Are you with Dazai today?

The alarm clock set by Osamu Dazai has never fulfilled its mission. It is always pressed down mercilessly by the owner after a few rings, and Osamu Dazai is often interrupted after turning over again. dreams, as for work...

With Odasaku and Kunikida-kun around, there must be a solution!

It was around nine o'clock in the morning that Osamu Dazai slowly sat up from the bed, and hastily made himself a belated breakfast.

The good news is that Osamu Dazai's culinary skills have changed from disastrous to acceptable in the past few years. If Shiinagawa knew about this, he might be moved to cry.

Osamu Dazai, who left the port mafia, can be said to be jumping repeatedly on the poverty line. The previous luxurious life of being able to eat canned crab meat for three meals a day is gone forever.

Although Shiinagawa's bank card that saved enough money for a person to squander his whole life is in Dazai Osamu's hands, and he knows the account password, but he has never used it once, and just put the bank card in a drawer to hide it. Under the mezzanine.

Maybe he will never use that card again in his life.

"Today is also a good day for suicide!"

The guy who got excited on his own said to himself in the space where there was only one person.

"Good morning table! Good morning coffee mug! Good morning sliced ​​bread! Good morning canned crabmeat I'll be showing up in the future!"

"Good morning……"

Feeling excited and calm down casually, Osamu Dazai randomly stuffed the remaining slice of bread into his mouth, swallowed it together with the coffee, and looked at the room before leaving.

"I am leaving!"

No one responded, because the person who would say "be careful on the road" has long since disappeared.

Osamu Dazai was not such a sentimental person. He had already accepted the fact of Shiinagawa's death. It had been four years, and there was nothing he could do if he didn't accept it. It was just that he was a little uncomfortable at first, but then he got better.

The reason why he is like this today is because today happens to be the fourth year since Shiinagawa died.

"Such an anniversary, I really can't laugh."

About that day, Osamu Dazai thought about it many times, and Shiinagawa definitely had a lot of things that he didn't tell himself.

According to the words of the adopted children of Oda Sakunosuke, it seems that someone protected them that day, so they could miraculously survive such a close-range explosion.

Then how did Shiinagawa know the headquarters of Mimic, where Gide is located, and what kind of mood he went there alone. Osamu Dazai didn't know about these things, and he didn't have the opportunity to find out.

The only thing that made him worry all the time was that Shiinagawa didn't tell him anything. Of course, he himself had a problem, that is, he believed Shiinagawa too much. My partner (Osamu Dazai: vomit) believes in Shiinagawa's ability like that.

Because that's Shiina!How could you lose?

Shiinagawa did not lose, but he did not win either.

Mingming had already noticed something was wrong, but was easily comforted by Shiinagawa's words, so he pretended not to know and continued walking.

Going to the Armed Detective Agency is out of the question, skip work today!Osamu Dazai thought without any psychological burden, as for whether Kunikida Doppo would be furious, what does it have to do with him Dazai Osamu?

"Lovely lady over there~ Please wrap up these white lilies for me, ah, let the bad-tempered Mr. Glasses who always acts with me~"

"Dazai-san... Kunikida-san will cry."

The young lady in the flower shop has passed the time when she will be charmed by Osamu Dazai's face. She thinks that when she first saw Osamu Dazai, she was also moved by his face for a while.

Although now she really wants to strangle the heart-beating self at that time.

"If Kunikida-kun is going to cry, then I really want to take a look. Just kidding, at least I will still pay for these flowers myself."

After all, it was something to buy for Shiinagawa.

The petals of fresh white lilies still have some drops of water on them. Osamu Dazai has already memorized the way to the tombstone, and he can walk there even with his eyes closed.

Osamu Dazai chose a cemetery with a good location for Shiinagawa. Few people would come here, it is quiet and peaceful, and it happens that Shiinagawa also likes a quiet personality.

"Long time no see, I haven't seen you for a month."

Osamu Dazai gently placed the white lily bouquet in front of the tombstone, and then sat down on the lawn in front of the tombstone, stretching his back against the tombstone.

"That's fast, now that I think about it, it's been four years, what should I say? Happy fourth anniversary?"

No matter what time it was, coming here would always calm down Osamu Dazai. If he was alone, if he could not hear the wind, it would really give him the illusion that he was dead.

Osamu Dazai is like a kindergarten kid, reporting what he has said so many times, and he doesn't know who he wants to tell it to.

"After Shiina left, I quit the port mafia not long after. Mr. Mori is really ruthless. Anyway, I have been in the mafia for such a long time. There is no credit but hard work! He came up and chased me down!"

"Of course Odasaku also quit. The fact that the children almost died accelerated the progress of Odasaku who had intended to quit. Although it was a bit hard at first, Odasaku was helping me, Ango...Ango He also helped me secretly, haha... Is it because of the friendship from before? Or because of apology? It doesn't matter there."

"Then, because I don't have a lot of slander, after all, unlike Oda Saku, I killed so many people. It is extremely difficult to clean me up. For this reason, I worked in secret for another three years."

Dazai closed his eyes.

"It's not that I'm only complaining now. I decided to take this path myself. Didn't Shiina say that at that time? To do what I want to do is what I want now."

"It's just... I'd be happier if you could come together..."

……

"I can't take it anymore! That bastard must be educated after he comes back!"

Doppo Kunikida, who still hadn't waited until Osamu Dazai at eleven o'clock, decided to beat himself who had expected Osamu Dazai a few hours ago.

"Ah, if that's the case, I'll do Dazai's job."

Oda Sakunosuke raised his hand very actively.

"Oda, you are too conniving with that bastard Dazai, you are too old and kind!"

Kunikida Doppo looked at Oda Sakunosuke, almost showing a heartbroken expression. Who doesn't know that Oda Sakunosuke is a well-known honest man in the Armed Detective Agency?

"Is there? I don't think it reaches the level of connivance at all."

Oda Sakunosuke thought of Shiinagawa's series of actions by himself, and felt that his behavior could not be more normal.

And... today is a special day, he should also visit the grave after work today.

Oda Sakunosuke was distracted, so when he heard Kunikida Doppo asking where Osamu Dazai might appear, he subconsciously told the location of the tomb. Find Osamu Dazai.

"what……"

You completely missed the best time to stop it, Odasaku-san.

……

Osamu Dazai stopped talking to himself when he heard footsteps, there are some things that can only be said when he is alone.

"Hey, Atsushi-kun~ Was it sent by Kunikida-kun?"

"Yes... hug... sorry, Dazai-san! Did I disturb you?"

Looking at Osamu Dazai with his back leaning on the tombstone, Atsushi Nakajima felt that this was really not a good time.

What should I do, Mr. Kunikida!

"No, I'm almost done. Now that I've been found, there's nothing I can do. Let's go."

"Um... is that Mr. Dazai's lover?"

Atsushi Nakajima regretted it as soon as he said it, what are you asking Mr. Dazai!He beat his villain in his heart.

Osamu Dazai's pupils dilated slightly, and he was stunned for a rare moment, but soon returned to his smile.

"Why would Dunjun ask lovers instead of friends?"

"Eh?! Because... how should I put it, Mr. Dazai looked at the tombstone with a very gentle expression, so I felt... I'm really sorry if I made a mistake!"

"Well, this is how I look in Dun Jun's eyes."

Osamu Dazai stood up and gently stroked the tombstone.

"Is that so..."

Osamu Dazai affirmed his feelings, no matter how dull a guy is, he can figure it out after such a long time, but he felt a little regretful that he didn't convey the words until the last second.

No matter what kind of feelings you have for me, whether it is love, family affection or friendship, whether you love me because the person is me, or because I am special, what kind of opportunity did you choose me and stay with me? Around, these have no meaning to discuss.

No matter what kind of status they were in life, whether they were billionaires, poor hardworking people, powerful people with supernatural powers, or spies with secrets in their arms, they will only be buried in the ground after death. .

and so……

"Goodbye."

he said softly.

"I will come again."

"By the time……"

Osamu Dazai approached the tombstone, as if in front of him was not a cold stone but a living person, as if he was whispering to someone.

"I still have a lot to say to you."

Atsushi Nakajima stood in the sunlight and waved to Osamu Dazai.

"Hey—don't be in such a hurry, Mr. Dun, let's slip away quietly, no one will know."

"No, Dazai-san! Please don't do that!"

No matter what, Osamu Dazai is still alive today.

The author has something to say: Shiinagawa: What? !Dazai eats this in the morning? ? ?

Osamu Dazai: Haha...

Shiinagawa: Then...how about dessert in the afternoon?What about fruit after dinner?

Kunikida Doppo: How could there be such a thing?

Shiinagawa: Don't tell me that you often eat quick-frozen food, stay up late, and don't take care of your body, huh?

Osamu Dazai (guilty): How is it possible.

Shiinagawa: ...

Gloria: I can't hold it down anymore, the coffin board is going to be overwhelmed!

In other words, no knife, right? (Testing), after I wrote it, I still feel quite... warm?