspeakable loneliness and fear, listen to each of his piano pieces carefully and praise him for playing well, and see him Playing handsome while mixing drinks at the counter, you can accompany him to interpret all kinds of people and things...
It doesn't matter if it is later, although he is not very good at comforting others, he can accompany Qi Ran when he knows about grandma's illness. Although the possibility is very small, he can tell Qi Ran to be firm when he regrets and wavers. go on...
Not at this time, when he lives in someone else's body and steals someone else's life.
He can convince himself not to feel guilty with his hard work and devotion to the fans, and he can tell himself not to feel guilty with his life of being kind to the original owner, but he has not yet been able to convince himself to take possession of Qi Ran with peace of mind. On the premise of loving Qi Ran.
Moreover, thinking of Qi Ran's ending in the book, Duan Youning closed his eyes weakly. What Qi Ran likes is the original owner who has clarified all the black material and suffered so many grievances, or himself who lives in this body?
How can it be so difficult to like someone?
***
On Friday afternoon, Duan Youning went to the studio and told Fang Ran that he planned to do a math live broadcast.
"Yes, your idea is really meaningful." Fang Ran hesitated, and smiled after listening to his explanation: "Just yesterday, the producer of the program group of "I'm the Answerer" told me that you performed very well on the spot yesterday. , The program team is considering letting you go as a resident, although I know you want to do it because you like mathematics, but I have to say that your idea is very immediate."
"Even if you can't be a resident guest in the future, just this live broadcast will greatly increase your favorability among passers-by." Fang Ran frowned: "But I heard Qi Ran say that I'm picking a script for you recently, you When the time comes, we will combine acting and live broadcast, are you prepared in time?"
When Duan Youning heard that Qi Ran had started to prepare the script, Duan Youning was in a daze for a moment, feeling sour in his heart, Qi Ran, why is it so good?
"Speaking of Qi Ran, why didn't he come to the studio with you today?" Fang Ran was a little puzzled: "It's clear that we agreed to make a plan for next week together today."
"I don't know either." Duan Youning looked at the poster on the wall of the office. It was the magazine that Qi Ran just photographed last time. On the bookshelf in the guest bedroom, there were two physical copies he secretly bought: "Maybe there is something wrong. I didn't see him when I woke up this morning."
"Forget it, leave him alone," Fang Ran waved his hand, and took the computer next to him: "Let's decide on the format of the live broadcast you want first, since it is going to be a long-term program, I think it is actually possible not to live broadcast? Lou There is still an empty room below, you can take a look, if you like it, you can arrange it according to your wishes, and record in it later, and then do you want to be alone or invite guests every issue..."
Fang Ran's mobility was very strong, he did what he said, and even called the staff in the studio who were in charge of event planning. Duan Youning followed his train of thought and moved forward bit by bit, unconsciously entering the working state.
In the largest bar in the west of the city, Qi Ran, who was ignored by the two people, was immersed in uncontrollable frustration.
"It's not that you wait a minute," Liang Jia said in disbelief, "Let me summarize first, what you just said is that you recorded a show and found out that you fell in love with Duan Youning, and then when you were about to confess, you found out that Duan Youning The fact that I don't like you anymore,"
"Right?"
Qi Ran remained silent, Liang Jia looked at Shen Qingcheng at the side: "Did I understand correctly just now?"
Shen Qingcheng said concisely: "Obviously."
"No, I can't accept it at all," Liang Jia swallowed, "Why did you suddenly fall in love? There's no time for psychological construction at all."
"It's not that I like you, what are you doing to build up your mind?" Qi Ran's tone was slightly cold: "Besides, I'm here to pour out bitterness, not to listen to your nonsense here."
"Didn't I be too surprised all of a sudden?" Liang Jia smiled resentfully, feeling something different: "No, how could Duan Youning not like you? Wasn't it him when you got married... "
"What's the point of what you say now?" Shen Qingcheng was extraordinarily sober: "In the current situation, it is obvious that he has tried it."
Ignoring the stunned Liang Jia, Shen Qingcheng looked at Qi Ran: "Anyway, I'm tempted, and I can't regret it anymore, so I just went all the way to Heibei."
"He didn't reserve a place for you, didn't he also reserve it for others? What are you afraid of?" Shen Qingcheng: "At least he is still willing to sleep next to you now, isn't he?"
"Don't say that you don't want to disrupt his original life plan. Then you divorced, anyway, didn't you sign a contract? You let him go." Seeing his sudden change of expression, Shen Qingcheng snorted: "You are the kind of generous People? When Liang Jia stole a piece of biscuit from you and you tormented him for so long, I don't believe you are willing to watch someone else stand beside Duan Youning one day?"
"No, just talk about him, why mention my black history?"
"Shut up," Shen Qingcheng stuffed an apple into Liang Jia's mouth, and looked at Qi Ran who was thinking, "While there is still a chance, Qi Ran, don't be like me."
"Regret is the most useless emotion."
In Qi Ran's studio, Duan Youning rubbed his stiff neck after finalizing all the details, only to realize that it was already dark.
"Is it already nine o'clock?"
"Then you go back, I'll finalize the details with them, and try to confirm the schedule and broadcast platform before the end of "Travel", "Fang Ran is full of enthusiasm: "According to Qi Ran's request, your acting career will be completed within this month. It will not be opened, we will record two issues while the iron is hot, so that you will not be too busy to take care of it later."
"Well, good." Duan Youning said solemnly, "Thank you, Sister Ran."
Fang Ran was already working hard as an artist, and this live broadcast would probably cause her a lot of trouble. Duan Youning originally planned to do a simple live broadcast, but Fang Ran didn't object , and also provided him with more choices and better planning.
"It's okay, it's okay," Fang Ran smiled coquettishly, "It's all what I should do, go back quickly, be careful on the road!"
Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Qi Ran couldn't restrain his disappointment. Did Duan Youning realize that he was avoiding him?
Qi Ran began to regret why he was so impatient, it was just a failure, what's the big deal?Just like what Shen Qingcheng said, at least Duan Youning would still like to live next door to him, wouldn't he?At least he wasn't so determined to break up the relationship, was he?
When he walked to the kitchen, there was still the tenderloin that he and Duan Youning bought in the refrigerator. If he hadn't been in a hurry to test it that day, it should have been eaten yesterday, right?
If he wasn't so eager to test, he should be sitting on the sofa in the living room at this moment, Duan Youning is looking at the math problems he can't understand, and he can look at the script in his hand, and complain to Duan Youning from time to time As a screenwriter, sometimes he would browse Weibo and share funny jokes with Duan Youning. His smile is always very low, and his smile is also very good-looking.
Although Duan Youning would occasionally ignore him because he thought he was noisy, just watching him quietly was enough to pass the boring time before going to bed.
Looking at the empty living room, it's only been a month, and he's already not used to being alone.
The author has something to say:
The teacher suddenly changed the class, and there are a lot of people getting vaccinated today, so it’s too late to come back, and the second shift will be rushed as soon as possible, but my hand speed is really impressive, so it’s about twelve o’clock, everyone, don’t wait Alright, let’s watch it together tomorrow. In order to make up for today’s late update, there will be three updates tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I’m really sorry!
Love everyone!
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